Mr. Lu said he misses you very much

Chapter 46

In the hospital in the early morning, the clock ticked forward every minute and every second. Lu Jingyao sat by the bed, staring at Ji Xiuran who was sleeping on the bed, his eyes gradually turned sad.

The transparent liquid medicine slowly flowed into Ji Xiuran's body along the tube and needle, blue blood vessels were visible under the thin skin, and the slender fingers rested on the snow-white bed sheet, trembling from time to time.

Lu Jingyao stretched out his hand to cover Ji Xiuran's forehead, he could feel the temperature in his palm which was different from ordinary people, he withdrew his hand a little anxiously, gently grabbed one of Ji Xiuran's fingers, closed his eyes and sighed.

Xiuran, wake up soon, Lu Jingyao thought.

But at this moment, Ji Xiuran is deeply trapped in a dream and cannot get out. He dreams of his childhood, the years when his parents were still there, there would always be a table of hot dishes waiting for him to eat when he came home from school, and his father would accompany him patiently and help him. Teach carefully.

And a car accident turned all these into nothingness, no mother's hot dishes, no father's company, only him alone, the home that used to be full of laughter seemed to be the coldest place in the world, a black hole that swallowed people , to engulf him, there are traces of his parents' life everywhere, but they are nowhere.

The home is cold, the hospital ward is cold, and the world is gloomy.

After finally waiting for his parents to wake up, he didn't even have the time to bear the half joy, and he just watched them disappear before his eyes again.

This time, there is no need to wait any longer, because Mom and Dad will never wake up again.

Ji Xiuran slowly opened his eyes, he didn't know where he was in a trance, the memories before falling asleep played backwards in his mind like a movie, reminding him of the cruel fact again and again.

"Xiu Ran, are you awake?" Lu Jingyao walked quickly to the bed, held his hand lightly, and asked, "Finally the fever is gone, do you feel uncomfortable elsewhere?"

Ji Xiuran stared at the ceiling for a while, shook his head very slightly, and tried to sit up on his side, but a flash of dizziness suddenly made him fall back on the pillow.

"Be careful!" Lu Jingyao grabbed Ji Xiuran's shoulders, carefully helped him up, poured another cup of hot water, carefully put a straw in the cup, and with his hands hanging in the air, held the cup to Ji Xiuran's lips, coaxing him: "Come on, have some hot water."

Ji Xiuran moved his eyes, and turned his gaze to Lu Jingyao beside the bed. After a long time, he opened his mouth to hold the straw in his mouth, and drank water slowly. The warm liquid moistened his dry and sore throat. Ji Xiuran leaned on the bedside, his eyes following Lu Jingyao figure.

After a long time, his hoarse voice sounded in the quiet ward: "Where are my parents? Where are they?"

Lu Jingyao was startled, and replied in a low voice, "Still in the morgue."

"I'll go and see them." Just as the infusion was over, Ji Xiuran pulled out the needle, stumbled off the bed and walked out of the ward, and got down to the bottom floor of the hospital with the help of Lu Jingyao.

In the dark and gloomy room, two people covered with white cloth were lying on the cold bed, the temperature had long gone. Ji Xiuran stood a step away, staring at the white cloth tightly, the air inhaled into his lungs seemed to be The knife scraped the viscera into severe pain.

Ji Xiuran clenched his fists and forced himself to calm down, his short nails were almost embedded in the flesh of his palm.He took a deep breath and said in a hoarse voice: "I'll go through the discharge procedures later, I'm fine, my parents and the others... definitely want to be buried as soon as possible."

"...Okay." Lu Jingyao hugged Ji Xiuran's shoulder distressedly, and helped him back to the ward to sit and rest, while he went to go through the discharge procedures.

After Lu Jingyao left, Ji Xiuran swayed with his straight back visible to the naked eye. He turned his head away, pursed his lips tightly, and his whole body showed an indescribable trembling. His thin body tried his best to keep sitting on the chair steadily , so as not to fall headlong to the ground.

To cheer up and be strong, he must take good care of his parents' affairs.

However, from the disordered breathing to the clenched fists, they all exposed the depression and sorrow in his heart. Ji Xiuran bit the tip of his tongue. The pain woke him up, and his mind, which had been blank for a moment, turned slowly, thinking next thing to do.

After leaving the hospital, Ji Xiuran went to the police station to cancel the household registration and ID card for his parents, and then negotiated with the funeral home about transportation, and set the funeral time in three days.

On the day of the funeral, Ji Xiuran and Lu Jingyao both wore black suits. Their parents had been in a coma for ten years, and there were very few relatives who were still in contact. He didn't want to disturb them, so he only invited Lu Jingyao's parents, and only the four of them attended the funeral. .

Cremation is actually a very fast thing. When you go in, you are still a person, but when you come out, you will become a pile of ashes.Soon the parents' bodies were put into the prepared coffin, and the two familiar faces were carried past Ji Xiuran's eyes, and he saw them standing in front of him in a daze, smiling gently at him.

Suddenly, Ji Xiuran erupted with an astonishing force from inside his body, broke free from Lu Jingyao's arm, and threw himself on the coffin. The tears that had been suppressed for many days finally couldn't be held back, and fell on his cheeks.

"Xiuran!" Lu Jingyao rushed over, supported Ji Xiuran's crumbling body, and let him lie on his chest. Tears quickly wet his shirt, and the hot liquid penetrated through the clothes, as if it was going to burn his skin.Lu Jingyao put his arms around Ji Xiuran's waist, stroked his back with the other hand, lowered his head to touch his cheek, and comforted him softly: "It's okay, I'm here, don't be afraid, I'm always here."

Ji Xiuran grabbed Lu Jingyao's clothes tightly, and collapsed into his arms. He gritted his teeth to force back the tears, sucked his nose, raised his head in embarrassment, and stepped aside.The cremation furnace was turned on and off, and the last tear fell from the corner of Ji Xiuran's eye, which was then gently wiped away by Lu Jingyao's callused fingertips.

The dead are gone, but the living have to go on.

At noon, Ji Xiuran walked out of the funeral home with two urns in his hands, and came to the prepared cemetery with Lu Jingyao. He chose an excellent location for his parents. The two of them were next to each other, facing the sea directly, and the scenery was beautiful.

Ji Xiuran slowly knelt down in front of the tomb, and solemnly kowtowed three times. He looked at the photo on the tombstone, touched it again and again, and was reluctant to stop. After a while, Ji Xiuran said in a hoarse voice: "Parents, you have to take good care of it." Don't worry about me, I will visit you often."

As if he heard their response in his roaring ears, Ji Xiuran staggered to his feet, looked at it for a while, and then walked away in three steps.

After the funeral was over, Lu Jingyao took Ji Xiuran back to the Lu family, hoping that the company of his family would help Xiu Ran get over his grief faster. At the same time, the two elders of the Lu family also returned from abroad and moved back to the Lu family.

Grandma Lu was very distressed when she heard about Ji Xiuran, so she found a chance to call him to her room, and pulled him as usual, asking him to accompany grandpa to write and play chess.

Ji Xiuran remained silent the whole time, and accidentally knocked a chess piece to the ground, messing up the whole chessboard. He was about to bend down to pick it up, but Grandpa Lu grabbed his wrist, and only heard Grandpa Lu say: "My dear grandson, life is a In this way, there will always be some unexpected things, and people will continue to exit from your life, all we have to do is to go on well, so that those who care about you can rest assured."

Ji Xiuran choked, his throat seemed to be blocked and he couldn't make a sound, he returned to the room in a daze, lay on the bed to rest, closed his eyes but had another dream.

In the soft dream, his parents waved to him not far away, and said to him: "Xiu Ran, don't worry about your parents, we are fine, you have to take care of yourself, and live happily ever after."

Ji Xiuran raised his hand stiffly, and waved at them. He looked at the backs of his parents going away, and their gentle smiles, his thin body trembled, and finally woke up from the dream.

Ji Xiuran lay down for a while, the dream completely dissipated, but the smiles of his parents were in front of his eyes, he raised his hand to cover his eyes, and waved his hand towards the void.

It's time to say goodbye, he wants to live a stronger life and live well with his parents' expectations for him.

From now on, apart from life and death, no one or anything can knock him down.

Getting off the bed, Ji Xiuran went out and bumped into Lu Jingyao who was coming back. He was taken aback with a cup of hot milk in his hand. He took the initiative to take it and drank it slowly, handed back the empty cup to Lu Jingyao, and leaned forward into the other party's cup. In front of his chest, his hands wrapped around Lu Jingyao's waist: "Sorry, I made you worry."

The light in Lu Jingyao's eyes lit up, he leaned over and hugged Ji Xiuran, kissed him from the forehead to the lips, and held his arms even tighter: "You still have your parents, parents, grandparents, they are all your family."

After a pause, Lu Jingyao turned his head and turned the ending sound into a gentle kiss: "The most important thing is that you still have me."

Ji Xiuran raised his face to respond to Lu Jingyao's kiss, with a smile on his brows and eyes: "Yes, I still have you."

No matter the future is a bright road, or difficulties and obstacles, we must walk together hand in hand and never be separated.

Time passed quietly, and in the blink of an eye it was the first anniversary of the two of them officially being together. They were obviously a couple who were in a passionate relationship, but Ji Xiuran and Lu Jingyao were like old couples who had been with each other for decades, and they didn't make any special preparations. However, this special and extremely important day was lived in an extraordinary way.

For them, the best gift is to have the other party by their side every year on anniversaries, birthdays, and even every festival, big or small, that's all.

Soon, the National X Conference was officially held. What is exciting is that one of the representatives proposed this time——

Legalization of same-sex laws.

After several days of waiting, people across the country finally received good news. The representative's proposal was approved and will be officially implemented in January of the next year.

On the warm bed, Lu Jingyao took a deep breath, raised his hand to turn off the TV, hugged his lover tightly, and asked softly, "Should we also get ready to get the certificate?"

Ji Xiuran turned to look at him with a smile in his eyes: "Yes, we can start preparing."

It seems that what awaits them is a broad road.