Carry the handle and tell me not to leave after school

"Hang Yiwei." Hu Minyao was still holding the small cake in her hand. Her last bottle of water was very small, and she had already lost it.

Hang Yiwei saw her look a little puzzled.He had no friendship with Hu Minyao, so naturally he couldn't figure out why Hu Minyao came to him.

Hu Minyao bit her lip, "I have something to tell you."

"What?" Hang Yiwei let out a long sigh of relief.

"Are you still with Xiao Yin?"

"..."

Hang Yiwei probably did not expect that Hu Minyao would ask such a straightforward question. After a moment of stupor, he raised his eyes and glanced at Hu Minyao, followed by a hesitant answer, "...it has nothing to do with you .”

Hu Minyao wanted to save Hang Yiwei from the fire and water, but she didn't notice the change in Hang Yiwei's expression, she almost stared at Hang Yiwei resolutely, "Xiao Yin is not a good person, you must not be with him .”

Hang Yiwei glanced at her and ignored her. In Hu Minyao's eyes, he was a pervert, and neither he nor Xiao Yin was a good person.

At this time, Hu Minyao also realized that when she first met, she didn't give Hang Yiwei any good looks, she took a deep breath, "Xiao Yin and Cao Yao have been hanging out since junior high school, you don't know Xiao Yin He plays with everyone, school, bars, including those sold outside! Don’t you know how famous he is in the gay circle. He is with you just to make a fresh look, to see how good you are, hang Yiwei, don't be fooled by him!"

"By the way, Cao Yao organized a game a few days ago, and all the people who went there were gay! Why did I say he is a pervert, because he is worthy of the word pervert!"

Hang Yiwei was astonished, he knew that Xiao Yin was not clean before, but he never thought that the truth would be so 'corrupt', it was a life he had never been involved in.

His heart thumped twice, and then his heart sank quickly, and he fell into the abyss. The abyss was dark and damp, and he shivered from the cold.

"Hang Yiwei?" Seeing his pale face quickly, Hu Minyao called out to him a little worriedly.

Hang Yiwei raised his eyes, which were scarlet.Hu Minyao was taken aback by him, she couldn't figure out what Hang Yiwei's reaction was, the spirit of her whole body seemed to be taken away in an instant, something collapsed.

"Thank you." Hang Yiwei's voice was a little rough.

Hu Minyao was stunned.

"I'll go first." Hang Yiwei straightened his back, and his expression didn't change much before he left.

Hu Minyao originally wanted to say a few more words to him, but when she saw Hang Yiwei's back walking forward, the weak feeling of powerlessness spread to her nerves imperceptibly, and Hu Minyao's thoughts of calling him disappeared.

When the facts are in front of your eyes, you can overthrow the sweet words Xiao Yin said before. In fact, looking back, it is obviously too fake. People like Xiao Yin are actually not in the same world as him.

From the very beginning, Xiao Yin dazzled in front of him inexplicably, and then teased him intentionally or unintentionally every day. It was an unintentional feeling, an impromptu without careful consideration. He didn't pay much attention to feelings. In his initial life plan, he did not exist.Even when he asked him again and again whether those rumors were true, Xiao Yin never thought of telling him the truth.

The cruelty of reality proposed by Hang Ma and the others is not just for intimidation.

He and Xiao Yin are very different.

After Grandpa Xiao's operation was completed and he was out of danger, Xiao Yin's tense nerves relaxed, and fatigue invaded his brain instantly.

Xiao Ting asked him to go back to rest first, Xiao Yin didn't refuse, he checked his cell phone when he got out of the hospital, but Hang Yiwei didn't call him, unconsciously, Xiao Yin's eyelids twitched.

He called Hang Yiwei again, but there was still no answer.Xiao Yin frowned tightly, and immediately called Cao Yao.

It is two o'clock in the morning in China, and Cao Yao was woken up by the phone call, and he was in the mood of scolding his mother.

"Xiao Yin, your uncle, let people live!"

"Where's Hang Yiwei? Did you tell him yesterday that I'm in America?" Xiao Yin asked eagerly.

Cao Yao woke up instantly when he heard this sentence, "You haven't received the text message I sent you yet."

Depend on!

"How do I receive your text messages in the United States!"

Cao Yao finally realized the stupid thing he had done belatedly, and he scratched his hair in panic, "Then what, Hang Yiwei...he seems to be forced to come out of the closet."

The word coming out of the closet first slipped into Xiao Yin's ears flatly, and then shattered the ground in his mind with a shocking momentum.

That is to say, Hang Ma knew that Hang Yiwei was gay, and Xiao Yin immediately lowered her eyebrows, "Where is Hang Yiwei now!"

"I want to know where he is now, you must not kill me?" Two o'clock in the morning.

"Cao Yao!"

Cao Yao didn't dare to say any more nonsense when he heard his gnashing of teeth, "You should be at home, that auntie has a very aggressive attitude, and Hang Yiwei felt like he was about to cry."

Xiao Yin hung up the phone with a snap. He stood at the door of the hospital and ran two steps forward, but felt that something was wrong, and ran to the hospital again. He first told Xiao Hao, and after confirming that Grandpa Xiao was out of danger, he was in a hurry. booking.

Panic is like a bottomless black hole, which is swallowing him up bit by bit at this moment. He is burning with anxiety and panicking.

Hang Yiwei had no father since he was a child, and it was Hang's mother who raised him to such an age. Everything Hang Yiwei did, whether it was making money, studying, doing good deeds or committing crimes, would always consider Hang's mother's feelings in advance. On the basis of Hang Ma's happiness, she wronged herself.

He didn't dare to let Hang Yiwei come out alone, the ending would definitely end in a 'tragic' ending.

While rushing to the airport, Xiao Yin called Hang Yiwei, but there was no answer. After arriving at the airport, Xiao Yin sent a text message to Hang Yiwei.

His hands were shaking as he typed.

He just wanted Hang Yiwei to answer the phone now and let him know how he was doing.

Young people, when it comes to responsibility, always think that they are only responsible if they are not separated on the surface.

But the responsibility is not to maintain the harmony on the surface, even if it is to take on this relationship; the responsibility is to face the reality and dangers, not to escape, not to shrink back, to go forward bravely, to solve problems, and to use one's own ability to ensure that the other party is comfortable in this relationship .Lead by example and tell the other party that there is no need to worry about gains and losses, there will be no devil blocking the way in the future, and there is nothing to be afraid of, as long as you and I are together.

It will be able to be invincible and calm for a lifetime.

At this age, they don't understand.

Xiao Yin caught up on sleep on the plane, but he didn't sleep well.

After he fell asleep, he was still half dreaming and half awake. For a while, Hang Yiwei wanted to break up with him, and for a while, Hang Yiwei was sent to the hospital. He saw blood all over his body, and for a while, his grandfather was critically ill.When he woke up, he was even more tired.

After turning on the phone, a text message from Cao Yao came in. Xiao Yin saw the word "terrible" behind the text message, his complexion darkened, and his eyes seemed to be congested with blood.

He took a taxi and ran to Hang Yiwei's house. Because of those dreams, he didn't dare to call Hang Yiwei unscrupulously, for fear that he would anger Hang's mother.

'Don't be afraid, wait for me to come back. '

'Hang Hang?How are you, call me back. '

'Are you at home? '

'I'm here, I'm going to find you. '

One after another text messages were sent to Hang Yiwei's mobile phone, and when Hang Yiwei returned to his room after washing the dishes, he received the latest text message from Xiao Yin.

After rushing back from the United States after traveling thousands of miles, Hang Yiwei was holding the phone, with the tip of his nose sour.

He took a deep breath and sent Xiao Yin a text message, "I'll wait for you at the intersection."

With a beep, Xiao Yin received the text message, and he clenched his fists instantly, wishing he could fly to his destination immediately.

Hang Yiwei went out of the room with his mobile phone, and Hang Ma was sleeping in his room. He stood in the living room for a while, and then said loudly, "I have something to go out, and I will be back soon."

After confirming that Hang Ma should have heard it, Hang Yiwei walked out.

Every step he took was extremely difficult, and his feet were as heavy as a thousand pieces of gold. It was as if he was going to die.He suddenly thought of Brother Zhao. He got married when he was in a dilemma.

Hang Yiwei walked to the intersection, but before Xiao Yin arrived, he retreated under the awning of the nearby shop, looking down at his toes.

Probably made a decision, and my heart was surprisingly peaceful.

Last year was also October, and Xiao Yin was riding a motorcycle and asked him if he wanted to make money.

like a dream.

After waiting for about ten minutes, Xiao Yin finally got out of the taxi; he saw Hang Yiwei standing under the awning in the car, and he hadn't seen him for a month. Hang Yiwei seemed to have lost more than ten catties, and he was wearing In the blue plaid shirt, the whole person hangs down in the air, as if it is about to turn into dust.

Xiao Yin limped and ran towards him for two steps and couldn't move any further. Hang Yiwei looked at him, a layer of mist was steaming in those bright peach blossom eyes, and he looked at his eyes dimly. Eyebrows are clouded, looking pitiful and innocent.

"Is Grandpa Xiao all right?" Hang Yiwei was the first to break the silence and asked him dryly.

Xiao Yin nodded, "It's out of danger."

Hang Yiwei replied in a daze.In October, there is still sunshine above the head, and the scalp of the person who is baked is numb and faints intermittently.Xiao Yin looked at Hang Yiwei standing there, thin and small, he lost a little bit of his previous stubbornness and arrogance, and gained so much obedience, he wanted to hug him very much.

But it's not possible here, there are too many pairs of eyes around here, staring at his lover at this moment, expecting him to be more correct, they will have a reason to criticize, and they will have more things to talk about after dinner in the future.

Xiao Yin could only smile at him, frowned gently, and smiled comfortingly at him, "There is a teahouse in front, let's sit there for a while, is that okay?"

This question is really out of Xiao Yin's style. In the past, Xiao Yin obviously rushed over and strangled his neck with one hand, and then dragged him to the teahouse without any explanation.

This is Xiao Yin's concession, Hang Yiwei looked at him and nodded, saying yes.

Xiao Yin breathed a sigh of relief.

He wanted to reach out to him to pull him, but he felt inappropriate when he raised his hand halfway, and finally turned sideways to give up the position beside him. Hang Yiwei looked at him for a while, and then walked to his side.

The tea house is a small tea house, the decoration is not exquisite, the tea inside is not good, but there are private rooms, and the inside is very clean.

Xiao Yin ordered a pot of rock sugar pear moistening lung tea. He sat opposite Hang Yiwei. The two of them were silent and did not speak. The waiter came over with an alcohol lamp. The alcohol lamp was like eight transparent cups put together. Put it on the table, and the waiter lights the wick in the center, a small cluster of flames ignites, and then puts the transparent glass jug soaked in rock sugar pears on it.

After the waiter left, Xiao Yin picked up the glass jug, filled a glass for Hang Yiwei and pushed it over.

"Try it, if it doesn't taste good, let's order something else, huh?" Xiao Yin said.

Hang Yiwei didn't move, he pressed his lips tightly into a line, and when facing Xiao Yin, even his breathing was a little sour.

"Xiao Yin, my mother knows." Hang Yiwei didn't answer his gentle question, he looked straight at Xiao Yin, and licked his lips with difficulty, "You...before you leave, come here The day at my house."

It was late August.Xiao Yin paused slightly, scarlet blood streaked his eyes, "Why didn't you tell me?"

Hang Yiwei carried it alone for a month, during which they talked countless times, and Hang Yiwei never mentioned it to him once.

Hang Yiwei was at a loss for words, why didn't he tell him.

Because Hang Ma didn't push him to a desperate situation, so he just wanted to escape, and he didn't dare to face the bloody reality; because Hang Ma didn't just beat homosexuals to death, but asked him what to do if he had no feelings in the future , he couldn't frankly tell Xiao Yin about his inferiority complex.

Seeing that his face was getting paler, Xiao Yin took a deep breath, stretched out his hand to hold Hang Yiwei's hand, and put his cold palm on the back of Hang Yiwei's hand, "Hanghang, can we talk to Auntie together? These things should be faced by you alone, and I will accompany you. If the aunt is worried about the child's problems, we can find a surrogate in the future; I can wait for you, you will take the college entrance examination in two years, we can talk after the college entrance examination; if—"

"let's break up."

There was a second of dead silence.

Hang Yiwei took his hand out of Xiao Yin's hand. He reached out and took out the mobile phone from his bag and pushed it in front of Xiao Yin. He sat upright, took a deep breath, and said again, "Let's break up." ..."

Xiao Yin stared at him intently, almost wanting to see a hole in him.

Xiao Yin: "Why?"

Hang Yiwei was silent for a moment, and after that moment, he laughed at himself, "How long do you think we can be together?"

"I told you I won't be separated from you!"

"Then will you give up everything you have now?" The question was almost shameless, Hang Yiwei clasped his hand tightly, a little afraid to face the fury on Xiao Yin's face, but he did not bow his head Show weakness to Xiao Yin.

The quietness in the private room made one feel flustered, the alcohol lamp was still burning with a small flame, and the teapot on the fire was not boiling, as if everything was proceeding slowly with a plan, plotting a huge disaster.

The window in the private room was not opened, and the lingering smell of smoke from the outside filled the room, making Xiao Yin's head hurt from the smoke. He forced himself to let out a breath, and pressed his eyebrows hard, "Everything you said What is it?"

Hang Yiwei's heart skipped a beat, "Everything in your circle."

"My circle." Xiao Yin suddenly laughed, "My family, my friends?"

"Yes."

Xiao Yin cited these two examples in order to let Hang Yiwei deny them, but Hang Yiwei answered too quickly, the sequelae of not sleeping for a few days itself made Xiao Yin run out of patience, this sentence must have almost faded away quickly Xiao Yin's only patience.

He squeezed his fists, suppressed the anger in his heart to ask why, and said as calmly as possible, "Hanghang, I don't know what Auntie told you, but I won't break up with you. In my circle, you It's already in, isn't it?"

"If you don't want to, we'll break up."

"Hang Yiwei!"

Hang Yiwei didn't look at him, he got up and was about to go out, Xiao Yin immediately stood up and squeezed his wrist, "Don't make me angry."

Hang Yiwei: "Fight?"

"Hanghang...you said you would not separate from me..."

Xiao Yin lowered his head, sighed as if admitting defeat, and softened his tone to coax Hang Yiwei.

Hang Yiwei was really close, and he almost wanted to ignore it, but Hang Ma sighed and regretted, so many times, Hang Ma wanted to get angry at him, but in the end she endured them all.

"Let's break up, really."

"Impossible!" Xiao Yin reached out to hug him.

Being hugged by him and feeling his hot breath, Hang Yiwei's eyes turned red as soon as the tip of his nose became sour, and he said every word shamelessly, "You think about me, okay? My mother only has me left. "

Xiao Yin's hands and feet stiffened suddenly, and he looked at Hang Yiwei with a flash of bewilderment.

He probably never expected that Hang Yiwei would say what he thought about him. He thought that he never thought about him. His life and the decisions he made were all based on him.

These words were like a sharp knife with a barb, directly piercing Xiao Yin's chest, and then pulling out/pulling it out neatly, bringing out a large piece of flesh and blood.

Hang Yiwei broke free from Xiao Yin's embrace easily this time, he stood silently for a few seconds, gritted his teeth and strode out.

"Hang Yiwei!" Xiao Yinhong stared at his handsome back with red eyes, and called out to him loudly.

Hang Yiwei paused for a moment because of his hoarse and sad voice.

"If you dare to go out, we will break up." Xiao Yin said.

This was probably Xiao Yin's last struggle. He clenched his fists tightly and kept thinking in his heart not to leave.

Hang Yiwei just stopped for a few seconds, then walked out without even looking back.

Xiao Yin's eyes suddenly dropped a drop of water, he clenched his teeth, his cheeks bulged hard.He looked at the mobile phone on the table, his eyes were scarlet.

He was silent for a while, then raised his hand to wipe his face, grabbed the phone on the table and slammed it on the ground, bang!sound.

Immediately afterwards, the teapot, teacup, tea, and glass shattered into a puddle.

Who the hell said if you don't agree, you can run away!Underground love is also together!

Xiao Yin kicked on the table, Hang Yiwei!You are ruthless!