Moon white

Back at the rental house, Li Yuebai turned on the computer, logged into the mailbox, and clicked on the email sent to him by Cen Sen.

Hello, Yuebai!

Today I saw you in the surveillance video of the security room when I went home to pick up the books. My aunt is renting that apartment now. His house has just been renovated. They are afraid that formaldehyde will be bad for children. He will stay with me for a while longer, and then I plan to sell him.It was a surprise to see you again, but also touched and regretted.Although you have changed your number, it is not impossible for me to contact you. Mailbox, Zheng Chen, or even your high school classmate, he may also have your number, but I have never done so, so the current situation is my own fault .

I have always believed that if two people really love each other, many difficulties can be overcome. For example, if you come out to your family, you have overcome obstacles from the outside world.But it is very difficult for us to overcome our innate things, those things are written in our genes, and we have been with us since we were born. We can't see him, but he exists.

I am actually a person who is prone to anxiety. This kind of anxiety is not an occupational disease. Rather than saying that I started to become anxious because of the risk industry, it is better to say that I chose this industry because I am prone to anxiety. I always want to control the risk. At the lowest point, I always want to live a stable life. I liked Ling Feng back then. Even when I was the youngest and most passionate, I had reservations and didn't try my best because I knew I couldn't bear the pain of failure. harm.That's who I am, so even with all the work you've done, I still can't believe that you can completely let go of your bad feelings. I don't believe in you, and I don't believe in myself.I always gain a little confidence in your relationship and take a step forward when I see your dedication, but it is wrong to always ask one person to give, anyone will be tired.

Why do people love each other?Why live with another person who is not related by blood?It should be to get more happiness and joy, but we have violated this original intention. Two people who love each other should be together, but not all people who love each other can be together. I can't overcome my anxiety, I can't completely Trust, so I guess we fall into the latter category.

Wish you all the best!

——Cen Sen.

Li Yuebai turned off the computer after reading the email. Since you have made it clear in the email, why did you call Jia Fei again today?Is it reluctance or unwillingness?

He sat at the desk for a long time in a daze, then got up and went out to wash in the shared bathroom. When he passed by the living room, one of his roommates was playing games on the sofa with the TV on, and he didn’t know what was playing on the TV In the drama, there happened to be a sonorous and powerful sentence: "It's like a moon, when can I stop, worries come from it, and I can't stop it..."

The roommate greeted and said, "So you are at home."

Li Yuebai stood and talked to his roommate, "Well, I've been back for a while, and I've been in the room the whole time."

The roommate pointed to the coffee table with his chin and said, "I ordered beer and chicken wings just now, do you want some more?"

Li Yuebai said: "No need, do you want to go to the bathroom? If not, I'll take a shower first."

The roommate pondered for a while, "I don't seem to want to urinate yet, so go wash it."

Li Yuebai's two roommates are actually pretty good. Both of them are younger than him. One is a code farmer and the other is a construction migrant worker. It's a code farmer.

Li Yuebai came out of the shower, and the code farmer said again: "Your phone keeps ringing, go and call back."

Li Yuebai's phone was placed on the desk, and the door was open when he came out just now, he apologized, "I'm bothering you."

Code farmer: "It's not noisy, but your ringtone is too ugly."

As Li Yuebai walked towards the room, he said speechlessly, "The phone system defaults."

The code farmer froze for a moment, then laughed and said, "When you didn't come, the guy next door taught me not to always care about these trivial matters. I seem to like to get entangled in these things."

Li Yuebai picked up the phone and saw that the missed calls were all from Jia Fei, he said to Ma Nong: "It's okay, actually I also think the ringtone of my mobile phone is not good, I will change it later. Have you two lived here for a long time? "

Ma Nong said: "I have lived here since I graduated, and he is here for the second year, three years, which is quite a long time."

Li Yuebai said: "I feel that co-renting is quite good, and I have regained the feeling of living in a dormitory when I was studying."

The code farmer agreed, "I agree."

Li Yuebai shook the phone, "Then you play, I'll call back."

"Well, get busy."

Li Yuebai called back, and Jia Fei got through immediately, "Sorry, I fell asleep just now."

Li Yuebai smiled and said, "It's okay, you've been too tired from work recently."

Jia Fei: "So are you home now?"

Li Yuebai: "We're here, we've already arrived, I was taking a shower just now."

Jia Fei: "Tomorrow is Saturday. I'm free this weekend. Do you want to work overtime? If you don't work overtime, let's go for a self-driving tour around the surrounding area for two days, see Maple Leaf and eat farm food. What do you think?"

Li Yuebai: "Okay, then I'll go find you tomorrow morning."

Jia Fei hurriedly said, "No, I'll drive over to pick you up."

After the two agreed, they hung up the phone, and the code farmer asked casually, "Are you a girlfriend?"

Li Yuebai said: "A prospective boyfriend."

The mobile phone in the code farmer's hand fell to the floor, as if frightened.

Li Yuebai was also taken aback by him, and said dryly, "You don't mean to be homophobic, do you?"

The code farmer let out a groan in his heart, thinking that this is what I am, and I am afraid of a caterpillar, so I sat up straight and said, "Don't be afraid, even you are too straightforward."

Li Yuebai said: "I plan to live here for a long time. If it develops well in the future and becomes a partner, he may come to me often. It's better to make it clear earlier, so that you don't often see a man coming to me in the future." I will find it strange. If you can’t accept it, I’d better move out sooner.”

The code farmer bent down and picked up the phone, "Yes, you're right, it's pretty good. Then do I have to report my situation?"

Li Yuebai raised his eyebrows, "What's your situation?"

The code farmer faltered for a while, then stood up from the sofa, "Actually, I am too."

Li Yuebai was quite surprised.

The code farmer said again: "But I haven't had a date yet."

Li Yuebai thought for a while, then comforted him and said, "There will be, and there will be in the future."

The code farmer faltered again: "Actually, I called the guy next door, but he doesn't seem to have received my signal."

Li Yuebai was even more stunned, "Then, try harder and don't give up."

The code farmer was a little embarrassed and said: "I'm afraid that people will think I'm annoying, if I can't flirt, what should I do if it becomes harassment again, oh, forget it, let it be, I'll seek happiness in my game."

Li Yuebai didn't know what to say, and pointed to the room, "Then I'll go back to sleep."

Code farmer: "Well, let's go."

The next day, Jia Fei woke up early to pick up Li Yuebai to play. After leaving the urban area, he walked all the way north. Recently, many people went there to see the maple leaves. Although there was no traffic jam on the road, the scenic spot was full, and the two turned around. One day, I didn’t have time to go down the mountain at noon, so I only ate some snacks and drinks I brought with me. I was so hungry that I followed the flow of people out of the scenic spot and ate restaurants everywhere. As a result, the restaurants were full, and I had to wait for a long time for a seat to be available. The two had a big meal After a meal, I went to find a place to rest, but the hotel was also full, and I only booked one room, which was still a double bed room.

Jia Fei said: "It's okay, you sleep on the bed, I will sleep on the sofa."

The sofa in the room was big enough. Although Jia Fei was tall and big, he didn’t feel aggrieved lying down. He had nothing to say all night. After eating the next morning, Jia Fei asked Li Yuebai if he wanted to continue playing, and Li Yuebai said no. Yes, Jia Fei said that he was about to go back, and the two of them drove back again. On the way, Li Yuebai received a call from an unfamiliar number from abroad, and he showed it to Jia Fei, "It may be from Cen Sen. "

Although Jia Fei said he didn't care, he was still a little nervous, "It's okay, you can take it."

Li Yuebai connected, and a string of English came out over there. He couldn't understand, so he asked in Chinese: "Hi, may I ask who you are?"

He hesitated for a while and switched to Chinese, but the speaker was not very good at Mandarin and had a strong accent, "Hello, I am Cen Sen's friend, and I saw a message on his phone just now, the content of the message is Your phone number, I don’t know what happened to him before, so I called and asked.”

Li Yuebai asked subconsciously: "What about Cen Sen?"

The man said, "Oh, he had a traffic accident and he hasn't woken up yet."

Li Yuebai's back tensed up, "Is it serious?"

The man thought for a while, and said, "It should be serious. The doctor said that whether you wake up or not depends on your luck. By the way, are you his friend?"

Jia Fei suddenly freed a hand, and lightly held Li Yuebai's hand on the armrest of the seat. Li Yuebai turned to look at him and said, "Well, I'm his friend, so if he had an accident, his family Has anyone passed by?"

The man said: "I heard that they are on their way."

Li Yuebai said: "That's good, I wish him a speedy recovery."

The man asked: "Is there really nothing wrong with him looking for you?"

Li Yuebai said: "It's nothing important, I just want to say hello."

The man said: "Okay, goodbye."

Li Yuebai: "Goodbye."

The boy handed the phone to Cen Sen's friend and said in English, "It should be his ex-boyfriend, but he doesn't seem too worried about Cen."

Cen Sen's friend shrugged and said, "Cen said they broke up."

The boy said: "But I don't think Cen has let go of that relationship completely, otherwise what would he do looking for his phone number?"

Cen Sen's friend looked down at Cen Sen on the hospital bed, and gently shook his hand, "Probably, but these are not important now."

Boy: "Yes, the most important thing is that he can wake up. They say that life is precious and love is more expensive. I have always disagreed. Without the foundation of life, love and freedom are meaningless."

Cen Sen's friend smiled wryly, pointed out the door, "Let's go out."

The boy said: "Okay."

Jia Fei stopped the car in the emergency lane on the side of the road, unbuckled his seat belt, turned around and held Li Yuebai's shoulder, "Are you okay?"

Li Yuebai shook his head weakly, "It's nothing, I was just afraid that his accident was because of me, but you sent him the phone number, and he never contacted me, maybe it wasn't because of me."

Jia Fei turned his face and glanced at the cars speeding by in the driveway beside him, "It's just an accident, after all, there are so many traffic accidents in the world every year."

Li Yuebai nodded with a pale face, "Let's go, this driveway is not for us to chat."

Jia Fei smiled and nodded, grabbed a bottle of pure water from the back seat and stuffed it for Li Yuebai, put on his seat belt again and drove away.

There are many cars on the expressway, and Jia Fei's black car is caught among them, but it disappears in the blink of an eye. It is still early, and the sun jumps out from behind the distant mountains, shining light on every inch of the land. On the other side of the earth, the sun has just set, with the last twilight, disappearing below the horizon.

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The author has something to say: The German tank overturned yesterday, crying bitterly!

At the end of this, I have wittily removed the label of the sweet article, which can be replaced.From now on, I will never go around saying that I am writing sweet articles, and I will not say that there is sugar.

There will be a side story later, and I plan to write the story of He Gujun and his doctor for the time being. The main reason is that after marriage, it should not be so sweet. Everyone, be careful, and the short stories about code farmers and construction migrant workers may not be written.