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An Qi woke up early the next morning, but when he woke up, his eyes were swollen like two peaches, and he could hardly see clearly when he opened his eyes.But he still saw it clearly. He saw Huo Jingze who hadn't seen him for several days. He seemed to have seen him last night, but he didn't have much memory.

He seemed to be crying while hugging Huo Jingze last night...

An Qi turned his head and hid his face in the pillow.

"Are you feeling better?" An Qi trembled, it didn't seem to be Huo Jingze's voice, he turned his head and saw Luo Shaoling standing behind him.

"Ms. Luo!" An Qi wanted to get up, but was stopped by Luo Shaoling, who said, "Lie down first, are you okay?"

"All right."

Huo Jingze stood by and pulled out his hand to put his finger on his pulse.

An Qi glanced at Huo Jingze with some guilt. Huo Jingze's complexion was very bad, he looked very tired and angry, so An Qi said in a slightly relaxed tone, "You can also check the pulse?"

Huo Jing chose not to speak.

Luo Shaoling laughed beside him and said, "I can't remember how many generations of the Huo family of Chinese medicine are inherited."

Huo Jingze threw his hand away and still didn't speak.

An Qi pursed his lips and said, "Can you diagnose the pulse with a silk thread?" He sneaked a glance at the door.

Luo Shaoling thought that An Qi was looking at Jin Jingnian, so he said, "Don't worry he's not here."

Anqi hesitated for a moment and went to pull Huo Jingze's hand, Huo Jingze turned his head and walked away, so Anqi rubbed his eyes that were so sore and could not open, and was about to lift the quilt, but found... "My clothes Woolen cloth?"

Luo Shaoling took a new set of clothes from the stool next to him and handed them over, "It's new, it should be your model."

"Thank you."

After getting dressed, Anqi went to the bathroom to wash his face, the bathroom was next door, Anqi looked at the blue wound on the corner of his mouth in the mirror, and the scene from yesterday still flashed in his mind from time to time.

The hammer that fell towards his wrist, and Jin Jingnian's terrifying back.

When An Qi went out, Luo Shaoling and Huo Jingxuan were waiting for him at the table. Luo Shaoling's house should be a villa in a very good location. There are huge floor-to-ceiling windows beside the two of them. Outside the floor-to-ceiling windows, there is no end in sight. Anqi can think of the endless green in summer and the silvery white in winter.

During the meal, Huo Jingze didn't say a single word, and An Qi knew he was wrong, so he didn't dare to talk to Huo Jingze.Luo Shaoling never said a single word about Jin Jingnian, but when he saw Luo Shaoling, Jin Jingnian's shadow still couldn't escape.

After Huo Jingze finished eating, he went back to the house.

Luo Shaoling shook his head: "He is very angry."

An Qi silently looked at the porridge in front of him: "I kept it from him, if he knew how he would let me go."

"Do you want to continue?"

An Qi nodded: "The car race is over, no one was injured or injured, this is the best ending. As for the more important things to come, thank you Teacher Luo for your help."

Luo Shaoling laughed: "Don't thank me, I am ashamed of receiving it, I also have selfish intentions."

An Qi looked at the room Huo Jingze walked into, and clenched his fists tightly: "It's okay, as long as no one dies again."

After breakfast, An Qi said goodbye to Huo Jingze.

Huo Jingze drove the car with a grim expression.

An Qi rubbed his eyes with the boiled egg he took from Luo Shaoling's house before leaving, and said, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have kept it from you. I promise you this is the last time, I swear! I just, I just don't want to let Others are going to die, if I go, maybe I can save other people's lives."

Huo Jingchou slammed on the brakes to stop the car on the side of the road, slapped the steering wheel hard and shouted, "So you're going to kill yourself, aren't you?"

An Qi covered his eyes, and said for a while, "I said I'll wait for you, and I won't die."

Huo Jingze touched his forehead, opened the window irritably, and the slightly cold air blew in, so he closed the window again, but left a gap. A pack of cigarettes was pulled out of the glove bag.

"You still smoke?" An Qi was surprised.

Huo Jing chose to ignore him as he lit the cigarette, An Qi didn't dare to speak quietly.

"I watched that video last night, it was about racing and extreme challenges, I don't know if the ones you do are the same as those on the Internet, but I just want to ask why you like these... very terrible games? "

"This is not a game." An Qi knew that Huo Jingze didn't like him playing these games and he hadn't played them for a long time, but he would still retort subconsciously: "Car racing and extreme sports are both a kind of sports."

Huo Jingze nodded, noncommittal: "Maybe, why do you like it?"

An Qi thought for a while, leaned on the seat and exhaled: "At first I didn't know that I would like it so much. When I was young, I was always by my dad's side. I followed my dad to work and meetings. , so I didn’t even go to kindergarten. I thought I would be a politician like my dad in the future, but then when I was about ten years old, I went out with Xing Xiao and the others. They were all older than me. At that time They are all playing skateboards, I saw them playing and I wanted to play too, so I also bought a skateboard, I used that skateboard for six or seven years, the wheel was broken and replaced the wheel, and then the board was broken, so I replaced it with a new one Yes. I really like stepping on a skateboard to leap in mid-air, toss, and slide through the corners of the stairs and deep pits. You have seen it, I feel very cool. It is a feeling of life explosion, which is the moment that proves the excitement of life. .So slowly play in a more exciting direction.

As for racing cars, when I was 16 years old, I knew how to drive when I was a child, but when I was a child, adults watched me play. When I was 16 years old, I drove out by myself, and I accidentally hit Mr. Jin. Mr. Jin said he I saw me driving just now, and thought I was very talented in driving, so I was asked to go to playfive. I didn’t know what playfive was at first, but after I checked it was a racing and extreme club. I wanted to go, so I took Mr. Kim I found my business card.Those people didn’t want me at first, they said they only wanted a race car driver, I said I could race a car, but in fact I had never driven a car, and then those people asked me to demonstrate one, I drove a car, it was the first time I drove on the track, I didn’t Knowing that they were deliberately teasing me—letting me use a small racing car to drive the mountains, they just didn’t want me, and I also tried my best to stay there, so I drove the racing car and flew over the two hills, It was a bit scary at the time, but the group thought I could really race cars, so they left me there, and I learned a lot there, and found out that I really like cars and extremes. "

An Qi paused and said: "Later you told me about one-dimensional lines, and then I thought about it myself. When I recalled my previous racing cars or extreme challenges, I was actually afraid. Until we got together, I really didn't touch it again, I was scared, I was really scared, I was afraid that I would accidentally fall to the other side of the line, this time is really the last time!"

Huo Jingze smoked half of his cigarette, he was silent for a while and suddenly said: "An Qi, do you know how many people have died under my hands?"

An Qi looked at him sharply.

"Do you know the feeling of helplessness when you watch life disappearing in front of your eyes? You know that you try your best to save it, holding a scalpel, a ventilator, an electric shock device, and fighting hard. Do you try your best, but you can only look at that person lying on the hospital bed, his eyes clearly yearn for life, but the look of death continues to fill him?"

An Qi was slightly startled.

"I remember that it was the second year I was allowed to enter the operating room. At that time, there was a bus full of passengers that had a major traffic accident and rolled over the bridge. Because our hospital was the closest to the scene of the accident, it was taken for granted. It became the first rescue site for the victims of that car. Many passengers in that car died on the spot. Later, another carload of people were sent to the hospital. The reason why those people were carried into the car was because they were still alive. , But before the ambulance drove back to the hospital, many people died on the way, in the car.

After those people were carried out of the car, they could only be put aside at random and covered with a white cloth, waiting for someone to claim them, because there are still more people alive who need us to save.

At that time, there were almost several people in the emergency rooms of the hospital. They were transferred from the inpatient department to the operating room, and there was no time for more careful disinfection and arrangement. Those who have breath will be rescued. Many people need blood transfusions, but the plasma is not enough. Many people died of excessive blood loss because they did not wait for the plasma. All the doctors and nurses in the hospital were called back. The whole corridor was full of We killed the victims covered in blood. At that time, we were all looking for the living to save the dead.

At that time, I was really devastated. It was obviously not a war-torn era, but a peaceful modern society. Why did there still be such a large number of casualties.Only then did I truly understand what life is impermanent. There may be no god of death in the world, but the god of death is everywhere.

You know how I feel when I see all those people who die playing Xtreme Challenge?I am here desperately trying to save people, trying to do my best and even save a life, but those people choose to die by themselves.Yes, I will not deny extreme sports and your racing competitions, nor will I deny their value, I just think that you are too irresponsible for your life, life is your own, if you even yourself If you are not responsible for your own life, then others..."

Huo Jingze shook his head helplessly: "We people, what are we trying our best for?"

An Qi covered his eyes with an egg, and tears flowed out again. He hurriedly covered them and wiped them away quietly.

The two were silent for a long time. Huo Jingze finished his cigarette, threw the cigarette butt out of the window, closed the window, restarted the car and drove away.

"Do you want to do anything else?"

An Qi shook his head, so Huo Jing chose to drive all the way home.

All the way back home in silence, the two of them froze when they opened the door.

Zhamao hadn't seen Huo Jingze for several days, and when he saw Huo Jingze, he immediately rushed up. Huo Jingze and An Qi looked at their feathered home without moving or speaking.

The yellow pastoral style sofa cover of the sofa cover in the living room was torn off, one end was rolled into a ball, and the other end was spread all over the floor. It was broken, and the fried feathers just ran over, and when the wind blew, the goose feathers flew all over the sky.The tempered glass tea table also fell down, and the curtains were ripped off and rolled up with the sofa cover.When the curtain was torn off, it might have scratched the window sill. Several pots of flowers placed on it were smashed on the ground, and the soil in the pots was everywhere.

In short, a good home is now a mess.

Fortunately, An Qi had a long memory to lock the bedroom door every time he left, otherwise the house would definitely suffer.

Zha Mao was still excitedly throwing himself on Huo Jingze, with two goose feathers stuck in his buttocks, he didn't realize what mistake he had made.

Huo Jingze reached out and grabbed it by the neckband and pulled it into the room, then threw the suitcase and went straight back into the room. Just as An Qi was about to follow into the room, the door closed with a bang.

An Qi hesitated for a moment, but did not knock on the door.He turned his head and pointed at Zhamao and cursed at Zhamao. Zhamao curled up in the corner and forcefully retracted his butt, tail and head into the corner. Anqi scolded it and blinked its eyes, looking very aggrieved.

After a while, Huo Jing chose to open the door and come out. He changed his clothes, as if he was about to go out, An Qi followed and hugged him before Huo Jing chose to push him away.

An Qi became anxious: "Huo Jingze! What exactly do you want me to do? I have explained everything that needs to be explained. What else do you want!"

Huo Jingze pointed at him: "You stay here for me, don't follow me, I tell you to wait for me to come back, if I don't see you, you just wait for me!"

Huo Jingze put down a harsh word, opened the door and left.

An Qi fell down on the only good place on the sofa, hugging his head deeply.

Fried hair lay on the ground with all four limbs and rubbed it over bit by bit, stopped with one step, stopped with one step, and finally stopped at Anqi's feet, carefully touched Anqi's feet with his nose, and made a whining sound from his mouth.

An Qi rested his elbows on his knees, covered his face with his hands, and Chao Mao raised his head and licked the back of his hands, carefully fawning over him.

Anqi raised his head and sighed, sat down on the ground with red eyes, stretched out his arms to hug Zha Mao, Zha Mao immediately felt that he had been forgiven by his master, so he lay obediently on Anqi's lap.

"Zhi Mao, what should I do? I gave up so much just to be with him smoothly, but he didn't understand. I think that's what I should do, but it's wrong in the eyes of others."

One person and one dog sat like this until it was dark, and the regular ceiling lights in the room were turned on, and Huo Jingze came back in a dusty suit.

An Qi sat on the ground and looked at him, and said calmly: "Huo Jingze, I really can't do anything, I really can't watch them die, you saved me, I can't watch him have an accident, I... ..."

Huo Jingze suddenly knelt beside him, just kneeling like the ancients. He stretched out his hand in front of Anqi, opened his fist, and there were two silver rings quietly lying in his palm.

An Qi was stunned for a moment.

Zhamao stretched out his head to smell it, but Huo Jingze slapped him away.

"Let's get married. You put it on for me and I put it on for you. We are considered married." Huo Jingze stroked Chao Mao's dog's head and said to An Qi who was stunned: "Under the witness of Chao Mao ,Do you want to?"