[Comprehensive] Jinmu Rebirth

Without us ever having said godbye. (No goodbye, never see you again.)

—Sherlock Holmes.

After Kazuko of "The Black Goat of the Forest" disappeared, Yongjin Yingliang knew that he would never see that lonely person again, and this was the last trace left by him in this world.

For the awakening of the original personality, he risked everything.

A crushing defeat.

The so-called "personality fusion" is just his wishful thinking. Perhaps when the personality is born, all the split personalities represent different gold and wood. No personality is really willing to die. They are so stubborn and sad, but because of their own Wandering in the spiritual world painfully.

He lost his most important friend and the person he loved the most.

It was like a hysterical nightmare, and at the end of the dream, he woke up suddenly empty.

He did so many wrong things...

Mistakes again and again, paranoid into madness, delusion against the whole world alone.

"Can I be forgiven for being like this..."

No one can hear Yongjin Yingliang's muttering anymore, because the person who chose to forgive him walked to other people and never looked back at him. Throughout their lives, they have no way to go back to the past.

Thinking of this, he stood up staggeringly, and left in another direction without waiting for Yue Shanxi and the others to ask.

He was so embarrassed that he really didn't want to be seen by anyone again.

golden wood.

Goodbye.

In the future, your life will be unimpeded, and no one can beat you down.

You will see another hope that Kaneki wants to see.

and also……

Sorry to hurt you.

……

Six years later.

In the morning, the sky was gray.

Tokyo is more prosperous than before, and it is not an exaggeration to describe it as changing with each passing day. The American chain restaurants that have been operating on the roadside for more than ten years also seem to be much older.

In the eyes of more and more people who pursue nutrition and health, fried chicken and burgers are no longer rare delicacies, but high-calorie and fat-increased foods.It's just that on the way to work in the early morning, they are occasionally attracted by the familiar atmosphere of the past, and then stop to buy a burger to eat on the way.

A blond young man with a suitcase walked into the door of BIGGIRL's store.

"It's still the same."

After muttering, he quickly chose a seat by the window, put the suitcase aside, smiled and said to the maid who greeted him: "I want a signature Big Mac set meal!"

The short-haired maid holding the menu was taken aback for a moment, then smiled happily and said, "Okay, sir."

After a while, a juicy, savory burger was brought to the table.

Yongjin Yingliang ate by himself.

The Super Big Mac could be eaten by two people, but he ate it all by himself with the crumbs of the burger, and the fresh taste of the gravy mixed with vegetables was full of memories of the past.

[Ying, eat slowly, you will choke if you do this! 】

Opposite his seat, there seemed to be a teenager talking helplessly.

Yongjin Yingliang's movements paused and he didn't look up, but it was just an auditory hallucination that sometimes appeared.

He slowed down the chewing speed of his cheeks, and began to chew slowly, but he heard another customer asking the maid: "Why didn't I see this kind of burger in the store?"

not sold?

He took a look from the delicious hamburger.

The 20-year-old maid put on light makeup and said with a cute smile: "This is the old sign in the store. No one has ordered it for a long time. That is to say, our store manager likes to eat it, so I keep some ingredients."

Yongjin Yingliang suddenly felt that the taste of the hamburger in his mouth was a little weaker, and other feelings surged in his heart.

Six years are ticking by.

Even a restaurant changes with the preferences of its guests.

After the maid finished dealing with the guest's opinion, she walked towards Yongjin Yingliang with the drink in the Big Mac burger set, brought the Coke to his right hand, and said curiously: "Did you just come back from abroad, sir? The Wuba set meal is a set meal that is difficult to finish by one person."

Yongjin Yingliang raised his knife and fork, "I'm fighting!"

His smile is refreshing, like a big boy who has not been changed by society, healthy and cheerful.

That's the beauty of babyface.

The maid couldn't tell his age for a while, and said with a smile: "Come on."

After she left, Yongjin Yingliang continued to eat the Big Mac set meal he ordered. This is the "special burger" given to him by the store manager. A person who does not cherish food is not a good customer.

The more he thought about it, the slower he swallowed, and he took a sip of iced Coke for himself.

"Wow... so cool."

【Britain……】

"It's a lot of meat to try to kill such a big burger."

【Britain……? 】

"When you're full, go home and clean up."

Talking to himself, Yongjin Hideyoshi finished the disc operation in 10 minutes, squinting his eyes in satisfaction.

The moment his hand was on the trolley of the suitcase, there was another complaining voice from the opposite side: 【Aren't you waiting for me?I haven't finished eating yet, your speed is too fast! 】

Yongjin Yingliang blinked quickly and looked out of the window in a disguised manner, "The weather is fine."

Japan's environmental pollution seems to be aggravated.

Nevertheless, Japan is much safer than before, and under the control of the One-Eyed King, the number of ghouls attacking humans has been greatly reduced.Tokyo is now an international metropolis, attracting a large number of foreign tourists every year. It is said that the Japanese government paid a sky-high rent to Asama Shrine in order to rent Mount Fuji.

The racial conflict between humans and ghouls has been alleviated, and society has accommodated aliens in its own way.

Now with the artificial food synthesized by dragon cells, the ghouls are gradually being known, as if to prove to the world that they are not complete monsters, and they also long for a life like normal people.

The world is moving in a better direction...

As he had expected.

[I'm done eating, shall we go to the bookstore together later? 】

The auditory hallucinations became more and more serious. Yongjin Yingliang pressed his ears, and the situation has not improved for six years.

He doesn't like to indulge in fantasies, that's not his hobby, but Jinmu's voice is like a kite with a string, always by his side, always carefree, chatting with him with a smile.

how wonderful.

Also... how false.

What he hears is what he has lost.

[The hamburger is still so delicious, Ying. 】

"Um……"

Yongjin Yingliang, who had been rationally shielded and did not respond, answered with a slight nasal voice.

The taste of the burgers is what they used to taste like.

Cheap and precious.

The maid noticed that the blond guest was sitting alone by the window, covering his ears with his hands, and his expression seemed to be wrong. She came over with a plate, "Sir?"

Yongjin Yingliang looked back in a daze and calmly, "I'm fine, I just remembered someone."

The maid said thoughtfully, "Are you a friend?"

Yongjin Yingliang said: "It's... a friend who has been together for many years. When we came to this store before, it was the two of us... Now I am the only one left."

He looked at the hamburger crumbs on the table, the seat opposite was empty.

"That rascal……"

"Now that you have a family and a career, you should be happy."

There is the most infatuated lover, the cutest daughter, and the power to cover the sky and the power in the dark.

"I will never hide alone and cry quietly again, and I don't need to protect me anymore."

"いいなあ...(That's great.)"

The blond-haired youth sighed with a smile, the suffocating sadness was deeply buried in his heart.

Miss Maid doesn't know why.

These words did not sound like they were talking about a friend.

Yongjin Yingliang pulled up the suitcase and paid the money handsomely, "Miss Maid, thank your store manager for me. I will be satisfied to have a meal in your store after returning home."

He ran away quickly, not wanting to touch the scene any more.

The weather was not good, and after he left the restaurant, he saw a purple-haired man with a reserved and elegant smile.

The other party's eyes turned dark purple after seeing him.

"Long time no see, Yongjin-kun."

"..."

As soon as he returned to China, he saw acquaintances, Yong Jin Yingliang could only look at the sky, ah, it feels like being hated by others.

Recovering from the sudden silence, he scratched his head.

"Senior Yueshan."

Suddenly, he noticed that Yue Shanxi was holding a little girl by his hand, his eyes widened slightly.

The little girl with long black hair and shawl is about five or six years old. She is wearing a light onion-colored kimono and a small flower hairpin.

"Ya, say hello to him, he is your father's best-friend."

Yue Shan elongated his tone in a playful manner.

After going to work in CCG with Xiu Yanji, the only one who dares to take the little princess of the Xiu family out shopping without saying hello, only Yue Shanxi, who can freely enter and exit and repair the mansion, can do it.

Six years have passed, and Yue Shanxi has also successfully reached the SSS level, and his appearance is almost the same as before.

He looked more mature and elegant, with the aura of a superior person.

He is already the current head of the Yueshan family.

"Hello, uncle."

He Xiuya said obediently in a soft, waxy and sweet childish voice.

Yongjin Yingliang's eyes fell on her and softened. Only at this time did he reveal the precipitation of the years, and he was no longer the sunny and cheerful boy who did everything in the past.

At the age of 30, he has seen a lot.

"It's Bud..."

It's grown so big.

The child he held in his arms had indeed inherited the advantages of her parents.

"You've eaten too, so I'll just order two cups of coffee."

In a coffee shop, Yue Shanxi let Ya lean on the sofa to look at the scenery outside the window, and he casually flipped through the menu, his eyes squinted, and the thick eyelashes outlined the arc of the end of the eyes.

Yongjin Yingliang ordered whatever he wanted, holding his chin and looking at Yue Shanxi who was asking him to settle the score.

This man is still the same...

In the first sentence, Yue Shanxi mentioned the unavoidable problem of Yongjin Hideyoshi: "Dou's body has recovered, and he no longer needs to sit in a wheelchair. You should take some time to see her."

Yongjin Yingliang said helplessly: "Sister Jue... I should still disappear."

Always feel ashamed.

Yue Shanxi said indifferently, "It's up to you."

As soon as he received the news that Yongjin Yingliang had returned from the airport, he went straight here with Ya while shopping.

This person, he will remember no matter what!

The culprit who caused the dragon disaster six years ago, the person who let the main personality occupy his body!

"To be honest, all of us underestimated you." Yue Shanxi expressed the feelings of many people after the incident. If he hadn't underestimated Yongjin Yingliang, how could he always think that the other party was harmless.

"I investigated your past and found an interesting thing—"

Yue Shanxi looked at Yongjin Yingliang and said slowly.

"The Ninzu family's adoption of Kaneki Ken was actually promoted by you. It was you who disclosed Kaneki Ken's excellent grades and cold violence to the matrilineal Ninzu Kami, and made her feel that the only son lived alone. Find him a younger brother who can help each other."

The family background of a family of doctors is not as good as that of the Yueshan family, but it is countless times better than that of ordinary people, enough to provide a high-quality life for Jin Muyan. Naturally, they didn't feel sorry for each other and adopted him.

"At that time, Yongjin-kun was only about 15 years old, right?"

"A long time ago."

Yongjin Yingliang didn't deny it, and watched Ya's actions from time to time.

After the coffee was served, Yue Shanxi took a sip, "For this, I am very grateful."

Yongjin Yingliang said in surprise: "Thank you?"

Yue Shanxi said: "At least you did give him a good life."

If he stays at Asaoka's house all the time, Kaneki Ken's mental problems will only become more serious, and he may not be able to receive a good education. Whether he can be admitted to Tokyo University is a problem.

And it is difficult for him to meet Kaneki Ken.

Yongjin Yingliang complained: "This kind of warm tone...is not suitable for you, Senior Yueshan."

Yueshan Xi Saran, "Not suitable for me? Don't talk big, how much do you know about me now." He put down his coffee cup, "I thank you first, and then I will settle accounts with you."

Yongjin Yingliang looked like he was going to catch him without a fight, "Go ahead."

He can't beat Senior Yueshan.

Yue Shanxi raised his eyebrows, "Go and see the researcher for me, and after the meeting, don't come back when you go abroad."

Yongjin Yingliang: "..."

Afterwards, Yongjin Yingliang lowered his head and twitched the corners of his mouth, laughing.

"It's really the style of senior Yueshan."

Get out after seeing you.

A person who can say such a thing must have another person in his heart and overcome personal grievances.

"it is good."

When he returned to Japan, he couldn't put it down to take a look.

Senior Yueshan's threat was just an excuse to make up his mind.

Pasted on the window glass, He Xiuya, who was as white as a porcelain doll, tilted his head and looked at the two people who were talking.

Yue Shanxi caught her gaze and asked, "Bud?"

He Xiuya climbed onto Yue Shanxi's lap, buried his little face in his arms, and dozed off happily.

"Uncle Xi, I miss Dad."

"How long has it been since you came out... You obviously wanted to go out and play so much before."

Yue Shanxi laughed and rubbed the limp little girl, the aversion to her mother's bloodline dissipated a lot after six years, after all he lived with He Xiu Yanji for so many years.

This can be regarded as his and Yan's child.

He told himself this in his heart, giving some of his preference for the one-eyed ghoul to him.

Yongjin Yingliang watched the interaction between the two with a smile, "Senior Yueshan, children are easy to love home, you should take her back early, there is a lot of dust outside."

The five senses of the one-eyed ghoul are all very keen.

Yue Shanxi also remembered this, and looked at him coolly: "You'd better remember my words."

Yongjin Yingliang said with a smile: "Remember."

Yue Shanxi hugged the sleepy He Xiuya and left. The young He Xiuya leaned on Yue Shanxi's shoulder, and the pure black eyes that looked like He Xiuyan looked quietly and purely at Yong who was getting farther and farther away on the seat. Near Yingliang.

Yongjin Yingliang waved to them.

After leaving the coffee shop, Yue Shanxi patted Ya on the back lightly, "Does Ya like him?"

Yongjin Yingliang always has an indescribable appeal, transcending racial boundaries, it is easy to let people down, and he is more adaptable to this world than Di Chie, who has always been wanted by CCG.

He Xiuya hugged Yue Shanxi's neck, and said sweetly, "I don't like it."

Yue Shanxi's eyes showed surprise.

He Xiu Ya yawned a little, curled up against his chest, unwilling to smell the messy smell in the air.She instinctively lusted after the body temperature behind a thin layer of clothing, "Uncle Xi... Ya wants to sleep, and when I wake up, I can see my father."

Yue Shanxi stopped at the side of the road, and gave a slight signal that a car from Hexiu's family would come to pick them up soon.

"Go to sleep."

"When you wake up, you can see Yan."

Good afternoon, the most precious little princess of the Hexiu family and the Yueshan family.

……

On the first weekend after returning to China, Yongjin Yingliang went to the quietest wealthy area in District [-].

Far away, the gate of Hexiu Mansion stands there.

The majesty remains the same.

Even after going through wind and frost and the catastrophe of extermination, the Hexiu mansion is still the same Hexiu mansion, which has been prosperous for a long time, and strong men have been produced from generation to generation, witnessing how a ghoul family is entrenched at the top of human beings.

All the way in, he was not blocked by anything.

Hexiu's servants seemed to know in advance that he would come, so they avoided him and let him enter the inner mansion.

At home, He Xiuyanji was indifferent and arrogant when he took off work, sensed his arrival, and showed him a calm and elegant smile on the balcony on the third floor. The 30-year-old looks the same as a young man in his early 20s, the only difference is that he has an increasingly thick and simple temperament.

Old friends meet again.

It should be a happy event in the world.

However, the joy and joy of attacking the heart has become so indifferent.

Yongjin Yingliang has all kinds of tastes in his heart, his eyes are moist, and he is sour from the changes he has seen in people.

"Golden Wood."

For a moment, he choked up unbearably.

What a shame.

There is no way to pretend, there is no way... to run up to him with a bright smile like before.

"Britain."

【Britain. 】

Reality and auditory hallucinations overlap for the first time.

The next moment, seeing that he hadn't moved for a long time, Chairman He Xiu, who was steady in the eyes of outsiders, turned over and jumped off the balcony neatly, his kimono fluttered, landed lightly, grabbed his wrist, and walked into the inner house.

The figures of the two are reflected on the ground of Hexiu Mansion, just like the intertwined shadows of childhood.

"What a daze."

【Hurry up and follow me, Fat Song. 】

Yongjin Yingliang followed him, as if he had no strength under his feet, as if he was stepping on clouds.

It is countless times better than various imaginary scenes.

For a whole day, Yongjin Yingliang stayed in Hexiu's mansion, during which Yue Shanxi did not come, it is said that he returned to Yueshan's house to deal with family affairs, but in fact, he might have been distracted by He Xiuyanji.

Yongjin Hideyoshi's face became relaxed, and he chatted with the white-haired man who changed his name to "Hexiu Kenkichi".

"Jin Mu, you seem to have Mr. Ma now!"

"Have it?"

He stroked his white hair with Xiu Yanji, although he could restore the black hair, he didn't force it to change.

Because it is also an embarrassing thing to be said to have unstable hair color.

"Yes, you two are true master and apprentice."

Yongjin Yingliang secretly added in his heart: Kaneki's height is less than 1.8 meters.

If you are not tall enough, you will make up for it with momentum.

As soon as He Xiu Yanji put on a solemn kimono and put on a straight face, the deterrent power inherited from He Xiu Changji came out.

After dinner, Yongjin Yingliang chose to resign and go home to live.

Hexiu Yanji didn't keep him, the smiling face was a bit hazy under the bright lights of Hexiu's mansion, like a veil covered by a god on his cheeks, compared to a human being with joys, sorrows and joys, it was more like a sublimated personality, walking in the mortal world The black dragon god, the faint sadness made him appear a little gentle.

He stayed at Hexiu's house, opened the half-human cage, and made himself responsible.

In a few decades, he will be the Patriarch of Hexiu.

On the throne--

The white bones wear a golden crown, the body is inlaid with gems, and the head is slightly nodding because of its heaviness, which is solemn and magnificent.These were originally the fantasies of the ghouls about the one-eyed king, but they seemed to really exist in Hexiu Yanji.

His thin feelings were given to the family, lovers, and children...

But he embraces the whole world.

Yongjin Yingliang took one last look at him, remembering the 30-year-old Hexiu Yanji who was at his peak, elegant and restrained.

"Kaneki, you surpass Mr. Arima."

The living black dragon god defeated the god of death who stepped into death.

He is as good as anyone.

……

With chaotic thoughts in his heart, Yongjin Yingliang walked to the door of Hexiu Mansion, feeling relieved.The short distance carried the unknown calculations of his past.

He didn't kill anyone from Hexiu's family, but he was sorry for Hexiu's family and didn't save them.

In order to break the cage that bound Jinmu——

He chose the most direct way.

death.

Yongjin Yingliang silently watched the flowers and plants in Hexiu's mansion. No one could tell whether it was more abhorrent to kill someone or not to be saved.

"Uncle Ying."

A childish voice sounded behind him.

Yongjin Yingliang stopped in surprise, turned around and looked, "Mei, why are you here?" No matter how you think, the other party should be in the bedroom, waiting for Kaneki to go back and coax him to sleep.

He pointed to himself, knelt down and talked to her, "Did you come here specially to see me off?"

The six-year-old He Xiuya poked his head out from behind the gate, and slowly moved in front of him, making eye contact with him.

Yongjin Yingliang's attitude of respecting children won her close.

"Ah."

He Xiuya responded softly, talking to him, staring at Yongjin Yingliang with innocent dark eyes.

A chill suddenly appeared behind Yongjin Yingliang's back.

"Uncle Ying, I have memories...all the memories..."

He Xiu Ya was close to his ear, like a child's whisper, but the content of the words could break the other's self-deception.

"He and Dad won't let me hate you, then I won't hate you."

"but……"

"Please never come again, will you?"

"I hate you."

Killing her two relatives and causing her father such pain was like a thorn stuck in her heart.

He Xiuya hated Yongjin Yingliang to the bottom of his heart.

"..."

Yongjin Yingliang's expression froze, he watched He Xiuya leave and closed the door of He Xiu's mansion.

He Xiuya's Heyan loomed through the crack of the door that was about to close.

"Saraba."

(goodbye.)

It means farewell, goodbye to the one I will never see again.

It's not that there is no retribution. When you plot against people's hearts, people's hearts will return corresponding things.

Love or hate.

Everything is sealed in the past history, like a person drinking water, knowing whether he is warm or not.

Yongjin Yingliang shed tears and couldn't laugh anymore.

"Sa...らば..."

……

【Hey, Kaneki, what do you think a ghoul will look like? 】

【This look! 】

【Ah, what a big ugly bug. 】

【…】

[Looking at my drawing, I think it looks like Jinmu! 】

【whispering sound. 】

【Hahaha!Jinmu is so weak, if you were a ghoul, you would have eaten me long ago. 】

【Nonsense... I won't eat you...】

[Jin Mu, what are you talking about, so quietly? 】

【nothing……】

I finally understand that you who will never hate me will never love me.

You are always hurt by the one you love—

but me.

hurt you the most.

The author has something to say:

He Xiuyanji: You will always be my best friend.

Yongjin Yingliang: Thank you.

Hexiu Yanji: Why do you want to thank me?

Yongjin Yingliang: Because... I don't know what else to say...

He Xiuyanji: Uh...

PS: This chapter is better eaten with the song "The Sun", singer: ファンキー Kato.

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Before the official end, I don’t know if I can ask for a long comment~, I want to see everyone’s experience with this article.

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There is a piece of Yongyan copywriting pit in the column~, please collect it.

【Copywriting】

Seeing the person he likes marry a wife and have children, with a happy ending, Yongjin Yingliang chose to leave.He didn't need Jin Mu to continue to accompany him, nor did he need to pretend to be a scarecrow to guard him.

However, God gave him another chance to change his destiny.

He is back.

This year, the weather is calm and the years are quiet.

Across from his seat, Ken Kaneki walked past him shyly, looking at Kamdai Rise in the coffee shop, and next to him was Touka Kirishima entertaining guests with a menu.

Yongjin Yingliang: ... MMP.

#On how childhood sweethearts are better than the series#

[Yongjin Yingliang CP Kaneki Ken, rabbits also eat grass beside the nest~. 】