One source, two squares

Ever since Ding Ding made a wish to have a mother, Fang Cheng felt that he was waiting cautiously every day. Every time the doorbell rang, Ding Ding always ran to open the door quickly, and when he saw a courier delivery service standing outside the door , and went back to the house in frustration.Fang Cheng saw Ding Ding's appearance and was anxious in his heart.But he thought about it and couldn't find a good solution. Occasionally he would think of Shao Yiyuan. For some reason, Fang Cheng had never seen Shao Yiyuan since Dingding had a fever.Or give up?Shao Yiyuan has never been a long-term lover. When he met him before, his attitude of rejecting him was so firm. Fang Cheng reckoned that Shao Yiyuan's insistence on giving them food and drink for several weeks must have reached his limit.Forget it, I never thought about getting back together with him. If I didn't get back together, I wouldn't break up again. If I didn't break up, I wouldn't get hurt. Right now, it's better to live a peaceful life with the child like this.But the child wants a mother, what should I do?It is impossible for him to find a woman to live with, and it is easy for a sensitive and slender child to find out if he finds someone to act in a play... After thinking about the question for a while, he returned to the starting point, but he still couldn't find the answer, and Fang Cheng had a splitting headache.

"Shao Yiyuan, when did you become interested in reproductive medicine? Why, are you planning to change your career?" Sitting in the reception room of the research institute of his alma mater, Shao Yiyuan's former American classmate Aite asked.

Shao Yiyuan took a sip of coffee and squinted his eyes, "I didn't intend to change my career, but I accidentally saw a paper in your institute a few days ago and found it very interesting. I want to read the author of this paper and learn more about this case from him. Case."

"Oh, it's a coincidence that you came here. He just came back from city A yesterday. If you didn't tell me earlier, I could arrange for you to meet in city A, so that you don't have to come to England specially. It's such a trouble..." Early in the morning when he was still lying on the bed, he received a call from Shao Yiyuan, and it was only then that Aite knew that he had come to England.

"It's okay, I just need to find two professors before me..." Shao Yiyuan rubbed his earlobes subconsciously, his ears tend to turn red when he tells lies.

"I've been waiting for a long time! Who is looking for me?" Toddler opened the door and entered.When Shao Yiyuan saw him coming in, his pupils shrank instantly, it was this person!

"It's this one. This is my alumnus, named Shao Yiyuan, who specializes in cardiology. Shao Yiyuan, this is the author of the paper, our star researcher Tao De." Aite said.When Tao De heard his colleague introduce himself like this, he rubbed the back of his head and laughed a few times.

"Oh, Mr. Shao, hello, I'm Tao De." The big man stepped forward to shake hands with Shao Yiyuan.Shao Yiyuan saw Tao De sweeping his face with a sizing look, his palms were sweating.

"Hello, hello, nice to meet you!" Fortunately, he didn't see it and passed the test.

At the same moment, Fang Cheng and Ye Guang sat opposite each other for lunch in a coffee shop near Nanzhu.

"There were too many people on Ding Ding's birthday last time, so I didn't have time to ask." Ye Guang wiped his mouth with a napkin, "Why have you never heard about the child's father?"

Fang Cheng choked when he heard the words, and raised his right hand holding the spoon in the air, "There's nothing to mention..."

"Let's talk about it, anyway, the lunch break is still so long." Ye Guang put the dinner plate aside, as if he wanted to listen to the story.

"There's really nothing to say. He was my roommate in college. I chased him first. Then we went to live outside the school. We broke up during the internship year. I heard that he got married after finishing his postgraduate exams. His wife is still our classmate." Fang Cheng stroked the scratches on the wall of the glass, and briefly talked about the past between him and Shao Yiyuan.

"Why did you break up?"

"Hey, he wants to live his normal life. If he wants a wife and children, let him live it, so we broke up." Fang Cheng shrugged as if he didn't care, and tried to speak to Ye Guang in a relaxed tone. .After so many years, Fang Cheng thought that he had let go of what happened back then, but when he talked about it today, he found that the pain of reopening the scars and blood dripping in his heart was not relieved at all compared to before.

"Then you found out that you have a child after you broke up? Do your parents know?"

"Well, I found it at home, and they asked me to take it away. I was reluctant, so I took some money and left the house," and never went back.

"Then where did you give birth to the child?"

"When I was more than seven months pregnant, a British doctor found me..."

"When we saw him, he was washing dishes in a hotel kitchen dressed as a man. He was in a very poor condition. He looked a little malnourished and had signs of placental abruption. My colleagues and I It took a long time to convince him that we were not liars. When we went to the B-ultrasound, we were shocked. One-fifth of the placenta was basically peeled off from the uterine wall, and the hematoma was huge. It can be said that at that time the child It is a miracle that he is still alive... We asked him, and he said that he has been suffering from stomach pains since he was six months old. I suspect it is because he did heavy physical work during his pregnancy. I heard that he has to stand for several times to wash the dishes every day Within hours, we judged that this was an important factor causing placental abruption... Hmm? Mr. Shao, what's wrong with you? Are you feeling unwell?" Tao De was very surprised by Shao Yiyuan's sudden pale face.

Shao Yiyuan took a deep breath, rubbed his face to restrain his expression, "No, you continue to talk."

"Oh... After we learned about this situation, we immediately asked him to stay in bed, but he was unwilling to give up his cleaning work in the hotel at first, and he was obedient until we told him that the fetus might die of intrauterine distress at any time. Later we Borrowed the independent ward of A University Affiliated Hospital as a temporary research room, we measured a lot of precious data there, and signed an agreement with him for long-term follow-up and regular inspection..."

"Then he didn't have any relatives around at that time?" Shao Yiyuan couldn't help interrupting.

Todd thought about it carefully, "No. I remember I asked where his parents were, and he said that his parents lived elsewhere and hadn't seen each other for a long time. He seemed to be alone since he was pregnant, and he didn't have a big belly at the beginning It was alright when he was pregnant, but when his stomach became too big to cover up, he started wearing wigs and skirts to dress up as a woman."

"What about after he gave birth? Is there anyone to take care of him?" Shao Yiyuan said bitterly.

"No, he was alone all the time. He bled about [-] milliliters during childbirth. He was very weak. There was nothing he could do. My colleagues and I took turns to look after him. After he gave birth, he was exhausted but Refusing to rest, unable to speak with a gastric tube stuck in his throat, he just kept staring at us. Mr. Shao, do you think my appearance is so disturbing? He is obviously so tired, but he still doesn’t want to Sleeping, he won’t close his eyes and take a rest until we wash and wrap the baby and put it in his arms. It’s like we’re going to experiment with his baby... It’s clearly written in the contract, We won't touch his baby..."

"I didn't expect it to be so difficult for you..." Ye Guang said sadly.

"It's all over. A few years ago, I hoped that he would come back to me, but then I thought about it, what should I wait for him? As long as Ding Ding can grow up happily and healthily, I have nothing else to ask for." Fang Cheng took a sip of the drink on the table and talked so much that his throat was about to smoke.

"If he doesn't come to you, don't you ever think of going to him and telling him about the child?"

Hearing Ye Guang's words, Fang Cheng quickly shook his head, "No, not at all. You don't know, his parents are only his son, and just because of this, I absolutely can't let him know about Ding Ding. Their family has a lot of background, if Let them know that he still has a son, and they will definitely send someone to snatch them. I have no power to fight back. To be honest, what I am most afraid of now is that he finds out about the son. Ding Ding is my life. Without him, I will I can’t survive.” Having said this, Fang Cheng shrank his neck in fear.Since the reunion with Shao Yiyuan, especially after knowing that he is divorced and has no children, the worst that Fang Cheng can imagine is that his family finds Ding Ding and snatches the child away from him. Fang Cheng understands that as long as they want, He will never see Dingding again in his life.Fang Cheng is glad that now Shao Yiyuan has disappeared from his eyes, and there is no more nonsense about wanting to be together in front of him. Fang Fang judges that Ding Ding should be safe now.

"In case, he suddenly jumps out and says he wants to get back together with you, will you agree?"

Looking at Ye Guang's curious expression, Fang Cheng felt bitter, he really guessed right. "No, we made it clear when we broke up, and he is straight, he has his own way, I have mine, we will not be together anymore." .

The sadness in Fang Cheng's words made Ye Guang's heart tremble. "I'm sorry, I asked something that shouldn't be asked..." Ye Guang lowered his eyes, with an elusive expression.

Seeing Ye Guang silently poking the lemon slices in the cup with a straw, Fang Cheng frowned slightly, saying what he was doing so politely, and it made Ye Guang uncomfortable. "It's okay. If you hadn't asked me today, I wouldn't have said it. Usually, there is no one else to talk about these things..." Many things have been buried in my heart for too long, and suddenly I found someone to talk to, and put a lot of pressure on me. After speaking out what was on his mind, Fang Cheng found that his heart felt much lighter.

"Fang Cheng, you must always remember, Li Yiyang, I, our family all hope that you can find your own happiness." Ye Guang held Fang Cheng's hand across the table and said very solemnly.

"Thank you, meeting you, I feel very happy now!" Fang Cheng pinched Ye Guang's fingers and let go of his hand.

"You promise me that if you come across an opportunity to be happy, you must seize it!"

"Okay, I promise you."

When it was time for work in the afternoon, Fang Cheng sent Ye Guang to the car and returned to the company.On the way, he thought about what Ye Guang said to him, a chance to be happy sounds really attractive, probably because he has read too many novels, so he can say such things, it is really not like Ye Guang's style.

"Mr. Shao?!"

"Shao! What are you doing?! Where are you going in such a heavy rain?!" At the gate of the institute, Aite grabbed Shao Yiyuan before he rushed out.

"He, he is alone... pregnant and giving birth alone... and working... placental abruption, malnutrition, blood loss... I, I am a scum, what have I done?! I let him eat so much Suffering!" Shao Yiyuan held up Fang Cheng's research report that Tao De had given him in his hand in despondency, and tears fell one after another.

Aite wanted to say something at first, but when he saw Shao Yiyuan's appearance, he was speechless for a moment. His bloodless face, red and swollen eyes and nose, deep wrinkles between his brows, trembling jaw and falling tears, this man The deep despair that was branded on him seemed to drown the whole world around him.At the moment when he was stunned, Shao Yiyuan turned around and rushed into the heavy rain

The author has something to say:

Although the intention was not to abuse, but the process of turning the outline into text, I was still very sad (╥﹏╥)

Fang Cheng had a hard time, really hard.

Thank you for your support. I have been writing in the last few chapters with a heavy heart, so I am not so good...