I really really love you

"Where to eat?" Shen Xingquan asked Gu Yize out of the hotel.

"Do you want noodles?" Gu Yize asked.

"Eat." Shen Xingquan wasn't picky about what to eat, so what Gu Yize said was nothing.

"Then go to the breakfast shop I often go to," Gu Yize walked in front, "The beef noodles there are super delicious."

"En." Shen Xingquan responded as he walked behind.

They haven't given explicit language, but they all know that there must be a distance on the surface, and the relationship cannot be seen by others at least.

When he arrived at the breakfast shop, Gu Yize was about to come out "I want two bowls of beef noodles", and he was blocked by himself. He found that he was used to his parents and had his own opinions on everything, although he would not impose his own opinions on people he didn't know well. On others, but once the relationship becomes close, he always likes to make judgments for others, which is very bad in relationships.

"I eat a small bowl of beef noodles, what do you eat?" Gu Yize turned to ask Shen Xingquan.

Shen Xingquan: "Me too, but I want a big bowl."

"Boss, there is a big bowl of beef noodles and a small bowl," Gu Yize said to the boss.

"Okay, wait a moment, it will be ready soon." The boss said while laying powder.

"It's 21!" Gu Yize took out his phone to scan the code.

"Yes."

Gu Yize paid the money and asked the boss to take a look, and then sat across from Shen Xingquan. There was no one in the powder shop today, only the two of them were there. It must be a holiday, and the others were still sleeping.

"What's the reason for hesitating at the door just now?" Shen Xingquan asked.

Before Gu Yize could answer, the boss brought the powder to the table.

What's the matter? Shen Xingquan saw his hesitation just now?

Shen Xingquan didn't move his chopsticks, Gu Yize didn't move his chopsticks, "It's nothing, I just want to eat something?"

"You are wondering if you can help me." Shen Xingquan saw it.

What is this? He saw it. Gu Yize also admired his pair. Both he and Shen Xingquan had good insight. He wondered if they both studied psychology before they got together and saw each other. Make it clear that it will be difficult to cheat in the future.The problem is that the boys who played well with Gu Yize in the past hardly had such keen insight, maybe insight is a common problem of people like them.

Gu Yize nodded when he guessed it and didn't want to hide it.

"Why don't you help me?" Shen Xingquan asked again.

Gu Yize felt as if he had gone astray, and this kind of questioning was not the same as yesterday's.The two of them together can really be regarded as love between human beings.

"I don't think I should make the decision for you." Gu Yize said honestly.

"Why? I want you to decide for me." Shen Xingquan said.

Sure enough, the love between humans and spirits developed extremely quickly, and they were officially together for one night, but the question had already reached this point, Gu Yize really wanted to lean on the table and scratch his hair.

"I don't want him to get used to me making decisions for you. I'm afraid it will become a habit." Gu Yize replied truthfully again, and there was almost no room for lies between them.

"Then I want you to make the decision for me." Shen Xingquan felt that since Gu Yize wanted to make the decision, he must satisfy his wish.

"No," Gu Yize said, "I'm afraid that one day you will suddenly tell me that you are bored."

"And then you're gone."

As Gu Yize spoke, his eyes lost their luster, as if he saw the future, and saw the back of Shen Xingquan leaving.

"I won't, I won't." Shen Xingquan was very firm.

"No, I can't gamble with you," Gu Yize said with loneliness hidden deep in his eyes, "I'm afraid."

Shen Xingquan saw that kind of loneliness, that kind of loneliness that was afraid of losing, that kind of loneliness that was afraid to go and deliberately kept a distance.

If Gu Yize is like this, why not Shen Xingquan? He is also afraid of losing Gu Yize!He always thought that he would do his best to pamper Gu Yize in the future, but he forgot Gu Yize's feelings. His self-righteous pampering may become one burden after another for Gu Yize.

Shen Xingquan took a long breath and said, "Eat quickly, it's getting cold."

Gu Yize stirred up the fans, and blamed: "It's all you, the fans are all over."

"It's my fault. I won't do this again next time." Shen Xingquan said happily seeing that Gu Yize was still the same as before.

After eating, they didn't go back to school, they walked on the street outside the school, the cold wind was still blowing, Gu Yize regretted that he didn't put on face cream.

"I long for someone to accompany me, I long for someone to make me act coquettishly, let me be presumptuous, now that I have found you, I have acted coquettishly and presumptuously, but this is all within my limit, I'm afraid that once this time passes, once it piles up, you will really leave me."

As Gu Yize was talking, a gust of cold wind blew in, blinding his eyes.

"Aze, I know you are a little tired outside, I hope you can relax here with me, don't worry, you have to believe me, I love you very much."

Shen Xingquan helped Gu Yize wipe away tears.

Gu Yize breathed out: "I'm tired and you are tired too! I know you care about me very much, but I think this care is mutual. I want to care about you too, and I love you too!"

Gu Yize doesn't know why he wants to tell him these things now, but his emotions have already risen, and everything has been said, who cares about him, just say it early and rest assured.

"Then we will pamper each other." Shen Xingquan hugged Gu Yize.

"Someone." Gu Yize pushed him away.

"No way," Shen Xingquan looked around, and there was someone with his back facing them in the distance, and hugged Gu Yize again, "It's okay, it's far away from the school anyway, so it's okay to see it."

"I don't want to be in a relationship and get entangled with each other. Lei Duo, it's true that I'm overwhelmed, but you are also overwhelmed. It's the right thing to live well. Don't worry, I won't let you go, and I hope you won't let it go." I."

Hey, it seems like he went back again, no matter what, anyway, Shen Xingquan is also a smart person, so he will naturally understand.

"Then don't think about leaving anymore. If I really get bored because of what you do, I support you to dump me! Anyway, I will let myself go in the future. If you get bored, I will dump you too. "

Shen Xingquan held Gu Yize's hand.

"Okay, then don't treat me like a child. I'm your boyfriend, not a child. I will act like a baby but I won't ask you to do everything. If you find anything difficult, you must tell me."

Gu Yize and Shen Xingquan interlocked their fingers.

Shen Xingquan: "You too."

"It's very lucky to meet you." Gu Yize said again.

Shen Xingquan looked at him: "Me too."

"If I hadn't met you, I don't think I would have loved you. I would go to the end alone, to the end of my life. I'm so afraid of losing you and making me face the world alone."

"Me too."

"If I hadn't met you, I would have been hiding and being careful all the time, and I could hardly feel love. I am very grateful that you stole my account, thank you for knowing my secret, and thank you for loving me."

"Me too."

Two people who have just fallen in love hope that each other will be a little more presumptuous, creating a feeling that I am special to you, while two people who have been in love for a long time, seem to want each other to let go a little bit, asking for each other's space, which seems to be an ancient relationship. Mystery, you were used to me taking care of everything back then, but now you leave in the name of me taking care of everything, no one is right, and no one is wrong.

Many people fail in the class of love. The reason is that they can't see their lover clearly and can't see themselves.

Gu Yize really can't see what will happen to Shen Xingquan in the future, but he can see himself, he knows the importance of moderation, and he understands the particularity of their love, all he can do is to maintain it carefully, after all, they are such Love is mixed with too many other people's opinions, and there is no way to maintain it. Everything can only depend on mutual love. As long as the love fades slowly, it will eventually lead to separation.

Love is Gu Yize's only bet, the only bet for his whole life, he is really afraid of Shen Xingquan's departure.

Before meeting Shen Xingquan, he might have turned loneliness into a habit, but after meeting Shen Xingquan, he dared not face loneliness again. He knew how warm his heart was when he held another person's hand tightly, and he never wanted to accept it again. The coldness in my heart when I am alone.

Shen Xingquan was also afraid of Gu Yize's departure in his heart. He also longed for love, and longed for someone to accompany him. Who wouldn't?

After sweating profusely in training, he took a shower and lay on the bed, listening to his roommate tell dirty jokes was very exciting, but he could only stare at the light coming in from outside in a daze. Why didn't he have feelings for girls?Why did God treat him like this?

Walking on the road, he used to be very afraid of death, consciously or unconsciously, would it be better to die than to live?

It wasn't until he met Gu Yize that he found the reason to live. Gu Yize was the dazzling light in his life.

They are gleams of light in each other's lives.