Change your mind

I have to say that Zhuma is quite talented in inquiring about news. As soon as I returned to the dormitory, I saw the message from Zhuma as soon as I turned on the phone while the air conditioner was blowing.

[He said he liked it very much.I can't forget it all the time, and it haunts my dreams. ]

[Do you want to see the message log? ]

I'm haunted by dreams... Should I congratulate Zhuma for improving his idiom level, or lament that I'm completely useless?

I replied: [Don’t look at it, it’s not good to just look at other people’s chat records. ]

[Yo, tsk tsk, why don't you mention this sentence when you usually look at my phone?You fucking don't dare to look at it! ]

I just said that the bamboo horse is the roundworm in my stomach and knows everything.

That's good sometimes, a good feeling.But at this time, I felt annoyed and didn't want to talk to him.

The news from the bamboo horse followed closely: [I am not the roundworm in your stomach! ]

It's really fantastic, even I can guess what I'm thinking, is this guy a devil?

My eyeballs rolled around, and I typed maliciously: [Hey, to be honest, you know me so well, and I know you well, and we can get along together, and we will be big. ]

After I sent it, I saw the reminder "the other party is typing" all the time.

With quick eyes and quick hands, I quickly typed another sentence, and added a knife: [Anyway, you don't have a girlfriend, do you? ]

This sentence successfully stimulated the bamboo horse, and he quickly returned: [Fifty steps laugh at a hundred steps! ! ]

[Break straight man, thunder strikes from the sky! ]

Break up the straight man...

Zhuma Tiantian is gay, and he really doesn't have the right to say this.

Seeing that I didn't reply to the message, Zhuma calmed down and turned his head to comfort me cautiously: [Don't think too much, I just said it when my forehead got hot. ]

[Straight men are not straight men, love is enough. ]

Zhu Ma thought his words "Break straight men" had hit me, but in fact I was not so glass-hearted, or I had already accepted the fact that Zhang Yang is a straight man, so I didn't take it very seriously and became numb.

[It's wrong to break a straight man, and I won't do it, it's impossible in this life. ]

I sent this righteous speech, but secretly despised myself in my heart.

What I did today, don't I really have such nasty thoughts in my subconscious?

Bamboo Horse: [Don't be sad, I will help you find one.Next time school starts again, there will be a group of fresh meat, still worried that it will not be as good as Zhang Yang? ]

How good and handsome Zhang Yang is, that's not the case.He also just has good-looking eyebrows and eyes, a little bit better than ordinary people.

It's really inconspicuous in a place like a university where colorful, handsome men and beautiful women gather.

How did I fall in love with him, and his persistence is so high.I'm not on drugs, so maybe it's my original intention to like him for so long.

Before I met him in high school, I was also chased by people. At that time, I devoted myself to the cram school. It can be said without bragging that I loved studying at that time, and studying made me happy!

The emotional development is relatively late, and more importantly, I haven't touched novels yet.

When I was admitted to the key high school of my choice, the summer vacation was wasted, and it was then that I started reading novels.

Beginning with fantasy novels first, and assisting the romance novel, I began to have a little hazy feeling about love and love.

I even put the people who had chased me before into the template of love novels, and found that I was basically not as excited about them as described in the book, only the ordinary friendship of classmates.

Fascinating is still an abstract word to me.

Until I met Zhang Yang.

High school is really a high-speed period of hormonal secretion, and I also have some strange dreams, but unlike most people around me, there is a vague person in my dream, but I know he is a boy.

Because I was the one under the pressure, even the pain and pleasure were all experienced in the dream.

I don't know why, but I am not surprised that there is a boy in the spring dream. I subconsciously think it is no big deal, and I don't take it to heart.

There should be no one other than me who is so belatedly aware of my gay status.

The first time I saw Zhang Yang after I was assigned to a class, my heart beat faster for no reason, and I felt dizzy and in a trance for a while.

Zhang Yang's face was continuously abstracted in my eyes, until finally it completely overlapped with the blurred figure in the dream.

At that time, I thought with joy that Zhang Yang was my fate.

I'm so stupid, I read too many novels, and I naively believed these at the time.

Thinking about it now, my shamelessness was developed at that time.

If Zhang Yang knew that I had long regarded him as the object of his fantasy, he would never have any contact with me if he died.

Let's not talk about him first, when I think of this, I blush and feel ashamed of myself.