Can't look back

Julian was deep in thought with a dull face, Hua Gangsheng looked at him like this, and drove back to the house all the way in a daze.

After leaving that day, Hua Gangsheng never came back, so everything was still the same, the bed was messed up, the sheets were dragged on the floor, covered with footprints, and a medicine bottle rolled on the floor, the living room was okay, not particularly messy.It's just that after learning the news of his father's death that day, Hua Gangsheng was upset and changed his clothes, throwing them in a mess.As for the bathroom, although the water stains inside had dried up, Hua Jingsheng's big footprints were all over the floor, and Hua Gangsheng couldn't ignore it.

In desperation, Hua Gangsheng didn't care about being awkward, rolled up the clothes on the sofa and let Julian sit down.

Julian was pinned on the sofa by Hua Gangsheng with a blank face. He leaned on the sofa with empty eyes, silent, but his eyes followed Hua Gangsheng all the time.

Hua Gangsheng didn't pay attention to it at first, until he went to the bathroom to mop the floor, accidentally raised his head, and met Julian's gaze in the mirror, and then he realized that Julian's eyes followed wherever he went.

Just like at this moment, Julian was sitting on the sofa, but turned his head 180 degrees, just to stare at Hua Gangsheng.

Hua Gangsheng looked at Julian's novel posture in the mirror and complained secretly, not feeling the pain of twisting his neck.

It’s okay if I didn’t find it, but after I found it, I just felt that no matter what I did, there was a line of sight stuck behind my back, my hot heart was hot, my hair was hot, and my heart was flustered.

Hua Gangsheng looked at Hua Jingsheng's big footprints on the floor, endured and endured, and still couldn't bear it anymore. He dropped the mop, turned his head and walked back, sat on the sofa, turned his head to look at Julian, and asked aggressively, "What's wrong?"

He originally thought that some satirical words would come out of Julian's mouth, or that old things would be brought up again, but unexpectedly, Julian said leisurely, "She didn't scold me today."

Hua Gangsheng was at a loss for words for a moment, but after turning his head around, he realized that Julian was talking about Lin Lianhao. Feelings of pity welled up in his heart. He took the initiative to sit closer and patted Julian's shoulder comfortingly.

Julian fell into deep thought, looked at Hua Gangsheng, and said in a deep tone: "Every time I saw her before, she either hit me or scolded me, either I scolded her or she scolded me."

Julian pointed at himself and said, "She doesn't think of me as a son." Then he said in frustration, "I thought I didn't think of her as a mother either."

Hua Gangsheng only felt that there was a mountain weighing heavily on his heart. He moved his legs and sat closer to Julian, and said in a low voice: "Mother is mother, there is no overnight feud between mother and child, elder brother also said , when Mom mentioned you, she was also very sad, after all, you are her son, how could she not love you. "

Julian looked at Hua Gangsheng's side face, with a helpless expression on his face, and inexplicable emotion gradually welled up in his eyes. He asked in a slightly higher voice than Hua Gangsheng: "What about you? What do you think of me?"

Hua Gangsheng didn't speak. He lowered his head and licked his lips. Thousands of words finally turned into a sigh.

"Julian, we were born by the same mother. It is impossible for me not to care about you." Hua Gangsheng lowered his head and didn't look into Julian's eyes. Continued: "Don't think about the past, you..."

Hua Gangsheng stopped talking, he thought of Xia Qing, her voice and smile was still in front of his eyes, and in a blink of an eye it became the face full of doubts when she was forced to go to the rooftop.

"I'm not a good person, you already knew it." Julian leaned there, looking at Hua Gangsheng without any expression, Hua Gangsheng didn't look up, and naturally he didn't see the complicated expression on his face.

"I don't regret it." Julian said without emotion. At this moment, he thought of many people, those who died because of him, those who wanted to put him to death, those who hated him but wanted to beg him with a smile.

Hua Gangsheng couldn't even feel anger, but felt powerless.

But Julian went on to say: "In the business world, it's either you die or I live, not to mention that what I do is invisible. As long as the means are effective, the most important thing is to achieve the goal. In many things, only look at the results. Watch the process."

He turned his head to look at Hua Gangsheng, and said lightly, "I'm really sorry for hurting you."

Hua Gangsheng raised his head slightly, and a pair of red eyes met Julian's eyes. Julian's eyes were full of brilliance. He leaned in front of Hua Gangsheng, put his hands on the ears of the person in front of him, and restrained him from moving again.

"What about you? Do you have anything to say, do you want to tell me? Do you want to scold me? Or hit me? Or... Persuade me to surrender?"

Hua Gangsheng stared at the person in front of him with red eyes, not speaking.

Julian smiled and said, "You can't bear it, can you?" He leaned closer to Hua Hongsheng, their noses facing each other, and there was only a thin line between their lips.

"I only have you, do you know that?"

The night was deep, the moonlight reflected on the window sill, and there was a piercing sound of brakes in the middle of the night, disturbing people's dreams for no reason.

Hua Gang opened his eyes in bewilderment, he frowned and stroked his waist, then he seemed to remember something, suddenly smashed his head, and then moved his neck inch by inch like a puppet and turned around.

With a smile on Julian's mouth, he was sleeping soundly on the other side of him, with a few strands of hair hanging down, making him look much younger, more in line with his original age.

Hua Gangsheng looked at him for a while, then stretched out his hand to brush away the few strands of hair, feeling the moisture on his fingertips.He twisted his fingers in doubt, and then he understood, his face flushed, and his expression was slightly annoyed.

Julian was still sleeping deeply. Too many things happened in the past few days. Even though he responded quickly, he still felt the transition between heaven and hell, which made him exhausted.

Hua Gangsheng stared at the man in front of him who was obviously injured but didn't care for it for a while, and finally couldn't help it. He lifted the quilt to check his injury, but was held down by his hand.

"Hua sir, what do you want to do if you don't have a good rest?"

Hua Gangsheng wanted to withdraw his hand helplessly, but was held tightly. He looked at Julian who was smiling at the brows and eyes, and said, "When did you take a shower? Let me see your injuries."

Julian raised his eyebrows and smiled, "Don't worry, if you're so careful, there's no way something could happen to my wound."

Hua Gangsheng's face turned red, he broke free from the man's hand, and covered his mouth like trying to cover up: "Okay, don't say any more."

Julian raised his eyebrows to look at him, and Hua Gangsheng felt a wet existence teasingly rubbed his palm, he hurriedly stretched out his hand, but was bullied by the person in front of him, holding both hands.

The moonlight is just right, and the lingering is strong.

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