Remember

Seeing his lover leaning against each other, Conan slowly turned his head.

A long time ago, he and Lan were like this too.

It's just that, at this moment, the scene is full of emotion, but what I feel and think is a sacrificial commemoration.

Is it really time to formalize your relationship?

Hattori was right, Ai liked him.

Even if he doesn't say sorrow, he should understand.

Would rather lose his memory and keep him the way he is.

He knew it was not a joke.

Her occasional glances, the tenderness she inadvertently glanced at herself when she was thinking, and her absolute trust in herself...

And not knowing exactly what Gin said to her that made her so nervous.All in all, it must have something to do with him.

"Then what are you going to do with Xiaolan?"

Yes.

Xiaolan.

What about Ran who waits endlessly for Shinichi.

The feeling of rapid heartbeat when I saw her gentle and beautiful face seemed to have disappeared.

Back then, it was true, I liked Xiaolan very much.

It's just that he understands that he can not believe in anything, but he cannot but believe in time.

Has time taken the feeling away, without thinking?

But it's too cruel, the memory can't be taken away, and the guilt can't be wiped away.

He really didn't want to see Xiaolan's tears of grievance and sadness.

It comes from caring about my childhood sweetheart, and I don't want to see it.

"Don't keep silent, big detective." Hattori was so stuffy by the oppressive atmosphere that he couldn't breathe. "Let's go, it doesn't matter whether you want to go back to Xiaolan or go to see that little half-race beauty."

"Well, you go to checkout." Conan walked towards the door on his own.

"Hey! Hey! Why do you want me to buy you coffee?" Hattori shouted, and became the focus of the entire coffee shop.

Conan turned his head, habitually trying to push the glasses on the bridge of his nose, but he didn't touch anything.

Slowly walking up to Hattori, with a smile on his face: "You actually asked an elementary school student to buy you coffee?"

Leave gracefully, leaving a back view.

——If mourning is here,

——I will also use the same lines, the same expressions, to deceive people, right?

Unknowingly, I walked to Dr. Ali's house.

Stop, turn around, get in.

"PhD?"

as if no one...

... No, there should be someone in that closed door.

That's the doctor's laboratory.

He walked over and knocked on the door.

"Doctor, are you in there?"

A somewhat cramped voice responded immediately: "Ah, ah, the new one is here!"

After a flurry of banging, Dr. A Li opened the door.

"What are you doing, doctor?" Conan kept poking his head inside.

Dr. Ali hugged Conan: "I am developing an earth-shattering masterpiece...you will be very happy to see the results." He put Conan on the sofa.

Ai stared at Conan through Conan's glasses with a cold gaze.

Yes.

He...will be delighted.

As long as you think this way, the curvature of the corners of your mouth will rise.

It is because of pain, not the so-called "you are happy, so I am happy."

She closed the door silently

The door was ajar and unlocked.

In the end, only the doctor came in.

Ai stared at the table full of glass instruments in a daze.

The transparent potion reflected the sad face.

It's so unreal.

"It's coming soon, Xiao Ai." The doctor poured the transparent potion into the deep purple solution and put it in the high-temperature furnace.

Looking at the slightly reddened high-temperature furnace, I was in a daze again.

In an instant, all memories were reversed.Like riding a suspended train, the scenery outside the window keeps receding, pulling the deepest memory in my heart.

first sentence.

First time meeting.

Crying for the first time.

Lost him for the first time.

Lost by him for the first time.

Rescued by him for the first time.

Touched by him for the first time.

Home together for the first time.

For the first time, I found myself liking him.

Countless remembrances keep receding, until only the intuition of loving him remains.

fell.

Some things can't be put together.

It doesn't matter if he is Kudo Shinichi or Edogawa Conan.

Whether he loves me or not, whether he wants me or not.

Still love deeply without hesitation, like moths to a flame.

A tremor spread from the fingertips to the whole body.

Strong intuition...he will forget about me.

Is not thinking too much.

His gentle hands did not belong to him at all.

Why bother to search hard, will he forget me, and who will he promise to protect in the future.

It doesn't matter.

It's enough to give him the antidote, and then stand on the corner of the street, watching him and Angel reunite and embrace each other after a long absence, right?

Even if you are not reconciled.

You can only deceive yourself.

At last……

Save your energy and leave.

... Back to the organization?

……Do not.

Now that Mom has developed the antidote to Axpt-4869, atone for my sins.

Then why don't I go and atone for myself.

Wouldn't it be nice to be a doctor after I revert to being Kiyabao Shino?

I'm kind of a half-scientist too, aren't I?

There was no change in expression on his calm face, which made the doctor shudder.

After a loud noise, four purple capsules were slowly pushed out from the high-temperature furnace, emitting a faint light, showing its mystery even more in the dim light.

What should come, still will come.

Ai put one of them in Youlan's handkerchief with tweezers, and wrapped it up solemnly.

There is only one capsule in the handkerchief, but it is too heavy.

Carrying the uneasiness, trust and infatuation for many years.

The other three were put into a sealed purple medicine bottle.

I can't see clearly.

Can't see... anymore.

She was not in a hurry to take the antidote to Conan.

She sat down and pondered over that unbelievable date and that INVERTED.

What exactly does this mean.

2-11st.

St is not written above 11, or rather, st is written.

This is all wrong.

It's not a date, what is it.

She brought the second file and studied it carefully, but to no avail.

Except for the white paper, that tin foil with nothing on it.

always feel...

What information can be obtained in this folder.

However, it should not be about the antidote.

In the third folder, the antidote is basically given the most detailed explanation.

There will be no mistakes, even the success rate is 100%.

This is the trust in the mother, but also the self-confidence in the theoretical analysis.

just a side effect...

Really incredible.

"Xiao Ai. I told Xinyi about the successful development of the antidote, and he is on his way now."

The doctor shook the phone in Yao's hand.

Ai frowned.

Now that...the antidote has been developed, then...

Let Conan help her untie it, there is nothing wrong with it.

"Indeed, 2-11st can't be the date." Conan pushed his glasses once again habitually, but it still made no sense.

Ai took off her glasses and put them on for Conan.

Back then, Conan did the same, and wore glasses for her.

Now, the happiness borrowed from him is just returned to him.

"Actually, I don't have any clue." Conan rubbed his forehead.

Ai stood up, put the folder aside, and looked at him seriously.

"Will you forget me?"

The voice exited, only to realize that it was already horribly hoarse.

She was clearly afraid.

Conan was slightly taken aback, before showing the sunniest smile: "Why? You are very important to me."

Yes, very important.

Even, most importantly.

She smiled sadly: "It's better like this....you close your eyes...don't open them until I say yes."

Conan blinked and closed his eyes obediently.

"I once said that I fell in love with you the first time I saw you..." There was no trace of ups and downs in the sad tone, like a pool of stagnant water, which perfectly concealed the uneasiness in my heart. "In this sentence, there is truth and falsehood."

"I love you, it's true.

I fell in love with you the first time I saw you, it's a lie. "

"As for when I fell in love with you, I don't know." She smiled lightly. "In short, as Angel said, when you think, your charm is infinite. No wonder that silly girl Ayumi loves you so much."

Conan really didn't move, as if he had been tapped.

He didn't dare to open his eyes, he was afraid that when he opened them, all this would disappear like a dream.

Sadly said it.The girl who buried everything in her heart spoke out all her feelings.

What kind of emotional subversion did you go through before you were willing to say it?

Anxiety and hesitation hit the atrium, and the pain spread throughout the body.

Just wanted to get up and hug her and reassure her.

But still can't stand up.Can't make any sound either.

I can only be quiet and listen to her.

"I used to be proud of the phrase 'you will protect me'. As long as you read your name lightly and remember that you told me that you will protect me, you will become very strong and no longer afraid to face the organization and fate , That's why I had the courage to face Gin's invitation that day and killed him. I knew that if I didn't kill him, he would kill me. For you... I want to live. For you to return to By Angel's side... I... also have to live bravely."

Conan couldn't see her expression clearly, but did she already choke up?

"But, the phrase 'you will protect me', as Gin said, was just for the birth of... this thing."

Ai took out a handkerchief and opened it slowly.

All emotions spread in the air instantly, and pain spread all over the body.

However, the pain in the left chest is particularly obvious.

"At this point, it's enough." Ai seemed to be relieved, and her tone was not so heavy.

"The happiness I borrowed from you should be returned."

Before Conan could react, Ai had already turned his face and threw the medicine into it.

For some reason, Conan hated this antidote so much.

He wanted to spit it out, but the capsule slipped into the esophagus as if it had grown legs, leaving only the ecstatic aroma in his mouth.

The scene in front of him suddenly became hazy, and he seemed to let go of the past and retreat back to the place where they first met.

"Please advise me more." That clear voice.

"So, what would Holmes do in our peaceful age?" That contemptuous smile extended.

"Why didn't you save my sister." That sad and heart-piercing expression.

Sink into darkness.

There is a man, wearing a red suit, sitting in a car that is about to explode.

If you lose her, you will lose everything.

Regardless of whether he will be buried in the flames like her, he can only put all his eggs in one basket.

Dash in, break the glass with the fire hydrant, hug her tight, and rush out.

Can't let her get hurt.

To protect her... this is a promise to her...

Hold her tight...can't let go...

Her shadow gradually became blurred.

Like a cracked glass bottle, it will shatter if touched lightly.

Is she... going to leave her own world?

it doesn't matter...

As long as I remember you... I will always protect you...

Whether you're at the ends of the earth, or...

So far away.

wrong……

who are you?

The person I want to protect... who is it?

That person with deep blue eyes... who is it?

Why do you feel so sad when you see it?

who are you?

Tell me... what am I forgetting?Forgot who?

I don't even remember...

Can not remember……

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☆、Chapter Five