[Comprehensive] Jinmu Rebirth
694 Mental shock
Nothing will change due to external forces.
Among these relatives and friends, not only He Xiuzheng and Aihara Peirong from Hexiu's family, but also Beth Ghanna from Germany also expressed their blessings to the teacher through videos.
"Teacher, come to Germany to see me early, you can't treat me like this, I'm waiting to communicate with you about the Ghoul Party... Cough, it's about the various matters of the Ghoul Prison!"
The female investigator, who has experienced pregnancy and came out of a dissolute past, is mature and sexy, with blond hair and blue eyes, and she winks playfully at the camera with lightning flashes.
If Yue Shanxi didn't know that this guy couldn't seduce Yan, he really wouldn't play the other party's video.
Beth Gehanna, the daughter of the director of GFG, is a strong contender for the next director, and she is also He Xiuken's only student.Among all the candidates who can awaken the personality, the one Yue Shanxi least expected was the other party, and this person was also recommended to him by He Xiuzheng.
The reason is - He Xiuyan is very good to his students.
In addition to Yue Shanxi's understanding of He Xiuyan, the other party also has a life of his own, not bound by Kaneki Ken.His female students did not let him down, respecting their teachers.
"Teacher, you are the strongest."
Beth Gohanna opened her arms and said from the bottom of her heart, "So make the students proud of you."
The new era is in front of their eyes, how can they miss it!
Her eyes speak of ambition for the future.
"GFG will always support you."
Not Beth, not Gohanna, but the entire GFG in Germany will be the backing of He Xiuken.
……
Finally, there is the CCG aspect.
It seems to confirm what is "betrayal of relatives".
Because of He Xiuzheng's bad character, he doesn't have many supporters in CCG, so he can't represent CCG high-level.Jozo Suzuya smiled at them in front of the camera, peeling off the candy paper.
With his free hand he opened the drawer.
The drawers are full of all kinds of empty candy jars, and the fragrance of the remaining candies seems to be conveyed to the cinema through the air and the lens.
"Just for you to see."
Jozo Suzuya closed the drawer again, as if telling a secret, his crimson pupils were shining brightly.
"Some of these were sent by Kaneki, and some were given by another Kaneki. I picked beautiful jars and hid them here. Every time I see them, my day's work will become easier and happier..."
"And the candy others gave me..."
Over the years, he has shed the hesitation of understanding human beings and found his own belonging among human beings.
He is human.
He is a human more like a ghoul than a ghoul.
It is precisely because of the hand that Shinohara Yuki extended out in the past that he was pulled out of the world of black and white. He received the correct teaching and had a job that can fully display his talents in human society.And because of these people, he experienced the happiness of ordinary people, and now he is a responsible special investigator.
These simple happiness are what Dark Gold has always wanted.
Dark Gold couldn't help staring slightly.
Why...Jozo Suzuya, who also has a split personality and escapes from reality, can be redeemed by others?
"I'm very happy, and Ling is also very happy..."
Juzo Suzuya had fruit candy in his mouth, put his cheeks on his hands, and smiled at the corners of his mouth.
"I don't know what happened to you." He said casually, and nodded to himself, "In short, you must have kept a lot of things from me, and I don't bother to care about it!"
"Do you remember what you said to me when we met?"
Suzuya Jozo tilted his head, his eyes were fixed on the camera, hiding his perennial indifference.
"A person like you is not suitable to be a CCG investigator as a protector at all. You don't even have the desire to protect in your eyes."
"Indifferent, cruel, and don't care about human life."
Every word, every sentence is a great irony to the new CCG President.
A person who has no desire to protect has become the leader of an organization that protects human beings.This is something that shouldn't have happened, even the indifferent He Xiuyan has the desire to protect He Xiu's family and CCG.
"Jin Mu, you are like my past now."
"But I've changed."
"Why did you, who walked in front of me and brought me into contact with this world...become like this?"
In the picture, Jozo Suzuya, who is also indifferent to life, is a little depressed.In the past, he didn't even understand sadness. It was Kaneki Ken's disappearance in his youth and the almost death of Uncle Shinohara that made him understand these feelings, and he also wanted to awaken these human emotions for Kaneki Ken.
"Golden Wood."
"I, Yui, brother-in-law are waiting for you to come back."
"Don't forget, how we escaped from Mr. Arima, I am your strongest partner, and Ling is also waiting for the candy you gave..."
"How can someone who promised to be my friend break his promise?"
At the very end—
Jozo Suzuya gestured a pair of scissors, and said brightly and cutely: "If you break your promise, I will kill you. Ling doesn't need someone who doesn't have feelings for Ling."
The screen flashed, and after a slight click, it was completely over.
The movie came to an end.
The lights came on, dispelling the dead silence brought by the darkness.
In the best position in front of the silver screen of the movie, the dark gold sitting above was bleeding from the corner of his mouth after all.The turmoil in the spiritual world has further intensified. As the main personality, he can't completely block the five senses of the body. What he can hear and see, Kaneki Ken and Xiuyan who are crying in the spiritual world can also hear...see...
Ninazu Yuuji, Mitsui Naoka, Atobe Keigo, Tsukiyama Kanmo, Kazumasa, Aihara Peirong, Beth Gohanna, Suzuya Jozo...Unknowingly, the people who can influence them become so much.
It is an eternal truth that the mind affects the body.
He was shocked at the level of consciousness.
Dark Jin lowered his pitch-black eyelids like crow feathers, covering his ominous and gorgeous eyes.
"Is this... your method?"
His voice was weak, but there was no sense of fragility.
At least.
Yue Shanxi will not act rashly.
Dark Jin could completely see his fear of him, and smiled distortedly and turbidly in front of him.The air seemed to be sticky and humid, with the dark breath of the one-eyed ghoul.
"Useless."
"As long as I'm here, they can't come out."
He is the master of this body, and every gene in the body is written to surrender to him.
"Actually, you are right... I shouldn't come out. After all, I have given up on this world for so long. When I reject the world, the world will also reject me."
"But what's the point of being right and wrong?"
"Being right can't make me happy, and being wrong can't erase my misfortune."
"The biggest problem in this world is—"
"I shouldn't be a one-eyed ghoul, but I am, so bad luck doubled its revenge on me."
Dark Gold leaned on the seat and slowly stood up, without the classical elegance, but with a sense of oppression like carrying a heavy load.His expression was never aggressive, and he still had the melancholy of his childhood. It was this terrible world that forced him to sleep, but now he has become someone who cares about "him" in this world.
He is sickly, crippled, and mixed blood brings him power, but also severe mental illness.
Living is the greatest torture for him.
Visions of blood in his eyes, the rustling of monsters chewing in his ears, and whenever he was hungry, deep inside he imagined his beating heart as something horribly egg-shaped.
Egg of the black goat.
It is one of the thousands of offspring bred by the black goat of Mori.
He said: "I also want to be a human being, and I can firmly say... I don't want to be a ghoul."
The blood at the corner of his mouth stained his pale lips, Hezi appeared from under his black windbreaker, and disappeared after burrowing into the ground. In an instant, he didn't know how many Hezi appeared.
"But I can't do it."
"I am a monster, relying on killing and plundering to maintain my life."
While Yue Shanxi quickly jumped out of his seat and hid in the distance, the lights around the cinema were blown up!Countless Hezi climbed from the ground to the wall, catching prey from every corner.
Yue Shanxi sighed, "The movie is over."
The safety period is also over.
"Even if you are the main character... I would like to ask you to give up your body and go to sleep."
Hearing Yue Shanxi's cold and nostalgic words, Dark Gold leaned on the armrest of the seat, thin and slender, his body could not transform into a dragon, and it also contained unparalleled strength.
His beautiful eyes slightly lifted.
"Why should I give up the happiness Ying prepared for me?"
Even if everyone else gave up on him and betrayed him, as long as there is one person who persists, he will have the idea of living.
Dark Gold smiled lonely and tiredly.
"Come out."
"All those who hide in the shadows and try to harm me..."
……
No matter how ugly and humble things are, they will also want to extend a greedy hand to happiness, let alone him.
Ying, I'm working hard.
Even though I am in hell, I accidentally caused you to be stained with darkness.
sorry……
Really sorry……
……
It was the black thing I dreamed about—the black, stringy, sticky, tree-like thing that appeared in the woods.It climbed up, and with its hooves and mouth and snake-like arms, it wriggled up on the ground.
- "The Notebook in the Abandoned House" by Robert Bloch.
The author has something to say: [Dark Gold's monologue. 】
[The world can't save me, but I still believe that there must be somewhere, there is hope. 】
Among these relatives and friends, not only He Xiuzheng and Aihara Peirong from Hexiu's family, but also Beth Ghanna from Germany also expressed their blessings to the teacher through videos.
"Teacher, come to Germany to see me early, you can't treat me like this, I'm waiting to communicate with you about the Ghoul Party... Cough, it's about the various matters of the Ghoul Prison!"
The female investigator, who has experienced pregnancy and came out of a dissolute past, is mature and sexy, with blond hair and blue eyes, and she winks playfully at the camera with lightning flashes.
If Yue Shanxi didn't know that this guy couldn't seduce Yan, he really wouldn't play the other party's video.
Beth Gehanna, the daughter of the director of GFG, is a strong contender for the next director, and she is also He Xiuken's only student.Among all the candidates who can awaken the personality, the one Yue Shanxi least expected was the other party, and this person was also recommended to him by He Xiuzheng.
The reason is - He Xiuyan is very good to his students.
In addition to Yue Shanxi's understanding of He Xiuyan, the other party also has a life of his own, not bound by Kaneki Ken.His female students did not let him down, respecting their teachers.
"Teacher, you are the strongest."
Beth Gohanna opened her arms and said from the bottom of her heart, "So make the students proud of you."
The new era is in front of their eyes, how can they miss it!
Her eyes speak of ambition for the future.
"GFG will always support you."
Not Beth, not Gohanna, but the entire GFG in Germany will be the backing of He Xiuken.
……
Finally, there is the CCG aspect.
It seems to confirm what is "betrayal of relatives".
Because of He Xiuzheng's bad character, he doesn't have many supporters in CCG, so he can't represent CCG high-level.Jozo Suzuya smiled at them in front of the camera, peeling off the candy paper.
With his free hand he opened the drawer.
The drawers are full of all kinds of empty candy jars, and the fragrance of the remaining candies seems to be conveyed to the cinema through the air and the lens.
"Just for you to see."
Jozo Suzuya closed the drawer again, as if telling a secret, his crimson pupils were shining brightly.
"Some of these were sent by Kaneki, and some were given by another Kaneki. I picked beautiful jars and hid them here. Every time I see them, my day's work will become easier and happier..."
"And the candy others gave me..."
Over the years, he has shed the hesitation of understanding human beings and found his own belonging among human beings.
He is human.
He is a human more like a ghoul than a ghoul.
It is precisely because of the hand that Shinohara Yuki extended out in the past that he was pulled out of the world of black and white. He received the correct teaching and had a job that can fully display his talents in human society.And because of these people, he experienced the happiness of ordinary people, and now he is a responsible special investigator.
These simple happiness are what Dark Gold has always wanted.
Dark Gold couldn't help staring slightly.
Why...Jozo Suzuya, who also has a split personality and escapes from reality, can be redeemed by others?
"I'm very happy, and Ling is also very happy..."
Juzo Suzuya had fruit candy in his mouth, put his cheeks on his hands, and smiled at the corners of his mouth.
"I don't know what happened to you." He said casually, and nodded to himself, "In short, you must have kept a lot of things from me, and I don't bother to care about it!"
"Do you remember what you said to me when we met?"
Suzuya Jozo tilted his head, his eyes were fixed on the camera, hiding his perennial indifference.
"A person like you is not suitable to be a CCG investigator as a protector at all. You don't even have the desire to protect in your eyes."
"Indifferent, cruel, and don't care about human life."
Every word, every sentence is a great irony to the new CCG President.
A person who has no desire to protect has become the leader of an organization that protects human beings.This is something that shouldn't have happened, even the indifferent He Xiuyan has the desire to protect He Xiu's family and CCG.
"Jin Mu, you are like my past now."
"But I've changed."
"Why did you, who walked in front of me and brought me into contact with this world...become like this?"
In the picture, Jozo Suzuya, who is also indifferent to life, is a little depressed.In the past, he didn't even understand sadness. It was Kaneki Ken's disappearance in his youth and the almost death of Uncle Shinohara that made him understand these feelings, and he also wanted to awaken these human emotions for Kaneki Ken.
"Golden Wood."
"I, Yui, brother-in-law are waiting for you to come back."
"Don't forget, how we escaped from Mr. Arima, I am your strongest partner, and Ling is also waiting for the candy you gave..."
"How can someone who promised to be my friend break his promise?"
At the very end—
Jozo Suzuya gestured a pair of scissors, and said brightly and cutely: "If you break your promise, I will kill you. Ling doesn't need someone who doesn't have feelings for Ling."
The screen flashed, and after a slight click, it was completely over.
The movie came to an end.
The lights came on, dispelling the dead silence brought by the darkness.
In the best position in front of the silver screen of the movie, the dark gold sitting above was bleeding from the corner of his mouth after all.The turmoil in the spiritual world has further intensified. As the main personality, he can't completely block the five senses of the body. What he can hear and see, Kaneki Ken and Xiuyan who are crying in the spiritual world can also hear...see...
Ninazu Yuuji, Mitsui Naoka, Atobe Keigo, Tsukiyama Kanmo, Kazumasa, Aihara Peirong, Beth Gohanna, Suzuya Jozo...Unknowingly, the people who can influence them become so much.
It is an eternal truth that the mind affects the body.
He was shocked at the level of consciousness.
Dark Jin lowered his pitch-black eyelids like crow feathers, covering his ominous and gorgeous eyes.
"Is this... your method?"
His voice was weak, but there was no sense of fragility.
At least.
Yue Shanxi will not act rashly.
Dark Jin could completely see his fear of him, and smiled distortedly and turbidly in front of him.The air seemed to be sticky and humid, with the dark breath of the one-eyed ghoul.
"Useless."
"As long as I'm here, they can't come out."
He is the master of this body, and every gene in the body is written to surrender to him.
"Actually, you are right... I shouldn't come out. After all, I have given up on this world for so long. When I reject the world, the world will also reject me."
"But what's the point of being right and wrong?"
"Being right can't make me happy, and being wrong can't erase my misfortune."
"The biggest problem in this world is—"
"I shouldn't be a one-eyed ghoul, but I am, so bad luck doubled its revenge on me."
Dark Gold leaned on the seat and slowly stood up, without the classical elegance, but with a sense of oppression like carrying a heavy load.His expression was never aggressive, and he still had the melancholy of his childhood. It was this terrible world that forced him to sleep, but now he has become someone who cares about "him" in this world.
He is sickly, crippled, and mixed blood brings him power, but also severe mental illness.
Living is the greatest torture for him.
Visions of blood in his eyes, the rustling of monsters chewing in his ears, and whenever he was hungry, deep inside he imagined his beating heart as something horribly egg-shaped.
Egg of the black goat.
It is one of the thousands of offspring bred by the black goat of Mori.
He said: "I also want to be a human being, and I can firmly say... I don't want to be a ghoul."
The blood at the corner of his mouth stained his pale lips, Hezi appeared from under his black windbreaker, and disappeared after burrowing into the ground. In an instant, he didn't know how many Hezi appeared.
"But I can't do it."
"I am a monster, relying on killing and plundering to maintain my life."
While Yue Shanxi quickly jumped out of his seat and hid in the distance, the lights around the cinema were blown up!Countless Hezi climbed from the ground to the wall, catching prey from every corner.
Yue Shanxi sighed, "The movie is over."
The safety period is also over.
"Even if you are the main character... I would like to ask you to give up your body and go to sleep."
Hearing Yue Shanxi's cold and nostalgic words, Dark Gold leaned on the armrest of the seat, thin and slender, his body could not transform into a dragon, and it also contained unparalleled strength.
His beautiful eyes slightly lifted.
"Why should I give up the happiness Ying prepared for me?"
Even if everyone else gave up on him and betrayed him, as long as there is one person who persists, he will have the idea of living.
Dark Gold smiled lonely and tiredly.
"Come out."
"All those who hide in the shadows and try to harm me..."
……
No matter how ugly and humble things are, they will also want to extend a greedy hand to happiness, let alone him.
Ying, I'm working hard.
Even though I am in hell, I accidentally caused you to be stained with darkness.
sorry……
Really sorry……
……
It was the black thing I dreamed about—the black, stringy, sticky, tree-like thing that appeared in the woods.It climbed up, and with its hooves and mouth and snake-like arms, it wriggled up on the ground.
- "The Notebook in the Abandoned House" by Robert Bloch.
The author has something to say: [Dark Gold's monologue. 】
[The world can't save me, but I still believe that there must be somewhere, there is hope. 】
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