I live in Miao Village

I don't want to go far away, I just want to be by your side.

Xue Yi recollected this sentence carefully, feeling that Ayaoduo is too good at talking about love, and at the same time couldn't help worrying, "I still hope that you can apply for the major you like. Now you think you have to be me, but you will understand in the future , nothing is more important than having a skill to support yourself.”

"But I don't have a favorite major. You all want me to be a teacher, a doctor, and an official, so that I can support myself and be decent and stable. I can do all of these. I can also pass the exam based on my scores. I am confident. Whether it is a teacher or a doctor, I can do well, but what I want is not to be stable and rich by myself. I hope that the people in the whole village will live a rich and stable life with me. This is what I want did, do you understand?"

"Understood." Xue nodded, never expecting Ayaoduo, who is usually joking and ghostly, to think so far and deeply.

A Yaoduo always said that she had the temperament of Fang Zhishu in her body, but Xue Yi felt that A Yaoduo was the one who had the most temperament of Fang Zhishu.

A tiger father has no dogs, A Yaoduo, like Fang Zhishu, was born with a kind of responsibility and responsibility on his shoulders, to make the people in the village rich and live a good life.

"But this matter can't be rushed. You can't change it all at once, nor can you do it alone. Don't take all the responsibilities on your shoulders, or you will be very tired."

"No." Ayaoduo said with a smile, "It's no more tiring than the people in the village who have to go to the witch doctor when they get sick, and it's no more tiring than the people in the village who have to walk dozens of miles of mountain roads to sell a load of vegetables. I never thought that there will be earth-shaking changes in an instant, but I just want to be closer to home and you under such a premise. If I go too far away, I will feel uneasy."

"I understand." Xue Yi nodded again. People who grew up in the soil are always very attached to the land, and asked her: "You chose agronomy because you want to come back to farm and develop agriculture in the future?"

"En." A Yaoduo's face was full of yearning and longing, which was the ambition only young people had.

Xue Yi really couldn't bear to tell her that the terrain in the mountains was uneven and the soil was thin and barren, making it difficult to develop agriculture, but seeing A Yaoduo's ambitious face, Xue Yi didn't want to hit her, saying that the idea was good and he could try it.

……

After the foundation of the school building was laid, there was not enough wood. The original plan was that one group of people would cut the wood and the other would continue to build the school building. However, since it was the autumn harvest season, many villagers had to go to threshing millet, so the building of the school was temporarily delayed. Set aside.

After Ayaoduo's mother and daughter rented out the field, they no longer had to worry about threshing millet and drying the millet, but they still went to the field to deliver tea and meals to the uncle who threshed the millet for their family.

Xue Yi had never seen harvesting rice before, so he found it fresh, so he borrowed a sickle and went to help. After harvesting half an acre of rice, Xue Yi was so tired that he could not straighten his waist, and his hand was cut by the rice stubble. One hand was too heavy to lift.

"I'm so tired. No wonder Ayaoduo wants to do something. If I continue to do this job, my waist will be broken sooner or later." Xue Yi lay on the ground gasping for breath.

The villagers nearby said with a smile: "I can't help it, I have to eat! This year's harvest is considered good, and God will give us food. There is no severe drought or flood. If it were in previous years, I would not know where to get tired."

"Yes, it's not easy, uncle, it's been hard work." Xue Yi got up and wanted to help him cut more, but was declined by the uncle, "Mr. Xue, take a good rest, I'll come, I'll be fine soon!"

Here Uncle Qi Long and a few farmers are busy harvesting rice, while Aunt Jinlan and a few women over there bundle the harvested rice into bundles and beat them against a square wooden trough to beat the grains down. threshing millet.

"It's not easy, lie down again." Xue looked at it for a while, and then continued to lie down. Aunt Jinlan and the others were busy for a while, and they were also tired. They sat down to rest, and Ayaoduo took the water bottle and sat down next to Xue Yi. Ask her if she wants a drink of water.

"Yes!" Xue Yi reluctantly got up and drank some water, and told Ayaoduo that this would not work, and he had to get a harvester back, preferably the kind that combines harvesting and threshing, and it can be done at once to save trouble.

A Yaoduo said: "My dad visited the province before and wanted to bring it in, but that kind of machine is too big. We are all terraced fields and slopes, which is inconvenient."

"There is that kind of miniature harvester!" Xue Yi opened the plane trading system as he said, and after a search, it turned out that the plane trading system is omnipotent.

Xue Yi squeezed her waist, thinking that the villagers were more tired than her, so she was cruel, and decided to buy it even if it was a sky-high price.

A Yaoduo: "Wait a minute, we don't have electricity here."

Xue must stop, and asked the system if there is one that does not use electricity, or if it can be charged wirelessly, the system: "Anchor, how dare you think about it!"

Xue Yichang sighed, it seems that it will develop slowly!

A Yaoduo watched her operate from the side, and keenly felt that the road of developing agriculture might not work, so she also lay down, depressed.

Xue Yi worried that she couldn't think about it, and comforted her by saying that our country's agriculture will definitely improve day by day in the next ten years. Next year, at the latest, you will hear a name called Yuan Longping and his hybrid rice. It can't be used here, so you can go to other places, and it doesn't have to be here. Besides, if you can't grow rice, you can grow tea and fruit trees...

"Yuan Longping? I seem to have heard of it. By the way, how can you be so sure?"

"I read it in a book, you forgot, I came from 800 years ago."

"Then can you tell me where Yuan Longping is?" A Yaoduo asked eagerly.

Xue Yi smiled and said, I don't know, the book will not record it in detail, "Okay, don't think so much, get up and work, ah, what is it."

Just as Xue Yi was about to get up, she felt something flying past her with flapping wings.

"Pheasant, pheasant, A Yaoduo quickly catch her." Cheng Wen ran out from the golden rice field, followed by Jin Ge and A Ying.

"What pheasant?" Before Xue Yi could react, Chengwen slipped into the rice field that had not been cut much beside her, and shouted, "Brother Jin, hurry up, the pheasant has escaped to Uncle Qi Long's field."

Immediately afterwards came Uncle Qi Long's anxious voice, "Whose child, come out and spoil my millet again."

A Yaoduo slapped the feathers off Xue Yi's head, smirked for a while, stood up and said, "Come on, let's catch pheasants!"

The unpleasant things just now disappeared without a trace.

This day, Ayaoduo and others were lucky, they caught four pheasants in total, and Uncle Qi Long caught seven or eight rice sweetfish from his own field, and handed them all to Ayaoduo.

Recently, the cafeteria and school building have been repaired. There are pots, pans, tables, chairs and benches on the school playground for a long time, and the place is spacious. Ayaoduo cooked it in the playground. Farmers who came home late smelled the aroma of roasted pheasant and fish in sour soup. Everyone doesn't mind coming here because of their reputation, and warmly invites them to eat.

In the evening, Uncle Qi Long lit a bonfire, and everyone sang and danced together to celebrate the harvest. It was quite a minority style. Naturally, Xue Yi couldn't dance, but at everyone's invitation, especially under the leadership of A Yaoduo, Then jumped up.

The dance steps of this kind of dance are similar to those of reverse wooden drum drums. Ayaoduo and others danced in Changchun Slope during the Lusheng Festival last time. Xue Yi vaguely remembered the formula. Hands, step back and rotate", the movement of the hands is opposite to that of the feet. When the feet are forward, the hands should be backwards, and the movements should be light, as if they are catching prey, and they should not make too much noise.

Seeing that Xue Yi danced well, the villagers applauded one after another. Xue Yi had never learned to dance, and even seldom did sports other than running. He was very happy to be able to dance the first dance like this.

Although life in Miao Village is poor, there is joy in bitterness. Although everyone's life is not very good, but a delicious meal and a bonfire can make people forget the hard work for a while, and sing around the fire. Jumping again, this feeling is so good!

We had a quarrel for a while, the children were sleepy, and they asked the adults to tell stories, so everyone sat down. Most of the people here were talking about the ghosts and ghosts nearby, which frightened the children into the adults' arms.

Xue Yi was talking about Cinderella. When talking about Cinderella's two sisters chopping off their heels to wear crystal shoes, Ayaoduo said, "Yiyi, don't they hurt?"

"Uh..." Xue Yi realized that this story was a bit dark, so he changed it to a story about Ali Baba and the Forty Thieves. Ayaoduo unconsciously rubbed against her, Xue said in a low voice, what are you doing, Ayaoduo Said I was afraid.

Xue said in a low voice that you are afraid of your size, and if you want to lean over, just say it directly, what the hell reason is that.

When it was Aunt Jinlan's turn, Aunt Jinlan kept evasive, "I don't know how to tell stories, they are all told by Ayaoduo's father, if you don't believe me, ask Ayaoduo."

Ayaoduo has already said a lot, and they were nothing more than ghost stories to scare children. Everyone wanted to hear something else, so they said, "Aunt Jinlan, let me tell you the story of you and Fang Zhishu. You know, a lot of people here don’t know either.”

Seeing that Aunt Jinlan couldn't evade, she blushed and started talking.

"I'm still talking about this at an old age, okay, then I'll talk about it, it's not good, just let everyone laugh."

People say what's the matter, how about setting up a dragon's gate array, what is said, what is said is good and what is said is not good.

Then Aunt Jinlan continued: "That year, when my grandmother was still alive during the Lusheng Festival, my eldest sister and I went back to Danliuzhai to celebrate the Lusheng Festival. I went late, and everyone went to Changchun Slope. On the way to Changchun Slope, I met a group of young people who asked me to sing. Although I was stupid, I could sing two songs, and a few words of folk songs made those young people speechless.

I sang and asked them if they would accept it, and if they accepted it, they would give me a feather from a reed to leave. They hesitated for a long time, but refused to go forward, and finally pushed out a young man in Han clothes. That young man was A Yaoduo's father. Dad was young and good-looking at the time, but he was stupid and stupid. He couldn't understand what I sang, and he just looked at me with a blushing face.

I was also arrogant at the time. I felt that they had no sincerity in pushing someone up to admit defeat to me. They sang one song after another around him, and they didn’t want his feathers. His father said: "Girl, I will give you whatever you want." Can you do it, please don't sing any more. 'I thought that man was funny, so I took out the token and told him to take the glutinous rice and eat it separately. When he saw me, he backed away for three miles. His father didn't understand, so he listened to those companions and took my red camellia. . "

When Aunt Jinlan said this, a few young people next to her made a fuss, saying that Secretary Fang was so brave that he dared to take the girl's red camellia.

Aunt Jinlan said yes, "I was so angry that I cried. The red camellia was for my beloved, but he snatched it away. I don't blame him. If I want to blame it, I blame those people next to him who gave him bad ideas." .”

"What's the blame? I have to thank those people for making your good deeds happen." Aunt Zhenhua said with a smile, "Isn't that what the ancestors didn't let their parents tell their children about the tokens? It's all God's arrangement, you say Yes or no?"

"Who said no!"

Everyone laughed when they heard Aunt Jinlan tell the details of her blunders with Fang Zhishu back then.

Xue Yi listened quietly, A Yaoduo tilted her head and leaned on her shoulder, her shoulders shook occasionally, and she smiled triumphantly.

"You..." Xue Yi wanted to ask, did you fall in love with me from the moment I sent the wrong camellia, but I was too embarrassed to ask, but Ayaoduo guessed her mind and said that you can ask if you want, what's the matter? embarrassing.

Xue Yi didn't ask in the end, and said that it was enough for each other to know each other, why would they say such nasty things.

Everyone chatted for a while, and Uncle Qi Long, who lived nearby, went home and took two jars of wine, saying that he was happy today, so he simply took out the wine that had been treasured for many years, and everyone drank it together.

When the wine was poured in front of Xue Yi, Xue subconsciously blocked it, but Fu Er thought of something and let it go.

A Yaoduo pursed her lips and smiled lightly, like a fool all night, laughing endlessly.

"Hey, if you knew that I was not drunk that day, would you still block the drink for me?" When she went back upstairs to sleep at night, Ayaoduo kept asking Xue Yi.

Xue Yi was annoyed by the question, and said coldly: "No, are you satisfied? Don't sleep! Go home if you don't sleep."

"Sleep, sleep, sleep! Sleep immediately!" A Yaoduo stood on the bed with her bare feet, and boldly tore off her clothes, looking like an eagle catching a chick, and wanted to throw Xue Yi down.

"Shhh, what are you doing? A temporary work shed has been set up downstairs. There are people."

"I'm going to college soon, and I haven't seen you for a long time, so you can't..."

"No!" Xue Yi was determined!

"We have to stay in the province in the first semester. We need military training and basic courses, and we don't come to Longchang Town until the second semester..." A Yaoduo used his trump card, but Xue Yi still refused.

"You don't like me anymore."

"Yes!"

Ayaoduo: "..."

The result of not satisfying Ayaoduo is that Ayaoduo will be pestering Xue Yi for the next few days, hugging and kissing, making endless noises.

This day, Xue Yi was live broadcasting how to embroider flowers, and asked A Yaoduo to embroider a pattern for her to see. A Yaoduo didn't embroider, so Xue Yi could only figure it out by himself. In the end, the embroidered things were like shit, and several pieces were poked out of the cloth There are holes and it hasn't been embroidered yet.

A Yaoduo: "Kiss me once and I'll teach you!"

"Then I'll go find someone else!" Can't condone Ayaoduo's bad habit of threatening every now and then, will I get it in the future?

"Then I can kiss you too!" As soon as A Yaoduo leaned over, she heard the bamboo door creak, and Aunt Jin Lan pushed the door in, Xue Yi was stunned.

"Ayaoduo..."

"mom……"

Xue Yi was too shocked to speak.

"Mom, why are you here? What is this? The skirt you made? It's for me?" Ayaoduo was only surprised for a short period of time, and immediately smiled, walked over quickly, and compared the skirt to her body, no She kept praising her for being beautiful, and her mother's skills were getting better and better. In the end, she kissed Aunt Jinlan's face. After looking at it, she seemed to think that one kiss was not enough, so she kissed her several times.

"Ayaoduo, enough is enough." Seeing Xue Yi looking at the two in surprise, Aunt Jinlan explained that Ayaoduo is like this, she is always the same, she is such a big girl and she is still the same as when she was a child. Kiss anyone you see.

"Mom, how can I kiss everyone I meet!" Ayaoduo said coquettishly, shaking Aunt Jinlan's arm constantly.

"Then why did you kiss Mr. Xue just now? Although it is said that it is a girl's house and Mr. Xue loves you, you can't always be like this, like a child who can't grow up."

"I kiss, kiss her, it's because she, she wants to embroider for me." She snatched half of the cloth from Xue Yi's hand, "Look!"

Aunt Jinlan almost didn't laugh out loud, "You two just make trouble, I don't care about you. Sit down, Ayaoduo, I have something to tell you, you are going to school, I will prepare money and clothes for you Well, this skirt is newly made. I'm afraid you don't like it. I'll show you first. If you like it, I'll make two more of these and send them back to you. But I can't send you to school. , your grandma is sick, I'm going to take care of her."

"Aren't you going with me? Aren't there uncles and aunts over there with grandma? What are you going to do?"

Aunt Jinlan said warmly: "You have to go and see it. Could it be that you won't come to see me when I'm sick in the future?"

"No!" Ayaoduo rubbed the skirt with her hands, feeling unhappy. She was not afraid of going to school alone, but just hoped that at this time, there would be a relative to accompany her. Her father would not see this day, but she hoped Mother can see, but...

"But I'm always worried about you alone, Mr. Xue, you're from a big city, you're well-informed, can I trouble you to go with Ayaoduo?"

Xue Yineng is capable, but A Yaoduo said: "I want you and Mr. Xue to accompany me."

Aunt Jinlan: "Children, it's not enough for Mr. Xue to accompany you, you still need me to accompany you. Don't worry, I will accompany you to Chongnan and visit your grandma. If she is fine, I will go to the province with you, okay. "

"It's more or less the same!" Ayaoduo was a little satisfied.

It's a pity that in Chongnan City, Aunt Jinlan still couldn't accompany A Yaoduo to go to university in the province.

After the death of Mr. Jin, no one can control Mr. Jin. Mr. Mr. Jin sold all the silver jewelry in the family and started a business with others. Who would have thought that those people who called him brothers and sisters took his money and ran away, Mr. Mr. Jin went to the police There have been troubles and crying, and the money can't be recovered. What can I do?

The old cousin Jin’s daughter-in-law saw that he would ruin the family property sooner or later, and was usually beaten up by the old cousin Jin, so she secretly ran away with others. While cooking, I accidentally fell off the ladder and broke my leg. I was bedridden because of my poor health.

Old Cousin Jin also ran away without a trace, and left his mother to a few older sisters to take care of.

A Yaoduo remembers that when she was young, her grandmother always persuaded her parents to have a son, saying that raising a son would prevent old age, and Fang Zhishu responded to the national policy and implemented family planning, but she never had a son.

Now it seems that raising children may not prevent old age!

Ayaoduo didn't want to see this grandma at all, but out of politeness, she went with Aunt Jinlan, and under the kidnapping of everyone's morality, she took out some of her living expenses during college to treat the old man's illness.Although she was willing to take the money, Ayaoduo was still angry in her heart, threw the money on the ground, and left.

Aunt Jinlan said she was not polite, Ayaoduo: Be polite, she told my dad in front of me to be polite if she didn't let me study?She said in front of me what's the use of girls studying, isn't it polite to marry in the future?

To raise a child to guard against old age, then ask your son for money!

"Do you also think I'm extreme?" On the train, Ayaoduo couldn't help asking Xue Yi. Everyone said that she was doing something wrong. The old man is so old, maybe he will die tomorrow, and you still talk to her It's outrageous to care about these.

Xue Yi stroked her frowned brows, and his tone was as gentle as ever: "There is nothing outrageous, and there is nothing extreme or not. What is the standard for being fair? What is the standard for extreme? Everyone Standing from a different angle, looking at the problem, the way to deal with the problem will be different. I have never experienced it. If I want to say it personally, I really can’t do it, but I can understand you. It is normal for you to have a temper and emotions. Don’t feel guilty. But if you can pretend, try to pretend, at least don’t embarrass your mother. Although her mind is not as open as you think, she definitely loves you. You can have emotions and express dissatisfaction , but there is no need to hurt her because of someone who hurt you, she has never regretted not having a son in all these years, nor has she treated you badly because you are a girl, has she?"

Xue Yi was very gentle when she analyzed the problems and made sense, one by one, no matter who did what she did, she understood his reasons for doing so, and expressed her understanding, calm and rational, without losing care and warmth, which made Ayaoduo feel Nuannuan, grandma is really bad, but she really shouldn't throw away the money and leave.

It's a pity that she will be separated from Xue Yi, and she won't see Xue Yi's occasional rage and rational analysis.

What is college like?

Will it be like she was excluded and ridiculed when she first came to Chongnan No. [-] Middle School, and it took a long time to get acquainted with her before getting better?

Ayaoduo was very confused at first, even a little worried, but she gradually got into it, and it was fine. University life was not as bad as Ayaoduo thought. The students of the same major will meet each other in class, and the roommates are the ones we get along with the most.

Ayaoduo lives in a six-person room, and each dormitory has its own bathroom, which is much better than the eight-person room in Chongnan No. [-] Middle School.

Since I live with girls from the Chinese Department, conflicts between the two majors are inevitable.

The girl named Shui Shuxian who sleeps opposite A Yaoduo always comes back very late, and the noise is so loud every time that other people can't sleep. It's okay to do this once or twice, but the more times, the others can't stand it anymore , Either don't call her for dinner, or don't open the door for her.

Once when the girl came back with a bunch of books, the girl who was in the same major as A Yaoduo glanced at her and said disgustedly: "I read this kind of book, and I don't know who I fooled around with at night."

Shui Shuxian said what's wrong with this kind of book, please make it clear, this is a must-read list recommended by our teacher in class, what's wrong?

"I didn't say anything. It's not as good as you cultural people, who hold a bunch of books all day long."

"Can you say that again!"

"I'll say it again, reading this kind of book is not serious, it's playing hooligans!"

Just like that, a small matter broke out due to long-term grievances. Ayaoduo couldn't stay any longer. She carried her schoolbag and planned to go to the library. Before leaving, she glanced at it and wanted to see what the book was. Yes, look at Wang Xiaobo's "Golden Age"!

After the conflict that day, Shui Shuxian had a complete falling out with the people in the dormitory, and she came back on time at night without making much noise, but the dormitory was quiet no matter day or night, and the atmosphere was terrifyingly quiet.

One weekend, Ayaoduo couldn't take it anymore. After writing the letter to Xue Yi, seeing only her and Shui Shuxian in the dormitory, she opened her mouth to break the silence and said, "I'm going to eat, are you going?"

Shui Shuxian has been isolated all the time, she didn't expect that Ayaoduo would take the initiative to talk to her, she was overjoyed, "Go!"

Many friendships in the university are established from friends. Shui Shuxian stays with A Yaoduo when she has nothing to do, and only talks to A Yaoduo in the dormitory, and speaks loudly on purpose, as if she is showing off or something.

A Yaoduo faintly felt that she had gotten into a big trouble.

In order to resist the cold violence from the dormitory, Shui Shuxian regards her as a life-saving straw, keeps building a good relationship with her, eats with her, and goes to self-study together. Sometimes Ayaoduo deliberately refuses to eat in order to avoid her. Help Ayaoduo take it, and even help Ayaoduo wash it when washing clothes.

Ayaoduo felt that this person was not a bad person, but she came back late at the beginning of school and made a lot of noise. Later, after everyone talked about her, she also changed.

So Ayaoduo didn't think too much about it anymore. It's really boring to engage in a cold war after she's in college, so people on both sides don't offend, and they can do whatever they want. She has a high EQ and a sweet mouth, but she can walk freely.

This day, A Yaoduo was going to the library, and Shui Shuxian shouted in the bathroom: "I'll finish washing soon, I'll go with you."

A Yaoduo thought it was just a short while, but she didn't expect Shui Shuxian to wash it endlessly. Tired of waiting, she turned to Shui Shuxian's books boringly. She was very interested in the Chinese department. I have been with Shui Shuxian several times, and seeing the "Golden Age" on Shui Shuxian's desk, I was curious. When this book was just published, it caused a lot of discussion. Ayaoduo heard a lot about it. time, but I don’t know what it’s about. Why do so many people have that look when they talk about this book?

……

"I've finished washing. I'm sorry. I have a lot of dandruff recently. I've washed it for a while. Wait for a while." Shui Shuxian came out of the bathroom with wet hair, and saw Ayaoduo throwing something away, pretending to be serious , asked: "What's wrong with you? How come seeing me is like seeing a ghost."

"No way, let's go after washing." Ayaoduo stood up unnaturally, with a strange expression on her face.

Not far away, the pages of the "Golden Age" book were still trembling slightly, Shui Shuxian rolled her eyes, picked up the book, and said, "Have you read it?"

"Hmm." Ayaoduo replied in embarrassment.

"How about it?"

"What's the matter? It's very well written. Didn't your teacher say that Wang Xiaobo is very powerful?" A Yaoduo didn't dare to look into Shui Shuxian's eyes. What.

"You're blushing." Shui Shuxian put her arms around her shoulders, and said with a smile, "What's the matter, you're already an adult, and you're still so conservative in your thinking."

"I'm not conservative, I'll go first, you're too slow." A Yaoduo rushed out with her schoolbag on her back, the content in that book was too, too explicit.

Ayaoduo has read books for so many years, and has never seen such explicit descriptions about sex. When describing certain male organs, she will feel a kind of physiological disgust, but she vaguely understands that this is the difference between men and women. The way between that or something.

This confused her. She never thought about being with boys, let alone having no way to know what to do with boys. Once she suddenly knew it, she was inexplicably unacceptable. She felt that the way was too rough and unacceptable. !

For several days, Ayaoduo was thinking about this matter, and then she thought about Xue Yi. For some reason, she always accepted everything about Xue Yi well, thinking that it should be like this, why is there another sex organ? exist?

But after thinking about it, I feel that another organ has existed since ancient times, and it has been like this since the beginning of the world. The strange thing is her!

Shui Shuxian, as if she didn't know that others hated her, took the trouble to talk to Ayaoduo. The topic intentionally or unintentionally brought up the matter of that day, but she didn't say anything. do not look.

"No thanks, I'm very busy recently, don't bother me, do you understand what I'm saying?" A Yaoduo finally couldn't help but tear herself apart with Shui Shuxian.

She didn't know what she was afraid of. Perhaps Shui Shuxian simply wanted to discuss Wang Xiaobo's books with her. In fact, Shui Shuxian studied well and was deeply loved by the literature teacher.

Perhaps, it was her who was strange, and she was the one who had problems.

Yes, it was her that had the problem.

Xue Yi, did you feel this way when you avoided me before?Afraid of being known, afraid of being discovered, afraid of other people's eyes that want to cut your whole body with a knife and hide your secrets?

Ayaoduo was completely confused and had no intention of studying at all. She frantically looked for related books in the library, from "Golden Age" that she hadn't finished reading to "Their World". When I was in China, I suddenly stopped.

It seems that he has found the answer, and he seems to know what the situation between himself and Xue Yi is called.

gay!

That's right, gay.

Although this book is mostly about gay men, Ayaoduo can be sure that she is too!

She has paid more attention to girls than boys since she was a child, and she has paid attention to which girl has a fairer face and which girl has softer skin since she was a child. She never thought about which boy she would be friends with, let alone get married and have children.

She is a homosexual through and through, a homosexual who is rejected by this society through and through.

Being rejected by this society, this fact is like a thunderbolt, which makes Ayaoduo unable to react for a long time.

"You borrowed this book, I said I couldn't find it no matter how hard I looked."

When A Yaoduo was in a daze in the library, Shui Shuxian appeared behind her like a ghost, because there were other people in the library, Shui Shuxian deliberately lowered her voice, which sounded particularly eerie to A Yaoduo, which scared her scream.

"Shh, what's wrong with you?"

"When did you come here?" A Yaoduo picked up the book and pulled Shui Shuxian out of the library.

"It's been a while, what are you afraid of? You're so scared." Shui Shuxian looked at her with a smile as if nothing happened, "Hey, how do you read that kind of book? Are you..."

"What, I'm not!" Ayaoduo didn't know what was wrong with her, why she reacted so strongly all of a sudden, why she denied it, she obviously was!

When she was with Xue Yi, she knew that she was different from other people, and she also accepted this fact. Why is she so afraid now that she knows what this word is called?

"No?" Shui Shuxian didn't believe it, so she deliberately approached her and said, "Hey, you really aren't? No, I've been watching you for a long time. You've been reading this kind of book in the library these days. You're studying agriculture. Don't tell me you are studying whether there are homosexuals in plants!"

"Look at me, I'm sick!" Ayaoduo felt that this person was really crazy, so she threw the book to her, and walked two meters away from the person, feeling safer, and left without looking back.

A Yaoduo felt that she needed to stay away from this environment for a while, calm down, and wrote to Xue Yi to say that she was going home for the National Day. Although it took two days to go back and forth, she had to go back. She missed Xue Yi so much.

Xue Yi didn't know about her situation, so Ayaoduo didn't tell her anything, so she replied: I want to bring Aying and Wang Caixiang to the province to sing Miao songs. They just entered the singing competition. The village head, Wang Yunhai, And your mother is coming, why don't we come to see you, and we will go back together after Ah Ying and Caixiang have finished participating in the competition?

A Yaoduo wrote back and said it was fine, Shui Shuxian seemed to have said that she was going home for the National Day, thinking that she would not meet anyway, it would be good if Xue Yi came, so she might as well take them to the provincial capital for a few days and wander around.

Unexpectedly, Shui Shuxian couldn't buy a train ticket and would not go back, but she enthusiastically helped them find a place to live!

Aunt Jinlan: "Ayaoduo, your classmate is really kind. Not only did you take us to play for a day, but you also helped us find a place to live."

Ah Ying also likes Shui Shuxian very much, because Shui Shuxian bought a lot of delicious food for the two little girls.

A Yaoduo looked tired, and secretly said that I have only been here for a month, and when I get to know you well, I can still take you around until you get tired of it!

Xue Yi sensed something was wrong, closed the door and asked her, what's the matter, you don't seem to like your classmate very much.

"Yiyi, tell me, what is our kind called?"

Xue Yi didn't expect her to ask, what do you think it should be called?

"Gay, right?"

"Yes! What did you read, or what did you hear others say? Could it be that your classmate told you?"

"I... read a little book."

"So I read a little book." Xue Yi smiled, Ayaoduo was sitting, she was standing, so he bent down to look at her, "Are you scared?"

"I'm not afraid, I just can't react."

"Can't accept it for a while? Do you feel that you are very strange and different from others?" Xue Yi continued to ask gently.

"Well, a little bit." A Yaoduo seemed worried that she would leave, "But I'm never afraid of being with you, no matter what others say, I'm not afraid, I'm just..."

"I can't slow it down for a while." Seeing that Ayaoduo couldn't find a suitable word to describe her current mood, Xue Yi helped her find a word.

A Yaoduo: "Yes." Xue Yi can know what she is thinking every time, and can comfort her.

After knowing what book A Yaoduo had read, Xue Yi stroked her forehead and began to do science research, "It's normal for you to feel panic and anxiety. It's not that you don't love me, or that you are not brave enough. Suddenly found that Anyone who belongs to a group that is not accepted by society will feel panic and anxiety.

You didn't know how people around you viewed homosexuality before, so you were unscrupulous. I didn't want to increase your panic and increase your troubles in vain, so I didn't tell you.But now is the time.First of all, homosexuality is normal. Whether it is human society or the animal world, there is a certain proportion of homosexuality.Secondly, there is no such thing as normal or abnormal. In the society where I came from, homosexuality is highly accepted. Look at Professor Qian. This question is why there is a misunderstanding.In fact, after a few years, people will slowly accept it. "

"Finally, that classmate of yours should also be gay. She is just looking for the same kind, but in a unique way, and maybe..." I have some inappropriate thoughts about you.

Xue Yi didn't say the last sentence, but Ayaoduo quickly understood that she was not stupid at all, and the way of chasing Xue Yi was even more unique, and Shui Shuxian's way was much worse than hers .

The reason why Ayaoduo was afraid of her was because it was too sudden, and the second was because she couldn't recognize her identity for the time being.

After Xue Yi counseled her, Ayaoduo felt a lot more peaceful in her heart, as if Xue Yi possessed some mysterious power that could calm her down. The thing that Ayaoduo had been so worried about for more than a month was overwhelmed. When Xue Yi said this, it seemed that there was nothing wrong with it.

"However, we can't let the people around us know what happened to us. We have to let them accept it slowly, so we can't say for the time being, your classmate...you have to think of a way."

Xue Yi frowned, what should I think of?

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