dream crossing

12-year-old Gu Lin fell ill

After the self/mutilation was discovered, Gu Lin's parents took Gu Lin to the hospital. The doctor who bandaged the wound secretly told Gu Lin's parents that the child might have some mental problems

The psychiatrist took a look at Gu Lin, who looked like a beautiful lifeless doll who was holding a rabbit and sitting on a stool in a daze, and Gu Lin's parents solemnly said

You can't provoke him anymore, he's already suffering from hypochondria

After returning from the hospital, Gu Lin's mother watched Gu Lin fall asleep, and the doctor's order was still in her mind

Be sure to take medicine on time, and the child already subconsciously believes that father and mother are two people who must be together and cannot be separated. Your disagreements and quarrels have affected the child. At present, there is nothing better than maintaining the medicine and you no longer stimulating him. way

Gu Lin's mother and Gu Jingming made an agreement in three chapters not to quarrel in front of Gu Lin so as not to irritate Gu Lin

However, it is already falling apart, and there will be fierce quarrels over trivial matters

The bumps and bumps lasted for another three years, and Gu Lin became more and more cheerful. Gu Lin's parents thought so

From watching Gu Lin take medicine every day to just telling Gu Lin to remember to take medicine, but people who are sick will not think that they are sick

15-year-old Gu Lin seems to be getting worse

Gu Lin's mother was cooking dinner when she found out that Gu Lin's mother had signed the divorce agreement

"why why."

"No, you must be together, together, and never be separated, even if it is..."

"die"

With trembling hands, Gu Lin scratched his neck and scratched the place where Gu Lin's mother signed.

"You don't want me?"

"definitely is"

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"Is it delicious?" Gu Lin's mother looked at Gu Lin eating lovingly, picked up her usual favorite tartary buckwheat tea and drank it all

"Mom, what's wrong with you?"

Gu Lin innocently looked at the mother who slid down to ask Gu Lin to call an ambulance

Gu Lin's mother fell to the ground and did not move. Gu Lin smiled and picked up his least favorite rice and put it in his mouth.

"Mom, let's be together forever with Dad"

The bathtub was filled with warm water, and Gu Lin's mother, who was unconscious, soaked in it, her hair was loose and hanging on the ground, and her left hand was resting on the outside of the bathtub.

Gu Lin hugged the rabbit and squatted next to Gu Lin's mother with a knife, and cut the bruised blood vessels under the skin vigorously, blood flowed out

Gu Lin is so happy

"It's okay, we'll be together forever with Dad"

A lot of blood, a lot, the water in the bathtub was stained red, and the ground was also blood

Gu Lin's mother died, and Gu Lin pressed the hideous wound into the water

"Ah! Mom!" Gu Lin shook Gu Lin's mother heartbreakingly, Gu Lin was so scared

"No, go away!" Gu Lin retreated to the corner and waved the rabbit

"Mom, save me!" Gu Lin cried loudly, but his mother couldn't open her eyes anymore.

The red snake drowned Gu Lin's mother, and Gu Lin fainted on the ground

The post-traumatic stress reaction made Gu Lin extremely frightened and forgot that he killed his mother

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"They all lied to me, they all lied to me, then go and stay with mom. Be together forever"

Gu Jingming was also soaked in the bathtub, Gu Lin took a knife and cut Gu Jingming's wrist fiercely

The blood flowed out, how beautiful it is, one drop, two drops, three drops, the drops fainted in the water, and then dripped on the tiles along Gu Lin's hand, just like Gu Lin killed his mother, the same way of death should be will be together

I haven't taken medicine for a long time

Gu Lin frantically cut Gu Jingming's wrist, but Gu Jingming slowly regained consciousness amidst the pain

"Gu...Gu Lin"

"Ah!" The knife dropped from Gu Lin's hand and fell to the ground with a loud noise.

Gu Jingming couldn't get up, he only felt pain in his hands, and his body was warm in the water

"Gu Lin don't want it" a weak voice came from Gu Jingming's mouth. Gu Jingming also suspected Gu Lin when he realized that Gu Lin's mother's death was not easy, but overturned this idea again

Now, Gu Jingming believed it, and was "waiting to be slaughtered" in the bathtub just like Gu Lin's mother

Gu Lin did not expect that Gu Jingming would wake up, touched the knife again and raised his hands, smiling so happily

"Dad, you forced me"

"No..." Gu Jingming shook his head with difficulty, but the knife had already been inserted into his chest

Gu Lin frantically pulled out the knife and inserted it into Gu Jingming's body, the blood splashed all over Gu Lin's body.

Gu Jingming is also dead, it was Gu Lin who killed him

After Gu Jingming stopped moving, Gu Lin was stunned for a moment, and looked at the knife in his hand and threw it aside.

"No, no, no, not me"

"No, not me"

"Ah" Gu Lin screamed, looking at the bloody hand made him flinch

There was a lot of blood again, the red snake ran out again, strangled Gu Jingming to death, and was crawling towards Gu Lin

"Go away, go away" Gu Lin's face was full of tears mixed with blood, waving his hands, a huge sadness suddenly filled his irrational brain, Gu Lin's heart hurts, and the red snake has already crawled inside

The light in the bathroom became intense, and the broken mirror that was smashed by Gu Lin was covered with bloodstains, reflecting the light.

Gu Lin could not stop trembling

"What to do, what to do..." Gu Lin repeated

"Mu Xia, yes, Mu Xia"

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Jing Heya told Mu Xia that he would not go home today and asked Mu Xia to close the doors and windows, but Mu Xia sat on the sofa but did not feel sleepy at all, always feeling very uneasy

The phone on the table suddenly vibrated

Gu Lin is displayed on the screen

Mu Xia stared at the phone in a daze for a while, but the phone kept vibrating, Mu Xia closed her eyes and swiped the answer button

"Mu Xia...Mu Xia, there's a lot of blood, I'm afraid, ah" Gu Lin's trembling voice and crying came over, and Mu Xia's mind went blank

"Gu Lin, what's wrong with you?" Mu Xia suddenly opened his eyes

"Ah, go away, I'm afraid, Mu Xia, I'm afraid..."

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"Gu Lin, are you there?" Mu Xia violently knocked on the door of Gu Lin's house, and her eager voice spread throughout the corridor. God knows how anxious Mu Xia was after Gu Lin's phone was disconnected.

Go love like you've never been hurt

"Gu Lin" Mu Xia's eyes were already blushing, and what was even more frightening was that Mu Xia smelled blood

The dogs in the whole building are barking, and Mu Xia's right eyelid is also jumping wildly

Unable to get a response, Mu Xia started banging on the door, and when the door touched her body, her heart throbbed with pain

Gu Lin, I don't want to miss you anymore

The door opened, and the smell of blood poured into Mu Xia's nose one after another

"Gu Lin, where are you, answer me" The voice that came up from the throat floated in the empty room, the cold food on the table and the smashed red wine on the ground were telling Mu Xia that there had been someone here

Mu Xia stepped on broken glass, a broken red wine bottle, and the red wine showed traces of being dragged on the ground. Mu Xia looked at the extension of the traces and ended at the door of the bathroom, and the bad feeling began to spread

"Gu Lin, answer me quickly!"

"Gu Lin"

Mu Xia goes to the bathroom

Red, eyes are red, blood splattered all over the room, there is still blood flowing from the bathtub directly opposite, but it does not belong to Gu Lin

Because Gu Lin was sitting on the ground covered in blood, bent his knees and buried his head on his knees, trembling

Mu Xia didn't know what happened, why there was blood all over it, and wanted to know if Gu Lin was injured, but suddenly he couldn't move his feet, so he could only stop by holding on to the door frame

There is a knife at Gu Lin's feet

Mu Xia is speechless, such a scene is shocking enough

Gu Lin slowly raised his head, leaning towards Mu Xia, the blood splashed on Gu Lin's face was like a butterfly dancing due to Gu Lin's breathing

Gu Lin smiled and said

"Mu Xia, you are here, I have been waiting for you for a long time"

The sound of sirens and ambulances rang through the neighborhood, and people who were already going to sleep looked down from the windows at the cars with blue and red lights

no more peace

It's Mu Xia's police

Gu Jingming was confirmed dead by the forensic doctor on the spot. Gu Lin, who was a serious suspect, was taken back to the police station. Mu Xia also went to the police station to make notes. Jing Heya didn't know yet

Gu Lin's smiling appearance made Mu Xia forget the sad feeling, why did it become like this, Mu Xia answered the police's question in a dumbfounded manner, but still couldn't turn his head

Gu Lin admitted that he killed Gu Jingming, but the police have already seen that Gu Lin has mental problems, and they have to wait for Gu Lin to do a mental appraisal

The police station took Gu Lin into custody, and when Mu Xia went to Gu Lin's house to pack Gu Lin's clothes, he found Gu Lin's notes

The following are excerpts from Gu Lin’s notes when his consciousness was chaotic

December 2005, 9

My father and mother took me to see a doctor. The doctor said I was sick, but I was obviously not sick

December 2008, 6

A lot of blood, a lot of blood from my mother's hand...

(Time of Gu Lin's mother's death)

December 2008, 8

I see, I see, mother, you have to be happy, I will make you happy

(When I met Mu Xia for the first time)

December 2008, 10

Mu Xia, you have stepped into a trap

(Mu Xia saved Gu Lin's time)

December 2008, 11

What to do, no, no, (crossed out)

(Mu Xia clarifies the time of the kiss incident in front of the whole school)

December 2008, 12

Mu Xia kissed me

(Qin Yue's birthday, the time of the first kiss)

December 2009, 1

we made/loved

December 2009, 3

Is mom happy?Why am I so lost, I seem to have lost Mu Xia

(Gu Lin's birthday, time for the four to meet)

December 2009, 4

why should i live

(The time when Gu Lin was rescued from the water by Qin Yue)

December 2009, 4

Mu Xia, I love you

(Two days before Gu Jingming was killed)

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When Qin Yue woke up in the hospital, Qin Yue's father almost took Qin Yue's sister away from his arms

"Doctor! Doctor, my son is awake"

Qin Yue was a little confused looking at the tired and worried man in front of him

"who are you?"

Qin Yue's father, who happily called the doctor, paused, and looked back at his son in disbelief, "Qin Yue, I'm Dad? Don't you remember?"

"Dad? Are you Dad?"

Qin Yue lost his memory and forgot everything. The doctor said that the amnesia was caused by blood pressure in the back of his head and the nerves were pressed. The person who beat Qin Yue was arrested by the police, but Qin Yue forgot why he was beaten

It was just dark when Qin Yue's father took Qin Yue out of the hospital. Qin Yue hugged the flowers that his sister's mother bought for Qin Yue and walked behind Qin Yue's father. The crabapple flowers in the community were blooming. Qin Yue heard

"Have you heard? Gu Lin killed his parents, killed himself and hooked up with a young man."

"Oh, poor thing, the whole family is dead"

Two people who were busy with other people's affairs passed by Qin Yue and said in a low voice, but Qin Yue still heard it

The flowers in Qin Yue's arms fell to the ground. Qin Yue felt a pain in his head and heart, but why did he mutter in pain?

Why did Gu Lin die?

Who is Gu Lin?

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On the day Gu Lin went to the hospital for appraisal, it was raining, and the sunny day suddenly poured heavily

At the nurse station, a young nurse who just arrived was peeling an apple. After peeling the apple, she casually put the fruit knife on the table. The two policemen guarding Gu Lin were checking the information. Gu Lin quietly hid the knife in his sleeve

Gu Lin returned to the narrow room again, Gu Lin looked at the gray wall in a daze, his legs dangling on the stool

When Mu Xia went to the police station to take notes again, he asked if he could take another look at Gu Lin, and the police agreed.

Mu Xia looked at Gu Lin who was in a trance through the iron fence, tears kept rolling in his eyes, Mu Xia wanted to call out to Gu Lin, but no sound came out of his throat

As if he noticed Mu Xia's gaze, Gu Lin turned his head to look at Mu Xia and smiled, it's very nice

Then Mu Xia took out the fruit knife from his sleeve in surprise

"Gu Lin, don't" Mu Xia shouted with his eyes tearing apart, but Gu Lin had already fallen to the ground

The policeman opened the door, and Mu Xia pushed everyone away like crazy, knelt beside Gu Lin and held Gu Lin in his arms, tears rolling down his face

Mu Xia's heart seemed to be pinched and crushed, and it was smashed to pieces. It must have been eaten by the red snake.

Mu Xia, who was holding Gu Lin's body, lay on Gu Lin's heart and cried loudly

"Gu Lin, why are you so stupid?"

"Gu Lin, open your eyes!"

No response, Gu Lin's life has ended, leaving no chance for Mu Xia

"Gu Lin, look at me, I love you too"

"I don't care anymore, I just want to be with you, look at me"

But Gu Lin's body became cold little by little, Mu Xia hugged Gu Lin's body tightly, kissed Gu Lin's forehead tremblingly

"Gu Lin, be good, look at me"

"I'll accompany you, okay?"

Mu Xia felt the knife still stuck in Gu Lin's heart, and thrust it into her left chest

Next to Gu Lin's last diary, Mu Xia added a few words

Gu Lin: Mu Xia, I love you.

Mu Xia: Me too

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