Sustained high temperature

Feng Qi drove Lin Chuyan to a supermarket, he pushed the cart and walked in front, Lin Chuyan followed behind in a daze: "Brother, don't you want to eat?"

Feng Qi made a "hmm" sound, and continued: "Go shopping first, are you hungry?"

Lin Chuyan shook his head.

Feng Qi walked to the front of a row of shelves, glanced around and asked again: "Is that candy delicious last time?"

"Delicious." Lin Chuyan nodded, thought for a while and said obediently, "Thank you brother."

He yelled one brother at a time, which made Feng Qi feel at ease, and as soon as he stretched out his hand, he took two more packs of the same candy and threw it into the shopping cart.

Lin Chuyan immediately became nervous: "Hey brother, you don't need to buy any more." He made a gesture to take it out, but was stopped by Feng Qi.

"I have a younger sister." Feng Qi said suddenly.

"Ah?" Lin Chuyan didn't understand what it meant.

Feng Qi pushed the cart forward, with a light voice: "She is very obedient, and I am very happy to buy anything for her."

Lin Chuyan had no choice but to follow behind him, feeling that Feng Qi's appearance was a little weird.He continued dryly: "Then how sensible is she, what a good sister."

Feng Qi laughed: "Extremely obedient."

Lin Chuyan looked at his smile and smiled unconsciously: "Does she also like this kind of candy?"

Feng Qi gripped the cold shopping cart pusher tightly: "No, I couldn't afford this candy at all at that time."

Lin Chuyan quickly heard the abnormality in Feng Qi's tone, so yes, did something happen to my sister?He didn't dare to ask.

Feng Qi didn't even give him a chance to ask, and quickly pushed the shopping cart to buy what he needed.

The last two people ate ramen.

Lin Chuyan had never eaten such a high-end ramen. The decoration of the whole store revealed a sense of high-end, and there were quite few people. Everyone spoke softly, and there was a quietness that made Lin Chuyan restless.But he didn't dare to say anything, Feng Qi looked strange, and fell silent all of a sudden, looking sad and restrained.

Lin Chuyan was quite depressed.It didn't become a snack, but Feng Qi paid for this extremely expensive ramen meal.

After dinner, Feng Qi drove Lin Chuyan to the place where he usually feeds the cats.

"Are you afraid of cats?" Feng Qi asked.

Lin Chuyan felt that she was despised.Who is afraid of cats?

Feng Qi got the answer from his eyes, so she took out the cat food from the shopping bag and handed it to Lin Chuyan: "Then help me feed those cats."

Lin Chuyan pointed to the kittens sitting in rows on the lawn: "Feed them?"

Feng Qi nodded.

Lin Chuyan walked over with a smile: "These cats are so funny, they seem to be waiting for someone to feed them, and they line up consciously. Brother, do you feed them every day?"

Feng Qi's voice came softly: "It's not every day. They can find food by themselves. They've been lazy recently, waiting for me all day long."

Lin Chuyan turned her head and saw Feng Qi standing far behind, a little strange: "Brother, why don't you come over?"

Feng Qi's face was a bit ugly, he shook his head: "I'll just watch here."

Lin Chuyan looked at him puzzledly, and didn't ask any more questions. He tore open the bag of cat food, poured some into his hand, and moved his hand to the mouth of the little cat at the front: "Meow, eat."

The little cat was also quite obedient, and gracefully stuck out its tongue and ate dinner obediently.A few fell on the grass, and the little white cat behind the row rolled the ones on the ground into its mouth with a whimper.

Lin Chuyan glanced at the first two kittens who were so hungry and aggrieved, and poured the cat food on the ground. Several kittens gathered their heads together to eat, which was quite lively.

Feng Qi saw it with the tip of her eyes, he usually came with a bowl.At any rate, Lin Chuyan was going to lay a piece of paper, he frowned and said, "There's so much dirt on the grass. I'll find you something to put it on."

Lin Chuyan looked back at Feng Qi, feeling a little wronged: "I'm a homeless boy, I pick up the buns and eat them when they fall on the ground. Most of them usually look for food on the ground, how can they be so clean."

Feng Qi paused, feeling a little upset for no reason.This is the reason, these cats are quite wild in the first place, a stray cat of this size has probably rummaged through the trash can countless times, and it is nothing to get a little dirt on it.

These little lazy bastards have been fed into a habit by him, so they simply waited for him.He can't come to feed them in the future, so they can only return to the life of digging through the trash can?

What should I do if I can't wait for him?Just keep living.like everyone else.

Lin Chuyan whispered about the stray dogs he usually met in the park. One dog's hind leg was broken by a car, but it was tenaciously alive.

Feng Qi felt a dull pain in his head, and the endless sound of waves sounded again, drowning him in an instant.

At this time, the whistle of the car on the road next to it and the sharp sound of the tires scraping the ground suddenly exploded in my ears.

It's really noisy.

Feng Qi became extremely irritable in an instant, feeling his mind was in a mess and his headache was about to split.He said impatiently: "Okay, just feed it like that."

Lin Chuyan, who happily talked about the deeds of the strong stray dog, was stunned. He couldn't understand this man's capricious character, so he became angry when he said it. He frowned and asked, "Why are you angry?"

Why?No why.It's ridiculous to say it.

Feng Qi was so distressed that he couldn't find a way to vent. Driven by the pain, he walked straight in front of Lin Chuyan, raised his chin, and said like a neurotic: "Little Huo Miao, if an adult wants to get angry, he can do it." Get angry."

A copycat version of the sugar-free theory for adults.

Pooh.

Adults making such nonsense?

Lin Chuyan pushed his hand away, and frowned even tighter: "Don't tease me. Can't you just talk about it? Interesting or not?"

There seemed to be a crack in Feng Qi's heart, and strange and weird feelings rose from the deepest part.Lin Chuyan was angry, and he actually felt better in his heart.

Man can become a devil if he wills it, and if time permits.

This person is about to be tormented by boundless pain to the point where his rationality flies away at this moment, and the dense pain that has been suppressed for a long time in his heart pours out, changing his appearance into evil thoughts that even Feng Qi himself has not realized. .

Feng Qi sneered and lit a cigarette, leaned close to Lin Chuyan's face and puffed the smoke: "Interesting."

Light blue smoke scattered into the air, misty.

Lin Chuyan suddenly trembled all over, his limbs became weak, and he lost his balance and fell to the ground.His face instantly became pale as paper, and he put his hands on the ground, retching uncontrollably.

Feng Qi was shocked for a while, and looked at him blankly with a cigarette in his mouth.

Lin Chuyan retched even more, his eyes were red, and his eyes widened in a very scary way.

Feng Qi knelt down and tried to pull him, but Lin Chuyan seemed to be frightened, his arms pushed him desperately, trying to retract, trying to escape Feng Qi.

Lin Chuyan's reaction was too violent.Feng Qi was so shocked that he was so nervous that he broke out in a cold sweat.

Lin Chuyan almost crawled and hid under a big tree next to him, panting heavily with his back against the tree trunk, staring at Feng Qi very warily, while his shoulders kept shaking.

Feng Qi's nervousness at that moment was subdued, and he suddenly realized that his emotions were too easy to lose control recently, and his behavior was ridiculously childish.From Lin Chuyan's eyes, Feng Qi could see his fear and helplessness, as well as his surly temperament.

He threw away the cigarette in his hand and walked towards Lin Chuyan.Lin Chuyan looked at him without blinking, holding his breath, looking alert and terrified.

Feng Qi stopped, he didn't dare to get close to Lin Chuyan, he didn't dare to get close to the evil result caused by his unconsciousness.He fumbled his hands in his trouser pockets, then raised them up helplessly, and finally hung awkwardly on his legs.He spoke with difficulty: "I'm sorry Chu Yan, I..., are you okay? Are you allergic to smoke?"

Lin Chuyan bit her lip tightly.He is not allergic, he just hates cigarettes, and hates being teased like this even more.He will never forget that night, when his mother was smoking in the house, Li Hu came out, pressed Chu Yan's shoulder while he was doing homework, and stuffed a cigarette into his hand.

At that time, Chuyan threw the cigarette into the trash can without thinking.He had always hated this ugly and short man, so he didn't even say a few words to him.He often felt deeply disgusted and ashamed that such a filthy man would come and go from his house at will, doing despicable things with his shameless mother.

But that day, Li Hu didn't tease him eccentrically as usual, and beat him up no matter what.He put on an extremely obscene and disgusting smile, grinned his cigarette teeth, and said in his disgusting voice: "You are so old, it's time to learn to smoke. Look at your mother, you are so happy now .Learn to smoke first, then slowly learn something else, and be happy with your mother in the future.”

Lin Chuyan didn't want to talk to him at all.He felt that the word happiness coming out of Li Hu's mouth was a blasphemy against happiness, and his presence made the whole room stink.He bowed his head and continued to do his homework, ignoring him.

I don't know where Li Hu got angry that day, he pressed Lin Chuyan's shoulder and forced him to take a puff of cigarette.Lin Chuyan roared impatiently: "I don't smoke! Disgusting!"

He was already ready to be whipped, but Li Hu smiled meanly and ugly.He didn't speak, just sat across from Lin Chuyan, smoked a whole pack of cigarettes, and the cigarette butts were scattered all over the ashtray.

Lin Chuyan felt nauseous from the smell of smoke, but Li Hu held him down and refused to let him leave.After smoking, Li Hu smiled at Lin Chuyan with a gloomy face: "Second-hand smoke is good, right? Do you want to try it again?"

Li Hu stood up with a grinning grin, suddenly changed his face, picked up the ashtray and yelled: "Fuck/You are shameless? Disgusting? You really fucking treat yourself like a human being."

Countless obscenities spewed out of his mouth. He grabbed Lin Chuyan's head, opened his mouth vigorously, and pushed the ashtray against his teeth to dump the cigarette butts in.Lin Chuyan choked almost to death, and some cigarette butts that were not completely extinguished caused several blisters in his throat.

Li Hu didn't want his life, didn't force him to swallow the cigarette butt.But in those few minutes, Lin Chuyan's life was worse than death.

Lin Chuyan was forced to raise his head, he stared at the ceiling coldly, and the light made him dizzy, at that moment he understood with humiliation that no one really would treat him as a human being there.

He tried his best to escape, tried his best to live well, and tried his best to get rid of everything that was dark and dirty.

Lin Chuyan clenched his fist tightly.

He wants to live, to live like a human being.No one can make him despair.Don't even think about it!

The author has something to say: As long as people are willing to do so, and time permits, people can become devils. — Nathaniel Hawthorne