I exchange my innocence for ten years for your constant companion

The real contact with him began to increase after I became roommates with him.

In the first semester of my sophomore year, one of my roommates dropped out of school and went home, one changed major to business school, and one applied for a change of dormitory.So, I, who didn't want to be alone in a dormitory, applied to change to his dormitory, because a classmate in their dormitory also transferred to the business school.It must be explained here that the business school and my campus are not on the same campus, so if you transfer to the business school, you have to move to another campus.The School of Business and the School of Medicine on our campus are one major of this two schools, and these two schools are very strong.Medical students are tough, and accounting, marketing, etc. are more popular, so many people transfer to business schools.

I also wanted to change my major, but firstly, I didn’t know which major to change to, and secondly, I failed many subjects.

My family is in a valley in the south of Jiangxi. In order to change the overall cultural level of my family, I have to "study hard and make progress every day", no matter whether I am active or passive.I like reading, and my family said: "If you don't study hard, you will have no books to read." So I worked hard to get admitted to the only "Provincial Key High School" in the county.

The first college entrance examination was unsatisfactory. Under the anger in my heart, I didn't even fill in the volunteers.And the strange thing is that I thought I filled out the application, but after thinking about it, I did fill in the application, but I didn't submit it.

After repeating the exam, I still failed to pass one of the exams. Although I felt extremely uncomfortable and helpless, life is short, and it is enough to repeat the exam once.

Holding the idea of ​​"going outside to see", the first four volunteers are schools outside the province, and the latter are all schools in the province, which are absolutely sure of being admitted.The majors I filled in were related to medicine and literature, or even worse, related to biology and the environment. In the end, I was subject to adjustment.

After checking the admission results, what I thought in my mind was: "When did I fill in this school? Materials, what is this major for?"

Maybe it's because I don't like this school from the bottom of my heart, and I don't agree with this major; maybe I don't like this major; or maybe I haven't adapted to the university's teaching and learning methods.In the end, the first thing I got in my university was not a certificate, but a "Notice of Withdrawal from School" issued by the Academic Affairs Office of the college.

His family is in Gansu, and my classmate who dropped out of school and returned home is also from Gansu, so when I first moved to his dormitory, he would occasionally ask me about the recent situation of that roommate. After I told him that classmate dropped out of school, he never asked. up.

He asked me why I didn't change majors.

He said: "Why didn't you change your major at the beginning? I remember that in your first class as a freshman, you said that you must change your major, and your attitude was still very firm."

Me: "I don't know where to go. I really wanted to change my major at that time, but when I thought about it carefully, I didn't know where to go. I had to take an exam when I changed my major. However, I guess I can’t transfer. If you want to study medicine, it will take five years and you have to be downgraded. Others, I’m not interested, and it’s no different from studying the current major.”

In addition, I was lazy, and a large part of the reason why I decided not to change my major was that I thought it was troublesome to change my major at the time, and I had to fill in various forms and take exams.

As for why I don't like to live in a dormitory alone, many people have asked me, my former roommate, my current roommate, and him also asked me.

He said: "Isn't it good to have a dormitory for one person? It's like being at home and having a room for one person. You can do whatever you want."

Me: "Well, it is true. However, I don't like it. For me now, if I am alone in a dormitory, I think I will feel very lonely and lonely."