dream crossing

“not pretty anymore”

“not pretty anymore”

“not pretty anymore”

Gu Lin, who was supposed to go to school on Wednesday, did not carry a schoolbag, and walked aimlessly on the street in a blue knitted cardigan school uniform. The brooch given by Mu Xia was pinned on the left, in the shape of a leaf

The street wind blows at the feet of the people who go to work, buy vegetables, and go to school. There is the unique food aroma of the street selling breakfast stalls. The shouts are endless, and it is crowded and has the smell of fireworks in the market.

But Gu Lin didn't seem to be able to hear, his world was completely silent because of Mu Xia

Gu Lin followed the crowd to stop and go, and hadn't seen Mu Xia for many days. Gu Lin thought about Mu Xia so much that he was going crazy, but Mu Xia deliberately avoided Gu Lin.

In order to avoid Gu Lin, Mu Xia sent Fu Qiuyue home after school, and then walked on the road that Gu Lin had walked.

The sun is shining golden, and the undulating buildings block part of the sunlight, leaving large shadows on the ground. The morning mist slowly dissipates, and the crowded peaks gradually pass

With fluttering footsteps, Gu Lin unconsciously walked outside the swimming pool

It happened that many middle school students came out of the swimming pool, leaning on each other's shoulders, talking about irrelevant topics, full of vigor

They walked past Gu Lin with water vapor, the water vapor in the swimming pool was wet, and the cotton T-shirts they had just changed smelled good, mixed with the water vapor in the swimming pool, and Gu Lin breathed it

Before Mu Xia asked Gu Lin where he wanted to go, Gu Lin told Mu Xia that it was the sea, the blue sea

The water vapor in the swimming pool made Gu Lin want to see the blue "sea"

Gu Lin stood quietly on the side of the road and looked up at the outer wall of the swimming pool. This swimming pool has a long history. When entering the door, you can see the small white square tiles and light blue water by the pool.

Gu Lin looked at it and suddenly laughed, and took a step forward. His soft hair parted a little with Gu Lin's walking, revealing a smooth forehead. Just now, the members of the city's swimming team had just finished training, and the water in the pool was still not calm. After coming down, the staff who manage the swimming pool walked into the room to rest, but did not see Gu Lin coming in

Gu Lin passed through the barbed wire fence, walked by the swimming pool, looked at the water that cast sunlight, shimmering, like a real sea

The ceiling of the swimming pool is very high, Gu Lin is walking by the pool, the sound of the empty venue will be infinitely amplified, quietness and loneliness are also

Gu Lin walked around the pool for a while, took off his shoes and socks, sat by the pool, rolled up the hems of his school trousers, carefully stretched his white and tender feet into the water, and the constant temperature water wrapped Gu Lin's feet , the dense sense of security is also pouring in

Gu Lin closed his eyes to feel the air pressure in the water and the feeling of the water caressing his skin, and gently swung his feet in the water

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Qin Yue skipped class. Today is Qin Yue's mother's birthday. In the past, on her mother's birthday, the whole family would go out to eat, take pictures, and freeze the happy time. But now, Qin Yue's father went to the hospital to take care of her pregnant aunt and newly born younger sister.

Did he not remember or deliberately forgot that today is Qin Yue's mother's birthday? Qin Yue doesn't know

When talking on the phone with her mother in the morning, her mother betrayed her with suppressed crying, deliberately and happily said that she was doing well, and asked Qin Yue to take care of herself and study hard, Qin Yue agreed with red eyes

A couple walked towards each other holding a little girl, Qin Yue looked at the little girl happily walking in the middle and thought, Dad and that aunt would also hold the sister like this

The little girl broke free from her parents' hands, and when she walked to Qin Yue's side, she sweetly called "Brother"

Qin Yue didn't expect the little girl to call him. He froze for a moment and went to see the little girl's parents in a panic. The little girl's parents looked at the little girl and smiled.

Qin Yue touched his pocket, there was no candy in it, he squatted down apologetically and looked at the little girl at the same level, "Sister, I'm sorry, brother didn't bring candy today"

"It's okay, brother, be happy"

"Why would my sister say that?"

"Because, mother said that happy people will be very happy." The little girl replied with a milky voice, and ran to hold the hands of her parents and walked away

Qin Yue stood up and looked at the happy backs of the family of three and whispered "Thank you"

After seeing off the little girl's family, Qin Yue didn't intend to go back to school like this at all. He didn't know what he was thinking, but kept walking along the main road with his hands in the pockets of his school trousers

When he saw the outer wall of the swimming pool, Qin Yue stopped and stood there looking dazed. When he was young, Qin Yue's mother also brought Qin Yue to play. Seeing that he was interested, he signed up for a class and asked the teacher to teach him swimming. The clever Qin Yue quickly learned to swim without spending much time

Thinking of the happy things when he was a child, Qin Yue finally relaxed a little, heaved a sigh of relief and continued to walk forward, and when he walked outside the venue, he couldn't help but take a look inside

A blue figure fell down, splashing a little water

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Feet dangling more and more in the water

Gu Lin looked at the rippling surface of the water stirred up by him, which was very similar to the water in which his mother was soaked when he died, but the water in which his mother was soaked was red, and this one is light blue

"Gu Lin, do you want to accompany mom?"

"Mom" Gu Lin looked blankly at the front of the pool

Gu Lin stopped the shaking of his feet, but there was no calm water. The waves splashed on Lin Shuo's feet again and again, and the rolled-up trousers were also soaked.

"Die, it won't hurt anymore"

"really?"

It doesn't hurt to die

No more pain

no more pain......

Gu Lin fell into the swimming pool, Qin Yue saw it

"Don't!" Qin Yue's pupils shrank suddenly, and Gu Lin's falling water splash mixed with sunlight fell into Qin Yue's eyes like diamonds

Qin Yue ran into the swimming pool, half a minute passed by the time he bypassed the fence, and Gu Lin sank to the bottom of the water

"Gu Lin!"

Without thinking too much, Qin Yue took off his coat and jumped into the water, swimming towards Gu Lin with all his strength.

Gu Lin!

Mu Xia is not worth it for you

Qin Yue opened his eyes in the water, it was obviously not the deep sea, the water pressure was still squeezing Qin Yue's chest pain, Qin Yue looked at Gu Lin who was peacefully sinking in the water, panicked in his heart, and swam towards Gu Lin even more vigorously

It's too slow, it's really slow, Qin Yue stroked his hands haphazardly, forgetting everything the teacher taught, and only had one thought, which was to get close to Gu Lin

Qin Yue grabbed Gu Lin's arm and brought Gu Lin to the surface of the water

Bubbles were constantly produced in Qin Yue's breath, and Gu Lin, who was unconscious, hung his head in the water, Qin Yue was a little panicked, and the moment Qin Yue swam out of the water, he took a deep breath, grabbed Gu Lin's shoulders with both hands Gu Lin raised the surface of the water, and pushed Gu Lin ashore with all his might

"Gu Lin, don't worry!" Qin Yue wiped the water from his face indiscriminately, turned Gu Lin over and lay flat on the ground, performed CPR on Gu Lin, and called Gu Lin's name

Water dripped from the hair on Gu Lin's face, and the water on the two of them fainted on the ground again

Gu Lin's beautiful eyes were closed, and his mouth was slightly open.

Qin Yue pressed Gu Lin's chest, using all his strength every time, but Gu Lin didn't respond at all.

"Gu Lin, don't die!" Qin Yue's voice was already crying

I can't help it, Gu Lin, I'm sorry

Qin Yue wiped the water off his face again, and pinched Gu Lin's nose and jaw with determination

"Gu Lin, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to"

Qin Yue held his breath and blew into Gu Lin's mouth against Gu Lin's lips, repeatedly, Gu Lin's soft lips were wrapped by Qin Yue's lips, Qin Yue trembled and closed his eyes, tears fell on the ground

Alternate artificial respiration and cardiopulmonary resuscitation

"Cough cough..."

Qin Yue performed another set of cardiopulmonary resuscitation, Gu Lin finally responded and coughed up some water, Qin Yue happily shook Gu Lin's body

“Great, great”

Gu Lin finally opened his eyes. Gu Lin looked at Qin Yue who was kneeling in front of him and saved him, smiled, looked into Qin Yue's eyes, and let Qin Yue pull up his upper body

"Are you afraid that I will die?"

Qin Yue also looked into Gu Lin's eyes, but Qin Yue felt that Gu Lin was not looking at him, and inexplicably aroused an unknown anger, touched the brooch on Gu Lin's school uniform, tore it off, turned around and threw it into the water

Throwing away the brooch, Qin Yue seemed to have finally exhausted all his strength, pinching Gu Lin's clothes that were as wet as himself in frustration

Mu Xia showed Qin Yue the birthday gift for Gu Lin during the class break on Gu Lin's birthday, which was the leaf-shaped brooch thrown by Qin Yue

Qin Yue saw the word "Lin" on the back of the leaf brooch

The brooch fell into the water, made only a little noise, and sank to the bottom, engulfed in the glistening water, out of sight

Qin Yue looked at Gu Lin, closed his eyes, and trembled his voice

"afraid"

very scared

I'm afraid you'll die