Xuankong

Carrying everyone's hope and irreparable guilt, becoming strong only because there are too many things that cannot be let down, and becoming cold-blooded only because there are too many things that cannot be cared about.He even felt that Lu Mingfei was scarier than him, because he never showed much emotion, so he didn't need to pretend in front of many people. An image has been established for a long time, so there is no need to use habitual actions to reinforce it. So at least he can be very relaxed in dealing with people, but Lu Mingfei is not like this. Everyone knows that he is a neurotic optimist. He will laugh and joke with you when you tell him anything. He doesn’t care about anything. In no mood.If such an image needs to be maintained, how well does it need to be disguised?

Chu Zihang looked at him, suddenly feeling at a loss.

Lu Mingfei's face was livid, and he just stood there in a daze.

"Does she want you to do this?" After a long time, Chu Zihang said with a sigh.

Lu Mingfei raised his head slightly, but there was no light in his eyes.

There are too many "shes" in life, and Lu Mingfei can no longer understand which "she" in this sentence is, whether it is missed, cherished, retained, admired, admired, or lost.

He shook his head, "I don't understand."

Lu Mingfei has not shown this kind of sluggishness in action or thinking for a long time in front of others.

"I wish you so?"

Lu Mingfei stared at Chu Zihang's bandaged left arm, and shook his head again.

"I don't want to, so don't do this." Chu Zihang stared into his eyes and said, Lu Mingfei trembled slightly at the moment when the eyes met. He didn't know what it was like, but there were many things he buried The long-standing feelings suddenly came out, he squatted down, and buried his head in the quilt next to Chu Zihang's bed.

"As long as there is one person who doesn't want you to be like this, no matter who it is, you should take his share and go on."

Lu Mingfei didn't dare to answer aloud, nor did he dare to raise his head, he was afraid that his sob would be a sign of weakness in front of this person.

After a stalemate like this for a long time, Lu Mingfei didn't feel any movement from Chu Zihang, and neither did he.His mind went blank, he didn't know what to do, whether to get up and express that he had listened to the chicken soup, or continue to lie on his stomach without making a sound, as if it would be embarrassing no matter which one.

"What you want to know, I'll tell you now." Lu Mingfei was startled by Chu Zihang's sudden words, and his immediate reaction was that it would be impolite not to raise your head when others speak, not to mention that the person who spoke was a senior , so he raised his head suddenly, a lot of tears and snot sticking to the quilt, he quickly grabbed a piece of paper and paste it on his face.

"What I told you in the illusion, half of it was discovered by myself, and half of it was told to me by her. So you don't know, it's not all your problem."

Lu Mingfei felt that it was a bit embarrassing to speak choked up, so he simply continued to listen without making a sound.

"I've seen her before." Chu Zihang paused, "I should have told you earlier, but my analytical ability is limited, and I didn't get more information than you on this matter. I don’t remember seeing her at all. But the official statement of the college is that she and Ye Shu were exceptionally admitted together, but in fact, like me, she found the school by herself.”

Lu Mingfei's heart skipped a beat, he finally understood what kind of story the voices in the illusion were telling.

"She was surprised when she saw me in Kassel, I could tell she knew me early on and idolized me, so she was more surprised than anyone else when I showed up there. I woke up After that, I recovered a lot of memories at that time, in fact, she roughly told me about the ability of return to interest at that time, but when I needed to use this information later, I had already lost my memory of it.”

When Lu Mingfei heard this, he just wanted to complain about people like you, who doesn't regard you as an idol?

"Before she found the academy, she also searched for many people. The secret party is not the only organization with dragon blood, but most organizations did not help. She told me this, hoping that I can remember, because my bloodline Taller than her."

Lu Mingfei didn't expect Chu Zihang to speak so carefully, because he usually said things like "I'll tell you after all this is over", and didn't have a chance to say it in the end.He calmed down, and said as calmly as possible: "But your bloodline is not enough to remember, and neither is mine."

Chu Zihang glanced at Lu Mingfei, then at the bandages on his arms and neck, "When she can make a choice, she will let us remember. You are inevitable, and I am just her selfishness. Others It’s different. If Caesar wakes up and you ask him, he still doesn’t know anything.”

"It turns out that there is such a bonus for being handsome, and selfishness can be used in this way..." Lu Mingfei said trash talking expressionlessly. His emotions are now like a beast buried in his heart. After a short release, he finally Was locked in a cage.

Sometimes when a big matter is solved, the greatest guilt, the greatest anger, and the greatest sadness are all hidden in my heart.You act real, you laugh, you burst into tears, you babble, you suddenly fall silent.But when you look at the sunset outside the glass window at the top of the stairs, you realize that it's actually over, it's all over.For a moment you feel lucky or unwilling, it is over, and then you start to think about your future life habitually, thinking that you will live better in the future, but maybe what greets you is another unwillingness and loss.

Lu Mingfei leaned back on the quilt again, "Then why did she tell you about the situation in the illusion, what did she say?"

"Illusions are overlapping. I hope I can stay to resist the nightmare. Also, she said that anyone can go to her, but you are the one who needs to go most, because she can see your demons."

"Why me? I'm just a useless bastard. If you go, things may not be like this."

"Because we won't feel guilty." Chu Zihang said lightly.

"When we killed her, we just killed, and didn't even leave her with the final meaning."

Lu Mingfei's heart tensed up when he heard the words, he obviously hadn't said anything, never said that Zhou Weirui's death was his own doing, why did Chu Zihang know so clearly?

"You..." Lu Mingfei was speechless.

"You always write everything on your face." Chu Zihang slowly unwrapped the bandage on his arm, and the wound was recovering at a speed visible to the naked eye.

"Knowing that I have a heart demon, why don't you add another one to me? Is there something wrong with her?" Lu Mingfei couldn't figure it out, and simply said angrily, but after he finished speaking, he realized that he was wrong. Chu Zihang played a positive role until the end, he didn't complain to himself, and he didn't show any impatience, which was unprecedented tolerance in him.

"If one day you are faced with the same situation as her, you will understand." Chu Zihang did not express anything to his attitude. He folded the bandages neatly and picked up the hospital gown beside the bed He put on his jacket and buttoned the cuffs so that no one could see how his wound was recovering.

Lu Mingfei didn't know what to say. His heartbeat hadn't slowed down for many hours. The necklace he held tightly in his hand seemed to be asking himself, but he couldn't ask himself why. My heart is in a mess.Thousands of thoughts seemed to turn into an arrow, which shot fiercely at Lu Mingfei's soul, which had been wandering for many years, and nailed him back into Lu Mingfei's body, but the soul didn't even want to break free from the arrow, because he knew, This body does not belong to him at all, and he is not welcome, so there is no need to do useless actions at all. When the body is helpless, it will simply go away by itself.

"He won't wake up for a while, I'll go back to Xianghai Temple." Chu Zihang was wearing a hospital gown that was a little too big for him, and walked in the corridor of the VIP ward in cotton slippers. It was evening now, The doctors and nurses have all gone to eat, and there is no one in the corridor.Lu Mingfei followed him, took off his down jacket and handed it to Chu Zihang, and said in an apologetic voice, "Brother, maybe you are right, but it's too difficult." Chu Zihang didn't stop, Lu Mingfei Ming Fei took a few steps to stand in front of him. He was a benchmark figure in high school, but now he still looks half a head taller than him, unreachable in various senses.

He suddenly didn't know why he stood in front of him, or why he had the courage to stand in front of him, he withdrew his hand that was about to pass the clothes.

"I... I'll take you there, it's cold outside." He said in silence for two seconds.

When there are too many differences in mood, sometimes it is impossible to treat a matter or a person on the same plane. At that moment, the sense of distance is like a wolf on the wasteland, galloping towards you.He sometimes wonders whether this distance is a kind of alienation, or a kind of protection, or he really never puts anyone in his eyes.

All the way without a word, Chu Zihang got off the car at Xianghai Temple, and took back his equipment box and backpack in the security room at the door. Lu Mingfei drove the car very slowly, and after Chu Zihang changed his clothes, he went Close your eyes and rest in the backseat.

"I have tried very hard to be like you, but it doesn't work for me. There are many things that don't work for me. When a person has no confidence, it is absolutely impossible to be impulsive. If something happens, no one will Give me a back, and no one to support me, I don't have the capital to fight." Lu Mingfei said very lonely.

"So I can't do many things, but if I can, don't drive me away alone."

He didn't dare to think that if Zhou Weirui made any mistakes, the pain that pierced her heart like a thousand arrows at that moment would have fallen on Caesar and Chu Zihang, and what he saw now were two cold corpses, If this is the case, he would rather have all the injuries on himself, because he is not so easy to die, and the pain will pass as soon as it hurts, but most of the time it is impossible for things to develop according to his ideas, so he dare not, and He can't bear this responsibility, although he doesn't need to bear this responsibility at all.

Chu Zihang's closed eyes opened just as he finished speaking, but he just looked out the window, neither happy nor sad.

"I see."

Lu Mingfei was secretly surprised by his answer. This is like asking for money in front of his aunt. Not only will the other party give you a fat beating if he doesn't start, but he will also give you a stack of bright red and bright red Grandpa Mao with a smile.

Chu Zihang looked over the back of the seat and saw that the cigarette packs in front were messy and the lighters were thrown on the co-pilot Lu Mingfei's bag. The car smelled faintly of cigarettes and blood.

"But that's just your thoughts, you want to protect others." Chu Zihang lowered the window glass a little, and snowflakes blew in immediately.

The whistling wind blew through the only bit of warm air in the car.

"There will be people who want to protect you." Chu Zihang closed the car window, "It doesn't matter whether you can do it or not."

Lu Mingfei only thought that this was a negation within an affirmation, but he never expected that after he understood the true meaning of this sentence, he discovered that the words and sentences that were often buried in the past can make the reality the most painful.

Back at the hospital, as Chu Zihang said, Caesar really didn’t wake up. In fact, his injury was not serious, and it was similar to Chu Zihang’s. At most, he had seven or eight stitches and a few broken bones. This can be regarded as a minor injury, so it is not possible to be in a coma for so long. Lu Mingfei thought that it would take a while to delete so many things from the computer grid. Maybe it is necessary to fabricate an experience that is suitable for everyone. Difficult, so it takes time.

So how difficult is it to fabricate a lie for her relatives, friends, and everyone in the past, so that everyone in the situation stays out of it?how much time is required?

In fact, everyone's life is calculated according to their current age. If Lu Mingfei's life is a life of tossing and turning, and finally fails to turn himself over, then maybe Zhou Weirui has been planning something all his life, and Lu Mingfei doesn't believe her. The conclusions made up for everyone about herself are made at the last moment. She may have thought about it a long time ago. She has been waiting for this opportunity.

Is it right to challenge the order sometimes?

With his hand in his pocket, Lu Mingfei groped for the necklace from beginning to end, and then from end to end. The necklace was just an ordinary silver chain with a silver semicircle shape on it, which was already worn out badly. It might have been a horse or Like the zodiac sign of the sheep, a small crystal that should not be very expensive is embedded in the center of the semicircle shape, and it does not emit light by itself. The last light that Lu Mingfei saw may be the reflection of the rainbow that has not completely disappeared.It turns out that the falling light is also very shining.

Lu Mingfei was sitting at the end of Chu Zihang's hospital bed, and Chu Zihang was sitting at the head of the bed, holding a laptop and checking the data.It was almost nine o'clock in the evening, Lu Mingfei didn't draw the curtains, and didn't turn on the lights in the ward.There are street lights and snowflakes outside the window, which made Lu Mingfei think of a Korean drama that was very popular for a while. The heroine always said very romantically, "Chu Xue wants to eat fried chicken and beer." He was very envious of the heroine at that time. This decadent and arrogant arbitrary.But now he hasn't eaten anything or drank any water for almost a day, but he doesn't feel anything in his body, and even his desire for food has disappeared.

Maybe it didn't slow down?Lu Mingfei wasn't surprised, but Chu Zihang didn't eat anything, he turned his head to look at Caesar who was still lying on the hospital bed, hesitated for a moment, turned on his phone and ordered two takeaways, both porridge and side dishes .When choosing the payment method, he hesitated for a moment, and remembered Chu Zihang's card.He looked at the balance in his card. This month is almost over, and the scholarship will be issued again. In addition to the reward from this task, it should be enough to pay back the money he paid for Chu Zihang's card.

Who wants to live like this?

Lu Mingfei rubbed his hair and looked at the snowflakes outside the window. He counted the snowflakes, the people he knew, and counted. He felt that every one of them would disappear, and they would melt when they fell to the ground.There is so much snow, it is impossible for you to freeze every piece in the refrigerator, and there are so many people, he really can't catch each one.From the distraught and decadent at the beginning, I have been able to face everything calmly on most occasions.Why do you have to be yourself when you are tired sometimes? Think about it carefully, do so many things really have something to do with yourself?

Yes, so willingly.

But he really didn't want to be here forever.What can I do, Lu Mingfei thought.

Why do you have to catch the snow, obviously you can't catch it at all.Then just don't let it land, or live in a room full of blackout curtains, you can't see it, you don't even have the desire to catch him.

The snow flew obliquely in the wind, and a large hexagonal snowflake stuck to the window. Lu Mingfei's eyes quickly focused and he raised his head.

It's almost time.

There was a knock on the door, and there was a rustling sound of cloth on the bed next to Chu Zihang, and a reminder of a new email came from Chu Zihang's brightly lit computer.

Lu Mingfei got up and opened the door to take the takeaway, put one on the bedside table of Caesar who was propping up his upper body, and put one next to Chu Zihang who clicked on the new mail.

The grid is done, the final message has arrived, it's over.

He picked up his coat, "You guys have a good rest, the ward won't fit, I'll go to the hotel."

Everything is the best arrangement, but he hopes that in the future, it is best not to have Lu Mingfei in this kind of arrangement.In his memory, it seems that he is the king at the center of the remnant power, and everywhere he passes is disaster and death.But he is different from the king, he didn't do anything, and he didn't want to do anything.

Lu Mingfei thought that he had been living in a daze for so many years, it was time to wake up, think about the future, he went back to the car and took a look, took the bag, and the pack of cigarettes along the way.

There are many small hotels near the hospital, Lu Mingfei randomly found one that was closer to the ward building, and took a room.Sit in a small space in complete darkness.

There was once a hot post on QQZone, Tieba Zhihu, called the story of a sleepwalking patient. There was a story about a successful man with a high degree of education and a happy family who seemed to have no brain problems. He felt that he was The God of this world, if he exists, then everything in this world will exist around him, and then he committed suicide, just to see if he is God, obviously not.

But was everything he said wrong?Actually not.

He was at least right in saying that such a small part of the world, a part of him that surrounded him, had indeed disappeared.

This world is made up of many such small parts. If his part collapses, it will collapse together with many parts, so he has indeed done it. In a sense, this world has indeed collapsed.

In a way, he is God.

Lu Mingfei glanced at this seemingly completely dark environment for ordinary people, and his senses told him that there was no smoke alarm.

He lit a cigarette and the ashes fell on the floor.

There is also the matter of Old Tang who has not been clarified, and there is still one year to graduate, and... Nuo Nuo's wedding was not attended.

Lu Mingfei took a sharp puff of the cigarette, and the smoke floated into his eyes, as if it stung his tears.Forget it, let's not go, he thought, it doesn't matter that much whether he goes or not, he is the god, even if his world collapses, it won't collapse to her Chen Motong.

If the goddess in the anime comes out, of course you want to be with her, but if you really know that you have the opportunity to be together, you will not be happy and panic, but it seems natural and easy for the hero to be with the goddess People accepted it, so after countless repetitions and conflicts, Lu Mingfei finally persuaded him to let go.If my life is sold to you, and the marriage depends on you getting married, then I don't think I will feel too sad after you live this life happily.For many years, he has been able to remember everyone, Chen Wenwen, Nuonuo, and Erikai, as a part of his body, which can be engraved in his bones and blood, but in the end he just doesn't let himself forget.

Is it important to get it or not?If you really want to get it, can you catch it?

Who brought him into this world?Who should bring him out of this world?Lu Mingfei never thought that anyone could help him escape from the world of these and winged reptiles, because he was their boss.

He stubbed out half of the remaining cigarette butts, and this touch always reminded him of that old guy in Angers.By the way, there is still the matter of that old guy that has not been resolved. This is at least a part of the history that I have subverted to prevent repeating the same mistakes.

When can I count the reasons why I want to persevere?

Then I hope that there will not be too many of these parts, and really don’t increase any more.

Lu Mingfei thinks that he is a good God, and also a god who can play tricks than others, but it is more difficult for him to do this role well than others.He can actually solve a problem in many ways, but he chose to solve it in a human way.

He has given up a lot of things to become independent, and he can no longer lose his humanity.He felt his pulse, and knew that there were all the secret parties in his body, and all the organizations with dragon blood wanted and hated the blood extremely. Every bone in him was a priceless treasure, but they couldn't wait to tear themselves down. Ashes.

Once this body really becomes what those people most want to see and don't want to see, I will lose completely.

He curled up in the middle of the single bed, the sheets were crumpled and confused with his coat, he didn't feel cold, hungry or tired, the moment he opened his closed eyes, A text message came in on the phone.

"Mogrant's account email has sent me the mission report, and it has been forwarded to the academy."

Yes, that's it, there is no need to choose by yourself, everything is the best arrangement.

He squinted his eyes and looked at the phone screen with dilated pupils. The screen changed from bright to dark, and finally the light disappeared completely, only to find that the screen was reflecting the light of another light source.

That light was golden, and he looked vaguely at his face on the screen, looking at those golden pupils.

He can feel that this matter has no influence on his thinking. Maybe it is just like what Lu Mingze said, he should not care about this matter, because he absolutely did not expect this kind of influence, but this feeling came from a long time ago. He had done it before, but he didn't know it at the time, it was actually a kind of blood oppression just like the Sorrow of Blood.

Perhaps it is really necessary for the college to worry about super A-levels like Chu Zihang, but he believes that Chu Zihang is the minority that can be controlled.

Lu Mingze was right, dragons long for blood, power, and the strong.

Lu Mingfei judged that the release of his own words and spirits from this dangerous bloodline, no matter it is good or bad, will greatly stimulate the mind and body, but he still can't know exactly whether this stimulation is true or not. What effect will it bring, but most of my previous analysis of the black king's ability is correct.

Give me some more time.He turned the phone over and closed his eyes.

I also need to think like a person now.

Kassel College Central Control Room.

"46 hours and 29 minutes... just...received Chu Zihang's mission report...they did it..." An investigator stared at the information just received a second ago on the big screen, held the mouse button Hands almost trembling.

Schneider and Manstein raised their heads from the accumulated materials in disbelief, and everyone in the control room stared at the big screen in silence.

Five seconds later, the entire control room boiled like boiling water.This is the first study of the dragon civilization beyond the scope of the four kings. The speech file that was not recorded by anyone was detected by a group of mixed races whose blood was not pure. This is The most proud achievement of the secret party for hundreds of years.

"Oh my God!! I've said it a long time ago! He is my best student!! I knew Lu Mingfei would perform miracles!" Guderian burst into tears with excitement, and waved his big hand on the table .

Hundreds of white papers fluttered and fell to the ground at the same time, but no one cared about them.

They were trampled back and forth by the crowd hugging and blowing kisses, turning into pieces amidst cheers.

They finally got to the moment when they thought the blank paper was blank paper, that the apples and crayons were gone.

"This task is really perfect!" Schneider couldn't help but praised.

"I admit that I didn't expect them to be able to rescue Ye Shu. It's a miracle. The word-speaking agent there is so strong that it can be displayed on the detector. Although I don't know what kind of monster the other party is, but her safety is the greatest luck. It's gone." Guderian flipped through the information booklet with one hand and made a call with the cell phone with the other, and arranged for people from the college to go to the hospital as soon as possible to find out about Ye Shu's situation.

Passy pushed open the door of the control room with a smile on his face, and put several reports in front of Guderian.

Standing outside the door of the control room were all the school managers present at the meeting, but none of them stepped inside the door, as if the carnival inside the door had nothing to do with them.Obviously they should be the ones who should be the most excited after this matter is over.

But they seem to have been standing outside the door like the shadows of this group of young people, behind the brilliance, for a long time, hundreds of years.

Maybe the world will always need some people like this, who can carry all the things that others are unwilling or unable to carry, even though those things may be evil and dark, it doesn't matter, because in their long lives, they are all engraved with dark scars.

Guderian turned over the first page of the report, a smile froze on his face.

He hurriedly stuffed the remaining reports into the file bag in the dark, and put the file bag into his handbag.

Passy bowed slightly, and walked towards the door, leaving Guderian with an unpredictable back.

"Ding Dong"

Lu Mingfei's cell phone rang.

It took him a long time to turn over slowly and look at the message.

What is rare is a multimedia message, still sent by Chu Zihang.Lu Mingfei clicked on the picture, it was a computer screen taken in the dark, on it was the email Chu Zihang received and the mission report sent by Zhou Weirui.Guixi's speech ability was explained above, of course it has been polished, and the speech speech user is actually Ye Shu. She encountered danger when she was on a mission. When the three rushed to rescue her, she was already seriously injured. The three defeated her. Killed the dangerous mixed race and sent Ye Shu to the hospital.The ability to return to interest has been described in the report as a useless weak word, only when seriously injured can it create a small area to confuse the enemy's vision.

In fact, Lu Mingfei knew what she was going to say without even reading it, but he still read the 500-odd words carefully.Only then did I realize that the framework that Zhou Weirui had laid out was really mysterious.Now he began to feel that the relationship between Zhou Weirui and Ye Shu could not be described simply as friendship. If in a huge conspiracy, the planner needed to take care of the overall situation, and also took care of one person, it would be very tiring, but Zhou Weirui did not This person has not been ignored for this reason.

If Ye Shu still possessed the Frost Seal, she would have to fight in the north and south as the commissioner of the action team, but if she only had a character like Guixi, and her low bloodline, she could only be a behind-the-scenes worker at most. Well, it means that Zhou Weirui has already provided double insurance for her. Even if she is unlikely to encounter any danger at all, the necklace can save her life at the real critical moment. authenticity of the report.

And that very dangerous mixed race is naturally the countless nightmares that seriously injured Caesar and Chu Zihang. Caesar's memory has been modified to adapt to the current report like most people, and Chu Zihang sent this message The message is to collude with him in everything that has been changed.

But from the beginning to the end, he didn't expect that she would know Chu Zihang so well, and even imitated the usual format and tone of his mission report.

Why do I know that her imitation is not bad at all?

Lu Mingfei looked at Chu Zihang's contact page.

Did I know him so well without knowing it?Lu Mingfei himself finds it ridiculous, he thinks the former self is especially ridiculous, and the present self is even more ridiculous.

It may be that nicotine has given him great courage and clear thinking, but after he has been silent for a few minutes, he will feel that his enthusiasm will definitely be thwarted by his one-sided enthusiasm.

His final decision before that cigarette was exhausted was to kill all the remaining "Odin" after he resolved the things he thought before, no matter what ability he used, no matter whether he could survive to the end .

In this way, he is the last person in the world who has saved many times and saved him many times, and he will no longer have any worries.

Lu Mingfei can do all these silently, because there are always some people who in his mind can never be compared.

After reading the picture, Lu Mingfei was about to click on the dialog box to reply, but when the interface went up, he saw that the MMS message was not only a picture, but also a sentence.

"does it worth."

Lu Mingfei was stunned, for a moment he didn't understand who Chu Zihang said these words to, could he have mind reading skills?Knowing what's on your mind right now, ask yourself is it worth it?

He read that sentence over and over again, and he felt that she couldn't understand the meaning of this sentence.

If a normal person heard about Zhou Weirui, they would probably lament that it was worthless, because an A-level female mixed race has unlimited prospects and a bright future. Whether it is marriage or work, she must be treated favorably.Even if she revealed her secret and asked Lu Mingfei to write a real report and submit it, the matter could still be resolved perfectly.

But she deducted all the credit to many people who don't even have memory, making the inevitable an accident.

Lu Mingfei pressed the space on the keyboard, and then pressed the delete key. He repeated this more than a dozen times, but he still couldn't think of what to say.What if the brother is asking himself?does it worth?

Those thoughts of my own are really ready to be put into action. If I really do this, is it worth it?

Lu Mingfei felt a layer of cold sweat on the hand holding the phone tightly. In an instant, he had a splitting headache. The cold, hunger, panic, and fear of the dark that had been lost for a while reappeared in his perception.

Lu Mingfei looked at the fading light of the phone, and tremblingly looked at the darkness around him, just like in the illusion that Zhou Weirui showed him, he saw countless selves, there were all kinds of things, at any time. Yes, but I can't see their faces clearly.

He hurriedly stood up and turned on all the lights in the room. The cheap light bulbs gave off a dim orange light that was different from the LED lights.Under such lighting, it seems that many cold things can be dyed with a little warmth by orange.

Lu Mingfei's thinking was so chaotic that he couldn't seriously re-understand what the sentence was trying to express, and why every time this person's sentence always pulled him back from the edge of disagreement.

He felt nauseated, threw away his phone and covered his stomach, and ate only one meal almost every day for 365 days, and there was a 90.00% chance that it was instant noodles, which had already caused his body's various functions to gradually collapse. It was the Nibelungen plan that fully saved his health, but things like stomach problems will always leave sequelae.

Lu Mingfei didn't know how long it took, but the tingling feeling finally eased a little when his cold sweat almost soaked the sheets through his clothes. He had already regarded the pain as a "phenomenon" rather than a "phenomenon". "Irregularity" in previous thinking.

When everyone left his side, he learned a lot, learned to endure, and learned to keep silent.

Lu Mingfei curled his legs up to his abdomen, stretched out a hand to reach the phone back, but because of the cold sweat on his hand, he couldn't unlock the fingerprint, after showing many fingerprint errors, he slowly pressed the password with one finger .

The reply editing page of the text message was still blank on the interface, and the input mark flashed under it, and Lu Mingfei typed the reply with one hand.

"I don't know, maybe that's the only one who is willing to be protected by her. She has done so much, and only her selfishness is worth it."

After typing this sentence, Lu Mingfei's hand stayed on the send button.

Three minutes later, Lu Mingfei deleted the passage.

Lu Mingfei didn't know who Chu Zihang was talking about, so he couldn't answer.He felt that Zhou Weirui was worth it, but no one could jump to conclusions about whether he was worth it.

In fact, Lu Mingfei has always thought that Chu Zihang is amazing, because from your point of view, he doesn't know anything about what happened to you now, but what he said can always make people feel that he is by your side all the time , can break through your heart with one word.

Maybe that's why he doesn't talk much, if he said all your thoughts, then you might really feel ashamed.

"Good night."

Lu Mingfei typed these two words without hesitation, and clicked send.

He took out a wad of change from his backpack, stuffed it into his pocket, took out his room card and went downstairs, found a small restaurant that was still open, and ordered a table of side dishes and three bottles of beer.

Lu Mingfei's alcohol capacity is actually very poor, and he doesn't understand the magical effect of the malt-colored liquid brewed from grains, but he always feels that sometimes being dizzy is actually much more comfortable than being sober.

Text messages were never answered.

At night in China, there is always that sense of loneliness that all small businesses and hawkers have closed down while you are still on the street. This feeling of loneliness seems to be filled with all kinds of sad emotions in your heart by a thousand subway folks singing folk songs.Place