sweet dimple

Chapter 6 Let go [the fifth mouthful of bitter gourd]

After returning from the beach, all of Tao Yunxi's unhappiness seemed to be washed away by the cool sea water.

Undoubtedly, the process of pulling out the memories since he met Yang Yiheng from his heart bit by bit was undoubtedly painful, but Tao Yunxi was fortunate that the wound was not deep and healed relatively quickly.

Tao Yunxi didn't want to give up anything, but he finally understood that there will always be many things in life that he can't keep no matter how hard he tries, such as his aging face, the love lost in youth, and the brilliant meteor that disappears in an instant. The fireworks that have passed away, as well as the heart after the enthusiasm has cooled and the figure that is fading away.

After that day, life seemed to be on the right track again; the success of the series made the six boys go to various workplaces non-stop every day; The future, the sincerity to the fans, and the vigorous efforts are sweating.

And Tao Yunxi's subtle changes are like tender seedlings that germinate in early spring, silently, but grow secretly in the wind and rain, and take root on the ground.

Gradually, Mi Yang discovered that when Tao Yunxi participated in activities, he was able to do business with Yang Yiheng generously, and he was able to boo Yang Su sincerely with everyone;

Such a change in Tao Yunxi made Mi Yang a little worried.

"Little daughter-in-law, what's the matter with you recently?" Mi Yang worriedly looked at Tao Yunxi who was sitting across from him eating meat.

Tao Yunxi raised his misty eyes and looked at Mi Yang strangely. His mouth was filled with unswallowed meat, and he looked like a little hamster: "Rice, why don't you eat it?" gone?"

Looking at the lovely Tao Yunxi in front of him, Mi Yang's heart was soft like a ball of cotton. He turned his face away, scratched his head, hesitated for a moment, and asked the doubts in his heart: "Recently, you and Yang Yiheng seem to be a little different. Are you... um... still sad?"

Tao Yunxi didn't expect Mi Yang to ask this question, he was stunned for a moment, swallowed the last piece of meat in his mouth, and said lightly: "It's all in the past, I don't want to mention it, now it's all for work Well!" After finishing speaking, she pursed her lips, revealing two shallow dimples.

Mi Yang frowned, and asked in a low voice, "Work? You weren't like this before!"

Tao Yunxi scratched his head and took a deep breath: "Dami, in fact, what Yang Yiheng said is quite right. As actors, we must learn to get into the play quickly and get out of the play in time. It used to be my own problem. I'm so stupid. It also made you worry about it for a while, and it will never happen again in the future!"

Until a long time later, Mi Yang couldn't forget Tao Yunxi's expression when he said those words, but his calm and gentle face overflowed with sadness that he couldn't understand.

And Tao Yunxi didn't know that there was also a person standing across the road that night, looking at him and Mi Yang, who never showed up, let alone disturbed, and finally turned and left, and all this had already fallen into Mi Yang's eyes.

On the way home, Mi Yang suddenly appeared, which surprised Yang Yiheng.

"Yang Yiheng, why are you leaving? Seeing Yunxi and me, brother, shouldn't you also come to say hello!" Mi Yang clasped his hands together and said honorifics, but his eyes were full of aggressiveness, which made Yang Yiheng at a loss as to what to do. Some flustered, speechless.

Mi Yang took a step back, twitched the corners of his mouth, and said slowly: "Do you feel that you are redundant, and don't know what kind of identity you use to insert between us? Instead of being embarrassed, it's better to walk away first!"

Yang Yiheng looked at Mi Yang in surprise, his own mood was actually seen by him, he stared at Mi Yang in shock, opened his mouth, wanted to say something, but couldn't say a word, as if his throat was blocked by something generally.

Mi Yang lowered his head, and said in a low voice: "Then have you ever thought that Yunxi feels the same way when facing you and Pang Xiaosu! Redundant, forgotten, and not cared about."

Thinking of Tao Yunxi's situation at that time, Mi Yang couldn't help feeling distressed: "On the stage, I have Brother Yi, Xiao Su has Gu Xiang, and Yunxi has nothing! He can only resolve his embarrassment by himself, adjust his Embarrassment, because he has to face fans and audiences on stage, it is impossible for him to escape like you, at this time, if my company makes you uncomfortable, isn’t it too much.”

Mi Yang's voice was very soft, but every word was like a heavy stone, and Yang Yiheng couldn't breathe under the weight. He felt his hands trembling slightly. He wanted to explain something, but found that he couldn't open his mouth at all.

"Brother Heng, I know I can't ask you anything, but I hope you will think about what I said and take care of Yunxi a little bit on stage." Mi Yang put his hands together and bowed lightly: "Brother Heng, thank you very much , to bother you."

Watching Mi Yang's back gradually going away, Yang Yiheng murmured to himself in a daze: "Tao Yunxi, do you have the same mood as me..."

Yang Yiheng stood where he was, his feet seemed to be filled with lead, he was so heavy that he couldn't move around, his body was wet by the sudden rain, he just stood there in the rain, motionless.

Yang Yiheng has too many burdens in his heart, and he can't find anyone to confide in; he wants to find an outlet to vent his fragility, but finds that there is no one behind him; heart; wanted to open the mouth to explain, but found that he had lost all qualifications.

Feelings are really strange things. People in it can't find their own irrationality and inexplicability, and they are tortured by unspeakable emotions every day.

People always yearn for beautiful love, but they forget that love is also the most tormenting thing in the world.

Just like why Yang Yiheng didn't realize that he couldn't get close to Mi Yang, and he didn't even like him close to Tao Yunxi.

It's like why Mi Yang clearly knew what he wanted, but he didn't dare to tell Tao Yunxi.

It's more like why Tao Yunxi never explored, Yang Yiheng's words and deeds will affect him so much.

One is afraid of the answer, the other is afraid of losing, and the other is afraid of exploring, but because of too many worries, the relationship is more turbulent and wandering.

I don't know if this is a test given by God to the idiot men and women in the world. They mercilessly look at the lover in the love-hate relationship, struggling in the vortex of love, or really only after going through purgatory can they be reborn from the ashes, Everyone in the world says that gods are good, but in fact Tiangong is the most ruthless.

Another live event

The six big boys sat on the sofa wearing floral shirts exclusively designed for them by the designer. Although it was a little strange, it didn't affect their handsomeness in the slightest.

"Hi everyone, I'm Yang Tao's father!" Yang Yiheng didn't know why he would introduce himself like this suddenly, holding a soft pillow in his hand, but there was an inexplicable expectation in his heart, looking forward to that person's answer.

Tao Yunxi blinked her eyes, thought for a while, and introduced mischievously, "I'm Carambola's mother." The playful voice and waxy tone made several people at the scene laugh, and the atmosphere was very warm.

Yang Yiheng looked at Tao Yunxi's expression with his head sideways, calm, generous and natural; but he lacked the shyness and panic he had before.

I don't know why Tao Yunxi like this made him flustered, and he even felt a little lost that he couldn't detect.

Tao Yunxi still remembers that at that time, he was greedy for food, and just after filming the drama, he ate a big belly. At that time, fans joked that he was pregnant with Yang Yiheng's baby, and they named the baby Yang Tao in private. Not long after, fans even gave him The two took the nicknames of Carambola Father and Carambola Mother.

At that time, no matter how I thought about it, I felt that the name Yang Tao's mother was too shy, and I would blush just thinking about it, let alone asking him to introduce herself like this; but Tao Yunxi never imagined that one day he could be so calm. introducing myself.

The event that day was very successful. Seeing the increasing number of fans, everyone was very happy, but Yang Yiheng looked anxious. He wanted to explain to him that he couldn't wait for a day.

On the way home, Yang Yiheng stopped Tao Yunxi.

"Tao Yunxi, wait!" Yang Yiheng stood hesitantly in front of Tao Yunxi, staring nervously at the boy in front of him.

Tao Yunxi looked at Yang Yiheng, a little strange: "Brother Heng, what's wrong?"

Looking into those clear eyes, thinking of Mi Yang's words that day, Yang Yiheng was a little nervous and uncomfortable: "Tao Yunxi, you... Pang Xiaosu and I, are you unhappy?"

As soon as the words fell, Tao Yunxi was stunned for two seconds and laughed: "Brother! Why do you think so!" Tao Yunxi complained with a pout, "Do I look like such a stingy person!"

Tao Yunxi naturally joked with Yang Yiheng to resolve the sensitive embarrassment between the two.

Tao Yunxi kept a proper distance, which made Yang Yiheng a little flustered, he was anxious to explain something: "I...!"

"Brother!" Tao Yunxi raised her voice, interrupting Yang Yiheng's explanation that was about to blurt out: "Brother Heng! You don't need to explain anything to me!"

Tao Yunxi raised the corners of her mouth and said seriously: "Do you still remember what you told me, Brother Heng, that as actors, we must learn to get into the play quickly and get out of the play in time. I didn't understand it at the beginning, but now I understand it!"

Tao Yunxi took a deep breath: "I understand that whether you are with me or Pang Xiaosu, it's my brother's job. I won't be unhappy. I also hope that Brother Heng can let you go and do what you want without worrying about me! I will work hard too. Straighten your position and stop causing trouble to everyone!"

Tao Yunxi clasped his hands together, bowed sincerely, and raised his head to show Yang Yiheng a long-lost smile.

Such a bright smile hurt Yang Yiheng's eyes deeply, warm but alienated; until the end, all the explanations he wanted to say were swallowed back, and Tao Yunxi's sensible words opened the distance between the two of them again .

The relationship between the two seems to have started from this moment, like two staggered parallel lines, watching each other, but they can no longer intersect.

As far as Tao Yunxi is concerned, he no longer expects it because he is afraid of being disappointed.

As far as Tao Yunxi is concerned, it seems that he no longer has the right to be close to him.

Looking at the back of Tao Yunxi going away, Yang Yiheng realized what he really lost.

After Tao Yunxi turned around, there was a trace of water vapor in front of her eyes, but it disappeared instantly.

Yang Yiheng, I never thought that one day I would look at you and Pang Xiaosu like a bystander, and there would no longer be a ripple in my heart.

I have worked hard to get close to you, but it seems that all I have brought you is trouble and distress.

Yang Yiheng, I know you are a good person, so I will consider my feelings when you take care of Pang Xiaosu.

Although alone, it is inevitable to be a little lonely occasionally, but please rest assured, I can be alone, I am not as fragile as you think.

Yang Yiheng has actually experienced more uncomfortable than this, it’s no big deal; this scene will eventually come to an end, we two will be separated one day and start our own lives, so don’t give me any expectations.

Although growing up will be accompanied by unforgettable pain, this is what I have to learn and accept.

Exhaling deeply, looking at the sunshine in the clouds, it seems that the mood is extraordinarily beautiful.

Tap the screen to use advanced tools Tip: You can use left and right keyboard keys to browse between chapters.

You'll Also Like