Mr. Lu said he misses you very much

Chapter 20

After get off work in the evening, Lu Jingyao came to the central business district of City A, walked into a high-end clothing store he often went to, and stood in the necktie area to choose.

What type would Xiu Ran like?

Lu Jingyao looked at it from left to right, and his eyes fixed on one of the black ties. The pattern on it was not complicated, it was the kind of dark pattern, and the light gold decoration also made the whole tie look very low-key and luxurious.Lu Jingyao imagined how Ji Xiuran would look wearing it, and decided on the spot that it was the one.

Of course, buying birthday presents was not enough. Lu Jingyao put the gift box on the car, turned around and came to a handmade cake shop, and followed the clerk into the back kitchen.

Soon, three days later, on the day of Ji Xiuran's birthday, as soon as Ji Xiuran entered the company, he received birthday wishes from his colleagues one after another. Some female colleagues even gave him bouquets of flowers. Ji Xiuran accepted them embarrassedly and thanked him in a low voice.

When it was lunch break, Ji Xiuran was about to lay down and sleep for a while, when suddenly there was a knock on the office door, and then a group of colleagues rushed in with smiles, and left and right parted to make way for him. Ji Xiuran followed their eyes and looked outside, only to see Lu Jingyao Pushing a big three-tiered cake, he slowly approached him amidst everyone singing "Happy Birthday".

"Xiu Ran, happy birthday." Lu Jingyao stopped in his tracks and said softly.

Ji Xiuran froze for a moment, stood up and took the plastic knife from Lu Jingyao's hand, cut the cake and distributed it to his colleagues.He hadn't celebrated his birthday in ten years, and he hadn't been blessed by so many people at the same time. The long memory came back to his mind, Ji Xiuran took a deep breath, greeted everyone's smiling faces, and his throat was slightly choked: "Thank you everyone. "

After distributing the cake, Ji Xiuran got a big red envelope that the company routinely sends out to birthday employees, and everyone dispersed, only him and Lu Jingyao were left in the office.After a while of silence, Lu Jingyao took the lead and said, "Xiu Ran, are you... free tonight?"

"...Yes, why?" Ji Xiuran and Lu Jingyao looked at each other, feeling inexplicably nervous.

Lu Jingyao answered immediately: "I'll celebrate your birthday, okay?"

Ji Xiuran remained silent. If someone invited him and said he wanted to help him celebrate his birthday, he would flatly refuse, because he had long since lost the habit of celebrating his birthday, and he didn't want to recall the beautiful scene when his parents celebrated his birthday when he was young.

But that was Lu Jingyao...

How could he be willing to reject him?

Lu Jingyao waited for a long time but didn't get an answer, thinking that Ji Xiuran was thinking about how to reject him, so he quickly said, "Xiu Ran, don't reject me, okay?"

Ji Xiuran was stunned, and looked up at him. He felt that Lu Jingyao was like a puppy who was afraid of being abandoned, and he was a little cute. He couldn't help laughing and said, "Okay."

"Then you wait for me in the office after get off work." Lu Jingyao immediately said, he left satisfied, returned to his office, took out an exquisite gift box from the drawer, and looked at it carefully.

He didn't know when it started, but he found that it was becoming more and more difficult for him to hide his thoughts in front of Ji Xiuran. He wanted to hold his hand, hug him, and even kiss him openly, and hoped that the other party would respond to him.

So, he didn't want to wait any longer.

At the same time, Ji Xiuran was also in a complicated mood. After the last lunch break in the office, although nothing else had happened, he intuitively felt that if there hadn't been that knock on the door, it would have been more than what it is now.

Originally, he wanted to try again to see what Lu Jingyao thought of him, but at this second he suddenly felt that he didn't want to try again, he wanted to know Lu Jingyao's heart directly, because such patience and waiting was too much. Grinding.

Even if he was rejected, he wanted to tell Lu Jingyao what he wanted.

The afternoon flew by, and when it was time to get off work, Ji Xiuran and Lu Jingyao walked out of the company. He looked at the tall figure walking in front of him and asked, "Where are you going?"

Lu Jingyao opened the door of the co-pilot and motioned for Ji Xiuran to go up: "Go to my house."

Ji Xiuran raised his eyebrows, got in the car and fastened his seat belt, the car quickly drove to a bustling neighborhood, and when he went upstairs, Ji Xiuran realized that he seemed to have never been to Lu Jingyao's house.

His parents won't be there, will they?

Seeing Ji Xiuran's doubts, Lu Jingyao explained: "I'm the only one living here. I usually sleep here when I get off work late. After all, it's closer to the company."

Open the door and everything is as it was when we left in the morning, only cleaner.Lu Jingyao also pays more attention to cleaning on weekdays, but thinking that Xiuran might come today, he deliberately found a part-time aunt to come over and do a big cleaning.

"You sit on the sofa for a while, I'll cook." Lu Jingyao pushed Ji Xiuran to sit down, and thoughtfully turned on the TV in the living room for him, switched to a news channel that he might be more interested in, then turned around and entered out of the kitchen.

The news of the day was broadcast on the TV, and the calm voice of the hostess slowly reached his ears, and the smell of food gradually flowed out from the kitchen. Ji Xiuran's eyes followed Lu Jingyao's busy figure, and his tense nerves finally relaxed.

It is a very suitable environment for confession.

An hour later, Lu Jingyao came out with several dinner plates. The steam filled the living room. The two sat down facing each other. Lu Jingyao handed over the chopsticks: "Eat."

Ji Xiuran tasted the food in front of him, and it tasted good. It turns out that Lu Jingyao is not only good at cooking soup, but also good at cooking.

After dinner, Lu Jingyao went to wash the dishes, while Ji Xiuran sat on the sofa, thinking about how he should speak later, when suddenly the living room was dark, he looked up in shock.

Is there a power outage?

However, the next moment, Lu Jingyao's figure appeared from the darkness, holding a cake with a few candles stuck in his hand.The appearance of the cake was not particularly perfect, an idea flashed in Ji Xiuran's mind in an instant.

really--

"Xiu Ran, try it, this is a cake I made myself." Lu Jingyao put the cake on the dining table, looked at Ji Xiuran expectantly, "Make a wish."

Ji Xiuran stood blankly, not knowing what to say in a daze, he raised his eyes to look at Lu Jingyao, and saw tenderness and expectation in his eyes.There seemed to be a warm current rushing through his chest, making him shiver uncontrollably from his fingertips to every corner of his body.

Ji Xiuran's eyes flickered, and the dancing candle flame reflected the soft light in his eyes. Before he could say anything, he saw Lu Jingyao take out a delicate box, took out a black tie from it, and then took a step closer to him. , the two looked at each other in the candlelight, only to hear Lu Jingyao say:

"Xiu Ran, I have something to tell you."

Lu Jingyao rolled his Adam's apple, so nervous that his heart was about to jump out of his throat. He organized countless words in advance in his heart, but at the moment when he was about to speak, all his thoughts were disrupted. He cleared his throat and said seriously:

"The first time I met you was in high school. We were at the same table at that time. You told me that you wanted to go to the same university as me. I kept it in my heart and wanted to do it with you. I don't know when I I started to pay more attention to you, and I wanted to laugh with you when I saw you laugh, and I wanted to comfort you when I saw you were unhappy."

"But when I realized some differences, I realized that you and I might not be the same person, so I didn't dare to get too close to you, and I didn't dare to express something to you. I thought we could work hard together to get into college, But you're gone."

"You never came back after you left, and I thought we would never have the chance to meet again, but I didn't expect you to come to my company ten years later. At first I wanted to let go of my heart and keep doing it with you Friends would be nice, but gradually I found that... I just can't do it."

Ji Xiuran's heart was beating fast, his ears were ringing, from his chin to his shoulders to his back, there was an unnatural stiffness, his eyes widened, and after a while he heard himself asking in a trembling voice, "And then?"

Lu Jingyao stared at Ji Xiuran, opened his arms and hugged the person in front of him, his voice was hoarse but gentle: "Fool, I don't want to just be friends with you. It's been ten years, and you came back after a long time. How can I let go?"

"Xiu Ran, I like you."

"Although this does not seem to be the best way to pursue people, in fact, I really don't know how to tell you. I am pursuing you and confessing to you, because my first love and the person I hope to spend my whole life are you from beginning to end. , so are you willing to give me this chance?" Lu Jingyao finished speaking in one breath, holding his breath and looking down at the person in his arms, feeling tense in his heart.

Ji Xiuran didn't say a word, but there was a storm in his heart, which made it difficult for him to react immediately.So, he foolishly thought that it was just his unrequited love, and he had liked Lu Jingyao silently for ten years, but now he was ready to confess and be rejected, but in the end he found out that Lu Jingyao actually liked him too, and missed it because of their silence. A whole decade.

Ji Xiuran didn't know whether to cry or laugh, he looked up at Lu Jingyao, and asked hoarsely, "Is everything you said true?"

Lu Jingyao let go of his embrace and took a step back, took Ji Xiuran's hand and pressed it against his hot chest, feeling the beating of his heart together with him: "It's true, I thought for a long time whether I should tell you, but finally I decided to say it .” Ten years ago, he missed the opportunity to speak out, but this time, he will not allow himself to miss it again.

Lu Jingyao pursed his thin lips, thought carefully, and then reluctantly let go of Ji Xiuran's hand. His fingertips lightly brushed the other's forehead, and then fell to his side, and said in a low voice, "Xiuran, let me tell you With these words, don’t have psychological pressure, if you don’t like me, it doesn’t matter, I won’t force you to accept my feelings, but we will continue to be good friends, okay?”

When he was interrupted in the middle of his speech, Lu Jingyao looked at Ji Xiuran, who was a step away, suddenly took a big step forward, bumping straight into his arms, wrapping his arms around his waist.

"you……"

Ji Xiuran buried his head in front of Lu Jingyao's chest, and hugged him tightly. Their chests were pressed against each other. Through their thin clothes, they seemed to be able to feel each other's beating heart and the blood flowing in their bodies.After a long time, he said softly: "I have accepted your wish, and it cannot be withdrawn."

Lu Jingyao: "!"

作者有话要说：感谢读者“浮笙”,灌溉营养液+102018-06-0123:38:27

读者“心上花开”,灌溉营养液+202018-05-3122:13:33