Feng Qi came home at two o'clock in the middle of the night.

He trudged toward the house without turning on the light.The wind and rain had stopped, and the outside was actually brighter than the inside. The light passed through the window, casting a trace of dim light by the window.

Feng Qi felt a strange atmosphere: In the outside world, people were sleeping soundly in the quiet darkness, immersed in the peace of mind and gratitude for having weathered another storm.He approached the window unbearably, and slammed the curtains shut.The room suddenly turned black, like the inside of a silkworm chrysalis.This is blackness, hollow blackness, which loses the implicitness of the night that still holds the pipa half-hidden, so dark that it doesn't matter if one opens or closes one's eyes.

Feng Qi knelt down on the ground as if she lost her strength.

Xiao Qiyuan left early, but the broken glass was not cleaned up.Feng Qi's knees were on top of the debris.He didn't care if it was bleeding, the blood on the back of his hand had already dried up, and the blood that didn't bleed happily poured out from his knees cheerfully and cruelly at this moment.

Feng Qi confessed in a low voice in the middle of the night: "I didn't take good care of my sister." I made her wait too long.

Feng Qi whimpered helplessly: "I shouldn't deny my fate." He took a hard breath, moved his knees, and moved slowly to the side of the piano.The shards of broken glass were still stuck in his knee, and as he moved deeper and deeper, blood flowed all over the floor.

Feng Qi lay on the piano, tired and lost and said: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

Feng Qi deeply hated his own cowardice, relying on that contract, he brazenly coaxed and hypnotized himself.When it comes to being responsible, he is obviously afraid.

His heart sneered and mocked him: the contract period is over.Feng Qi, look, do you still have any excuses?

The room was so dark that even the oxygen seemed to be intimidated by the eerie and terrifying environment, Feng Qi was struggling to breathe.

Trembling, Feng Qi kissed her own fingers, as if to encourage herself.But it was useless, his voice trembled violently: "What should I do."

The bleak wind and rain have long stopped threatening people, and a clear light has been scattered from the sky, touching the world with compassion and tenderness.

The room was dead silent.In the darkness, there was a darker and heavier figure kneeling beside the piano.Death was on his back, about to drag him off the cliff.

A little wind leaked through the open windows.A ray of light that is better than nothing sneaks in here in embarrassment, lingering and firm, laying out light and shadow in the corner that no one can see.

After a heavy rain, the weather gradually warmed up.

Lin Chuyan walked slowly on the sidewalk after running in the morning, thinking about finding a new job.At any rate, the wonton stall had provided him with dinner before, but now it is really not easy to find a job.Moreover, he can't just mess around like this all the time.

Lin Chuyan sighed.

A bicycle flashed beside him, it was a cool blue color, and it was a beautiful car.The girl in the car was carrying a Converse canvas schoolbag and drove towards No. [-] Middle School.

Lin Chuyan unconsciously followed the figure for a while.He actually likes studying. Although his grades are not good, he thinks school life is very interesting.

Before Lin Chuyan finished recalling the school life that had gone away, she saw something falling out of the girl's unzipped schoolbag.

Lin Chuyan immediately yelled: "Student, you dropped something!"

It's a pity that the girl didn't hear it, and rode very fast, completely unaware of anything.

Lin Chuyan hurried forward and picked up the things on the ground.Taking a closer look, it is a campus card, which is quite important.

Lin Chuyan chased after him, shouting while chasing.

The girl didn't know what she was thinking, but she didn't hear his voice.

Lin Chuyan ran helplessly, waving the cards in his hand nonchalantly.After finally remembering that there was a name on the campus card, Lin Chuyan glanced at it quickly, and shouted in front of him: "Tang Yi!"

The bike finally stopped.

Tang Yi turned his head and looked at Lin Chuyan suspiciously.

Lin Chuyan was out of breath, and waved the campus card in his hand depressedly: "You lost the card!"

Tang Yi suddenly realized, turned around and rode back, very apologetic: "I'm sorry, I didn't hear. Thank you."

Lin Chuyan wiped his sweat, handed her the card, and said, "It's okay, let's go, we're going to be late."

Tang Yi took it gratefully, took out a bottle of milk from his schoolbag and handed it to him: "Thank you, please drink milk!"

"Ah?" Lin Chuyan jumped back and quickly waved his hands, "No, no, go to class."

Tang Yi's smile was bright and clean, and he looked like an Amway good thing: "This milk is super delicious, drink it."

Putting the milk into his arms without any explanation, Tang Yi waved his hand: "I'm leaving first! I'm going to grab a seat, come quickly!"

Before Lin Chuyan could say anything, Tang Yi rushed to the school on his bicycle.

Lin Chuyan opened his mouth, hesitant to speak, he wanted to say that he was no longer a student.

Holding the milk and shaking it, Chuyan pinched his face almost suspiciously. "Do I have the face of a starving man? Why does everyone give me food and clothes?"

Thinking of Feng Qi, Lin Chuyan was a little discouraged again.Taking out a candy from his pocket and eating it, Lin Chuyan turned and walked to the other side.

Feng Qi woke up with frantic knocking on the door.He struggled to open his aching eyes and stood up.

His legs seemed to be broken from the bones, and he fell to the ground again with the itching and sharp pain.

It took a long time for Feng Qi to stand up, walk over and open the door.

Xiao Qiyuan stood at the door, the impatient expression on his face turned into shock the moment he saw him. "What... what happened to you?"

He said tiredly, his voice hoarse: "It's okay."

Xiao Qiyuan's eyes swept back and forth on him, his face full of disbelief: "Is it all right?"

His knees were in that horrible state, his eyes were bloodshot, and his voice was hoarse, as if he had fought a bitter battle.Xiao Qiyuan pursed his lips, and looked at Feng Qi with extremely weird eyes.

Feng Qi showed a slight smile, looking polite but distant: "Is there something wrong?"

Feng Qi's mental state was too abnormal, Xiao Qiyuan felt a little nervous. "Do you know who I am?"

Feng Qi leaned against the wall and read his name: "Xiao Qiyuan."

Xiao Qiyuan grabbed his collar: "Are you fucking sick? Won't you go to the hospital if you're injured?"

Feng Qi didn't know what to say.Xiao Qiyuan's tone made him very strange.

Xiao Qiyuan forcefully pulled Feng Qi out the door.

When being dragged into his car, Feng Qi pressed his hand: "Xiao Qiyuan, what's the matter?"

Xiao Qiyuan tightened his hands on the steering wheel, and his voice was cold: "I quite like seeing you as a poor wretch."

Feng Qi let go of his hand: "Oh."

Xiao Qiyuan gave him a complicated look, "Go to the hospital."

Feng Qi actually didn't think it was necessary to go to the hospital, but he still said politely: "I'm sorry to trouble you."

Xiao Qiyuan squeezed the steering wheel even harder, and couldn't help asking angrily: "What the hell happened to you?"

Feng Qi closed her eyes, leaned against the car seat, and said softly: "Don't make noise."

Xiao Qiyuan wanted to beat him up.He gritted his teeth and said, "You said you didn't look down on me."

Feng Qi still kept his eyes closed, Xiao Qiyuan was so childish that he was surprised.Sighing from the bottom of his heart, Feng Qi said: "You play too badly."

"What did you say?" Xiao Qiyuan turned his head.

Feng Qi said word by word seriously: "The speed is too fast, and the original flavor is lost. Moreover, there is a wrong pronunciation." He paused, and then said: "You are not suitable for playing Chopin."

"Fuck me?" Xiao Qiyuan was stunned for a second.

Feng Qi let out a small laugh, which didn't sound very pleasant, but rather depressed.

Xiao Qiyuan was indeed naive, he couldn't understand Feng Qi's abnormal behavior at all, so he just imitated Feng Qi's words and sent him back intact: "Don't make noise."

Feng Qi pressed the corner of her mouth and looked out of the car window.He flexed his fingers slightly, as if counting something.

After arriving at the hospital.The doctor treated Feng Qi's wound very impatiently, and couldn't help but say: "Aren't you childish to be so grown up and still hurt yourself?"

Feng Qi's heart was calm, and he followed his words: "It's quite childish."

The doctor looked at him thoughtfully, but said nothing.When he finally handed the medicine to him, he said to him in a low voice: "Go and see a psychiatrist, brother, and you will feel at ease after talking with someone."

Feng Qi smiled at him lightly, but didn't speak.

After walking out of the registration hall, Feng Qi stood at the door, in the faint smell of disinfectant, he saw a pomegranate tree.

The dots of red buds are hidden in the dark green canopy, and they are about to reveal their fragrance gradually, blooming a tree of flame-like flowers.

Birds are singing in the bright sunlight, and purple vines hang on the stone railings. In late spring, the flowers are densely packed together and grow tenaciously.

On a sunny afternoon, the spring scenery set Feng Qi's heart on fire, he couldn't help clenching his fists, and turned his head to look to the other side.

Some lives are free and warm.But he has long been declared his destiny, and nothing can stop the established destiny.

Xiao Qiyuan stood beside him and looked at him suspiciously.

Feng Qi breathed in the dry and clean spring air, and said to him: "Thank you today."

Xiao Qiyuan's body became very stiff: "Who the fuck wants you to thank?"

Feng Qi didn't reply, but looked down at his palm, the palm lines were clear, the skin was smooth, it looked like a young man's hand.

Xiao Qiyuan took his hand and pulled him to the parking lot: "Let's go."

Feng Qi broke away, and stayed where he was, Xiao Qiyuan looked at him.Feng Qi said softly: "You go back, I will go by myself."

Xiao Qiyuan stared at him and said coldly: "You think I'm here to be your driver?"

Feng Qi's eyes were cold and distant, but there was no trace of impatience, he said: "I don't think so."

Feng Qi turned around and walked to the other side, his back was calm but desolate.

Xiao Qiyuan is not Lin Chuyan, he will not freeze in place because of a back view.He pressed Feng Qi's shoulder from behind, and asked angrily: "What do you mean?"

Feng Qi sighed, turned around and said, "You control your emotions."

Xiao Qiyuan was so angry that he panicked.He couldn't control his emotions anymore, as soon as he touched Feng Qi, he was about to explode.Without Feng Qi, Xiao Qiyuan would never have become a model.

Feng Qi understands this.However, Xiao Qiyuan also has to understand that the one who makes the choice is always himself.

Feng Qi pursed her lips, and said to him again: "Go back and work hard."

Xiao Qiyuan watched Feng Qi walk away step by step, turned around and kicked the trash can next to him, making a muffled sound.

Feng Qi walked forward, feeling desolate in his heart.Wait until July, when the sea is blue and clear, with a thousand feet of light shining on it, which is suitable for washing away the sins of the whole body.

But Feng Qi couldn't figure out whether deep down in his heart he was looking forward to that day coming soon, or whether he was shrinking like a turtle and praying that it would never come.In short, he couldn't resist the countless voices in his head.The sound of the waves has been proclaiming his fate time and time again for decades, never letting him go.

Going with the flow for a while, and finally the soul returns to heaven and earth, it seems that this life is over.No one cares about sin or glory.

Feng Qi turned his head to look at the wisteria on the stone corridor, then walked forward.

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