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When Ren Xun opened his eyes, the house was very dark, and a warm light came from the rear right.

Jiang Jiyi looked away from the phone screen and gave Ren Xun a second: "Are you awake?"

"Well, what time is it?"

"It's time for dinner."

"How did the movie end?"

"Heh." Jiang Jiyi quickly pressed his finger on the phone, and unlocked the screen with a click, "You only watched it for a few minutes at the beginning."

"The hero and heroine met me because I saw it."

"It's only been there for 10 minutes. What the hell did you do last night? Why are you so sleepy?"

"I miss you." Ren Xun smiled, stood up from the ground, and stretched, "Then go eat, you do it."

"You do it."

"No, I'm a guest, you do it."

Jiang Jiyi smiled, and sat on the sofa without moving: "Eat just after waking up? Fat."

"I grow my body, so I grow vertically. Hey, you haven't told me how tall you are yet."

"How tall are you?"

"Another centimeter."

Jiang Jiyi nodded: "Okay, enough."

"So how tall are you?"

"It's the same as you are now, are you satisfied?"

Ren Xun looked at Jiang Jiyi's face, looked down slowly, and slapped Jiang Jiyi's leg with a "slap": "Are your legs so numb that you can't stand up?"

Jiang Jiyi's expression became a little ferocious in an instant, and his appearance was particularly hideous against the background of the floor lamp at the side. Ren Xun felt a little regretful: "It hurts?"

Jiang Jiyi tidied up his expression, but still sat: "Just now, I didn't know that person used my leg as a pillow, and now he beats this 'pillow' violently."

Ren Xun smiled awkwardly: "Hey - then I'll go to the next article."

"Okay, take a break, I'll get it later, there's no way for the birthday star to make longevity noodles by himself."

Before eating the noodles, Ren Xun sneaked some cake to eat, so he was a bit full after eating a bowl of noodles.

"How old are you, to eat the cake secretly, and scoop it directly from the top, will cutting it exhaust you to death?" Jiang Jiyi took the cake out of the refrigerator and saw that the side was missing. I can't help but smile.

"Hey, it's more interesting to eat like this. No one else eats it anyway." Ren Xun took the plate out of the bag, "Cut it, cut it."

"You kids don't need to make a wish?" Jiang Jiyi took out the candle and waved it in front of Ren Xun.

"Okay, click on it."

Jiang Jiyi could see that Ren Xun had been dawdling all night, touching things here and there, he didn't want to pierce them, and when it was almost eleven o'clock, he thought that this was not the way: "Go back, little birthday star, I will see you off." .”

Ren Xun's hunched back tightened, and he was silent for a moment: "I told my mother before I came out... I won't go back tonight."

Jiang Jiyi gritted his molars, and put down the car keys he had already picked up: "Okay, then I'll make the bed for you."

When Jiang Jiyi walked past Ren Xun, Ren Xun reached out and hooked his fingers.

He stopped, and his shadow completely covered Ren Xun.Ren Xun raised his head and looked at him: "Aren't you unwilling?"

His eyebrows were furrowed, looking troubled and a little embarrassed.Ren Xun didn't like Jiang Jiyi's expression the most, it made him feel like an ignorant child.

Ren Xun is very good at finding faults in himself, this is something he has learned since he was a child.Jiang Jiyi may want him to eat more vegetables, okay, he will eat; Jiang Jiyi may not like him smoking, okay, he will change; Jiang Jiyi may not want to hear him swear, okay, he... try his best; Jiang Jiyi may think that he is not old enough Big, but he can't change this, so he should be able to wait.

But why?He's gone, he can go to the Internet cafe with his ID card.His ID card clearly told him that he was already, but did Jiang Jiyi feel that this was not enough?Or did he just treat it like a child.

Ren Xun suddenly felt wronged.

He has always lacked a sense of family, but since he was a child, he desperately hopes to have someone who can keep a close relationship with him, but then he can only walk alone on the road with his own secrets in his arms. The child is extraordinarily friendly, and he will subconsciously keep something he has used for a long time, which may be a glass marble from his childhood, a notebook he has always used, or the tablecloth on his desk.But after that, Jiang Jiyi appeared, and Ren Xun stepped forward to hug him with all his courage, he felt that he didn't have to retreat.

But it was close, Ren Xun felt that they were still not close enough, they could be closer and safer.

He was rejected, he was wronged.For him, although this decision is not as serious as abandoning his faith, it is definitely a huge gamble.He suddenly had a feeling of being abandoned, and when all his weight was used up, he was full of joy in exchange for losing everything.

Anger came suddenly, Ren Xun's expression twisted a little, he grabbed Jiang Jiyi's wrist and threw him onto the sofa, and pushed himself onto it.

The limbs are entangled, and the kiss is messy.

Ren Xun said casually while kissing: "What do you/he/mother want from me... Do you just think that I am young and raise a son for fun...I/he/mum hates you in front of me the most" your sister Your sister's name is Feng Rener...his/mother's..."

Jiang Jiyi wanted to resist, Ren Xun felt a little betrayed instantly, he grabbed Jiang Jiyi's wrist and bit down hard.Jiang Jiyi's muscles tensed, but he didn't move anymore.

Ren Xun kept lying on Jiang Jiyi's body, but did not move.

Jiang Jiyi stared at the ceiling, feeling that Ren Xun had calmed down a bit, and his pupils turned back into focus: "Ren Xun, I didn't think you were a son, and I didn't find you happy. If you don't like me, then call me Feng Rener, and I will call her by her name directly from now on. , I think you are young, so I think we should be more cautious in doing things. Seriously, when we are together, impulsiveness dominates, but I think it is even worse to do things unclearly, so I say we Together. But it’s not that I wasn’t serious when I told you about being together, I was absolutely 100% serious at that time, you have to believe me on this... I’m a bit messy, but you understand what I mean .”

Ren Xun felt the rise and fall of Jiang Jiyi's chest, as if in a hypnotic posture: "I'm not impulsive now."

Jiang Jiyi thought for a while and said, "I'm afraid I'm impulsive."

"No, that's not the case, you said it the other way around."

"Hey...Ren Xun, I'm afraid you're impulsive. It's like I'm afraid that your grades will get worse because of falling in love. It's not difficult to understand. I also came from your age. Everyone is different. , but I have already taken the previous risk, and I don’t want to take this one again... I don’t know if you understand me, it’s hard for me to explain my entanglement clearly to you.”

"Understood, but..."

"Is it because I didn't give you enough sense of security? It's because of my age. In fact, I'm afraid of this the most, you are, but I'm almost 28. When you reach my age, I will already be in my fourth year. I'm afraid I won't be able to accompany you. You want to go out and play, but I prefer to be at home. You will see more and better things, will you find that I am not so good? Then go find someone else. Jiang Jiyi stroked Ren Xun's hair with his hand, "Look, I'm worried too."

"Then we..."

"Doing/loving isn't something that guarantees security. You've got things the other way around you know that?"

"But we were just one step away."

"I like you, and it's normal to want to do that kind of thing with you, but don't you know your current state of mind? You don't think it's advisable for you to want to sleep/sex for what."

"But I still don't feel quite..."

"Dating is like this. A sense of security needs to be cultivated. You can't think about it in one go, let alone think about being safe after going to bed. Now it's very convenient to have sex. If you have Tell me if you are worried, talk to me if you are worried, and ask me to explain if you have a misunderstanding. This is the guarantee of a sense of security. I hope that even if I am not by your side, you still have a sense of security. This kind of thing is not It can be achieved by doing/loving."

Ren Xun slept in the guest room.

When Jiang Jiyi kissed him good night, Ren Xun's eyes were drooping, blinking all the time, and then went to the room in silence.

When Ren Xun left the room the next day, Jiang Jiyi had already put breakfast on the table.

"Let's eat, and send you back after eating?"

"it is good."

When Ren's mother called, Ren Xun was standing on the balcony smoking a cigarette.

The balcony of Jiang Jiyi's house was completely covered with glass. Ren Xun opened the window a little, and the sound of cars from the opposite road came over, which made the hardcover room a little more angry.There was an ashtray on the slightly wider armrest, and there was a pile of ashtray in the glass, holding a few cigarette butts, Ren Xun flicked the ashtray, and exhaled.

"mom."

"Xun Xun, wake up, did you play well yesterday?"

"Ah."

"I'm going to eat at your aunt's house at noon today. You can go directly there at about the same time."

"Row."

Ren Xun put down the cigarette, went to the rocking chair and lay down.The sun was very good today, and it was warm on Ren Xun's body, so comfortable that he squinted his eyes.

When Jiang Jiyi walked over, he saw the bamboo chair on the balcony shaking and shaking.Ren Xun's slippers fell to the ground, and his bare feet were extremely white in the sun.

He walked over to pick up the slippers, held onto Ren Xun's ankle and tried to put the shoes on him.

The moment Ren Xun started Jiang Jiyi's hands, his whole body trembled and he opened his eyes.

This action startled Jiang Jiyi, he raised his eyes to look at him, and took off his ankle from his hands.Ren Xun stretched his thighs, straightened up and fixed the rocking chair: "Are you done?"

"Yeah." Jiang Jiyi saw Ren Xun's feet stepping on the floor tiles, and put the slippers in his hand, "You put your shoes on first."

Ren Xun stepped his feet into his shoes: "This chair is quite comfortable." As he spoke, Ren Xun moved his waist twice, and the chair rocked again.

Jiang Jiyi felt a little uncomfortable squatting, let his knees touch the ground, and put his hands on the handles: "The weather is pretty good today."

Ren Xun flickered, squinting at Jiang Jiyi.Jiang Jiyi's shallow pupils are rippling in the sun, the hair dyed not long ago is also very light now, the knitwear on his body hangs loosely on the ground, and his whole body shows a lazy atmosphere, as if Ren Xun is completely cover up.Ren Xun put his hand on the back of Jiang Jiyi's hand, and his fingertips touched the cuff of the sweater, Ren Xun couldn't help touching it a few more times.

So nice, soft, and warm.

Ren Xun turned his head straight, and gently hooked the corners of his mouth.

Jiang Jiyi looked at Ren Xun's expression, and raised the corners of his mouth: "What are you laughing at?"

"It's nothing."

Ren Xun felt that the things he had been struggling with had disappeared in this lazy morning.He also felt the same way when "telling a story" - everything around him disappeared, just the two of them.But this feeling is fleeting, but today it seems to last a little longer.

"Jiang Jiyi, am I envious?"

Jiang Jiyi didn't understand, so he said, "Huh?"

Ren Xun unhurriedly repeated: "Do you envy me this year?"

Jiang Jiyi thought about it seriously, nodded and said: "Envy. But I have also passed it, but you haven't passed the age of 28."

Ren Xun's eyes were still closed, and the folds of his double eyelids deepened a little: "Then, can you give me your 28 years old?"

Ren Xun opened his eyes and turned to stare at Jiang Jiyi: "Then I'll give you mine, okay?"

When Jiang Jiyi kissed him, when he got up early to pick him up, and when he drove for several hours to see him, he felt that this person liked him and belonged to him.But in fact, it seems that as long as Jiang Jiyi is looking at him, it will be fine.

He fell in love for the first time with a man.

He likes this man very much, and he will definitely like him even more in the future.