Sustained high temperature

After Lin Chuyan finished a class and took the bus to Feng Qi's place, he found out that he was unemployed again.

At the entrance of the rookie post station in the community, a large table was placed there, and a man in his 50s was sitting at the back, just like Lin Chuyan before, helping the courier unpack the boxes.

Lin Chuyan hugged her broken desk and stood there for a while, waiting for the other party to glance at him impatiently before Lin Chuyan moved and left slowly.

This uncle should be someone from the delivery point.Lin Chuyan worked there for several days, and they probably saw it themselves.

Fertile water does not flow into outsiders' fields.Even with such a small amount of waste income, I probably don't think it is necessary for a little kid to take it.

Lin Chuyan was distressed for a while.He promised Feng Qi to come again yesterday, if he just left like this, it would be too dishonest, but if he stays here, it would be too embarrassing, so uncle may think he is provocative.But he was too embarrassed to come to Feng Qi's house, making him look like a loafer.

After thinking for a long time, Lin Chuyan moved the table to the green belt behind the community, where Feng Qi fed the cat last time.

There was not even a cat at the moment, Lin Chuyan was alone watching the traffic in the distance.

Sitting on the lawn for a while, he saw a person getting off the bus at the opposite bus station and walking back.

Lin Chuyan stood up with a jerk, that person was very similar to Sun Bingzhi.

He ran over to talk to Sun Bingzhi and ask him what he does on weekdays.As soon as I ran over, I was blocked at the intersection again by traffic lights.

Sun Bingzhi's back was slightly stooped, and his brows were deeply furrowed, as if his heart was heavy.

He hurried and quickly disappeared across the street.Lin Chuyan thought of his appearance last night, and couldn't help thinking about the "past" Feng Qi said.

True, everyone has a somewhat different past.But can the past really affect and influence a person forever?

Lin Chuyan didn't know Feng Qi's past, nor Sun Bingzhi's past, but he knew his own past.

His mother didn't care much about him, she was busy trying to make ends meet, busy... harming others.He grew up alone.

But since he started to have his own judgment, he has disliked his environment.Fortunately, his mother didn't care about him, otherwise, if he had been instilled with a lot of thoughts about leisure and work, he probably wouldn't be like this now.

The environment affects people.However, sometimes we can't choose the environment, so what should we do?

Lin Chuyan escaped.However, the environment encountered is more complicated.

Feng Qi, a person who should obviously be glamorous, has constant despair.

Sun Bingzhi is such a kind and honest person, but from time to time he also reveals a huge sadness that is completely different from usual.

Lin Chuyan, little Chuyan, what will become of her in the future?

Lin Chuyan shook his head vigorously.He took out a candy from his pocket and ate it, and Lin Chuyan quickly broke a small star.

Lin Chuyan waited here for almost a day, and in the evening, Feng Qi came over with cat food and saw him.

The boy was sitting on the lawn with a broken desk next to him, and a few kittens were playing around at his feet.The scene was beautiful, but Lin Chuyan's expression was a bit depressed.

Feng Qi called him: "Chu Yan."

Lin Chuyan turned around, stood up and walked over to him, took the cat food and bowl in his hand: "Brother, let me feed the cat for you."

"Are you waiting for me here?" Feng Qi frowned. He went downstairs several times a day and didn't see Lin Chuyan. When he saw the people at the gate of the rookie station, they knew that Lin Chuyan had nothing to do, and they thought he was going back. up. "Why don't you come to me? You know the house number."

Lin Chuyan smiled: "I have no position to find you."

"Friend," Feng Qi said, "this position."

Lin Chuyan froze and looked into his eyes.At this moment, Feng Qi's beautiful eyes narrowed slightly, and looked at him seriously.

Lin Chuyan bowed his head: "I actually think it's very strange. Somehow, I just met someone, and I haven't met many times, but I seem to have bumped into a lot of you who are not very good."

"Don't worry." Feng Qi flicked the back of his neck with his finger, "I won't silence you, you're still young."

Lin Chuyan laughed: "That's not what I mean. I mean..."

"A friend here is that I am willing to listen to you, and you are willing to listen to me." Feng Qi interrupted him, "It's as simple as that."

"Ah?" Lin Chuyan looked at him, thought for a while, and said, "Okay."

Lin Chuyan went on to say: "Scissors has no place to fight." He walked over to the cats on the lawn who were staring at the cat food in his hand: "I can only feed meow."

Feng Qi watched him pour the cat food into the bowl with his hands and feet, poured another glass of water for the cat, and said with a smile: "Student Lin Chuyan, we will hire you as a professional cat feeder and give you a first-level professional certificate."

Lin Chuyan quickly stretched out his hand, and crowned himself with the tip of his hand and hand.

Feng Qi's eyes were burning hot. Are all the children these days so cute?

Lin Chuyan turned around and asked him, "Aren't you working?"

"Not working." Feng Qi smiled lightly, "There is no need."

Lin Chuyan glanced at him, then took out the newly folded star from his pocket and handed it to him.

Feng Qi took it, put it in the palm of his hand and looked carefully, then heard Lin Chuyan say: "Let me teach you how to fold."

"En?" Feng Qi raised his eyelids to look at him.

Lin Chuyan raised his head slightly, his tense jaw showed a stubborn line, and asked again: "Do you want to learn?" His appearance at this time showed some casual handsomeness.Her age seemed to have been raised suddenly, not like the child in Feng Qi's cognition.

Generally, when a boy reaches the age of sixteen or seventeen, he gradually shows a different appearance from his childhood, and his gestures and gestures begin to bear the traces of a young man.

Looking at Lin Chuyan, Feng Qi suddenly thought of this, secretly thinking that he is quite suitable for taking pictures.The youthful air flows in the corners of the eyes and brows, and the faint fire is hidden in the eyes. No matter how you look at it, there is an air of refusal to admit defeat, and people can't help but sigh: It's good to be young.

"Don't learn." Feng Qi ignored the pressure from those eyes and looked directly at him, "You said you wanted to save stars for me, and I'll ask you to fold them."

Lin Chuyan was hit hard, Feng Qi obviously liked the five-pointed star last time.

The kid can be so stupid sometimes.What Feng Qi likes is not the five-pointed star, but the long-lost love and care.

Feng Qi stretched out her hand, nodded on his head, and said, "Put away the cat food and walk with me."

The evening sky showed a pink-purple sunset glow, a thin layer of light spread on the ground, and a cool breeze blew in the distance. Lin Chuyan sighed: "It's April, and summer is coming soon."

That July is coming soon.Feng Qi looked into the distance, and walked more slowly.

Lin Chuyan pointed to a clump of shrubs, and said to him like offering a treasure: "This is called eucalyptus, and it can pass urine."

Feng Qi responded: "This name is really straightforward."

Lin Chuyan laughed: "Yes."

Feng Qi asked Lin Chuyan to accompany him for a walk, but it was really just a walk, the two of them had almost nothing to talk about.

I saw Lin Chuyan looking around like a child, running under the tree to touch the trunk, and gently pulling the leaves of the shrubs.

Feng Qi couldn't help asking: "Do you like plants very much?"

Lin Chuyan said: "No, I just want to know what they are called and what breed they are. I will write down the ones with brands on them."

"Why do you remember this?" Feng Qi didn't understand.

Lin Chuyan turned to him sideways, stroking the petals with his fingers, and his eyes sparkled: "I can't study anymore, but I don't want to be illiterate. Just learn something as much as possible, no matter what it is, knowledge is OK."

Feng Qi can't say what is the benefit of remembering some plant names, but Lin Chuyan is indeed a good kid, very motivated and has his own ideas.

"Do you want me to give you some books?" Feng Qi asked, "It would be better if you read books, right?"

"En..." Lin Chuyan replied hesitantly, "No, thank you brother." I owe more than 1 coats, so don't owe any more favors.

Feng Qi nodded and said, "What do you want to do in the future?"

"I met a classmate today, and he said he would lead me to find a job on the weekend." Lin Chuyan said.

"Student?" Feng Qi remembered that he seemed to have been staying in No. [-] Middle School, and asked again: "Where do you live? You don't live in a park, do you?"

Lin Chuyan hesitated again and again, but slowly told him about her background and Sun Bingzhi's acceptance.

After listening, Feng Qi looked at him deeply, and Lin Chuyan's heart trembled: "What's wrong?"

Feng Qi suddenly turned her head and looked into the distance.As a person who has suppressed his heart for a long time, it was hard for him to imagine how Lin Chuyan could be so frank and brave.

"Why did you run out?" Feng Qi's voice was extremely low.

Lin Chuyan frowned, looked up at him: "I just want to run. I don't want to stay there, so I just run."

In just ten seconds, Lin Chuyan saw pain, confusion, shock and hatred flashing like revolving lanterns in Feng Qi's eyes.Oscar winners don't bring such excitement.

Lin Chuyan took a few steps back and asked, "What's wrong with you?"

Feng Qi fell to the ground, buried his head between his knees, his head was buzzing, he was tired and lost, his voice was hoarse: "I dare not."

Seeing him curled up together, Lin Chuyan seemed helpless and insecure.Lin Chuyan really couldn't figure out why he suddenly became like this. "What are you afraid of?"

Feng Qi looked at him, with undisguised fragility in his eyes: "Don't dare to run away."

He is very much like a person who lives in a cellar. When someone tells him that there are stars and rainbows outside, his reaction is not surprise, but deep fear.Stars and rainbows, he knew well, but he was afraid he would never see them.

That's real vulnerability.Years of depression have deprived him of the courage to stand up and resist.Embarrassing and regrettable.

Lin Chuyan gritted her teeth and walked into him, and put her arms around his shoulders: "Why don't you dare?"

Feng Qi took a deep breath, her voice muffled: "This is fate, I can't..."

"Fucking fate." Lin Chuyan became angry when he heard these two words, and he punched the ground, "Can you stop being so unorthodox?"

Feng Qi couldn't help but look up at him.

"It's been 8102 years, who the hell is talking about fate?" Lin Chuyan's tone was very disdainful, and he even burst into foul language.

"You don't understand." Feng Qi muttered to himself.You don't understand what it is to be instilled with fate from childhood, and you don't understand how disgusting it is for a sinful person to live brazenly.

"I told you, you are not allowed to surrender to the past." Lin Chuyan yelled vigorously, "The past has a use for nothing. Let the motherfucker get out!"

Feng Qi stood up, pushed him away, and said softly: "What's the use of what you said? Who are you?"

Lin Chuyan paused every word: "I am your friend."

"If you don't have friends for life, you will only be alone in your life. Friends are nothing." Feng Qi looked at the child in front of him with pity and sadness.

"Lin Chuyan is not like that." Lin Chuyan's eyes sparkled, "Lin Chuyan can be a lifelong friend, Lin Chuyan will never change."

Feng Qi pursed her lips tightly and did not speak.Lin Chuyan rushed over and took out the star from his pocket.

"I believe in the stars." Holding the little origami five-pointed star in his hand, he looked firmly at Feng Qi. He had made up his mind from the very beginning, never surrendering to that hopeless and empty gaze. "Trust me, don't believe in the past."

Feng Qi blinked her eyes.He has 27 years in the past, but he has known Lin Chuyan for only one month.It is probably clear at a glance which is more important.

"What is a friend?" Lin Chuyan asked a question, but not in a questioning tone.He put the star close to Feng Qi's eyes, and replied self-consciously: "As you said, as a friend, I am willing to listen to you, and you are also willing. But, this is not easy at all."

Lin Chuyan looked directly at the star: "I said I would save that reason for you, and that's what friends do. It's childish, but it's not ridiculous at all. Because you said you wanted me to save it for you, I Those who are willing to listen and keep it in their hearts are friends.”

Lin Chuyan raised his head and stared at him: "Try another person, who will talk to you like that?"

Lin Chuyan's eyes shone with unbelievable light, hidden pride and self-confidence hidden inside: "I'm the only one who is so childish, cherish you."

What do you think when you see a second-year boy who talks big all the time?

Lin Chuyan's sophomores were so extreme that no one could help shaking their heads when they saw it, and goose bumps all over their bodies.But he has that energy in his bones, and the second grade has become a kind of instinct, a kind of majestic spiritual power in his heart.

This person magnifies his will infinitely, trusts himself deeply, and trusts the determination deep in his heart.

Feng Qi could no longer use "secondary school" to describe him.He jumped out of there, with a sincerity no one could question.

Sometimes it takes a lot of courage to speak out the true feelings in your heart.Lin Chuyan could do it easily.

Feng Qi stared into his eyes, and instantly understood: Anyone can laugh at Lin Chuyan's naivety, but no one's ridicule can shake his heart at all.

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"If people say that the past is irreversible, don't believe it. Past, present and future are but a moment in God's eyes." - Oscar Wilde