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Zhou Xingyu didn't have much to do in the afternoon shooting, only a few shots, basically used as a background board, he was relaxed and at ease.

When there is no filming, he concentrates on watching other people filming, and talks to Ni Yibing when he is free. The little boy really likes Zhou Xingyu, and when he listens to him, he naturally smiles.

Zhou Xingyu restrained his urge to go to Bai Yeming's side, he decided to teach him a lesson!Let people know how important he is!

Since Bai Yeming talked to him, he must have made up his mind to speak openly!

Exactly what I want!

Let's see how long you can hold back those little thoughts!

Just say it when you're jealous!What a mess!Not good!

After Bai Yeming made up his mind, he felt more at ease, but instead he was worried about what to say and what to do after he finished speaking.After much deliberation, there is no solution, so I just don't think about it, just let nature take its course!

With their own thoughts, the two ended the day's filming.

It was past nine o'clock when we left the set.

Bai Yeming glanced at Ni Yibing and said coldly, "Get in the car."

Ni Yibing looked at Zhou Xingyu, at a loss.

Bai Yeming is definitely not a cold person, on the contrary, he is very warm, but unfortunately Ni Yibing has never seen him who is warm, and every time he gets close to him, he is icy and cold, as if he is resisting his existence.

What Zhou Xingyu said is correct, this person will never let go of his anger.You can coax it back with coaxing!

"Ni Ni has an appointment tonight, let's go first."

Zhou Xingyu has spoken, what else can Ni Yibing do?Anyone who doesn't have a date has to bite the bullet and say politely with a smile on his face, and walk away.

In the car.

"Go to Rose."

Rose was the bar Zhou Xingyu took Bai Yeming to for the first time.In a very deep alley, the lights in the store were very dim, and he was basically blind except for the things within two meters around him, so it was very safe for Zhou Xingyu.

The bartender was the same as last time. He was surprised when he saw the two, and then greeted them with a smile.

Zhou Xingyu greeted warmly, and Bai Yeming nodded politely.

Following Zhou Xingyu, they were still in the same seats they sat in last time.

"Two Margaritas, don't let anyone disturb us."

The bartender left knowingly and never came back after serving the drink.

Zhou Xingyu looked at Bai Yeming: "Speak."

This calm attitude, including ordering drinks for him without asking, made Bai Yeming very angry.

"Did you ask?" Bai Yeming's tone was very bad, he felt that he could not hold it anymore, he was very angry with the person around him, and even more angry with himself!

"What?" Zhou Xingyu still had that indifferent tone, casually.

Bai Yeming picked up the wine glass and took a sip of the liquid inside.

Damn so sour!

The corners of Zhou Xingyu's lips curled up slightly, and his eyes fixed on Bai Yeming playfully.

"Laughing hair?!"

"I asked, and he didn't deny it." Zhou Xingyu said lightly, still with that infuriating attitude, neither too slow nor too serious, as if it had nothing to do with him.

Bai Yeming put the wine glass heavily on the table with a "squeak".

"Get out! It's not him!" He was suffocating, it was anger and grievance, which made his chest uncomfortable, as if he was surrounded by fire and tormented, and urgently needed an escape port for him to breathe!

Zhou Xingyu remained calm, took a sip of his wine and asked, "Do you know who it is?"

"I..." He spit out a word with momentum, then retracted.

Nima!Go on!

It's not him, it's me!

Is this sentence difficult? !

Bai Yeming hated himself to death, he clenched his fists tightly, his arms were still shaking, he didn't know if it was because of nervousness, anger, excitement or something else.

If they just met again, this sentence can be said casually, why didn't they say it at the beginning?

During this year and a half of getting along, many things have changed. They all have dual identities and relationships between the past and the present.

Now to combine two into one, is it possible?

Go back to the childhood playmates of childhood?Or is it a friend who is close and far away that has remained to this day?Or... This idea is too scary, but Bai Yeming has to think about it.

If it is the third choice, do I like him?Will he still choose me?

Maybe it's because they are disillusioned with each other and forget about each other from now on?This is also a result.

People just have a kind of inertia, they hate change, and it is obviously impossible to maintain the status quo, but they still insist on it.It was too late to find out when everything slowly fermented and deteriorated, but it was too late to regret.

Zhou Xingyu stared at Bai Yeming, the playful smile on his face had been put away, it was serious and serious which is rare.

"What about you?" He asked forcefully, knowing in his heart that the more hesitant the other party was, the more proof he had feelings for him.No one pushes this guy for a lifetime and he will never have this awareness. It's so tiring to chase after him!

"I..." Bai Yeming was stared at intently, as if he was being pushed to the edge of a cliff, and the only way to escape was to jump off.However, this jump feels like he will never be able to turn over for the rest of his life, and will always live in evasion, covered in wet water and unable to see the sun.

Zhou Xingyu didn't intend to let him go at all, and asked in a frivolous tone, "Are you jealous?"

without!impossible!I just hate that you treat him as me, hate that you ignore him and ignore me...

Huh?Isn't this just jealousy?

"Tell me, you know who Nini is. You know who I like."

On the edge of the cliff, Zhou Xingyu approached step by step, and extended a hand towards Bai Yeming.

Bai Yeming had two choices in front of him, one was to hold Zhou Xingyu's hand, the other was to jump off the cliff.

"You like Nani."

Zhou Xingyu smiled with satisfaction and asked, "Who is Nini?"

Bai Yeming gritted his teeth, and said quickly: "I don't like you!"

Zhou Xingyu gave a "tsk" in his heart, this stubborn guy looks like a stubborn filth!When will I find a high-quality detergent and soak it up for him!

Forget it, this is tantamount to admitting that he is Nini, so it has to be done step by step.

Zhou Xingyu showed a winner's smile.

"Nini."

Bai Yeming's heart skipped a beat. The call was as deep as the sea, with a special charm. He had never thought this title was so special. It made his heart beat faster when he heard it.

At the same time, a strange feeling surged in my heart.

The dialogue along the way seems to be the intentional inducement of the other party.

induced?

"You! You already knew?!" Bai Yeming roared angrily. He suddenly thought of Bai Ya and Zhou Xingyu's singing together during Chinese New Year this year!Oh shit!Should have thought of it long ago!

He stared at Zhou Xingyu with wide eyes.

The distance between the two was very close, and the man's face was illuminated by the candlelight on the table, following the bright and dark lights of the flames, which looked scary at first glance.

Bai Ye couldn't tell the other person's face clearly, only saw the corners of his raised lips slowly pressed down, and his facial muscles twitched, which seemed to be an expression called panic.

Zhou Xingyu stretched out his hand towards him, wanting to draw him closer, but Bai Yeming opened it mercilessly.

"Are you kidding me?" Bai Yeming's voice was very low, with a dangerous breath.

This time he was really angry, angry with Zhou Xingyu.

The bistro was eerily quiet.The bartender obediently kept other guests from the area.

A tense atmosphere spread in the dark space, and the air seemed to be gelatinous, slowly wriggling.

Zhou Xingyu froze, not daring to move.It seems that you can squeeze and suffocate by this gelatinous air just by moving your fingers!

He really panicked now, hey, I played too much, what should I do? !help!

He really wanted to send Bai Ya a WeChat message right away, but now Bai Yeming's angry eyes were tightly locked on his body, and he didn't allow any small movements!

Zhou Xingyu knew that the only way out was to obediently admit his mistakes.

"Ni..."

"Go away! Don't call me that name!"

Bai Yeming was so angry that he got up and wanted to leave.

Zhou Xingyu hurriedly grabbed him and clasped his wrist tightly.

"put!"

"Don't let it go!"

Bai Yeming turned his head and stared at him fiercely, Zhou Xingyu was so anxious that his eyebrows, eyes and nose almost crowded together!

"Yezi, I'm serious." Now that things have come to an end, let's go all out!

"Fuck your mother! Are you going to let me go? If you don't let me go, I'll call someone!" Bai Yeming roared angrily.

Zhou Xingyu was very firm: "Don't let go!"

The bartender ran over immediately when he heard the commotion.

This scene...a man, holding another man's hand, wrestled with each other, like children arguing, it was hard to make complaints about.

"Zhou Xingyu!" Bai Yeming roared.

The bartender was terrified, and looked around the store nervously. Fortunately, there were not many customers today, and fortunately, no one was sitting near them!

"Yezi, I was wrong. I haven't been able to find a chance to tell you. You didn't tell me, so I just..."

"Are you playing me like a monkey?"

"I don't have a conscience!"

Zhou Xingyu looked innocent, pointing at the sky and pointing at his heart.

Bai Yeming tried his best to calm himself down, telling himself that this is not a place for quarreling.The other party is a public figure after all.

Damn, he's playing tricks on me like this, why should I think of him? !

But in the end, Bai Yeming was still the soft-hearted Bai Yeming. He suppressed his anger, gritted his teeth and said to the man who was pulling him: "I want to be quiet, let go, what's it like!"

Zhou Xingyu let go obediently, and looked at Bai Yeming pitifully, like a big dog that irritated its master.

"Drive the car back by yourself, let me think about it all night, and talk about it tomorrow."

Bai Yeming pressed his chest, then rubbed his temples.

How could it be like this?

Headache!It's going to explode!

"leaf!"

Bai Yeming stopped, but didn't look back.

"I was serious."

Zhou Xingyu emphasized every word, looking at the man's back, wishing he could see through him!

Bai Yeming took a step forward and took two steps forward, when he heard a loud "bang", he staggered, cursed angrily "Fuck!", and kicked the low table blocking the way angrily, Limped out of the bar.

The bartender walked to Zhou Xingyu's side and patted him on the shoulder to express his comfort.

Zhou Xingyu turned his head with a very bitter smile.

"It's okay." The bartender reassured.

Zhou Xingyu scratched his hair in annoyance, his teeth and claws were in a mess, and he looked like a hedgehog under the dim light.

"It's closed, let's go back." The bartender pushed the person out of the door, "I'll take you back."

As he spoke, he began to tidy up the store, as if he was really planning to close it.

Zhou Xingyu felt sorry: "I'm sorry, it has affected your business."

"It's okay, it's not the first day." The bartender put away the wine glasses on the table and began to wipe the table and turn over the chairs. "He was the first person you brought."

"Ah."

"You said that you don't like others entering your private area."

"Ah."

"So he is special." The bartender cleaned the glass and looked up into Zhou Xingyu's eyes.This should have been an interrogative sentence, but it turned into a declarative sentence when it came out of his mouth, as if he was affirming something.

Zhou Xingyu looked directly at the other party without avoiding it, and affirmed: "He has always been special."

The bartender looked away, put the wine glasses on the shelf behind him, arranged them in a neat row, and said, "Have you thought about it? Love is not only possession, but also sharing."

Zhou Xingyu lowered his head, his face sunk in the darkness, looking more and more gloomy, without saying a word.

The bartender walked up behind him, patted him on the back again, and said, "Go back to sleep and trust the one you love."

Bai Yeming didn't quite remember how he got home, but as soon as he got to the door, he saw Bai Ya was already waiting there.

He frowned. To be honest, he didn't really want to see Zhou Xingyu's accomplice right now.

"Xiao Ming, I'm sorry."

Sure enough, I heard what the man said.

Bai Yeming was already unable to complain about Bai Ya, whose sister was she.

He ignored Bai Ya, opened the door and entered the room on his own, and did not stop Bai Ya from following him in.

Bai Ya carefully observed her younger brother's expression.

Very bad, probably the worst expression she has ever seen.

Really angry, very angry!

She was a little overwhelmed.This younger brother has always had a good temper, and when he is unhappy, he is stubborn because of himself. This is the first time Bai Ya has seen such an obvious temper, and she doesn't know how to calm him down.

At this time, Bai Yeming spoke first: "What exactly do you want to do?"

Bai Ya panicked and spoke for Zhou Xingyu: "Xiaoyu didn't mean anything malicious, he really...really cares about you, that's why he didn't dare to tell you, for fear of scaring you away and burdening you."

"Oh." Bai Yeming sneered.

The lights in the house were not turned on, only the small yellow light at the door, the atmosphere was very strange.

Bai Ya was still wearing a thick coat, and suddenly felt a biting cold.

"Forget it, you won't believe what I say. This is about the two of you. Sister, I like Xiaoyu, and I like you even more. You met Xiaoyu eight years ago, and you watched me chase him Four years, and even more than a year since I have been with him, you know better than anyone else what kind of person he is. Sister doesn’t care about your sexual orientation, as long as you find the right person, gender doesn’t matter. But if you really like He doesn't feel it, so make it clear to others as soon as possible. No matter what decision you make, sister will stand by your side. "

After saying this, Bai Ya went back.

Bai Yeming fell down on the sofa in the living room, staring at the ceiling in a daze.

The small chandelier above his head reflected the pattern of stars, which Bai Ya picked out for him back then, but now it is lying on the wall of the lamp, looking dim.

He stared blankly for a long time before he began to sort out his confused thoughts.

Things are simple.

Zhou Xingyu is Xiaoyu, and he is Nini.

Xiaoyu likes Nini.

So it means that Zhou Xingyu likes him.

Then the problem is coming.

Does Zhou Xingyu like Nini, or him?

Nini is Bai Yeming eight years ago, but now he has grown up and matured, and many things have changed. Can he still hold on to his heart just by thinking about it back then?

What about himself?

He was sure that he liked Zhou Xingyu, whether it was Xiaoyu back then or Zhou Xingyu now.

The man himself is hard to dislike.He is like a magician who can make everyone who sees him feel good about him.

It's just that Bai Yeming's liking is so fond that he wants to hug him?Want to kiss?Or even do something more intimate?

He couldn't imagine it and never thought about it.

How to do!

After thinking about it, he couldn't fall asleep, so he just got up and read "Brokeback Mountain" from beginning to end.

When I watched it before, he just lamented from the perspective of God like many people that there are many forms of love in the world. It is an old fashioned thing to discriminate against homosexuality these days!

But this time this night, he was terrified, as if a group of deer were living in his heart and kept jumping.

When the two protagonists embraced and kissed again four years later, Bai Yeming was even moved to tears!

After watching the two-hour movie, he struggled to watch it. He sobbed many times on the way, wet a pack of tissues, and his eyes were so swollen that he couldn't see anyone when he woke up the next day.

When he fell asleep, he had already forgotten to worry about his affairs, and fell asleep with the emotion of love.