dream crossing

Before Mu Xia's last shred of rationality broke, he still wanted to believe in Gu Lin, looking at the once familiar Gu Lin who wanted to rub his heart

"But……"

After only two words, Gu Lin interrupted. Gu Lin took off his slippers. Under the school trousers, there was a foot wrapped in white socks with a small section of white tender skin to reach Mu Xia's leg, rubbing it. Xia also wore white socks for Gu Lin, the first time he had sex/love

"But what? Brother wants to say why I want to /fuck you, or call your name when I'm /fucked/by you?"

no, no, neither

How could Gu Lin be like this? Mu Xia didn't believe it, but the facts were in front of him. What should Mu Xia do? What kind of person did he fall in love with? Eyes, when they opened again, there were tears

Mu Xia kicked Gu Lin's feet away and hit the edge of the bed. Mu Xia leaned over and put his hands on the sides of Gu Lin's body, spraying all his breath on Gu Lin's face, and squeezed out words from between his teeth.

"Has there ever been a moment when you loved me yourself?"

"no"

Without thinking about the two words, Gu Lin still smiled innocently, looking directly at Mu Xia's reddened eyes

Mu Xia didn't say anything more, touched the brooch box she gave to Gu Lin with her right hand on the side of the bed, picked it up abruptly, straightened her body and slammed it on the desk

The sound of the gift box hitting something on the desk was overwhelmed by the sound of the plates falling on the floor in the kitchen. Gu Jingming Jing Heya hurriedly cleaned up, completely unaware of what happened in Gu Lin's room

A pill bottle was knocked off the table, fell to the floor and rolled out of sight under the bed

Mu Xia turned around and saw Gu Linde's first prize in mathematics and the special prize posted on the wall. He paused, tears still streaming down his face, and walked away shaking his legs

Gu Lin heard Mu Xia shout "Mom, I have to leave beforehand", followed by the sound of the door opening and closing

Gu Lin, who kept the expression he had when Mu Xia asked himself just now, finally collapsed on the bed as if he was dehydrated, his head turned towards the desk that Mu Xia picked up the gift box and threw it at.

"Mu Xia, do you really believe it?"

Mom, are you happy?Me too, but I seem to have lost Muxia

lost

I lost Mu Xia who loved me

The pink rabbit is always on Gu Lin's bedside, the glass eyes saw everything that happened just now, the smiling expression is happy or is it laughing at Gu Lin?

The red snake crawled out from under the bed and bit Gu Lin's skin, then got in, sucking Gu Lin's blood, biting Gu Lin's flesh, not letting go of his heart

Gu Lin pressed on the position of the heart

Mom, why does it hurt here?

but mom is happy

Not

Not

Mu Xia can only be mine

mom happy

Not

mom is very happy

Not

Mu Xia is mine

Happy

It's Mine!

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Mu Xia didn't come to school for a few days, Qin Yue called Mu Xia and turned off the phone, the teacher only said that Mu Xia asked for leave without giving any specific reasons

Fu Qiuyue came to school wearing a full set of makeup for several days. It was her cousin who was in college who taught her that good-looking girls and boys would not refuse. Unexpectedly, Mu Xia didn't come for a few days and turned white.

Qin Yue wanted to ask Gu Lin what was going on, but Gu Lin walked too fast after school, and he had no energy left to run around the hospital and home

Aunt with a big belly gave birth to a younger sister, who was born on Gu Lin's birthday, but Qin Yue's father was away on a business trip, so Qin Yue ran around without knowing what happened

Mu Xia didn't come to class until a week later, Qin Yue felt that Mu Xia was very strange because...

Mu Xia, who had just entered the classroom, whistled at Fu Qiuyue, lying on the podium carelessly, and shouted, "Beautiful!"

Fu Qiuyue blushed and bowed her head pretending to turn the page, her heart was already full of joy

Qin Yue dropped his jaw in shock on the seat and almost choked himself to death with a mouthful of milk

what the hell!

When Mu Xia returned to his seat, Qin Yue's first sentence was not to ask Mu Xia what happened last week, but whether he was sick or not.

"After school at night, you are not afraid that Gu Lin will be jealous."

Mu Xia lowered her head, Qin Yue couldn't see Mu Xia's expression, and the cold voice that was clearly different from just now reached Qin Yue's ears

"We don't know each other"

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Vehicles running in the opposite direction cannot see each other in rainy days, so Gu Lin decided to step down, will he be smashed into pieces?

Maybe it's because of the awkwardness, Qin Yue felt that there must be a row between the young lovers, but the two of them hadn't said a word for a few days, and Qin Yue felt that Mu Xia seemed a bit too much today

The weather at the beginning of April always has unstoppable rain, not too warm weather, because of the sudden rain at night, the temperature drops sharply, and the air becomes extraordinarily humid and cold

Without an umbrella, Gu Lin walked in the rain with his head down, his whole body was wet. The fine rain fell on Gu Lin's body and then dripped on the ground.

It was cold and piercing, the red lips full of blood turned blue and purple, and the wet clothes stuck to Gu Lin's body, shaking like a dog in the water

Mu Xia, who was walking behind, held an umbrella and looked at Gu Lin indifferently, and pulled Qin Yue who was about to speak but stopped going forward to hold an umbrella for Gu Lin

"Don't go!"

Qin Yue looked at holding his hand in disbelief, and then turned his gaze upwards. This Mu Xia is too strange. Gu Lin is Mu Xia's favorite person after all.

"Mu Xia, are you fucking crazy, didn't you see that Gu Lin was drenched in the rain?"

The raindrops that fell from the gap between the two umbrellas were really icy, and landed on Mu Xia's wrist and the back of his hand. Mu Xia twisted her neck and blinked in disdain, arrogant and arrogant

"I see, so what?"

Qin Yue looked at Mu Xia's indifferent eyes and shook off Mu Xia's hand, "If you want to go crazy, go crazy."

"Who is crazy?"

Qin Yue trotted forward and put the umbrella on top of Gu Lin's body. Gu Lin felt that the raindrops were gone, and looked up to see the iron umbrella ribs

Mu Xia?

Gu Lin happily opened a smile and turned to look at the owner holding the umbrella. The smile was too bright, and he stabbed Qin Yue behind him. After seeing clearly that it was Qin Yue, his eyes darkened obviously, and he lowered his head again. I brought the umbrella a long time ago

Gu Lin's soft voice was so pitiful in the vertical rain line, Gu Lin said "thank you"

Qin Yue ran out after seeing Gu Lin's eyes in a sympathetic mood. Mu Xia really did a little too much, Qin Yue looked at the foggy road ahead, and tilted the umbrella towards Lin Shuo again." You're welcome, go home"

Mu Xia stood behind Qin Yue and Gu Lin, when the rain hit the ground, a hazy mist appeared, which could only be seen under the street lamps, continuously splashing water on Mu Xia's shoes

Is this trick again?Gu Lin, you are really disgusting, I almost got hooked again, but you really know how to pretend, in the alley, the first time you failed the exam, oh no, you did it on purpose, you didn’t even sleep with me Pretending so well, Gu Lin, why did you/mother lie to me?

Qin Yue, why do you have to stand by Lin Shuo's side?

there is my place

Scenes from the past reappeared in Mu Xia's mind. Mu Xia closed her eyes not to look at Gu Lin and Qin Yue, and squeezed the umbrella handle vigorously.

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Gu Lin pinched the pink rabbit's neck and squeezed it hard, but the rabbit would not resist, pant, and die. It kept laughing and mocking Gu Lin. Gu Lin in the glass eyes was hideous and pitiful.

"Ah! Why, why, why?"

Mom, why am I not happy at all, no, I want to be happy, I want Mu Xia

Gu Lin threw the rabbit down with all his strength, and knelt down on the bed. The necklace Mu Xia gave Gu Lin turned into a red snake around Gu Lin's neck.

It tightened its body, and Gu Lin's brain began to lack oxygen

"Mu Xia"

"Mu Xia"

"Mu Xia, you are mine, right?"

"Yes, Mu Xia is mine, it's mine, it's mine"

Gu Lin slumped sideways on the bed, the tears from the corners of his eyes fell onto the pillow, and he fell asleep satisfied with Mu Xia

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Mu Xia woke up from the dream, her lower body was wet again, holding her head in her hands, pulling her hair painfully in the dark

"Gu Lin, why didn't you let me go?"

I dreamed of Gu Lin again

Mu Xia lay on Gu Lin's body again, Gu Lin called Mu Xia's name, said that he loved Mu Xia, and it was Gu Lin who would make Mu Xia's heart soften when he laughed

Dreams cannot be controlled, but Mu Xia can control the waking brain during the day

I can never love Gu Lin again

absolutely not