Can't look back

Julian hasn't been sleeping very well lately.

When Hua Gangsheng was sleeping at night, he muttered words, stretched his arms and kicked his legs from time to time, and woke Julian up from his dreams several times. Forget it, tonight, he actually started sleepwalking.

When Boss Lu opened his eyes and saw him standing in front of the window staring blankly at the sky, he thought there was something wrong, but the next second he saw Hua Gangsheng wandering around the room, looking like he was in a strange place, observing the environment. The appearance scared Julian into a cold sweat.

He immediately closed his eyes, leaving only a gap, and saw Hua Gangsheng turn on the light with a 'click' after observing the environment.

Boss Lu, illuminated by the lights, is even more handsome.

Immediately, there was a long silence. Boss Lu only felt a hand caressing his forehead. Hua Gangsheng's voice sounded lingeringly, with a bit of uncertainty: "Julian?"

There was silence.

Huagang sighed, his voice full of vicissitudes and sadness: "What a real dream."

He sat down beside Julian, and sighed after a moment of silence: "After you died, this is the first time I dreamed of you so clearly, I almost forgot what you looked like..."

"Julian, you've been gone for ten years... Mom misses you so much... She went to find you, you two, have you met?"

Lin Lianhao had just called him yesterday and asked when the two of them would go back, the Mid-Autumn Festival was coming.He said that the two of them still had work to do, and was scolded by her head and face. Boss Lu went to sleep with anger, but now he was terrified by what he said. A man in his 30s almost wanted to call his mother.

Hua Gangsheng laughed at this moment, he looked sadly at the sleeping person on the bed, and tucked the corner of the quilt for him.

"I was in Taiwan, and I met a very cute girl. She knew everything I encountered and was willing to give me a home."

Hua Gangsheng sighed: "Julian, if I had been more patient, wouldn't you have died? If I had worked harder, wouldn't it be the end of today?" He stroked Julian's face and said softly: "How many blunders and mistakes did it take to get to this irreversible situation today."

Hua Gangsheng lifted the quilt carefully and lay down, watching Julian quietly with a distance of one person.

Boss Lu turned his dream talk back and forth in his mind a few times, and came to an incredible conclusion.

He opened his eyes, turned his head to look at Hua Gangsheng, and bumped into his tearful face.

Julian leaned over, wiped away his tears, and whispered, "Why are you crying?"

"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry."

"Why are you sorry for me?"

"If I don't leave that day, that night... have a serious talk with you and persuade you not to make a deal, will you not be besieged by the police, and you will not be shot and seriously injured by them... You want to see Mom, Mom But she left... I didn't let you see her for the last time...Julian, I'm so useless...Julian...I'm sorry brother..."

Boss Lu spent a lot of effort, his head was almost burnt, and he managed to piece together the correct scene from Hua Gangsheng's words, and he was in a cold sweat at the moment.

He hugged Hua Gangsheng, patted him on the back, lowered his voice, and said as softly as possible: "It's not your fault... It's just good luck... It's not your fault, it's because I'm too stubborn. I thought..." Julian imagined the scene at that time, and said with a wry smile: "I thought I had nothing left, I had enjoyed what I should enjoy, I was stubborn, and I ignored life, it was fair for God to ask me to go .”

Hua Gangsheng shook his head desperately, but Julian hugged him tightly, as if he couldn't speak, and said, "It's okay, brother."

Hua Gangsheng cried even harder, so Julian had to get up to get a tissue, and when he came back, he found him crying and falling asleep.

Julian wiped away the tears on his face, covered him with the quilt, and stared at him blankly, with various thoughts in his mind, and finally only rejoicing.

Thank you God for giving me a chance.

When Hua Gangsheng woke up the next day, he felt dizzy and dizzy. When he touched it, his eyes were swollen. He was wondering when Julian, who was nestled in the kitchen, said casually: "Clean up, mom called yesterday, Let's go back to celebrate the Mid-Autumn Festival."

When Hua Gangsheng heard the words, joy welled up in his heart, "I thought Mom would spend the Mid-Autumn Festival with Uncle Hua this year, it's great!"

Julian smiled, raised his hand and closed the window, the sun was shining outside, the breeze was not dry, everything was beautiful.