Goodbye Midsummer 2

Qin Yang said he would only stay for a week.In a week, I will return to the United States.

Shen Yi didn't speak after hearing this, but just smiled at him faintly.

They found a restaurant outside for dinner, and while waiting for the food to be served, they chatted a lot with questions and answers.

Shen Yi asked him where he lived during this time, and Qin Yang reported the name of the hotel.

Asked if he wanted to go home to live, Qin Yang said that moving around was too troublesome.

He asked a few more questions related to this practical activity, and Qin Yang briefly answered them one by one.

Soon, they had nothing to say.

——Not really nothing to say, just don't know what to say.Shen Yi has so many questions to ask, but he can't remember them now.Qin Yang was also full of questions, but felt that it was inappropriate to ask them now.

So both of them were silent.

When the dishes were ready, they all moved their chopsticks silently to eat.

"What are your plans these days?" Shen Yi asked.

"No specific plans, let's look around, I haven't been back for a long time." He said.

Shen Yi nodded and said nothing.

I have imagined so many reunion scenes, but none of them are so awkward and cramped.

After that, Shen Yi didn't see Qin Yang for three consecutive days.

The past few days are working days, Shen Yi works at school during the day, and after get off work, he sends a message to ask Qin Yang to have dinner together, but he always shirks it for various reasons.

Finally, when the weekend came, Shen Yi asked Qin Yang to go home for dinner the next day in advance on Friday night.He still agreed that night, but changed his mind the next morning, saying that there was something temporary.

Something came out?What can be the matter?

Shen Yi suppressed the anger in his heart, changed his clothes and came to the hotel.The front desk of the hotel told him that Qin Yang had gone out early in the morning.

He waited in the hotel lobby like he was out of breath.It wasn't until evening that Qin Yang came back with a tired face.

Seeing Shen Yi guarding the lobby, Qin Yang was taken aback, before he had time to ask why, Shen Yi opened his mouth first: "Have you eaten yet?"

He shook his head.

"Then go home and eat." After finishing speaking, he took his hand and walked out without saying anything.

Probably the first time, seeing such a tough Shen Yi.

On the taxi home, Shen Yi didn't ask him where he had been all day, and Qin Yang couldn't find anything to talk about, so the two of them kept silent, neither of them spoke first.

Halfway through the journey, God suddenly changed his face. The clear sky was covered with dark clouds, and after a while, it rained heavily.

Neither of them had an umbrella, so they had to trot all the way after getting out of the car. When they entered the elevator, they were both half-drenched and embarrassed.

Back on the fifth floor, Shen Yi opened the door and said to him: "Take a bath first, don't catch a cold."

There was no more anger in the words.

Qin Yang was stunned for a moment, and Shen Yi said again: "You still have your old clothes in your room."

After speaking, he went into the kitchen.

He pushed open the door of his bedroom familiarly, and found that the place was exactly the same as before he left, the furnishings and layout hadn't changed at all, and there was no dust on the ground.

Perhaps Shen Yi often comes to clean.he thought so.

Opening the closet, a few T-shirts I used to wear were still hanging, and they didn't smell old.He took a black T-shirt and a pair of jeans casually, glanced out of the corner of his eye, and found that his bed had already been covered with sheets, as if waiting for the owner to come back to sleep at any time.

I took a shower and changed into clean clothes.He walked to the living room and looked at Shen Yi's busy figure in the kitchen.The man was still wearing a wet shirt, cutting vegetables with his back turned to him.The wet white shirt was stuck to his back, showing the outline of the back and the color of his skin. Qin Yang couldn't help but feel his heart tremble when he looked at it.

No matter how many years have passed, this person still has some fatal temptations for him.

Shen Yi turned his head and saw Qin Yang who was staring straight at him. Their eyes met, and they both hurriedly looked away.

"The dishes are not ready so quickly, why don't you watch TV first." He said, then lowered his head and started washing the vegetables.

"Go and change your clothes first." Qin Yang said, walked to him and took the food in his hand, "Be careful of catching a cold."

Shen Yi froze for a moment, then slowly exited the kitchen.

When he came back a few minutes later, he found that Qin Yang had taken out fresh meat from the refrigerator and started slicing it.

He didn't take over, leaning against the door frame of the kitchen and silently watching the former boy.After three years, Qin Yang has grown taller, his face has become more angular, and his arms have become wider and wider.

After three years, he has grown into a more reliable man.

"How are you doing in America?" He asked a vague question.

"Very good." Qin Yang also answered vaguely.

"happy?"

"It doesn't matter whether you are happy or not, just live like this."

"Where have you been these few days?"

"Walk around and hang out."

"Why don't you always answer my phone?"

Qin Yang's sliced ​​hands stopped: "I'm used to mute the phone, and I often miss calls."

Are you hiding from me?

Shen Yi really wanted to ask this question, but he knew that if he asked, it would only make the atmosphere more awkward.

After thinking for a while, he finally thought of a question.

"This year, come back for the New Year?"

Qin Yang turned his back to him and shook his head.

Shen Yi smiled wryly.

"I won't come back again." Qin Yang said.

He thought he had heard wrong.Qin Yang turned around, looked at him with a weary expression, and said, "This is my last time coming back."

Shen Yi could hear the trembling in his own voice: "Why?"

"I can't go on like this anymore. I..." It was just a few words, but it seemed to have exhausted his life's strength, "I have to give up on you before I can move on."

"So, I won't be coming back."

"I won't see you again, Shen Yi."

Tears flowed down without warning, Qin Yang wiped them off with the back of his hand, turned around and lowered his head to continue slicing.

"Loving you is a very painful thing, and I don't want to continue."