[Football] The only one in the world

At the end of November 09, Manchester United beat Portsmouth. Cristiano did not play and did not enter the squad.

The British journalists should be the most versatile in the world. It's not that Cristiano has never been rotated, nor is it the first time he has not been included in the squad, but it is the first time that he can't see the scene without training in the stands.They guarded outside the villa area, but they could only block Luo and Xiao Chris, and couldn't take pictures of another figure who was usually inseparable.

For a while, rumors were raging, until someone broke the news that he saw Cristiano in Madrid, and the public opinion exploded all of a sudden.

Manchester United was very silent. While preparing for the next game, they didn't even hold a press conference.On the contrary, Spain dug up more information. For example, Cristiano was already inspecting houses to buy a house. Someone suspected that he had a photo of eating with Real Madrid executives—it was too blurry to see the other party's appearance.

So when Cristiano attended the Golden Globe Awards, the Zurich Opera House was almost surrounded by the media.Few noticed that Luo, who was selected in the top three, did not play, and Mendes accepted the award on his behalf.

Reporters did not surround the new Ballon d'Or winner, and Cristiano left safely, surrounded by bodyguards hired by Mendes.Poor Mendez still has to deal with his aftermath. The media can appease him, and he can release some news. At the same time, he has to talk to the club.

Mendes felt that he should increase the share, especially because Manchester still had trouble adding a lot of conditions to this transfer, such as the termination fee, such as the impact of the Beckham Act on the contract.

Yes, Luo knew the news on the day Cristiano left Manchester, but he did not express anything except discussing the transfer issue with Mendes.

He didn't believe Cristiano's confession at all, thinking that maybe the two had been together for too long, which caused the other party to have an illusion.He went to check the information, and it is said that some teenagers will mistakenly believe that they are homosexual during the developmental stage, and it will be fine after puberty.

Probably adolescence plus rebellious period, anyway, Luo doesn't believe in love, let alone between two people who are narcissistic in nature.In fact, he was angry at first. Although he was three years younger than Cristiano on the surface, he actually raised this guy like a son.This situation, no matter what, feels that it violates public order and good customs...

As for the taboo of homosexuality in football, Luo didn't take it seriously.He himself is not a person who cares about the world, and he comes from a later generation where some players have begun to come out. He was born in the center of public opinion and has been accused of various things for his private life. He doesn't care about it at all.

It's good to be apart for a while, let the guy go to Madrid to calm down.It's better to simply find a few girls and correct his sexual orientation that he thinks has gone astray.

Luo thought so, pretending not to care about the loss of a little curly hair by his side.

The life of growing up is a separate life, with playmates, classmates, teammates, friends, and even aging relatives.Cristiano would have left him one day, they would have had families and drifted apart.

Even if you think he is going to Real Madrid now, isn't it much faster than taking his own package?

If I don't go to Real Madrid, maybe I will really separate completely in the future.We just met each other at the national team competition, and there was no contact at all for the rest of the time, just like the first Brazilian mixed-race and Portuguese, they had nothing to do with each other.

Luo held his forehead, not wanting to face the sourness welling up in his heart.

"Whatever you want," Cristiano told Mendes, hanging up the video call.

Negotiate whatever you want, he doesn't care.

He was fucking thinking about Luo, thinking that he couldn't eat or sleep, and the nutritionist and physical trainer Mendez brought gave him a warning.He has never been so amateur in his ten-year career, and now he just wants to isolate himself from football.Don't want the game, don't want Manchester United, don't want that person.

No one was more disappointed than Luo not attending the award ceremony.Although I told myself thousands of times not to think about him anymore, I couldn't help but click on the group photo, click on the social networking site, and look at the pages that the other party tagged one by one.Some are old photos of Ronaldo himself or with him on camera, and some are new photos released by United fans or officials these days.The teenager in the new photo has no expression, but Cristiano can see loneliness and sadness.

—Probably misunderstood.

Many of the old photos taken together are with a smile, and the calm midfielder on the court also hugs himself to celebrate when he laughs so hard that he can't see his eyes.

Cristiano regretted it.Maybe he shouldn't have confessed, shouldn't say what he likes or not.Luo wants to find a nanny-type girlfriend, so he just destroys it.If he insisted on refusing to leave, it was impossible for Luo to drive him out of the house.

Why do you have to say it?Anyway, he won't love himself, so it's better to pretend that he doesn't have such feelings, and maybe he can be a good friend who helps each other for a lifetime.

It's better than not going back now.

Thanks to the urging of a familiar physical trainer, Cristiano did not continue to toss about decadently.During this period of time, he didn't have any games to keep in shape, so he had to pay attention to training by himself.

His mental ability is extremely powerful, so strong that he can keep thinking about that person with heartache, and at the same time make various actions without making any mistakes.It's like splitting into two individuals, the spirit is crying and struggling, but the body can move on its own.

If he didn't still have some sense, Cristiano felt that he would fly back to Manchester immediately and tell Luo that everything is nonsense, don't take it seriously, let's continue to live together.

But he's not talking nonsense, he's serious.If you have to deny your feelings in order to get back to that person, it would be too humble.

Cristiano, who was prouder than anyone else, didn't want to fall into such a humble situation - more importantly, Luo was not stupid, how could he take back what he said.

Sometimes he will watch the news, and the transfer news will be mixed with interviews with the club and his teammates.Ferguson always "asks the club", the club always "doesn't answer player transfer questions until the winter window opens", and Luo... never says a word.

The next game was Manchester United's away game against Mo Lun. Cristiano watched the live broadcast of the game completely, watching Luo running on the field, but the person in front of him was no longer himself.

This is the last game of Manchester United's Champions League group. After the game, there will be a few Premier League games. Other leagues have entered the winter break one after another, and the 10-year winter window has begun.

Of course, this winter window shocked the world, not just football, but the whole world.Even if the winter window transfer fails to play in the Champions League in the second half of the year, the price will be reduced, the transfer fee is still as high as 9000 million pounds, setting a transfer record.

So many honors that Cristiano, who is more expensive than the same period in history, left the Red Devils and went to the Blancos.La Liga has entered the winter break, and the welcome ceremony at the Bernabeu is still grand.Cristiano stood in the place he had dreamed of since he was a child, shouting HalaMadrid, but there was a pang of fear in his heart.

—Is he unable to go back?I can't go back to Luo's side, and I can't go back to the days of ignorance.

Is it worth it for childhood dreams and family expectations?

Cristiano couldn't answer, and the applause reminded him that he had left the Theater of Dreams and arrived at the Bernabeu.

There is no hypothetical meaning for things that are a foregone conclusion, he can only make himself the best, and then... either try to be with that person as much as possible, or completely give up and forget.It is impossible for him to hide his love for a lifetime, even if he fails, he should not regret it.

"Amidst the cheers all over the sky, the Bernabéu ushered in his king." Luo, who was watching the live broadcast in front of the TV, muttered to himself.

Little Chris helped him press his shoulders and beat his legs, knowing that his father was in a bad mood and didn't talk much.

He misses Chris's father, but friends who have experience (quarreling between parents) say that such words should be said after the two have calmed down, because anger will cause conflicts.

Judging by Dad's expression... Maybe, maybe, he didn't calm down.