dream crossing

*sick

The new year is over, Mu Xia is about to spend the last half year of the tightened senior year of study after school starts, and the time to study together with Gu Lin in this school has also entered the countdown, Mu Xia is very reluctant

Mu Xia hastily greeted Qin Yue and was about to rush out of the school gate, but Qin Yue grabbed her

"Let's go together"

Fu Qiuyue watched Mu Xia being held back by Qin Yue at the door of the classroom, and packed her schoolbag angrily. It has been a week since school started, and it has been so long since what happened to Gu Lin last time. Fu Qiuyue, that bitch Lin, became angry, and the desks were rattling.

"what?"

"Brother, you forget your righteousness when you see sex, I have been walking behind you and the little beauty for a week, and you haven't seen me." Qin Yue put his arms around Mu Xia's shoulder and rolled his eyes.

Mu Xia scratched her head in embarrassment, "Is there... is there?"

Let's just say, the two of them mixed in the crowd and walked towards the school gate together. Mu Xia saw Gu Lin's figure from a distance, and couldn't help speeding up his pace, even throwing Qin Yue away a little.

Qin Yue shook his head in the crowd and smiled wryly. He really forgot his friends after seeing sex. He trotted after Mu Xia

It's strange, Qin Yue only has one feeling at this time, although he has kept up with Mu Xia, but Mu Xia has been looking at the back of Gu Lin's head in front of him

Gu Lin walked in front, Qin Yue looked at Gu Lin's back and Mu Xia's face for a while, couldn't help but bumped Mu Xia's shoulder, "You boy won't come for real, right?"

"What?" Putting her hands in her pockets, Mu Xia glanced at Qin Yue and then looked away

"I'm serious, Mu Xia, you..."

"Do you like Gu Lin?" Qin Yue asked Mu Xia what he thought in his heart after holding back for a long time. Mu Xia's overly enthusiastic gaze towards Gu Lin was really impossible to ignore.

More than liking, it's love.

Mu Xia stopped, it was almost spring, behind Gu Lin, next to Gu Lin, the leaves on both sides of the street that he and Gu Lin walked along went from green to yellow to falling, and now they were about to sprout. Lin has experienced one autumn and one summer

Gu Lin and Gu Lin have long been intimate, and they have done everything that should be done, but Mu Xia still can't pretend that Gu Lin is not enough, it is full but still wants to be stuffed, wants every blood vessel to be filled, wants every milliliter of blood to flow through All belong to Gu Lin's imprint

"Hi... like it?" Mu Xia looked at the patterned sidewalk, but still didn't dare to express too much about Gu Lin in words in front of others. Like and love are only three words, as if there is a tacit understanding, Gu Lin Lin didn’t say it, and Mu Xia didn’t say it either, those voices colliding in the climax/tide never used the tone of liking and love as the background sound

In the end, did the two subconsciously feel that all this is impossible, or did they already engrave love and love into their bodies through the most primitive impulse of human beings?

Mu Xia thought it was the latter, left her own marks on Gu Lin's body, and actually rushed a part of herself into Gu Lin's body from a dream that no one knew about, which fascinated Mu Xia

"Young man, treat him well." Qin Yue's puppy had Gu Lin in his eyes, and raised his hand to pat Mu Xia's shoulder with his head down. Although he guessed it, but from Mu Xia

What I heard in my mouth is still different from what I guessed, besides...

Feeling a little ambiguous, it didn't attract Mu Xia who was found out about Gu Lin's secret in his heart, and he just regarded it as a brother who stood by him unconditionally

Like the previous week, when we separated from Mu Xia at the intersection, Qin Yue would follow Gu Lin from afar and go home with Gu Lin

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Qin Yue found himself in the same neighborhood as Gu Lin when the New Year's bell came. Qin Yue would never forget Gu Lin's expression of sitting alone in the gazebo of the neighborhood watching the midnight fireworks.

A pregnant woman under one roof became Qin Yue's stepmother. It was okay for Qin Yue, but Qin Yue couldn't accept it because of the estrangement in his heart. Besides, this stepmother didn't know whether she was a younger sister or a younger brother, and she was going to be an older brother

It wasn't the reunion dinner. After dinner, Qin Yue went downstairs to smoke sullenly. He only dared to smoke outside alone. I heard that pregnant women don't like the smell of cigarettes

"It's pitiful, his mother is dead, and the mistress his father found doesn't know when he came into the house."

"Yeah, I have seen him coming in and out of his house many times"

There were quite a few people who came out to wait for the midnight fireworks, and the cold white air came out of their mouths after wrapping their clothes tightly. Even if it was the beginning of the new year, there were still some people who couldn't stop talking to others. Qin Yue leaned beside him and finished it On the ginkgo tree with leaves, the decorative red lanterns on the top are set off by the lights in the distance, which is quite festive

It's just that this reunion festival is not suitable for the Gu Lin that Qin Yue and the good people talk about.

Qin Yue felt a sense of sympathy for each other, and the blue smoke he spit out climbed up his eyes along the bridge of his nose. Qin Yue squinted his eyes, and followed the sight of the good guy to climb to Gu Lin who was leaning on the pillar in the gazebo and looking at the dark sky

Qin Yue stopped smoking and stood up straight. It's Gu Lin. Are they talking about Gu Lin?

There is no shortage of dancing aunts in the community, and there is no shortage of gossips about the other family's affairs. Qin Yue actually heard all about Gu Lin's affairs during the back and forth between the two of them.

Suicide, depression, mistress, silence and other words fell into Qin Yue's ears one after another

Gu Lin didn't hear it, or he was used to it, he just looked at the sky quietly

The two of them changed the subject again, and the main character in their mouths became a sad old lady who lived alone after losing her puppy, but they stopped at almost midnight, looking at the sky excitedly, waiting for the fireworks that were ready to go off

bang bang bang

Countless gorgeous fireworks exploded in the air, colorful, imprinted in Gu Lin's eyes

Qin Yue looked at Gu Lin, and Gu Lin looked at the fireworks. The colorful lights shone brightly and darkly on Gu Lin's face, but there was an indelible sadness in his eyes.

Qin Yue heard the people around say that the fireworks are very beautiful, Qin Yue looked at the light of the fireworks printed in Gu Lin's eyes, "It should be very beautiful."

The smell and the smoke from the explosion of the fireworks stuck in the air and penetrated into Qin Yue's nose, forming a concrete sadness that was sucked into Qin Yue's lungs

The reasons for being happy are the same, so why the same for being sad?

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For a short period of time afterwards, Qin Yue walked by Mu Xia's side during school hours, and was scalded by the ambiguous atmosphere of the two of them, and also scalded the trees by the street, causing new green leaves to emerge.

But after separating from Mu Xia, Qin Yue automatically waited for Gu Lin to leave first. It is better for sad people not to go together. Gu Lin didn't seem to mean to go home together, and walked on his own

Tonight, Qin Yue saw a sneaky head protruding from the hidden alley after Gu Lin passed by, as if he was plotting something, but was interrupted by Qin Yue passing by

Maybe, I just think Gu Lin is pretty.

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In late March, many trees quietly put on new clothes in the spring breeze. Mu Xia was worrying about what gift to give Gu Lin for his birthday. Pulled off Gu Lin's collar to see if he was there, Qin Yue complained about it many times

When Mu Xia was struggling on the desk for the 180th time, Qin Yue shook his head, this is the boy who was dazzled by love, scary

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It is said that there is tranquility before the storm, Gu Lin thinks it must be, Mu Xia still does not know what is waiting for her

Gu Jingming presumptuously arranged the first meeting with Jing Heya's family and himself and Gu Lin at home, and even picked Gu Lin's birthday, with the intention of having a lively birthday for Gu Lin

When Gu Jingming told Gu Lin anxiously, Gu Lin raised his head, his beautiful eyes bent and smiled at Gu Jingming and nodded. Gu Jingming didn't see Gu Lin's clenched fist hidden under his sleeve.

"Okay, up to you"

I don’t know why Gu Jingming’s eyelids still twitched, but he was startled by Gu Lin’s smile, and suddenly felt that Gu Lin, who made trouble for no reason, was the real Gu Lin

Gu Lin touched the part of the divorce agreement signed by Gu Lin's mother whose handwriting could not be read clearly. Before Gu Lin's mother died, Gu Lin watched his mother sign it. Gu Jingming signed it a long time ago.

After his mother died, Gu Lin hid the divorce agreement

Gu Lin touched the scratched-out handwriting, and smiled, "Mom, is the day I'm looking forward to coming?"

The door of the room was closed again. The communication between Gu Lin and Gu Jingming became less after the death of Gu Lin's mother. Gu Lin's mother who died

Sitting on the sofa, Gu Jingming caught a glimpse of a group photo of Gu Lin's family of three when he was 10 years old. His smiling face coincided with that of Gu Lin just now. Gu Jingming suddenly came up with an idea

Gu Jingming was frightened by himself, so he sat down, closed his eyes and leaned on the sofa, rubbing the bridge of his nose, but the thought couldn't get out of his mind

"Is Gu Lin's illness cured, or is it getting worse?"