unexpected rain

This fall seemed to throw Lin Ji's soul out, he was like a walking corpse, he couldn't feel the pain... No, how could it not hurt?The broken forehead seemed to be pierced into the flesh with a needle, and the sprained ankle seemed to be squeezed by both hands, and the pain of confusion and confusion in the heart had a hundred times the effect on the trauma.

But his expression was empty, he got up quietly, and continued downstairs as if he had lost consciousness.

After regaining his senses, Lin walked to the library. He lowered his head, only to find that "Introduction to Classical Music" was still in his arms, and it didn't get damaged when he rolled down the stairs.

The image of Xiang Shifang being kissed reappeared in his mind.

Lin Ji's heart trembled, and his expression also wrinkled, as if he was about to cry.

He walked into the library, returned the book he had just borrowed, and then went to the bathroom. The cold water and icy air in winter can seep into the bones, but Lin Ji threw a handful of it on his face without any buffer.

It was cold and hurt.

He splashed it five times in a row until his cuffs were wet before he raised his head and looked at the person in the mirror.

Wet, like a drowning dog, or a drowned chicken, in short, it is not a pleasing thing.

The expression is also inexplicably wronged.

He was all inexplicable.

Why run?Why be sad?Why do you want to cry?

It was nothing more than breaking up a puppy love incident. There are many lovers in this school. Lin Ji even heard ambiguous panting in the toilet at noon one day, but he just felt ashamed and embarrassed, so he left quietly.

He should have felt the same way this time.

But he panicked.What other people do has nothing to do with him, they are different from each other.

... He didn't want to see Xiang Shifang liking someone else.

As for why...

The answer is already on the horizon.

like.

Because of him, I like Xiang Shifang.

When Lin Jie admitted this emotion, it was as if the seal had been torn off, and the strong emotions rushed through his body like a flood that burst a bank.

He bit his lips tightly, the scene quickly blurred, the warm liquid dripped across his cold cheeks, he lowered his head, tears fell into the washbasin.

OK, that's enough.

Lin Ji took a deep breath, turned on the faucet again and washed his face until his eye sockets were no longer sore.

He put on his glasses and tidied his forehead hair. After finishing it, there was no abnormality except that the hair was a little wet.

On the way back to the teaching building, Lin Ji slowly straightened out his thoughts.After wanting to be Xiang Shifang's friend, he actually dared to have more wild ideas.

He likes Xiang Shifang, but so what?All girls who like Xiang Shifang can boldly express their feelings, because it is a proud thing for them, and it is normal to like an excellent person.But since Lin's liking is cheap and shameful, he clearly understands that as long as his intentions are exposed, not only will he be ridiculed, but even Xiang Shifang will be ridiculed.

This feeling is useless except that it can sometimes bring Lin Ji secret and taboo joy.

And there will be a lot of backlash, just like just now, it is the first time in Lin Ji's life that he actually feels what it means to be out of his mind.

It didn't feel good at all.

In the stairwell on the fifth floor, Lin Ji hesitated.He could stay in the library all afternoon to escape the scenes he didn't want to see.

But he was also worried that his previous actions were too abrupt and suspicious, and Xiang Shifang would see the clues.

He even had a more cautious thought, that he didn't want to miss an opportunity to be in the same room with Xiang Shifang.

Lin has to admit that no matter how rationally he knows that this is an unrequited love that ends without a cause, a relationship that will die when he sees the light, he still wants to protect it.

He didn't want to distance himself from the distance he had come so hard to get these days.

Lin walked back to the classroom, fortunately, Xiang Shifang was still there, alone.

Lin became nervous, subconsciously he didn't want Xiang Shifang to see that his leg was injured, so he walked normally, at the cost of excruciating pain in his ankle, not like walking on flat ground, but walking on the edge of a knife.

Sensing someone, Xiang Shifang raised his head and saw that it was Lin Ji, his eyes didn't fluctuate at all, he asked, "What happened to you just now?"

Lin Ji smiled: "I have diarrhea, I went to the toilet."

Xiang Shifang nodded and did not continue to investigate further.

Lin pretended to be relaxed and said, "Why don't you go home today?"

Xiang Shifang said, "It's not convenient to stay at home."

It was an obvious tone of not wanting to continue.

Even if Lin changed the subject again, "Is that girl just now... your girlfriend?"

Xiang Shifang sighed and said, "What you saw just now, don't tell others, it's best to forget."

Lin Ji quietly clenched his hands into fists, he gave a low "oh" and stopped asking questions.

The two of them didn't speak again after that, only the sound of Xiang Shifang turning the pages of the book was occasionally heard in the classroom.

Lin hid behind the pile of books, closed his eyes and fell asleep.

He didn't deny it.

Lu Qianran saw the injury that hadn't been noticed for most of the day at school. The first time she saw him, Lu Qianran saw it.

"What's going on?" Lu Qianran lifted Lin Ji's bangs and saw the scabbed wound on his forehead.

"It's okay, I accidentally knocked on it." Lin Ji said.

Lu Qianran frowned, "Accident again? Don't hide it from me, Xiaoji, have you been bullied by those people again?"

"No, really not. I accidentally fell when I went downstairs at noon." Lin Ji explained.

"Fall downstairs? Where else did you get hurt?" Lu Qianran asked anxiously.

Lin knew he couldn't hide, so he confessed: "I also sprained my foot."

"Why are you so careless? Does it hurt? Do you want to go to the hospital?"

"It's not serious, just go back and spray the medicine." Lin Ji said.

But when she got home, what Lu Qianran saw was Lin Ji's fist-sized ankle.

"Is this serious?" Lu Qianran was so distressed and angry, "Sit down, I'll help you spray Yunnan Baiyao."

Lin sat down obediently and didn't complain of pain, but frowned slightly.

"You have to tell me what happened to you at school." Lu Qianran babbled, "We have everything, and we are no worse than others."

Lin lowered his head and said in his heart, it's a long way off.

"Why, is there really something wrong?" Lu Qianran sensed her son's emotions.

Lin Ji shook his head: "It's still the same."

"Are you the same? I feel that you are much happier this semester than before."

Lin didn't speak anymore, all the "happiness" he had accumulated was completely shattered today.

"Son." Lu Qianran looked at him tenderly, "Don't hide it in your heart, tell mom and let me help you."

Lin met his mother's tolerant eyes, and felt relieved. He whispered, "I...I seem to like someone."

Lu Qianran's eyes widened. This son, who is less talkative and introverted, had nothing to do with the fuss of boys of the same age. Puberty was like stagnant water, but one day the stagnant water turned into waves.

"Who is it?" Lu Qianran was a little excited, and she didn't want to look like an ordinary mother who was facing a big enemy. "Current classmates? Or old ones? What do they look like? Have I met them? Where do they live?"

A series of questions made Lin unable to resist, he quickly shook his head: "I don't know what to say, I..."

"It's okay, it's okay." Lu Qianran said cheerfully, "It's a good thing to have someone you like. I'll call your dad to make him happy too."

"Don't! Don't!" Lin Ji said hastily, "It's not an honorable thing."

"Why don't you care about Rong anymore?" Lu Qianran said, "How wonderful it is to have someone you like?"

Lin lowered his head and said with disappointment: "It's not good, there are many people who like him, and he also has someone who likes him."

Lu Qianran suddenly understood her son's depressed mood today. She carefully placed Lin Ji's injured leg on the stool, then sat next to Lin Ji, and took his hand: "Son, listen to me, it's not easy to like someone. It is not necessary to be with the other party, and it is not a good thing for you to fall in love at this stage. However, if your liking can make you better and make you shine in your heart, then you must cherish this heart , Whether it comes to fruition or not, this is a very precious memory."

Lin Ji's heartstrings seemed to be gently twitched, he turned his head to look at Lu Qianran, he wanted to say something, but he didn't know how to say it.

Lu Qianran smiled and said, "No wonder you have worked harder this semester than before. It seems that you like a very outstanding person."

Lin Ji nodded vigorously: "He is the best in the school."

"That's great." Lu Qianran said.

The final exam came as scheduled, and it ended very quickly. The tradition of No. [-] Middle School is to wait for three days after the exam to explain the test questions before going on holiday. During this period, the results have also come down one after another.

Lin Ji got his grades. Except for Chinese and English, which were similar to the midterm exams, everything else improved, and his physics even improved by [-] points. It was the best grade Lin Ji got since high school.

It seems that the progress of the past two months has not been in vain.

Lin Ji's total score has also risen in a straight line, from the bottom two to 24 by leaps and bounds, just right behind Xie Zhaofeng.

Lin looked at the grades of the whole class, and saw himself from the top name.

Progress has been made, but there is still a lot of difference in the middle.

He still wants to get close to Xiang Shifang, although Xiang Shifang won't know, but he doesn't need to know either.

Lin looked at Xiang Shifang's position, and in his heart, he couldn't hide his liking.

"What are you doing, why did I fall out of twenty?" Xie Zhaofeng held up his grades with a look of displeasure, "My dad told me to go back."

Xiang Shifang read the original novel and was immune to his complaints.

"It's the baby with this problem, who jumped more than [-] people at once, and the **** is not as exaggerated as him." Xie Zhaofeng said, "Did he hang up?"

"He has a name." Xiang Shifang said without raising his eyes.

Xie Zhaofeng curled his lips, "It's all your fault that you taught him to be more attentive than me, which caused me to be surpassed."

"You don't want to study hard," Xiang Shifang said.

"Yes, yes, you are always right." Xie Zhaofeng finished this sentence in a chilly tone, and then turned into gossip: "Hey, I heard that you will go to Lanzhou with Miss Qiao during the winter vacation. It’s a festival, is it true or not?”

"What does it have to do with you?" Xiang Shifang closed the book and took out the earphones.

Xie Zhaofeng understood him, this was the most straightforward way for him to terminate the chat.Xie Zhaofeng wiped away tears pretentiously: "It's true that I have a daughter-in-law and forget my brother. I am your witness anyway, and you have to count on me to help you watch the wind..."

witness……

These three words made Xiang Shifang think of someone.Lin was keeping his mouth shut, and after more than a week, he didn't see him publicizing the matter.

Thinking of this, Xiang Shifang unconsciously glanced at Lin Ji, just in time to meet Lin Ji's gaze.

Lin seemed to have opened his eyes wide in surprise, then smiled shyly, then lowered his head to do his own thing.

Xiang Shifang suddenly had a strange and inexplicable feeling that Lin would do anything for him.

Immediately he was taken aback by this thought, since Lin was just an ordinary classmate, it was really impolite for him to think like this.

Besides, he doesn't need to.