Lin Chuyan stood and listened to the whole piece, Feng Qi's sudden calm made him feel nervous.

Feng Qi carefully cleaned the record with a brush, and put it back.Turning around, he glanced at Lin Chuyan and said, "Isn't the skeleton's party very interesting?"

Lin Chuyan squeezed his palm, shook his head: "I don't understand."

Pressing his forehead, Feng Qi replied "En", and didn't say anything to him.

Lin Chuyan stared straight at the pile of stars he folded on the shelf, and suddenly stepped forward and took Feng Qi's hand.

"What's wrong?" Feng Qi smiled at him.

"Don't do this." Lin Chuyan heard herself saying this.

Feng Qi stood up straighter, and asked in a low voice: "En?"

"You said something I didn't understand, holding my star, smiling even though you were unhappy."

Lin Chuyan turned to look out the window. "I'm a very naive person. But, I'd rather be naive forever. Crying is crying, laughing is laughing, and smiling with a frown is disrespect for wrinkles." Lin Chuyan looked at him again, "I can't describe how I feel, It just feels bad. I've never met anyone like you, and you almost made me doubt myself."

Feng Qi looked at him quietly.

Lin Chuyan continued: "I don't understand why listening to a song made you like this. If you hurt the spring and the autumn, you have to have a degree. You can laugh if you want to, don't smile bitterly. You are obviously sad, but It is very unreasonable to act as if you have seen through your fate."

Feng Qi leaned against the bookshelf, listening to his words, but her heart was not disturbed.

Lin Chuyan didn't look at him, but stared at the floor, as if he was a little embarrassed about what he said, but he finished it seriously: "If you are sad, just vent it. Venting is a way to solve it. But, if you force yourself I'm pressing it down in my heart, hypnotizing myself saying that I'm fine, so it's not right."

Feng Qi smiled wryly in her heart, to vent?He couldn't help but say: "Chu Yan, everyone has an unknown past. You can't use your own cognition to frame other people's choices. The past has long determined the future, and it doesn't matter what you do. Fate has long been doomed To vent. It’s just a child’s impulse.”

It was getting late, the room was slowly becoming dark, and everything was painted in a gray color.

"I will never surrender to the past." Lin Chuyan suddenly raised his head and looked at Feng Qi excitedly.

His cheeks were thin, his chin was sharply pointed, and the corners of his eyes glistened like a piece of wood crackling into flames—that startlingly beautiful spark.

The small flame quickly ignited a corner of Feng Qi, he blinked in confusion, as if he was burned by the heat.

How could Lin Chuyan approve of fatalism?If there is only one theory in the world that he can dislike, it must be fatalism.

Lin Chuyan approached him and hugged him vigorously: "You are not allowed to surrender too."

Feng Qi was moved for a moment.He wished he could have childish actions and words.But he just hugged Lin Chuyan back comfortingly, and rubbed his hair with the other hand.

Lin Chuyan withdrew her head from his chest and looked up at him, "Brother, just cry when you're sad, I won't tell anyone."

Feng Qi gently curled the corners of her mouth. "Qi Zai can't cry, the homeless boy can help him cry."

Lin Chuyan was discouraged, and he let go of his hands and walked to the door. "I'm leaving first brother, it's a bit late."

Feng Qi's arms were empty, and he asked, "Shall I drive you?"

Lin Chuyan waved his hand, and even said angrily, "No. I'll go back and continue eating sweets. I want to find another, sincere, and useful reason."

Since the current pile of stars is meaningless, but Feng Qi relies on such a form, Lin Chuyan tries hard to give it meaning.

Feng Qi had all sorts of feelings in his heart, but he couldn't figure out the result, so he could only say: "Are you coming tomorrow, Scissor Man?"

Lin Chuyan lifted the table and replied, "Come."

"Then you can put the table here, and I will carry it down for you tomorrow." Feng Qi said.

"You look so ugly as a model with a broken desk." Lin Chuyan didn't know what to think, and was a little amused. "Only top models look good in sacks and serving dishes, right?"

Feng Qi was despised as soon as he didn't pay attention, he smiled: "Yes, an outdated male model like me will definitely not be able to wear a sack."

Lin Chuyan laughed a few times and opened the door: "Brother, see you tomorrow."

Feng Qi leaned against the door frame, and unconsciously kept smiling as he watched him enter the elevator: "Okay." With a smile, the corners of her mouth were put down, Feng Qi sighed.

Lin Chuyan got on the bus, feeling restless.His past, he had announced his parting ways with it long ago.Don't even want him to go back.

After moving the paper shells to the waste station to sell, Lin Chuyan sat on the broken desk, staring at the old shoes on his feet, and a thought suddenly fell into his mind.

He ran away in the middle of the night, and no one has looked for him so far. Was it too smooth?

When it was almost eleven o'clock, Lin Chuyan walked to the door of the security department listlessly.At this time, there was no one in the school, and the security department was brightly lit. From the window, Lin Chuyan saw Sun Bingzhi sitting on the edge of the big table, looking closely at a photo in his hand.

He is really old.There are deep grooves on the cheeks, some white hair is mixed with the messy hair, and the eyes are squinted, struggling to look at the photo pinched in the rough and thick palm.

Lin Chuyan guessed that it was a photo of Xiaobao and Niu Niu, how could they not miss it because they are so old.The college entrance examination is about to come, and Sun Bingzhi is probably very anxious and anxious.

Sun Bingzhi looked a little dazed, with the stupefied look of an old man, without his usual hale and hearty vigor.Really old.

Lin Chuyan sniffed.This was the first person he met who cared and helped him.He couldn't, abandon the light and go back to the darkness.

Lin Chuyan stayed outside, and waited until Sun Bingzhi finished reading the photos and put them away carefully before walking in slowly, and smiled at him: "Grandpa Sun, I sold a lot of junk today."

Sun Bingzhi looked up at him, his eyes were moist. "Chu Yan is back."

Lin Chuyan felt sad, and walked over to hold the old man's hand, the rough and warm feeling calmed him down a bit.

"What's wrong?" Sun Bingzhi patted him on the shoulder, "Have you been bullied?"

"No. That's right, I miss you a lot." Lin Chuyan said with a little embarrassment, and lowered her head, "I still want to drink lotus root soup."

Sun Bingzhi laughed until his eyes disappeared: "I'll make it for you tomorrow. Children, you have to be greedy to grow up."

Lin Chuyan smiled and was silent for a while before asking him, "Grandpa Sun, why are you so kind to me?"

Sun Bingzhi's answer was very smooth, and he quickly brought it up: "I am Sun Bingzhi, a member of the security department, and my task is to protect the children. I have no skills. You are alone outside at a young age. I can only A little care is a little bit."

Sun Bingzhi, a member of the Security Section, is tasked with protecting the children.

Lin Chuyan finds it very touching to have an identity that he recognizes from the bottom of his heart, and to have something he is doing unremittingly.

He firmly held Sun Bingzhi's hand, his eyes sparkling: "I want to learn well and become a person like you."

Sun Bingzhi laughed hard: "Silly boy, why don't you have any lofty ambitions and want to be a security guard?"

Lin Chuyan said nonchalantly: "I think it is enough to do my best in my position. I especially appreciate those who have their own unique advantages. I think that is very good, and I admire him."

And some people are never willing to lower their posture, and would rather give compliments to those who are far away than admit the benefits of those around them.They look down on the ordinary people around them, and despise those who can appreciate others casually.When someone said "Wow", I hummed secretly in my heart: "It's just mediocre".As if the object of his admiration is a perfect person, he can elevate his status.

Lin Chuyan smiled and said, "I think Grandpa Sun is doing security work seriously and piously, so I really admire you."

Sun Bingzhi was so happy that he rubbed his head: "You are such a good boy."

At this time Feng Qi was lying on the bed, thinking of Lin Chuyan's stubborn eyes, he couldn't help sighing.Taking the mobile phone from the bedside table, he downloaded Taobao and carefully selected a batch of cat food, dog food, cat litter and the like.

It could have been sent directly to the stray cat and dog rescue station, Feng Qi filled in the address here.After receiving it, Lin Chuyan can collect more express boxes. He put the things in the car and just pull them over.

As soon as the order was placed and the payment was made, a message popped up on WeChat: Are you recovering from your injury?

Feng Qi looked at the text message sent by Xiao Qiyuan, feeling a little disappointed.When we met for the first time a few years ago, Xiao Qiyuan was very excited, saying that he was a fan of Feng Qi, because he mustered up the courage to participate in the modeling competition and officially entered the industry.

At that time, Feng Qi was focused on numbing himself, and devoted himself to his career. He was in the limelight for a while, and he had the opening of several big shows.

Xiao Qiyuan's appearance is very good, but orientals don't have much advantage on the international runway, and he doesn't have the unique oriental charm like Feng Qi, so he hasn't received much attention from the brand side.

It has to be said that Xiao Qiyuan is a very hardworking young man, so Feng Qi is willing to get closer to him.

Maybe he is the same as Feng Xiao in his bones, and it is really terrible to handle social relations.The indifference is just the sequelae of long-term pain, but Xiao Qiyuan mistakenly told Xiao Qiyuan that Feng Qi looked down on him.

Feng Qi felt wronged, and had no intention of explaining.He was indeed indifferent, and he didn't bother to waste any more words.

He has no friends.There was one, and then it disappeared, so forget it.

Loneliness is normal and nothing.But he also couldn't figure out why Xiao Qiyuan was so persistent and insisted on screwing with him.

Feng Qi replied to him with nerve-wracking: "Okay. Don't worry about it."

Not surprisingly, Xiao Qiyuan received ridicule: "I didn't bother, it was just a joke."

In fact, Feng Qi thinks Xiao Qiyuan is very naive.This kind of childish and immature mind is completely different from Lin Chuyan's rampant and unscrupulous childishness.

Lin Chuyan is very naive, but also very innocent.In him, the childish and vexatious part was eliminated, leaving some things that Feng Qi couldn't see through.

It's like a never-ending flame destined to burn out everything, including yourself, all the time.

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