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This morning's style is extremely cold, like a slippery fish that has just been fished out of a frozen lake, burrowing into his clothes.Zhou Ruiyang turned up the collar of his coat, put his hands in his pockets and walked aimlessly on the street, watching the warm sun slowly reveal his figure from among the tall buildings.

Zhou Ruiyang paused, raised his head and squinted at the sun squeezed out from the two tall buildings, and suddenly realized that he hadn't seen the sun in the daytime for a long time, and he had been walking in the dark for too long. There is a sense of strangeness about such a scene.

The two high-rise buildings are decorated with huge glass curtain walls, emitting the sun's brilliance from different angles. Zhou Ruiyang is illuminated by the dazzling sunlight every step he takes, like a mouse that cannot escape under the cat's claws.

Zhou Ruiyang, are you a pervert? You actually have feelings for that kiss just now.

When Zhou Ruiyang realized that he was still missing the kiss just now, he couldn't help scolding himself.This also made him think of the question Shen Letong once asked.

Zhou Ruiyang, do you have someone you like, someone you can live your whole life with?

The answer is still no.What is he, Zhou Ruiyang, and why should he ask for a lifetime.

But Zhou Ruiyang began to miss Shen Letong as soon as he walked so far. He suddenly found that he liked watching Shen Letong lazily getting up from the bed every morning. Crescent eyes.

what is this?Where is the line between friends and lovers?Zhou Ruiyang helplessly shook his head against the air, he couldn't figure it out.He felt that he had stayed in Muyun Bar too much and deviated from the usual track. He was not even sure whether he was gay or not. Maybe he should find a place to calm down and think about it.

"Hello, I want a train ticket to Ningling City tonight."

At the ticket window of the railway station, Zhou Ruiyang said to the bustling conductor who was all over makeup.

"Okay, wait a minute." The conductor quickly responded after taking Zhou Ruiyang's ID.

Zhou Ruiyang stood at the window and waited, but when a thin train ticket was handed to him, he hesitated whether to take it. It was not until the other passengers in line behind him began to complain that Zhou Ruiyang grabbed the train ticket cruelly. , and walked towards the waiting room.

There is a public phone in the waiting room, Zhou Ruiyang lingered in front of the phone for a long time, thinking about whether to call Shen Letong to say goodbye, grabbed the phone receiver with one hand, but Zhou Ruiyang gave up the moment he picked it up.

Forget it, so be it.

The Chinese New Year is approaching, and the train compartments are full of people.Zhou Ruiyang leaned against the window and watched the train leaving the platform little by little through the window glass, and suddenly remembered the little Shen Letong who stood by the platform and watched him leave many years ago.

That summer was very hot, and Shen Letong still had a baby face that year, and the memory of that day was yellowed like an old photo, but it was warm to the core.Zhou Ruiyang regained his composure and sighed, burying his head deeply in his clothes.

On the morning when she lost her temper with Zhou Ruiyang, Shen Letong stayed alone in the apartment for a long time.Zhou Ruiyang kissed him, or Shen Letong wasn't sure if it was a kiss, but felt that Zhou Ruiyang was angry and domineering, and the strength on his lips seemed to suck him dry.

The paper in Shen Letong's hands had already been scattered on the ground, and the jumping little figure on the paper looked like a lively Zhou Ruiyang. The little figure stepped on a pile of numbers on the paper, as if it was about to jump out and pounce on Shen Letong in the next second.

Shen Letong lost his strength and sat on the ground. He didn't want to lose his temper with Zhou Ruiyang on purpose. He had already backed up the data on the paper. It's just that his work is a bit stressful these days, and those discs irritated him a bit. This gave him the urge to lose his temper.

He didn't expect Zhou Ruiyang to make such a move.

Shen Letong didn't go to work that day, and didn't care about the ringing phone from the company. He just waited for Zhou Ruiyang to come back at home. He wanted to say sorry to him, and then sit down and have a good chat.

But Zhou Ruiyang didn't come back, Shen Letong went to Muyun Bar to look for him, the boss spread his hands, saying that Zhou Ruiyang didn't come to work today.Standing at the door of Muyun Bar, Shen Letong thought that he would not see Zhou Ruiyang again for a while.

Two days later, Shen Letong received the cake that Zhou Ruiyang ordered a few days ago.Shen Letong took the cake box from the clerk's hand, embraced it, and stood there for a long time.

Shen Letong likes sweets and butter, but since he is no longer a child, he hasn't eaten cake for many years. Even if it's a birthday, he just eats it with an egg and a bowl of noodles.

Shen Letong stared at the delicate cake and the white chocolate chips with birthday wishes written on it. It was a day that should be happy, but he felt very uncomfortable, as if something was pressing on it, making him breathless.

Shen Letong didn't eat the white chocolate chip, but wrapped it in plastic wrap and put it in the innermost part of the small refrigerator.Shen Letong sat at the small table, took a spoon and delivered the cake to his mouth one bite at a time. The big cake for several people went into Shen Letong's stomach in one night, so tired that Shen Letong ran into the bathroom after swallowing the last bite Throwing up in the dark.

"Hey, Mom."

Shen Letong breathed a sigh of relief, and leaned against the bathroom wall to answer the call from Shen's mother at this time.

"Le Tong, happy birthday." Shen's mother's voice was as gentle as ever, with a touch of pampering.

"Well, thank you Mom." Shen Letong said calmly while trying to control his emotions.

"Where is Xiaoyang, did you go to work tonight?"

"No." Shen Letong gritted his teeth hard, and said: "He asked for leave, and the two of us are going out to have a massage, so hang up Ha Ma first."

"Success, then you two don't come back too late." Mother Shen instructed with a brisk tone.

"Hey, okay mom, let's not talk, I'm hanging up." Shen Letong said, and hung up the phone in a hurry, afraid that his mother would hear something wrong.

Shen Letong clutched his stomach and crawled back to the bed. The small color TV was on, and he didn't know what program was playing. Shen Letong curled up and bit the corner of the quilt, biting his gums so painful that he couldn't calm down.

Zhou Ruiyang returned to Ningling City and rented a small attic with cheap rent through an intermediary company. There was almost nothing in the attic. There was a small square window on the sloping roof and a bed in the room. That's all.

When he moved in on the first day, Zhou Ruiyang lay on the bed and looked at the stars through the small window all night.The quilt on the bed was thick, but not as soft as Shen Letong's quilt. Zhou Ruiyang felt uncomfortable after holding her for a while, so he simply kicked it and covered him with his coat.

Zhou Ruiyang got used to the night shift after working for a long time, so he worked as a clerk on the night shift in a 24-hour convenience store. It was still his old way of life, but he no longer had to bring breakfast to Shen Letong, and he often made a fool of himself. This made Zhou Ruiyang feel that the small attic was very cold.

After his life got back on track again, Zhou Ruiyang took a bunch of nutritional supplements to the small shop he called on the day he was released from prison one evening.

"Master, do you miss me?" Zhou Ruiyang asked meanly as he put the nutrition in his arms on the counter.