Didi Fighter [Rebirth]

"Xiao Jin, today you are 23 years old, and you are about to graduate and enter the society. In the future, you will lose your status as a student. Many times, the privilege of giving you a favor because you are a student will no longer be available. You need yourself Take responsibility for every word you say and everything you do. Although your father and your mother hope that you can take the postgraduate entrance examination, but you have already made a decision, then your father also respects your choice. From now on, your life father does not want to interfere too much Many, there are only eight characters for you to stand by, look up to the world, and have no regrets in your heart."

At the Qin family's dinner table, Qin Hongru, who was nearly fifty years old, picked up the wine on the table and raised his glass to his son sitting opposite.

The 49-year-old Qin Hongru lives up to his name. His gold-rimmed glasses can hardly cover his elegant and intelligent eyes. The fine wrinkles at the corners of his eyes also carry the demeanor and experience unique to middle-aged men.

"Thank you dad, I'll make a note of it." Qin Mujin hurriedly picked up the small wine glass with both hands and touched it with his dad, and his nervous mood was relieved by this glass of wine.

Zheng Rujin raised her eyebrows and said teasingly: "Old Qin, if you want to drink, just say don't make excuses to spoil my son. From the birth of Xiaojin to now, every year on your child's birthday, you drink and explain the truth to him. I wish my son would celebrate every year." Two birthdays, but our son has been obedient and sensible since he was a child, when will he let you and me worry about it."

Zheng Rujin is 48 years old, and there are no scars left by the years on her well-maintained face. Only a pair of hanging phoenix eyes hide the charm of the years.

Hearing what his wife said, Qin Hongru adjusted his glasses in a little embarrassment, and glared at his snickering son, but his eyes still peeked reluctantly at the half bottle of Wuliangye.

Seeing this, Zheng Rujin picked up the wine bottle and filled his glass, and said coolly, "You can drink it now. If the high blood pressure can't go away, I will find other old men to dance in the square."

Having said that, the care she couldn't hide in her words was exactly the same as the swift action of putting away the wine bottle.

Qin Hongru quickly drank the wine in the glass, put down the glass and said contentedly: "Go, jump on my crutch and make trouble."

Qin Mujin looked at his loving parents with relief. As long as he could remember, this kind of scene happened every year. His parents were both professors at Peking University. His father, Qin Hongru, was the head of the Chinese Department. How good people's feelings are can be seen from his name.

His father is like an ancient literati, he often likes to have a few drinks, he is not greedy, but he likes it. Unfortunately, he is old and has high blood pressure, and his mother strictly controls him. The three of them only had a chance to have a few drinks on their birthdays and their wedding anniversaries, and my mother always threatened my father by dancing square dances with other old men.

Thinking about what to say next, Qin Mujin's heart tightened. He pursed his lips. Thinking of his lover who was considerate to him, he gave up the idea of ​​shrinking back. His parents must understand, for sure!

"Dad... Dad, Mom, I, I have something I want to confess to you."

Qin Mujin stood up and overturned the wine glass next to the bowl with a nervous movement.He rushed to pick it up, but knocked over the bowl again.

"Okay, this child is clumsy, mother cleans up, what do you want to say, sit down and talk slowly."

While talking, Zheng Rujin patted him on the shoulder to make him stand up, and then quickly cleaned up the panic.

"I'm so nervous, but I still need to be honest. I guess Xiaojin must have a girlfriend?" Qin Hongru smiled narrowly at his son, and then said: "I was only an adult when I mentioned your mother to your grandparents for the first time. One, I was also extremely nervous at the time, and even broke a bowl of Yuqian Cake, and you just broke a bowl, it’s nothing, don’t be nervous and speak slowly.”

When mentioning this past incident, Zheng Rujin also pursed her lips and smiled.

After being interrupted like this, Qin Mujin felt relieved a lot, calmed down, and he mustered up his courage to say: "Father taught me to speak and do things without shame, and I don't want to lie to my parents and wrong him, so I will say it, I don't have a girlfriend, I have a lover, he is..."

"Okay!" Zheng Rujin suddenly interrupted him sharply, her shrill voice trembling with concealment, and then she smiled slightly, and calmed down her voice like a concealment: "Son, you are still young, you wait later..."

"Mom. I know what I'm doing. I have been an adult for five years. My father has successfully caught up with my mother at my age, so I want to give my lover an explanation. Mom, please don't interrupt me. You may have guessed that I My lover is a man."

"Snapped!"

As he uttered the last word, a slap came unexpectedly and unexpectedly, Zheng Rujin leaned her body, and still kept the motion fixed at the moment of hitting someone, but her hands trembled more than Qin Mujin's slightly flushed cheeks .

"Son, Mom, please stop talking."

After saying this in a trembling tone, she seemed to realize what she had done. She cupped her son's face in a panic and wanted to touch it gently with her trembling fingertips, but she timidly retracted her trembling fingers.

Qin Mujin supported her right cheek and looked at her mother whose makeup was covered in tears. At this moment, Ms. Zheng's face looked so old.

He reached out his hand to wipe away the teardrops that got in the way, and wanted to say "Mom, I was joking", but in the end he just moved his fingers.

Zheng Rujin finally extinguished the hope in her son's eyes amidst her son's guilt and indifference. This slap and the fragility at this moment were all the countermeasures she had thought up at the moment when her son confessed. She didn't know how to face the stubborn child.

The weakness of a strong woman and a stern mother is her last hope.

"Son, mom knows that homosexuality is not a disease, and there are tens of thousands of gay moms in the world who wouldn't look at her differently, but mom doesn't want you to be gay, do you understand?"

She supported the table with both hands to support her precarious body, and the rigor and strength of the classroom teaching could no longer be seen in her weak voice.

"Mom, I'm sorry..."

Qin Mujin lowered her head, and couldn't bear to see the humble appearance of her weak mother. It was him who made the strong and proud mother so humble.

As a son of man, he is ashamed, but for his lover...he has no choice.

"Can you...can you tell me what's going on?"

Qin Hongru got up and embraced his exhausted wife, his elegant eyes gradually became sharper, and he looked directly at Qin Mujin.

"Dad, when I was in kindergarten, I didn't like to play with girls. I found out in high school... I found out that my sex dream was a boy. I also struggled, panicked, and even thought about running away from home. I checked I have read a lot of information and webpages, and I also know that homosexuality will shame you and your mother, but you are the people I love the most, and I don’t want to lie to you. I thought I would grow old alone, but during my internship, I met It's been more than a year since I arrived at him, and I want to bring him to meet you in a dignified manner, not as a friend, but as a lover."

After Qin Mujin finished speaking, she bent her knees and knelt in front of the table, "Mom and Dad, my son is sorry for you."

"Son, do you think mother knows?"

Zheng Rujin leaned in Qin Hongru's arms, smiled miserably, and said, "When you are tangled and panicked, mom is more worried than you. When mom finds half-naked posters of male stars hidden in your drawer, mom finds that you searched for them on the browser. When it comes to gay websites, mom is more anxious than you. When mom wants to talk to you, gradually you are no longer anxious about it. Mom also forces herself to forget about it. My Xiaojin is still that obedient child , Mom beat you today, not because you shamed mom, but because mom was afraid that you would be too lonely to live in a big house by yourself after your father and I left you one day, and afraid that you would be too helpless to bear the pointing and pointing from outside alone In country Z, the amount of public opinion and attention we enjoy is the amount of glory we enjoy. Mom is afraid that one day you will go out and someone will point and point at you. Mom is afraid that, like the examples on the website, one day you will..."

Zheng Rujin broke down in tears. She dare not imagine the day when the public opinion will force her son to nowhere. Compared with those shocking cases, she would rather her son die alone!

Wiping away tears, she sniffed and continued: "Your father and I have a not-so-low social influence that has attracted much attention since you were a child. From comparing grades to comparing education, mother is trying to restrain these passive things, but some Dong Dong's mother can't do anything about it. If one day you are exposed as gay, have you thought about how to bear those public opinions? Don't doubt your mother's love for you. If you can give up everything in front of you in exchange for my son's smooth and stable life, then my mother is willing Give everything, including life."

Every word Zheng Rujin said was as smooth and sharp as a knife. She was not afraid of being stabbed in the back, but she was afraid that her son would be drowned by public opinion.

"mom……!"

Qin Mujin was startled, seeing her fainted mother yelling, Qin Hongru's expression changed suddenly, and he quickly picked up his wife and ran to the bedroom.

Putting her on the bed, Qin Hongru pinched her, and it took Zheng Rujin a long time to wake up.

"I'm fine Xiaojin, tell your mother how you met that person. And the basic situation of that person."

Qin Hongru, who was used to his wife making decisions at home, looked at his weak wife with disapproval, "You should take a good rest now."

Regarding his son's sexual orientation, Qin Hongru didn't feel ashamed. Like his wife, he was afraid that his son, who had never experienced wind and rain, would not be able to withstand the pressure of public opinion.

But he is more open-minded than Zheng Rujin.

"Where can I rest? That man left his son alone to confess to us, how can I rest assured. Xiao Jin has never experienced setbacks, and he doesn't understand the dangers of human beings. I'm afraid...he will be unkind to others."

If you want to wear the crown, you must bear its weight first, and the same is true for happiness. It is too unworthy to give up happiness for the sake of others' eyes, because he has nothing to fear in love.

"Mom, don't be angry, he... He's been busy with the listing of the company these days, I didn't tell him when I came out to you, it was my decision."

Speaking of lover, Qin Mujin is slightly shy like a child in love.

"His name is Xiao Chen. When I was an intern at Huaqing Affiliated Middle School, he came to donate teaching buildings and laboratory buildings to the school. We met at that time. He is from City T. He is 29 years old this year. He works hard in City B alone. Now he is the president of a listed company."

"Xiao Chen?" Qin Hongru thought for a while, feeling that the name seemed very familiar, as if he had heard it somewhere before, and then asked: "What's the name of his company?"

Qin Mujin looked at his father in surprise, not understanding why his father would ask such an innocuous question, but still replied: "Yuechen Media Co., Ltd."

Qin Hongru took a deep look at his son, pulled the quilt for his wife on the bed, got up and walked to the study.

Zheng Rujin didn't understand why, and Qin Mujin was also at a loss as to why his father was going to the study at this time.

After a few minutes, Qin Hongru returned with a red invitation card in his hand, and handed it to Qin Mujin.

"Open it and see."

Qin Mujin looked at her father, and looked down at the words "Hundred Years" and the pair of neck-crossing mandarin ducks on the cover of the invitation, feeling a bad feeling in her heart.

Open it, the name inside is familiar to him, written in unrestrained regular script——

"On Saturday, May 2018, 5, we will hold an engagement ceremony for our daughter Zhao Yuezi and son-in-law Xiao Chen in Taihe Building, as well as the listing ceremony of Yuechen Media Co., Ltd. Zhao Baisheng is sincerely waiting for Qin Hongru to come."

Zhao Yuezi, Xiao Chen?

These two names are no strangers to him, but how can two people who are incompatible with each other be written on the same invitation?It must be the same name!

The invitation slipped from Qin Mujin's hands, and he looked up at his father in disbelief, "Dad, this is fake, right? It's just the same name, right?"

If it is fake, then how to explain the same company name...

"I don't believe it, I'm going to see it!"

Regardless of the voice calling behind him, Qin Mujin got up and staggered, but it didn't stop him from running eagerly.

He wanted to verify with his own eyes, yesterday he said that the person who loved him was Xiao Chen on the wedding invitation.