I, Panda, am super fierce!

Because she didn't have to eat breakfast, Yizhou woke up later than yesterday.

After he got dressed and washed, he stood in front of the full-length mirror and combed his messy hair.

When the arm was raised, the bruise on the arm was exposed. Over night, the area seemed to become a little bigger.

Yi Zhou poked on it suspiciously, but didn't take it seriously, took his schoolbag and told Mama Yi, then opened the door and walked out.

After gathering at the school, several buses took them to the hospital.

Yi Zhou got out of the car after the others, and stopped the moment he saw the hospital sign. He subconsciously resisted this place, smelling the smell of disinfectant floating in the air, and wanted to bend over and retch.

"Yi Zhou, why don't you leave, what are you looking at?" A classmate next to him stretched out his hand and patted his shoulder, urging him.

"It's nothing, it looks like the hospital is quite big." Yi Zhou came back to his senses, said something casually, endured the discomfort and walked in with the students next to him.

"Sure, the Third Hospital is well-known throughout the province, and many people from other places come here to see tumors..."

The classmate was still talking next to him, but Yi Zhou couldn't hear clearly. There was a roar in his head, and the world in front of him was trembling, as if it could collapse at any moment.

"Oh, you went wrong." The person next to him took his arm, and Yizhou came back to his senses, only to realize that everything before was an illusion, and his steps deviated from the direction, and he was walking towards the building of the inpatient department.

"Is anyone in your family hospitalized here?" The classmate was a little curious.

"No." Yi Zhou shook his head. After waking up, his rejection of the hospital eased a lot. He walked into the physical examination center with his classmates, lined up to receive the physical examination form, and then went through the examination item by item according to the above items.

Because the meeting was delayed before, when Yi Zhou and his classmates received the physical examination form, the departments for various examinations were already full of people.

After measuring his height and weight, Yi Zhou squeezed out of the crowd with the physical examination form, and never saw that classmate again.

Looking at the long queue in the corridor, Yi Zhou lowered his head and studied the medical examination form, found the laboratory, and asked the nurse for a plastic cup.

"Beauty, give me one too." Just as Yi Zhou got the cup, a voice came from not far away.

A boy with a stalk-like appearance ran over holding the medical examination form in his hand. He grabbed a corner of the medical examination form, and it was already filled with things. This should be his last item.

Schools come and go in a unified manner. If you finish the inspection early, you will have a few hours of free time. This is an extremely rare opportunity for high school students who have to make up classes on Saturdays.

The speed was too fast and it slid again. When it reached the place, the boy obviously couldn't stop the car and was about to hit him.Yi Zhou reflexively wanted to hide, but his steps were not as light as he had imagined. Instead, the toes of his shoes tripped over his heels, and one of them lost his footing and fell down.

The desire to survive made the boy stop at the last moment, and he seemed a little at a loss when facing his classmates who fell down.

"Well, I didn't hit you." The boy put the medical examination sheet aside, and stretched out his hand to pull Yizhou up.

The palms and tailbone hurt from the fall, Yi Zhou frowned slightly, propped his palms on the ground, and got up by himself.

"It's none of your business, it's my carelessness."

Seeing that Yi Zhou wasn't going to blame him, the young man showed joy, but this joy soon turned into panic. He raised his hand and pointed to Yi Zhou's nose: "You have a nosebleed!"

"Really?" At first, Yi Zhou only felt a little itchy inside his nose, and thought he had a runny nose due to a cold. After hearing what the young man said, he raised his hand to wipe it, and sure enough, he touched the blood on his hand.

"I rely on you, why is the blood bleeding so fast, wipe it off quickly." The boy asked for a few pieces of paper from the nurse, and lowered it to Yi Zhou: "Do you want to raise your head up, the bleeding is a bit scary .”

"It's okay, it's useless to look up." Yi Zhou wiped the tissue in his hand, thanked him, and walked to the toilet.

The nosebleed was still running down, and it took a while for the tissue to be completely stained from the inside to the outside. Everyone he met along the way stared at him.

Yi Zhou rushed to the toilet, turned on the faucet, slapped his face with clean water, and pinched his nose tightly at the same time.

He seemed to be very proficient in this set of movements, Yi Zhou put down his hand and stared at his fingertips in a daze.

In memory, he is not a person who likes nosebleeds.

The nosebleed soon stopped, looking up at the man's pale face in the mirror, Yi Zhou's doubts deepened.

He hated his appearance from the bottom of his heart, but he couldn't find the reason.

Not wanting to look at that face more, Yi Zhou turned and opened the door of the compartment, and pulled the zipper.

After more than ten minutes, the teenager opened the door of the compartment with something.

The medical examination report will be sent to the school in a few days. After finishing the last project, Yi Zhou, along with others, went to the small stall outside the hospital to buy a corn.

The boiled corn was so soft that one could smell a sweet fragrance from a long distance away, but Yi Zhou had no appetite. He opened his hands and looked at the bruise in his palms, feeling suddenly irritable.

Although he supported it with his palms when he fell, he didn't use much strength, and with such a little strength, he was able to achieve this, and Yi Zhou didn't dare to imagine what was going on with his back.

what happened to him?Why become so delicate?

Yi Zhou couldn't figure out the result, but he knew it was definitely not a good thing. With his heart full of worries, he finished eating the corn in his hand, and followed the big team into the bus.

The physical examination report was sent to them by the homeroom teacher two days later. They opened it and looked at it casually. There was nothing wrong with it. Yi Zhou stuffed things into the desk casually and continued to stare at the palm of his hand in a daze.

The fall on the day of the physical examination seemed to turn on some switch in the body. In the past two days, the nose was bleeding at every turn, and the bruises on the palms of the hands became more and more serious, and there was no sign of improvement at all.

Feeling a little dizzy, Yi Zhou raised his other hand and touched his forehead. There was nothing unusual about the tentacles.

Probably a cold.

Two days ago, she was outside when she had a nosebleed, and Yi's mother didn't know, but when Yi Zhou was eating that night, a smear of red suddenly gushed out from under her nose, and a drop of it dripped onto the table.

He skillfully covered his nose, pushed away the chair and walked to the bathroom, and Mama Yi followed her: "What's the matter, it's just a nosebleed."

"It's okay." Still with these two words, Yi Zhou turned on the faucet with a nonchalant tone.

When cleaning his nose, he had to bend down. Mother Yi stood behind him, and the moment he bent down, she saw the strange color on her son's back.

She lifted off Yi Zhou's T-shirt and exclaimed when she saw what was on her back: "What's wrong with your back?!"

Yi Zhou looked in the mirror the day before yesterday and knew what was happening on his back. The bruise covering his back would scare anyone who looked at it.

"Why didn't you say something like this?" Yi's mother had distressed eyes, grabbed her son's arm and pulled it away: "No, let's go to the hospital to have a look, otherwise I won't worry."

Yi Zhou was very resistant to the hospital, but he was no match for his mother.

Yi's mother is a person who believes in big brands. Except for fever, she never goes to small clinics for other diseases, and the nearest big hospital to Yi Zhou's home is the Third City Hospital.

Two days after leaving, Yi Zhou entered this hospital again.

Seeing such a large bruise, Yi's mother was afraid that her son's bone would be injured, so she told the doctor that she wanted to take a film.

The doctor looked 50 to [-] years old, and had rich experience in medicine. He didn't blink twice when he faced the situation that made Yi Zhou change. He pressed a few places and asked Yi Zhou if it hurt. After getting a negative answer, he took it back. hand.

"It's not a big problem, the bone should be fine, but just to be on the safe side, I still need to take a CT scan."

Yi's mother had no reason to disagree, she paid the bill with the doctor's order, and then took Yi Zhou to the CT room.

There were much fewer people in the hospital at night than during the day, and it didn't take long before it was their turn.

"The bone is indeed fine, just pay attention to it for a short time." The doctor took a look at the CT scan and came to a conclusion. Looking at the obviously relieved expression of Yi's mother, he smiled and said: "But this fall is a bit heavy. You still have to be careful when young people are playing rough."

"It's not." Speaking of this Mama Yi has a lot to say: "He doesn't know what happened to him recently. He has a bruise here and a purple one there. Every time I ask him, he says that he has encountered it. I feel strange."

"At his age, it's normal for him to be a little restless." The doctor said with a smile, and was about to prescribe some medicine for dredging blood stasis, when the boy next to him started to bleed again.

"Oh, why is it bleeding again?" Yi's mother took out a few tissues from her bag, rolled them into balls and stuffed them into Yi Zhou's nostrils.

After wiping off the blood on her face, she turned around and asked the doctor, "My son has had two nosebleeds today, doctor, do you think he is on fire?"

The doctor's expression was slightly stunned, and he turned to Yi's mother and asked, "Does the child often have nosebleeds recently? How is his body? Does he often have a fever?"

"I don't know about the nosebleed. It just started today. I do have a fever. I have had a fever twice this month." After she finished speaking, she hesitated and asked, "Is our child suffering from any serious illness?"

"It's okay, I'll just ask." After speaking, the doctor tore off the pharmacy that was opened earlier, and wrote a new one: "Well, you can register again and go to the hematology department to see the doctor."

"Is there a problem?"

"It should be fine." The doctor said with a smile: "Check the picture below for peace of mind."

"It's true." Yi's mother took the list from the doctor and pulled Yi Zhou: "Let's go."

Yi Zhou followed, and after walking out of the doctor's office, he suddenly said, "Mom, let's go back."

"Ah? Our doctor hasn't seen it yet, let's go, there just happens to be no one registered over there."

"I'm not sick." The young man stopped in his tracks, his chin raised slightly, with a stubborn look on his face.

"I'll see if I'm sick or not." Yi's mother didn't listen to his nonsense, she pulled Yi Zhou's clothes and walked to the registration office.

"I'll pay the fee, you go outside the department and wait first, don't run away, you know?"

Yi Zhou paused and hummed.

The doctor in the hematology department asked more detailed questions than the surgeon, and Mama Yi was frightened when she asked about a conversation.

"Doctor, what's wrong with my son?"

"It's nothing, you guys should go for a routine blood test first." The doctor said.

The routine blood test was quick, and the results were obtained within a few minutes. When they came to the doctor's office again, the old doctor's expression suddenly became a little more serious.

"Doctor, what's wrong?" Mama Yi panicked.

"It's a bit abnormal." The doctor said halfway, then looked at Yi Zhou, and Yi's mother quickly opened her mouth to find an excuse: "Zhou Zhou, go buy a bottle of water for mother."

"Oh..." Yi Zhou didn't seem to be interested in their conversation at all, so he responded and walked out.

The door was closed, and the person inside continued to say: "His blood test is abnormal, the number of white blood cells is low, and he may have leukemia, but the light blood test cannot be judged, and he needs to do a bone marrow puncture."

The woman inside the door went limp when she heard about leukemia, completely unable to accept this result.

When the young man outside the door heard the word, he didn't react much, and he even took it for granted. He turned around blankly and walked towards the vending machine at the payment office.

Yi Zhou deliberately stayed outside for a while, and when he returned, Mama Yi had already sorted out her mood.

After receiving the water handed over by her son, she unscrewed the bottle cap and drank with her head up for a long time before she put down the bottle and said to Yi Zhou, "Zhou Zhou, can we go for another inspection later?"

Yi Zhou hummed.

The woman didn't expect her son to agree so easily, so that all the reasons she had prepared were useless, but when she thought of what she needed to hide, her tears were almost uncontrollable.

Raising her hand inadvertently brushing it by the corner of her eyes, the woman took the list handed over by the doctor and led Yi Zhou out.

Doing a bone marrow aspiration is no different than other procedures, and requires anesthesia beforehand.

"This project seems to be a bit painful, so local anesthesia is needed..." Yi's mother said beside her, but she stopped in the middle of her words, and Yi Zhou could hear a soft inhalation sound beside her.

After a while, she continued, "But don't worry, it's not a major inspection, and it won't harm your body."

Yi Zhou hummed, lying on the bed and waiting for the anesthesia effect to start.

The puncture needle still hurt a little when it went in. The needle was very thick. Yi Zhou closed his eyes, his eyelashes trembled slightly, and a fear slowly rose in his heart.

Resisting the desire to stand up and run away, Yi Zhou finally waited until the doctor pulled out the needle, got up, got dressed, and followed Yi's mother out of the hospital.

It took three days for the bone marrow puncture to produce results. The day after the two went to the hospital, Dad Yi came back from a business trip and said that the company's project was completed ahead of schedule and he could rest for a few days.

The husband and wife didn't show any bad emotions in front of Yi Zhou, as if it was a simple matter for both of them to rest at home.

Yi Zhou was also asked for leave on their behalf. Yi's mother said that he suffered from bone marrow puncture and just had a few days off.

Three days later, the results came out.

A family of three went to the hospital to get the results.

It was the same doctor who examined him before. Mama Yi made an appointment in advance. The doctor got the report, looked through the values, and then nodded to them invisibly.

The husband and wife seemed to have been drained of all their strength in an instant, but because Yi Zhou was still there, they didn't dare to show it, so they could only endure it.

On the contrary, the doctor was well-informed and said a few joking words to Yi Zhou, telling him that it was just a small problem.

All of this seemed familiar, as if it happened once in a dream.

Yi Zhou sneered in his heart, feeling that his brain was burnt out by illness, but on the face he responded to the other party's words, showing an appearance of ignorance.

After the results come out, hospitalization will be arranged, followed by a series of consultations to discuss treatment methods.

Leukemia is called blood cancer. Apart from bone marrow transplantation, there are almost no other curative methods. Even bone marrow transplantation has a success rate of less than 50%, and there is a possibility of recurrence at any time afterwards.

The husband and wife went to match each other on the first day of diagnosis, but unfortunately none of them matched.

They each have many relatives, but bone marrow transplantation is considered to be a bad thing for the body. Many people hung up the phone after hearing the purpose, and among the remaining people who were willing to give it a try, None meet the requirements.

The couple's last hope is only the donors in the bone marrow bank.

The days became more and more difficult day by day. Yi Zhou's symptoms became more and more serious. He often had a persistent high fever, and more and more petechiae and bruises appeared on his skin. He could hardly go anywhere except the bed.

Every time I came to see him, the husband and wife couldn't stay for long, and they had to find excuses to go out after a few words.

They didn't dare to behave abnormally in front of Yi Zhou. All the pain and despair were dealt with outside, and they were smiling again when they entered the ward.

Said to Yi Zhou: "It's not a serious illness, you can go out after staying in the hospital for a period of time."

"I don't think you ate much at noon, is it because you have a bad appetite?" Mama Yi peeled a banana and handed it over.

Now they regard Yi Zhou as a glass man, and they don't let him do anything, and they want to go to the bathroom with their backs.

Yi Zhou took the banana and bit it down slowly. He had just received radiation therapy yesterday, and he felt very uncomfortable all day today.

And the gums are bleeding and have been swollen and painful.

But if they didn't take a bite, those two people would be worried, so he finally gritted his teeth and ate a little, just like now.

There was a churning in his stomach, and Yi Zhou stopped chewing, trying to stop the desire to vomit.

Seeing him frown, the woman beside the bed quickly said, "If you don't want to eat, then you don't. In fact, you didn't eat that little today, but I'm afraid you will be hungry."

The banana was pulled out of the hand, and the woman smiled and said: "If you can't eat it, just say it, why keep stuffing it down, your mother, I won't scold you."

After she finished speaking, she stood up from the stool, took down the garbage bag that was not yet full, bowed her head and said, "I'm going out to throw out the garbage."

The door was closed, Yi Zhou lowered his eyes, the feeling in his stomach became more and more uncomfortable, he threw off the quilt and went to the bathroom in the ward, and vomited while leaning on the toilet.

He didn't eat much that day, and after two mouthfuls, he had nothing to vomit again, and all he vomited after that was acidic water.

It took about 2 minutes for him to vomit before his stomach calmed down. He pressed the flush button to take away the dirt inside. Yi Zhou took another cup of water and rinsed his mouth, then opened the window to let the smell out of the room.

Then he walked back to the ward, took off his shoes and went to bed.

At night, Yizhou's body started to get hot again. The heat should not be high, but it made him feel dizzy.

In his half-dream and half-awake state, he seemed to hear a voice.

"Why are you so ugly?"

Yi Zhou is not a person who cares too much about his appearance, but he also knows that his appearance is one of the best among ordinary people. He usually ignores such malicious belittling words, but for some reason, when he heard this voice, He subconsciously refuted in his mind.

"I've only been a little bit ugly recently because of my illness."

The voice didn't answer him, and he didn't hear him say until a long time later: "Have you finished your homework today?"

Yi Zhou replied: "I haven't read any more."

"This is the black iron from beyond the sky, the material you will use to cast the natal spirit sword in the future," said the voice.

"Natural...spiritual sword? What is that?"

There seemed to be a sound of swords whistling in his ears, with a hint of dissatisfaction.

The voice was too small, and was subconsciously ignored by Yi Zhou, and he waited with all his heart for the voice to continue speaking, even though he would never answer his own question.

But that voice didn't appear for a long time, and Yi Zhou gradually fell asleep while waiting.

In the dream, he was hugged by someone on a quaint street.

That embrace was very reassuring, and he didn't have any thoughts of struggling. The food on both sides of the street exuded a tempting aroma. Yi Zhou turned his head in that person's embrace, drooling at the place with the strongest aroma, and stretched out Hold out a hand and say you want that.

But the hand stretched out to be a black bear's paw, and the sound it made was not human, but a milky "hmmmm".

It should be something scary, but Yi Zhou didn't feel it at all, and the man seemed to understand what he said, so he went to the booth and paid for a bunch of things.

Then handed it to him: "Eat."

From the street to the end of the street, Yi Zhou's mouth never stopped. The man holding him was very patient, no matter what request he made, he readily agreed.

There was a loud noise in the ear, and the sky on the street was also split from the middle.

The dream is coming to an end.

Yi Zhou tilted his head to look at the man holding him.

A bit reluctant.

He stared at it for a while, and when the crack was getting bigger and bigger, he suddenly stood up grabbing the man's shoulder, leaned over and kissed him on the face.

The dream ended when the lips touched the cheek.

Yi Zhou opened his eyes, the fragrance of honey still seemed to remain in his heart, the corners of his mouth could not help but rise, he felt that he must have had a sweet dream, otherwise why would he be so happy.

Seeing him open his eyes, the two couples next to him rushed over.

"How do you feel, Zhou Zhou?" the woman asked while holding his hand.

These words pulled him from the dream to the reality, his body seemed to be dried out, he could hardly lift a finger, he opened his mouth and coughed a series of coughs, his lungs started to hurt.

The husband and wife were very worried, but they still had to pretend nothing had happened.

The woman patted his back lightly, comforting him: "Look at you, did you not cover the quilt well at night, and you must have caught a cold."

Finally stopped coughing, Yi Zhou straightened his body, the blush on his face did not fade, making him look healthier than before.

He said, "It's not freezing, it's a lung infection, a complication of leukemia, it's nothing serious."

Looking at the faces of the husband and wife who changed color in an instant, Yi Zhou swallowed the itching in his throat and said, "Dad, Mom, I'm not as fragile as you think."