unexpected rain

Xiang Shifang vaguely heard the sound of knocking on the window. He didn't sleep well and woke up soon. When he sat up and turned his head, he saw an old man with a kind face standing at the door of the car.

Yes, he spent the night in the car last night.

He also knew this old man. He was Lin Ji's neighbor, Grandma Wang.

Xiang Shifang lowered the car window.

"It's you, young man." Grandma Wang said in surprise, "It's not good for your car to park here, it will hinder other cars, and it's easy to get scratched."

"Okay, I'll drive away right away." Xiang Shifang said, his voice was hoarse, his hair was messed up, and there was a small stubble protruding from his lips, and he looked very depressed.

The enthusiastic Grandma Wang asked, "Why are you so haggard? Are you sick?"

Xiang Shifang shook his head.

Grandma Wang glanced into his car and saw that the chair was laid flat, she immediately guessed, "You must have slept in the car all night, right?"

Xiang Shifang pursed his lips and acquiesced.

Grandma Wang asked again: "Didn't you come to look for Xiaoji yesterday? I don't have a place to live, so I don't know how to live in Xiaoji's house?" The old man doesn't know cars, otherwise he wouldn't think that Xiang Shifang has no money to stay in a hotel.

Xiang Shifang lowered his head and whispered, "He chased me away."

Grandma Wang said hello, she didn't think about it, she just thought that this young man was handsome and Lin Ji had brought him back, so he must not be a bad person.

"Speak up if you have something to do! Come to my house first!" Grandma Wang said.

Half an hour later, Xiang Shifang came out of the washroom of Grandma Wang's house. After washing and tidying up, he was refreshed and handsome, but there was a little downcast in his brows, which was very touching.

"Come, come and have some breakfast." Grandma Wang greeted warmly, seeing that Shifang was tall and handsome, she smiled even brighter, "Oh, it's true that the handsome guy makes people happy just by looking at him Son."

Xiang Shifang rarely dealt with such a sincere and kind old man, he was a little shy at the moment, lowered his eyes, and didn't know how to answer the words.

Grandma Wang didn't mind either, so she spread the breakfast, which was ordinary steamed stuffed bun with soy milk, but it was full of enthusiasm and the aroma was attractive.

"I made them all by myself." Grandma Wang said, "Xiao Ji likes to eat my buns. I taught him all the skills."

When Xiang Shifang heard this, he picked up a fat white bun and bit it down, his facial features wrinkled from the heat.

"Eat slowly, it's still hot." Grandma Wang said cheerfully.

After eating a bun, Xiang Shifang also took the initiative to chat with Grandma Wang.

"Your family?"

"My son and daughter-in-law have gone to work, and my grandson is going to college in the south." Grandma Wang replied.

Xiang Shifang nodded, and then asked, "How long have you and Lin Ji known each other?"

"He moved next door to my house when he was 13 years old, and he has been a neighbor for more than ten years." Grandma Wang said, "I don't have many close relatives, so it's not an exaggeration to say that our family is his relatives."

"Then can you tell me something about his past?"

Grandma Wang said yes. Although she is old, she still has a clear mind. She said that it was the first time she saw Xiao Xiao. greet.Lin Ji's family is an ordinary family of three. His father often goes out, and his mother takes care of the family. Although ordinary, they live a happy life.

Grandma Wang has the characteristics of the elderly when she talks about the past, that is, she is more verbose and repetitive, but Xiang Shifang listens carefully from the beginning to the end. Through Grandma Wang's description, he slowly outlines the appearance of a young man, thin and weak. , introverted, will subconsciously close his chest slightly, and the pair of peach blossom eyes under the black-framed glasses shyly restrain his beauty. This Lin is an inconspicuous member of all living beings, but it coincides with the gentle and mature Lin in Xiang Shifang's impression. , constituted his complete lover.

When Grandma Wang mentioned Lin Ji's senior year in high school, her tone was no longer cheerful, but sighed sadly.

"Little child, life is hard. Their family was living well, but a man-made disaster caused Lin Cheng to disappear. Not long after, his mother was diagnosed with lung cancer."

"Their family's savings have all been paid off. In order to treat Qianran's illness, the young one went to work and often came home in the middle of the night. At that time, he had to study and earn money. He was so tired. I think now, my heart It hurts."

"Do you think it's over? Xiaoji could have gone to college again, but he missed a subject in the college entrance examination. Originally, his recommendation quota was gone. If it wasn't for this, how could Xiaoji come here without telling his mother?" Out of town and the boss?"

"I was able to go home once a week and be with his mother, at least... at least it would allow Qianran to spend more time with her son, maybe she would think about it, even if it didn't take long in the end, she wouldn't be alone I am living outside, and I still can’t return home.”

When Grandma Wang said this, her voice choked up.

"You don't know, at that time, Xiaoji and the boss made a name for themselves, and went home happily, thinking of a surprise for Qianran, but how uncomfortable it was when they saw Qianran's suicide note."

"I still remember that he comforted me at that time, maybe after we all left, he actually did something stupid."

Xiang Shifang was overwhelmed by Grandma Wang's narration, and his guilt was heavier than a mountain. When he heard the "stupid thing", Xiang Shifang's heart suddenly sank, and he asked uneasily, "What stupid thing?"

"He cut his wrist." Grandma Wang wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, "It almost died."

Xiang Shifang's eyes widened in astonishment, as if the five senses were pulled away from him for a moment, he remembered the scar on Lin Ji's wrist covered by the watch, when he asked, how did Lin Ji answer?

"Had a car accident and cut my wrist on the glass."

Lin Ji also said: "It's ugly, isn't it?"

How could he hide the pain of despair to the extreme, and still laugh out frankly?

Xiang Shifang didn't realize that he was trembling, he couldn't control himself not to think, if it hadn't been so coincidental and Lin hadn't been discovered, someone in this world would have left without a sound, and he didn't know it, He doesn't know that one thoughtless, selfish act of his can wreak havoc on another person's life.

And this person is his current lover.

Xiang Shifang has never regretted and panicked like this in his life.

"Ding-dong-"

Grandma Wang blinked hard a few times, got up and walked towards the entrance, shouting as she walked, "Come here!"

After a while, Grandma Wang came back again and said, "The buns are still warming in the steamer. Really, it's too troublesome to call Jiajia and take them back."

"He played crazy yesterday, let him sleep in."

This gentle and warm voice made Xiang Shifang's back straighten.

But when Lin saw Xiang Shifang sitting in the restaurant, his smile faded immediately, "Why is he here?"

Grandma Wang said: "Ren Xiaoxiang slept in the car downstairs all night, and you really are, what's wrong with letting people stay for one night, and chasing them away?"

Lin Jihuo came up at once.

Xiang Shifang immediately said, "It was my fault, but Lin did the right thing."

"Master, let's talk about it now." Grandma Wang said, and went into the kitchen.

"Come out with me." Lin Ji said expressionlessly.

Xiang Shifang followed without saying a word.

After leaving the door, Lin Ji frowned, "Xiang Shifang, what do you mean? I haven't made it clear yet?"

"Lin Ji, I..." Xiang Shifang's throat choked, "I want to see you more."

Only then did Lin Ji see clearly that Xiang Shifang's eye sockets were red, and there was obvious moisture in his eyes.

It was a side he had never seen before.

The Lin Ji in front of him can be seen and touched, he can laugh and get angry, he is alive.

Xiang Shifang felt sincerely grateful, he couldn't help approaching, and embraced Lin Ji in his arms.

"You're here again? Let me go!" Lin Ji said angrily, but the next moment he was stunned.

His shoulders were hot and humid, Xiang Shifang was shaking, his voice was choked with apology, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

The anger was inexplicably extinguished, Lin was at a loss, was Xiang Shifang crying?Xiang Shifang will cry too?

But soon, Lin Ji realized that no matter what Xiang Shifang was doing, it had nothing to do with him.

"Let me go." Lin Ji said calmly, "Since you feel sorry for me, you should listen to me and stay away from me."

"I don't know what I can give you as compensation." Xiang Shifang couldn't describe how deep and complicated feelings he had for the person in his arms. Imprisoned by my side.But he can't do that, he wants to have Lin Ji's body and heart.

"...I can only pay myself to you."

I can only give myself to you.

Every time Lin thinks of this, he laughs and is annoyed at the same time, the smile is a fake smile, and the annoyance is really annoyed.

At that time, after Xiang Shifang said these words, he was pushed away desperately, and then he punched him hard. If he hadn't been at the door of Grandma Wang's house, he would have cursed without grace.

Xiang Shifang is too self righteous.

But no matter what, since Lin has already drawn a clear line with him, the chances of him and Xiang Shifang going far and wide are very small.

Even Xie Zhaofeng, he made it clear that he hoped that he would not come to him again, because he didn't want to get involved with people and things related to Xiang Shifang.

It's the midsummer of the year again.

Kindergarten holidays are early, and Jiajia will be on vacation at the beginning of July, but Lin still has to work, so he is worried about leaving Jiajia alone at home, so he specifically asked Jiajia what specialty he would like to learn, and planned to enroll him in a class .

It's okay if Jiajia doesn't want to, at worst, I'll take him to the company, it's just a little boring.

Gaga would like to stay with his father, but after thinking hard all night, he still wants to learn something. Many children in the class have skills, so he wants to have them, so that he can make his father proud!

"Dad, I want to learn this!" Gaga said, holding up a picture card of the violin.

Lin Ji was stunned for a moment, and asked, "Why do you want to learn the violin?"

"I see you have one," Gaga said, "Daddy likes it, right? So I'm going to learn it!"

Lin only has one violin, and that one was a birthday present from Xiang Shifang eight years ago.

Thinking about it, it was the result of Young Master Xiangda trying to make up for his little bit of shame. Lin threw away everything else except the violin. After hesitating a few times, Lin locked it up.

As for why he didn't throw it away, he didn't want to delve into the reason.

"Dad just liked it before, but he doesn't like it now." Lin Ji smiled faintly, "But if you want to learn, then I will only like your violin playing from now on."

Jiajia felt that she was praised, and jumped into Lin Ji's arms happily, and then ran to talk to her aunt.

"Okay, you go talk to it and it doesn't understand." Lin Ji laughed helplessly, "Do you remember the one who is going to dry the quilt today? Go and get your little quilt from the kindergarten. It hasn't been dried for a semester. It's full of small bug."

Today's sun is very strong, people don't want to stay outside, but it is a good weather for mite removal.

The father and son hung the quilt on the balcony, and the elder and the younger patted it with a pole.

"What a big car." Gaga looked downstairs and said.

Lin Ji also took a look and said, "It's the truck of the moving company. Is there a new neighbor who wants to move here today?"