In the blink of an eye, his back hit the hard wall fiercely.

There was no time to cry out in pain, the mandible was tightly bound by one hand.Qiao Muxi frowned tightly, unintentionally let go of her closed jaw, and was caught off guard by biting her lower lip.

Shen Dechuan was still holding his hand so tightly that his whole hand was numb due to the lack of blood circulation.

Qiao Muqi tried to twist his wrist, and got a deep kiss like a storm.

The tongue with a chilling momentum sweeps across the gums like a patrol, licks and presses every millimeter of the mouth vigorously, and then probes endlessly, as if it wants to go deep into the throat.

"Well!"

uncomfortable.

So uncomfortable.

The deep-throat kiss was suffocating, almost vomiting.

He wanted to retreat, but the opponent went further and deeper again. The two bodies with distinct strengths and weaknesses stuck together without leaving any gaps, and there was no way to retreat.

Physiological tears ran across his face, Qiao Muxi couldn't help pushing away with his free hand, but Shen Dechuan still pressed on his body like an unreasonable beast, brutally torturing the prey, only caring about satisfying his own desires.

Out of breath, Qiao Muqi opened his eyes, and fell into the deep sea-like pupils.

There is no slack, no unruly.

In the long and narrow eyes, there is only endless dark and evil spirit, full of bloody smell, as if planning how to hunt down the prey and subdue the prey, and then eat it to the bone.

Such eyes are used to look at the enemy, not the eyes that Shen Dechuan would use to look at him in the past.

Shen Dechuan was really angry.

Other than that, very disappointed.

Qiao Muxi read this from his eyes.

The beating heart suddenly shrank, and the beating frequency accelerated again.

Qiao Muxi stared at him blankly, forcibly resisting the instinct of struggle, finally looking forward to a moment of rest, and quickly said, "I didn't..."

I am not leaving.

Without finishing a sentence, the next kiss came up.

Shen Dechuan took a real bite of him, biting his sharp tiger teeth on his extremely soft tongue, sweet blood beads mixed with saliva, his lips and teeth intertwined frantically, swallowing Qiao Muqi's hiss.

"I'm not intentional……"

At the end of the long kiss, Qiao Muxi was panting and begged against the clock: "Listen to me, can you listen to me first?"

Shen Dechuan cast cold eyes on him, and suddenly dragged him away.

Although he didn't know what Shen Dechuan's new idea was, Qiao Muxi staggered to follow his footsteps, and explained unwillingly: "I really didn't mean to hide it from you, really. I didn't intend to leave, but—"

The limping Qiao Muqi was thrown onto the bed with a click, and a silver ring was wrapped around his ankle.

"what is this……"

Glimpsing something stretched and fixed to the head of the bed like an iron chain, the ominous premonition in my heart expanded infinitely.

--What does it mean?locked?

—Aren’t free movements allowed anymore?

"Shen Dechuan..."

"fraud."

Shen Dechuan's voice was low and cold, slightly hoarse, without any emotion in it.

"You have been lying to me." Shen Dechuan stared at him for a long time, pulled off the black leather gloves, and unbuttoned the general's uniform with knuckle fingers one by one, "Reconciliation is not real. No one is chasing you now. Me, you just want to run."

He misunderstood.

With his eyes wide open, Qiao Muxi kept shaking his head, "I didn't... I didn't lie to you, I didn't use you, I didn't want to run away, I didn't. I joined the winter operation because—"

"Never cared about me."

Shen Dechuan threw his coat aside, and interrupted in a calm tone: "Send me a message, just want to know when I will die. You can leave after I die, wherever you want."

dead!

What a terrible word.

"I do not have!"

Qiao Muxi shook his head anxiously, "I didn't really, I didn't want you to die. You won't die, it's impossible, no one can beat you. Don't you say death is okay, don't say this word, really ..."

The more I talked, the more scared I became.

Shen Dechuan, how could he die?

How can you spit out the word death from your own mouth?

No, no.

Sadness flooded the sky, and Qiao Muqi was at a loss and desperately explained: "I was told that the answer I was looking for was outside the safe area, so I went there. I went through a week of simulation training at home, and I also exercised according to the plan." I'm waiting for your reply every day, I don't want you to die, and I don't want to die, you believe me, don't say such things."

Unknowingly burst into tears.

"I didn't lie to you. The reconciliation is true. I don't want to run away."

However, Shen Dechuan was unmoved, and pushed him down on the bed, his eyes fell on the combat uniform.

"Association stuff."

He spoke in a very disgusted tone, and stretched out his hands to tear off his clothes.

"I just want to know who I am." Qiao Muqi grabbed Shen Dechuan's hand, "Why am I still in the different capital despite being a C-level? Why don't I have any memory of the past. You, what are you guys hiding from me? Why are you what? You won't tell me either?"

Shen Dechuan pursed his lips in displeasure, but still clenched his hands silently, as if he no longer cared about the reason why he went out, or whether the reconciliation was true or not, or whether the relationship was true or not.

He gave up on him.

The silent warmth in the past month is innumerable. Shen Dechuan wants to overthrow the reconciliation and overthrow every kiss, every intimacy, and even every word.I will never let go of my promise to take him to the arena again, and it is impossible to reply to his messages.

everything is over.

End.

His heart throbbed and hurt so badly, Qiao Muqi's face turned pale.

How can it end?

It just started?

"do not do that……"

Qiao Muqi looked at Shen Dechuan pleadingly.

In Shen Dechuan's eyes, there is him, it's all about him, and it's like a deserted land with nothing.

Qiao Muxi trembled involuntarily, "Can you just say a word to me? Just say a word to me, just a word."

Shen Dechuan threw the stripped clothes away.

They seem to be in two worlds, unrelated to each other.

"Can you really listen to my explanation carefully...?"

Qiao Muxi choked with disappointment, "I don't know why you think that way. I never, I never did that kind of thing. I don't understand you, you don't tell me anything. Whether it's your business or mine Things, you know, and you know that I want to know, but you just don’t say it. Why? When did we meet? How did we meet? Why did we break up for two years? Can you tell me, tell me everything, let me know I know exactly what you're thinking."

He was worried every day, doubted himself every day, doubted his personality, doubted his ability and doubted his memory. The whole world was like a huge bubble, and he stood on it tremblingly, afraid of falling to pieces every second.

It's like this every day, dreams are nightmares, and real cruel dreams hit my head again and again.

Because I can no longer bear the specious feeling and the chaotic memories that appear and disappear from time to time, I would rather go out of the safe zone.

The week before the trip was repeated preparations to die, but the preparation was physical death.The mental and psychological hit was unexpected and just the first day left him exhausted.

Sorry, so cowardly.

Really not a man.

coward.

Good old man.

The body is covered with labels that make people shy away, but they don't have the courage to refute.

I also once fantasized about becoming an independent, courageous, vigorous and resolute person, an upright and fearless adult.

Reality is always far away from the dream self.

Childish, timid, timid.

Do your best to overcome your nature and want to stand up for abstract justice and conscience.

Thinking it would make up for it turned out to be doubly stupid.

What should I do?

What else can be done?

Qiao Muxi was skeptical, wondering if he should completely abandon his past self.

It sucks and he knows it.

But it is the original him and the real him, so he is reluctant to let go even if he is hated ten times and a thousand times.

During the chaotic self-struggle, Shen Dechuan appeared, and his whole heart was at ease in an instant.

Sitting helplessly on the street like a prodigal son away from home, he was originally thinking about how to take the next step.A pair of feet suddenly appeared in front of my eyes, and I slowly raised my eyes, it was a dear person, so the grievance and anger suppressed in my heart were leaked in a mess.

He opened his hands for a comforting hug.

The other party treated him with indifference.

Shen Dechuan also gave up.

Terrible him.

"I'm so bad?"

Qiao Muqi almost collapsed and asked: "Is it because I'm too cowardly and too bad, so you want to keep it from me and refuse to let me know anything. Am I holding back? Isn't it?"

With wet eyes, he still asked stubbornly: "Why are you ignoring me? Don't you want to talk to me anymore? Are you tired of me too?"

Everyone hates people like me, right?

Qiao Muqi looked straight at Shen Dechuan, pitiful and hateful.

Shen Dechuan frowned, like an angry lion whose tail was stepped on.He wanted to bite him to death with his bloody mouth, and finally squeezed out the words through his teeth: "Qiao Muqi, are you blind? Or do you have no brains? Do you have nothing but ears? I hate you?? Who is that who has been protecting you, showing up at any time? Is there anyone else besides me? Just like this, you still ask me if I hate you? Are you brainless or don’t care what I do? "

The silent person turned into Qiao Muqi, who stared into his red eyes and remained silent.

He has no brains.

what is right

What is wrong?

What is good, what is bad, what is kindness, what is hypocrisy, he can't tell the difference.

"Row."

Shen Dechuan sneered, "You have to hear it with your own ears before you admit it? Then can I just say I love you? Is it enough to just love you so hopelessly? I don't need you to know anything about the past. When did you meet, why are you together, you don’t need to remember these things, so if I say this, you won’t seek death again?”

I love you.

The taciturn Shen Dechuan didn't even say such things as I miss you, like you, what are you doing and what are you thinking.At this time, when I uttered these three words, there was no romance at all, only irritability.

Qiao Muqi was stupefied with surprise, blinked his hazy and sore eyes, and replied in a hoarse voice: "I don't want to do this. Even if you say you care about me, I still want to know what happened in the past, so that I can know exactly how I feel and what I should feel like." .”

"You still don't understand!?"

Shen Dechuan was furious, with fierce eyes, "I will say it one last time. I love you, I will not love you more because you remember the past, nor will I love you less because you don't remember the past! I don't care whether you love me or not. Hate me, I don’t need you to remember anything! Don’t want to know the past, don’t waste your energy! Whoever dares to tell you, I will kill someone, and you will never find the answer!”

The confused Qiao Muqi still cried and shook his head.He couldn't tell whether he was denying Shen Dechuan's conclusion or denying himself.

He didn't quite understand why the two of them had come to this point because of past memories.

What happened in the past?

Why didn't Shen Dechuan let him know no matter what?

Qiao Muqi felt that he was going crazy.

Maybe Shen Dechuan was going crazy too.

Shen Dechuan tightened his hands and pinched him with an extremely angry expression.

"I don't want to hear your voice again." He gritted his teeth, "Why are you ignoring you? I'm afraid I'll kill you accidentally! I'll bite you to death and swallow every piece of meat in my stomach. Not being played around by con artists. I really want to do that."

But his eyes are not so strong.

Those eyes were full of tiredness and rampant despair, and he didn't know where to vent his despair. It was like walking in the vast and barren desert for many years, surviving loneliness and harsh winter. At this moment, he suddenly realized that his dream was far away and could never be realized. of.

Go on, or stop here?

The beast covered in bruises crashed down, opened its mouth facing the endless sand, and wailed angrily.

Sensing his pain, Qiao Muqi stretched out his hand in a daze, instinctively wanting to comfort him.

Don't be so sad.

You have never been so vulnerable.

Tell me all your troubles and struggles, won't you?

Don't just give me safety and protection, please, give me half of all the danger and risk of death too.

I want to be with you, beside you, not behind you.

His lips squirmed slightly, but he couldn't squeeze out half a word.His throat was really squeezed, his eyes were blurred, his trembling hands fell on Shen Dechuan's stern face, without a trace of warmth.

When Qiao Muqi was about to lose consciousness, Shen Dechuan let go of his hand, and returned to the state of silence, refusing sympathy and love.He stood up, turned his head and walked away without leaving a glance.

"You, ahem..."

Qiao Muqi got up coughing and asked in a daze, "Where are you going?"

Shen Dechuan's back was like a dull boulder.

He ignored him, as if never to look back at him, never to return.

"Don't go!"

Qiao Muxi rushed forward in a panic, grabbing a piece of clothes, "Don't go, don't you go?"

Shen Dechuan didn't look back, but just opened his fingers one by one, with an air of severing kindness.

Looking at the empty palm, something in my heart suddenly broke.

"Don't go! Please, don't go at this time!"

He was eager to catch up, but there was an irresistible pull on his ankle, and he fell off the bed, lying on the cold ground.

"Don't go! Shen Dechuan, don't go!"

Stretching out his hand vigorously, desperately stretching out his hand, his five fingers kept flapping in the air, but he couldn't catch anything after all.

The back figure got farther and farther away, and finally disappeared in front of my eyes.

Shen Dechuan left.

The bright moon and silver light poured in from the window, dragging the thing's shadow long, and he was the only one left in the cold and dead room.

"Don't go, don't leave me alone, Shen Dechuan... woo..."

The injured leg was sore, unbearably sore.

My heart hurts too, the pain is unbearable.

"It hurts……"

It hurts, why does it hurt so much?

Qiao Shu grabbed the clothes on his chest tightly, his fingers turned white.Tears filled her dull eyes, and she curled up on the ground crying silently.

In a trance, I saw the blood trickling from the bloody calf.

It hurts, Shen Dechuan.

I am in pain.

don't leave me.

Please, don't leave me.

The rich sourness overwhelmed the sky and buried him.The hoarse sobs and whispers continued.

But Shen Dechuan didn't come back.

This is the second time Shen Dechuan left him without looking back.

Qiao Muqi remembered that the first time was two years ago.

The author has something to say: Mei Qiao: Don't go!

Shen sideways

Sister Qiao: Me!Want to go to the toilet woo woo woo woo!

Shen: What the fuck are you? ? ?

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Just kidding, in these two chapters we will solve the problem left over from the history of the relationship between Ba Daolong and Xiaojiaohua - mutual underestimation of the relationship, not knowing what to do

I'm afraid you beat me up and don't drive hahaha

But this is obviously sweet and sour!In order to brew emotions, I started to listen to Taoist friends last night. I cried all morning watching the heart-abusing clips... I don’t know why my code words are like acting, and I have to be emotional.Maybe this is it, dramatist.

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