Slag Gong, just let the horse come over
Chapter 82
Lin Chen clenched his fists subconsciously, lowered his head slightly, and the expression on his face was unclear. When Lin Chen saw Qiao Sen, he knew that there was nothing good, but it turned out that it was Meng Bai again.
Gu Zimo saw that Lin Chen's expression was not right, and thinking of the previous incident, he panicked, and hurriedly held Lin Chen's tightly clenched hand and said, "Chenchen, if you want to listen to us, go back."
Seeing Gu Zimo's nervous appearance, Lin Chen couldn't help but burst out laughing. It seems that the sequelae before were too serious, which made Gu Zimo react even more than himself when he heard Meng Bai's name.
Lin Chen said with a smile: "What's going on in your head? I don't like Meng Bai, but I still want to know about this matter."
Seeing how the two of them reacted so strongly to Meng Bai, Qiao Sen felt very complicated. Maybe he shouldn't have helped Meng Bai to panic in the first place. Maybe everything would be different. Gu Zimo and Lin Chen would not be separated. , and Meng Bai may...be his own.
Qiao Sen didn't forget what he was here for, so he sorted out his emotions slightly, and said slowly, "Meng Bai's suicide was fake."
Qiao Sen's words sounded like a thunderstorm in the minds of Lin Chen and Gu Zimo, and the two of them froze for a moment, it turned out to be fake...
Gu Zimo's complexion was extremely ugly, he restrained his emotions and said, "Qiao Sen, you'd better explain it to me clearly, I believed it because you were the one who called!"
Lin Chen's mind was not in chaos, but was too calm. The fragments in his mind were connected together, and it seemed that everything made sense at this moment.
Qiao Sen stared at Gu Zimo, and said with guilt in his eyes: "Zimo, I'm really sorry, you know how I feel about Meng Bai... I really have no way to refuse him. I thought it was just a lie... …I'm very sorry."
Qiao Sen found it difficult to talk about it, and the moment he agreed, he had lost the professional ethics he had as a doctor.What made him feel even more guilty was that Gu Zimo and Lin Chen went through a lot of twists and turns, even though he didn't know it before.
"Damn!" Gu Zimo couldn't help swearing, his usual self-cultivation was gone, and now he really wanted to beat Qiao Sen up, "Qiao Sen, explain this to me clearly!"
Qiao Sen continued: "Meng Bai did commit suicide at the beginning, but it was premeditated. He didn't want to die at all. He begged me to tell you about it, and asked me to exaggerate it. I... agreed, and later That suicide was also planned by Meng Bai, I don't know the purpose of his doing it, at first I thought he was for you, but now that I think about it, I'm afraid that's not the case."
Gu Zimo stood up suddenly, and then punched Qiao Sen. Qiao Sen had no defense and no intention of resisting, so he was knocked down to the ground with the stool.
Seeing Gu Zimo move his hands, Lin Chen stepped forward to stop him: "Gu Zimo, stop it."
Gu Zimo looked at Lin Chen angrily and said, "Chenchen, how do you want me to stop? If he hadn't helped Meng Bai lie to me, how could I have missed you for so long?"
Qiao Sen wiped the corners of his mouth, stood up from the ground and said dryly, "Let Zimo beat him! It's my fault, I shouldn't have done it, the beating is light."
After finishing speaking, Qiao Sen lowered his head, as if letting Gu Zimo beat him.
Lin Chen walked up to Qiao Sen and said: "You are an accomplice in all this, but without you, Gu Zimo and I would still be separated. It will be a matter of time. You are just a help. Qiao Sen, I don't want to do it now. The reason I'm fussing with you is because you've been tricked by others in this matter, and if I'm going to make trouble, I won't be making trouble for you."
Qiao Sen looked at Lin Chen in astonishment, he thought Lin Chen would blame him, hate him, or ask Gu Zimo to sever ties with him, but he never expected Lin Chen to be so silent.
In fact, Lin Chen didn't trouble Qiao Sen. Apart from the above reasons, there was another very important reason, that is, Qiao Sen's family was kind to Qi Ran.
"Chenchen!" Gu Zimo shouted dissatisfied.
Lin Chen glanced at Qiao Sen, and then said to Gu Zimo, "That's the end of this matter."
"Qiao Sen, thank you for being willing to confess these things to us," Lin Chen said to Qiao Sen, "That's it for today, Zimo and I will leave first."
After Lin Chen bid farewell to Qiao Sen, he pulled the reluctant Gu Zimo out of the restaurant.
Naturally, the meal was not finished, and she guessed that when the waiter brought the food in, she would find that there was no one in the box.
At night when the lights came on, people came and went on the street, Gu Zimo and Lin Chen walked side by side on the street.
Gu Zimo asked in confusion: "Chenchen, why?"
Lin Chen smiled and said, "The real culprit is not Qiao Sen. Qiao Sen is the one being used. Thinking about him, he is also pitiful."
Gu Zimo said sullenly: "I know who the culprit is, the Meng family, right? But Qiao Sen is also at fault in this matter."
Lin Chen's eyes flickered slightly, Gu Zimo is not a fool, on the contrary he is very shrewd, and in addition to so many things that have happened recently, Gu Zimo can guess a general idea by putting them together.
Lin Chen pursed his lips and then nodded slightly, which was an acknowledgment of Gu Zimo's answer.
"Hey, Gu Zimo..."
Lin Chen walked forward, looked to the side and found that there was no shadow of Gu Zimo, looked back and found that Gu Zimo had stopped in place, his head was slightly lowered, and he did not move.
Lin Chen's eyes flickered slightly, he knew that the reason for Gu Zimo's depression was nothing more than feeling guilty or distressed about the past, but the past has passed, what can be done now?
Lin Chen walked up to Gu Zimo and rubbed his head, and said with crooked eyebrows, "The past is over, and they planned too well, there is nothing we can do about it!"
Feeling Lin Chen's comfort, Gu Zimo raised his head. He stared at Lin Chen's handsome face. Red eyes, everything is so beautiful now, but everything in the past is getting heavier and heavier.
Gu Zimo was hating himself for his stupidity back then. It turned out that everything was planned. Because of Meng Bai, he went to the United States, and Lin Chen, who stayed alone in S City, lost his protection and was completely exposed in front of the Meng family. At this time, it would be best for the family to attack Lin Chen, but at that time Lin Chen... It was a series of loops, Gu Zimo couldn't imagine what would happen if Lin Chen didn't escape...
"Gu Zimo, don't you feel ashamed! Such a big man still cries, you are the father of two children, be careful your son laughs at you." Lin Chen held Gu Zimo's face and said softly, "I I know what you're thinking, now that I'm standing in front of you with An Bao intact, it means that I'm still fine, and that's all right, understand?"
Suddenly, Gu Zimo reached out and hugged Lin Chen. Lin Chen was taken aback, and then he reached out and hugged Gu Zimo helplessly...
Pedestrians on the road came and went, Lin Chen and Gu Zimo hugged each other silently on the street, and passers-by looked at them from time to time, but the two still didn't let go of each other, just hugging that heart-to-heart feeling really warm...
After a while, Lin Chen and Gu Zimo let go of each other, and then smiled at each other. The future will be better, and it will definitely be better...
Lin Chen was the first to break the silence. He touched his stomach and frowned and said, "Gu Zimo, I'm hungry, and so is the baby. Mr. Gu, take me to have a meal!"
It was too late for Gu Zimo to realize that he was a little annoyed that he hadn't noticed, and that he had made Lin Chen walk so many ways. Gu Zimo asked, "Chenchen, what do you want to eat?"
Lin Chen thought for a while and said, "I want to eat your cooking."
Gu Zimo smiled and said, "All right, all right, I'll go home and make it for you now."
After that, Gu Zimo took Lin Chen's hand and walked back. Lin Chen squinted his eyes slightly, and a bright light flashed in his eyes, and then he refused to move even though Gu Zimo pulled him.
Gu Zimo looked back at Lin Chen suspiciously, and said with a helpless smile, "What's wrong? Did you change your mind again?"
"No, I want to eat what you make, and I want to eat what you make in Shengjing Yaju."
Gu Zimo's heart skipped a beat, he looked at Lin Chen with some uncertainty, only to see that Lin Chen smiled like a satiated cat, and the expression on his face didn't look like he was joking at all.
Lin Chen shook his hand and said, "Stupid? Or did you sell that land?"
"No, no, not for sale," Gu Zimo said incoherently, his trembling voice couldn't tell whether it was joy or excitement, "How can I be willing, how can I be willing?"
"Then let's go!" Lin Chen said.
Although Shengjing Yaju's house was cleaned regularly, there must be no cooking materials, so the two first went to the supermarket to buy some things.
When Lin Chen stepped into the house, the memories of the past flooded back and forth, all of which were ups and downs. Sure enough, some things had always been hidden deep in his heart, and as long as he touched them a little, they would appear in his mind very clearly.
"After you left, I seldom come here. Aunt Wu will come to clean regularly." Gu Zimo said, picking up a pair of slippers and handing them to Lin Chen.
Lin Chen changed into his slippers, while Gu Zimo walked to the kitchen with the dishes first.
Lin Chen took a step and then slowly took back his steps. He looked at the house, which was exactly the same as when he left. Looking at the familiar furnishings, Lin Chen felt for a moment that he had returned to the past. What followed was an indescribable sense of heaviness...
Step by step, Lin Chen walked slowly to the kitchen, where the man inside was carefully handling the ingredients...
"Chenchen, watch TV first or take a rest, the food will be ready soon." The man said softly.
"Momo, watch TV first or take a break, the food will be ready soon." That was the gentle voice of the young man, and the memory hidden deep in his mind broke out...
Lin Chen just felt that his heart was hit hard, he quickly walked forward and hugged Gu Zimo from behind Gu Zimo, his cheek pressed against Gu Zimo's back and murmured: "Gu Zimo. "
The movements of Gu Zimo's hands quickened again, and he asked, "Are you impatient? I'll make a simple soup first, so you can fill your stomach first."
"Yes, I'm hungry, very hungry." Lin Chen said after tightening his arms.
……
Gu Zimo cooks very fast, but Lin Chen's appetite is not very good, he barely ate a bowl of rice and couldn't eat any more.
After Gu Zimo had sorted everything out, the hour hand had already pointed to ten, and Lin Chen came to the bedroom.
When I opened the door, the target was still the familiar scene. Here is a photo of him and Gu Zimo. I chose the two chairs by the French window and the lamp by the bed. ...hasn't really changed at all.
Suddenly there was a sound at the door, Lin Chen turned his head and saw Gu Zimo looking at him, his sleeves were rolled up on his arms, and he was holding the doorknob with his hands, his eyes were focused and gentle.
"I called Aunt Li and asked her to take care of An Bao. We won't be going back today and will sleep here for the night." Lin Chen said.
Gu Zimo smiled and said: "You have thought well, listen to you, sleep here today!"
"I want to take a shower, do you have any clothes?" Lin Chen asked.
Gu Zimo thought for a while and said, "Yes, I will live here sometimes, so I'm more or less prepared."
After finishing speaking, Gu Zimo opened the cabinet, but Gu Zimo closed the cabinet abruptly, with an unnatural red on his face, he said: "Chenchen, you go to wash first! I'll give you the clothes later Take it."
Lin Chen looked at the abnormal redness on Gu Zimo's face, and felt a little curious, so he seized the opportunity and opened the door of the cabinet...Looking at the things in the cabinet, Lin Chen's heart ached. Zimo's clothes actually still have her own clothes. One side is mature and the other side is childish. There is a clear distinction between them, but they are just put in a closet...
Lin Chen picked up a set of his pajamas and said, "Gu Zimo, I'm going to take a shower, you can do whatever you want."
Seeing that Lin Chen saw the clothes in the closet, Gu Zimo felt a little embarrassed. He was already so thick-skinned, so why would he be embarrassed?However, why does he feel like Lin Chen's face is also... red?
In the bathroom, Lin Chen let the hot water flow on his body. He stared blankly at the set of pajamas. The pajamas were a bit childish, and there were several rabbits on them. He still remembered that he didn't want to buy this set of pajamas because it was too much. It's too cute, but Gu Zimo couldn't hold it back. After all, people had to bow their heads under the eaves. He still remembered how excited Gu Zimo was when he wore that pajamas for the first time. The two had sex that night. many times...
Lin Chen closed his eyes and let the water wash his cheeks. Everything here reminded him of the past. There were good ones, but...more bad ones.Lin Chen didn't know why he suddenly wanted to have a good vent, wanted to express all the depression in his heart...
After taking a shower, Lin Chen opened the bathroom door and walked towards Gu Zimo who was standing by the floor-to-ceiling window. He walked up to Gu Zimo, hugged Gu Zimo and said softly, "Mo Mo."
Gu Zimo's body froze. How long has it been since he heard this name?Seven years, seven years haven't heard...
"Mo Mo, you are not allowed to turn your head, and you are not allowed to speak, let me speak alone, let me speak alone," Lin Chen closed his eyes and said, "I feel uncomfortable, from the first step I stepped here, I feel uncomfortable .”
Gu Zimo's eyes were a little dull, he didn't know what Lin Chen was about to say, but he felt the uneasiness in Lin Chen's heart, he gently held Lin Chen's hand...
"Here was the happiest period of my 18 years of life, but the later period was the most painful memory of my 24 years.
I'm not surprised that you left, because I know you never belonged to me, I think I should quit, let you be with him, at least you will be happy.But when it actually happened, do you know what happened to me that night?I waited for you all night, I thought you would come back and tell me it was a surprise, it was a prank.But no, you really left me. "
Speaking of this, Lin Chen's voice was a little hoarse, Gu Zimo closed his eyes, he felt that the saliva he swallowed was bitter.
"After I left here, I found out that I was pregnant. A man was actually pregnant."
Gu Zimo was stunned, he could even imagine Lin Chen's helplessness and fear, why wasn't he by his side at that time?
"I was scared, so I came back to look for you, but you didn't come back. I waited for you at home for a long time. However, the Meng family found me. I don't know what to do, but I know I can't stay here, you Do you know how much I needed you at that time? But when I needed you the most, you were not by my side, and you were actually with another person. "
Lin Chen's voice was the same, but Gu Zimo clearly felt that his back had been slowly soaked. Gu Zimo was saying apologies and confessions in his heart, but he couldn't change the past.
"If there is no Sister Ya, I think I would be dead! I dare not go to the hospital, and I have no money. At that time, I really couldn't hold on. Later, I got in touch with Sister Ya, and I gave birth to An Bao. After careful consideration Then we decided to go to the United States for a while, but the Meng family blocked us at the airport in the United States, and then sister Ya and I separated, and An Bao was only two months old at that time."
Gu Zimo's body couldn't help trembling. Even if this kind of experience is placed on others, it would be especially unbearable, not to mention this is his lover and child. At that time, An Bao was still so young, maybe... the root of Lin Chen's illness is so down...
"Maybe it's because of the unacceptable climate. An Bao fell ill right after he arrived in the US. I needed money, so I went to a bar to accompany me for a drink, but something bad happened to me there. It was a nightmare."
Gu Zimo felt that his heart was about to be torn apart, he naturally knew Lin Chen's charm, but at this moment he hated Lin Chen's charm, no, he hated himself even more!Gu Zimo didn't dare to imagine what Lin Chen would say next, he closed his eyes and let the tears flow.
"Fortunately, my uncle found me, so I wasn't caught by them... Do you know how much I hated you at that time? I was really on the verge of breaking down during that time. But I hated the Meng family even more, and the Meng family was in charge of everything. source."
There was a crack in Lin Chen's voice, and he could vaguely feel the suppressed pain.Gu Zimo couldn't bear it anymore, he turned around and hugged Lin Chen, and said in a trembling voice: "Chenchen, cry out! You can scold me or hit me, don't do this, my heart aches."
Lin Chen's emotions also reached a breaking point, and he finally cried, "Gu Zimo, do you know how tired I was in those years? I wanted you to accompany me but you were not here. The family is cornered and you are not here, I am really tired."
"It won't happen in the future, it won't happen in the future, I will always be by your side, I promised you." Gu Zimo patted Lin Chen's back and said, the body in his arms was trembling, and his heart was shaking. Also trembled.
"You're a liar...if you lied to me again...I...what can I do with you? What if you leave again? You always refuse to listen to my explanation sometimes, you don't love me at all .” Lin Chen grabbed Gu Zimo tightly.
Gu Zimo also knew that Lin Chen wanted to express all his dissatisfaction with himself tonight, and he said, "How can you say that I don't love you? I love you very much, and the one I love the most is you, you You can take a picture of me crying now, and if I disappear, you will sell this to a magazine, how shameful you are! I will definitely come back and find you to settle the score."
After Lin Chen cried for a while, his emotions gradually calmed down. He guessed that he felt ashamed after knowing it. He buried his head in Gu Zimo's chest and said, "If you still dare to leave, I will take you with you." The two babies went to find other men."
Gu Zimo was shocked and said: "Chenchen, no, this is too cruel, and I will not give you this chance!"
Lin Chen was also amused by Gu Zimo's exaggerated expression. Seeing Lin Chen smiling, Gu Zimo felt a little awkward in his heart. He leaned over and kissed the corner of Lin Chen's mouth, and then said: "Chenchen, I I never thought that you would suffer so much. Now I am very glad that you are still willing to accept me. I am even more fortunate that I can still meet you, and you can still stand in front of me. No matter what the reasons are But what can't be changed is that I have a part in it, even if I didn't know it, I still cooperated with them unconsciously, and I owe you a formal apology from the beginning to the end."
Gu Zimo paused for a few seconds, then looked at Lin Chen and said solemnly: "Chenchen, I'm sorry, can you forgive me?"
Lin Chen stared at Gu Zimo's face, the man's eyes were still red because he had cried, but the sincerity and love inside could not be concealed, he smiled and said: "I forgive you, after today, once Just turn over the matter, from now on, if you love me well, I will love you too, is that okay?"
Gu Zimo said: "Okay, I will love you well in the future."
What happened in the past was a lump in Lin Chen's heart. If Lin Chen didn't talk about it, Gu Zimo didn't know about it. Even before tonight, Lin Chen didn't even think about talking about these things with Gu Zimo publicly. .
Lin Chen's growth process determines that he will not easily reveal his past to others. When he is wronged, he prefers to heal his wounds alone. If one does not talk about it and the other does not understand, the conflict between the two will only deepen. Until it reaches a critical point and then explodes.
What happened tonight impacted Lin Chen's already fragile nerves. This emotional outburst was not accidental, but inevitable.In fact, it was a good thing for the two of them to go through such an outbreak, at least it untied the knot in their hearts.
"By the way, you have a problem that needs to be corrected." Gu Zimo said pretending to be angry.
Lin Chen looked at him with some doubts, and then Gu Zimo went on to say: "In the future, don't hold back anything in your heart. If you are wronged, you should tell me. By the way, I also have stinky problems that need to be corrected. I will listen to you carefully in the future." If so, there is no matter what the situation, I will take care of you."
Lin Chen hesitated slightly and said, "Okay."
The management of love requires two people to tolerate each other and grow together, just like Lin Chen and Gu Zimo, they finally grew up in such a long time...
It's just that after this night, the Meng family has another enemy, and that is the Gu family. How could Gu Zimo easily let go of the person who hurt Lin Chen?
The author has something to say: The conflict between Gu Xiaogong and Lin Xiaoshou is resolved here, and everything can be vented. Why do two people love each other and torture each other?What's more, everything is due to the deliberate planning of a third party~
This chapter is very fat, I wish you a happy meal~
Gu Zimo saw that Lin Chen's expression was not right, and thinking of the previous incident, he panicked, and hurriedly held Lin Chen's tightly clenched hand and said, "Chenchen, if you want to listen to us, go back."
Seeing Gu Zimo's nervous appearance, Lin Chen couldn't help but burst out laughing. It seems that the sequelae before were too serious, which made Gu Zimo react even more than himself when he heard Meng Bai's name.
Lin Chen said with a smile: "What's going on in your head? I don't like Meng Bai, but I still want to know about this matter."
Seeing how the two of them reacted so strongly to Meng Bai, Qiao Sen felt very complicated. Maybe he shouldn't have helped Meng Bai to panic in the first place. Maybe everything would be different. Gu Zimo and Lin Chen would not be separated. , and Meng Bai may...be his own.
Qiao Sen didn't forget what he was here for, so he sorted out his emotions slightly, and said slowly, "Meng Bai's suicide was fake."
Qiao Sen's words sounded like a thunderstorm in the minds of Lin Chen and Gu Zimo, and the two of them froze for a moment, it turned out to be fake...
Gu Zimo's complexion was extremely ugly, he restrained his emotions and said, "Qiao Sen, you'd better explain it to me clearly, I believed it because you were the one who called!"
Lin Chen's mind was not in chaos, but was too calm. The fragments in his mind were connected together, and it seemed that everything made sense at this moment.
Qiao Sen stared at Gu Zimo, and said with guilt in his eyes: "Zimo, I'm really sorry, you know how I feel about Meng Bai... I really have no way to refuse him. I thought it was just a lie... …I'm very sorry."
Qiao Sen found it difficult to talk about it, and the moment he agreed, he had lost the professional ethics he had as a doctor.What made him feel even more guilty was that Gu Zimo and Lin Chen went through a lot of twists and turns, even though he didn't know it before.
"Damn!" Gu Zimo couldn't help swearing, his usual self-cultivation was gone, and now he really wanted to beat Qiao Sen up, "Qiao Sen, explain this to me clearly!"
Qiao Sen continued: "Meng Bai did commit suicide at the beginning, but it was premeditated. He didn't want to die at all. He begged me to tell you about it, and asked me to exaggerate it. I... agreed, and later That suicide was also planned by Meng Bai, I don't know the purpose of his doing it, at first I thought he was for you, but now that I think about it, I'm afraid that's not the case."
Gu Zimo stood up suddenly, and then punched Qiao Sen. Qiao Sen had no defense and no intention of resisting, so he was knocked down to the ground with the stool.
Seeing Gu Zimo move his hands, Lin Chen stepped forward to stop him: "Gu Zimo, stop it."
Gu Zimo looked at Lin Chen angrily and said, "Chenchen, how do you want me to stop? If he hadn't helped Meng Bai lie to me, how could I have missed you for so long?"
Qiao Sen wiped the corners of his mouth, stood up from the ground and said dryly, "Let Zimo beat him! It's my fault, I shouldn't have done it, the beating is light."
After finishing speaking, Qiao Sen lowered his head, as if letting Gu Zimo beat him.
Lin Chen walked up to Qiao Sen and said: "You are an accomplice in all this, but without you, Gu Zimo and I would still be separated. It will be a matter of time. You are just a help. Qiao Sen, I don't want to do it now. The reason I'm fussing with you is because you've been tricked by others in this matter, and if I'm going to make trouble, I won't be making trouble for you."
Qiao Sen looked at Lin Chen in astonishment, he thought Lin Chen would blame him, hate him, or ask Gu Zimo to sever ties with him, but he never expected Lin Chen to be so silent.
In fact, Lin Chen didn't trouble Qiao Sen. Apart from the above reasons, there was another very important reason, that is, Qiao Sen's family was kind to Qi Ran.
"Chenchen!" Gu Zimo shouted dissatisfied.
Lin Chen glanced at Qiao Sen, and then said to Gu Zimo, "That's the end of this matter."
"Qiao Sen, thank you for being willing to confess these things to us," Lin Chen said to Qiao Sen, "That's it for today, Zimo and I will leave first."
After Lin Chen bid farewell to Qiao Sen, he pulled the reluctant Gu Zimo out of the restaurant.
Naturally, the meal was not finished, and she guessed that when the waiter brought the food in, she would find that there was no one in the box.
At night when the lights came on, people came and went on the street, Gu Zimo and Lin Chen walked side by side on the street.
Gu Zimo asked in confusion: "Chenchen, why?"
Lin Chen smiled and said, "The real culprit is not Qiao Sen. Qiao Sen is the one being used. Thinking about him, he is also pitiful."
Gu Zimo said sullenly: "I know who the culprit is, the Meng family, right? But Qiao Sen is also at fault in this matter."
Lin Chen's eyes flickered slightly, Gu Zimo is not a fool, on the contrary he is very shrewd, and in addition to so many things that have happened recently, Gu Zimo can guess a general idea by putting them together.
Lin Chen pursed his lips and then nodded slightly, which was an acknowledgment of Gu Zimo's answer.
"Hey, Gu Zimo..."
Lin Chen walked forward, looked to the side and found that there was no shadow of Gu Zimo, looked back and found that Gu Zimo had stopped in place, his head was slightly lowered, and he did not move.
Lin Chen's eyes flickered slightly, he knew that the reason for Gu Zimo's depression was nothing more than feeling guilty or distressed about the past, but the past has passed, what can be done now?
Lin Chen walked up to Gu Zimo and rubbed his head, and said with crooked eyebrows, "The past is over, and they planned too well, there is nothing we can do about it!"
Feeling Lin Chen's comfort, Gu Zimo raised his head. He stared at Lin Chen's handsome face. Red eyes, everything is so beautiful now, but everything in the past is getting heavier and heavier.
Gu Zimo was hating himself for his stupidity back then. It turned out that everything was planned. Because of Meng Bai, he went to the United States, and Lin Chen, who stayed alone in S City, lost his protection and was completely exposed in front of the Meng family. At this time, it would be best for the family to attack Lin Chen, but at that time Lin Chen... It was a series of loops, Gu Zimo couldn't imagine what would happen if Lin Chen didn't escape...
"Gu Zimo, don't you feel ashamed! Such a big man still cries, you are the father of two children, be careful your son laughs at you." Lin Chen held Gu Zimo's face and said softly, "I I know what you're thinking, now that I'm standing in front of you with An Bao intact, it means that I'm still fine, and that's all right, understand?"
Suddenly, Gu Zimo reached out and hugged Lin Chen. Lin Chen was taken aback, and then he reached out and hugged Gu Zimo helplessly...
Pedestrians on the road came and went, Lin Chen and Gu Zimo hugged each other silently on the street, and passers-by looked at them from time to time, but the two still didn't let go of each other, just hugging that heart-to-heart feeling really warm...
After a while, Lin Chen and Gu Zimo let go of each other, and then smiled at each other. The future will be better, and it will definitely be better...
Lin Chen was the first to break the silence. He touched his stomach and frowned and said, "Gu Zimo, I'm hungry, and so is the baby. Mr. Gu, take me to have a meal!"
It was too late for Gu Zimo to realize that he was a little annoyed that he hadn't noticed, and that he had made Lin Chen walk so many ways. Gu Zimo asked, "Chenchen, what do you want to eat?"
Lin Chen thought for a while and said, "I want to eat your cooking."
Gu Zimo smiled and said, "All right, all right, I'll go home and make it for you now."
After that, Gu Zimo took Lin Chen's hand and walked back. Lin Chen squinted his eyes slightly, and a bright light flashed in his eyes, and then he refused to move even though Gu Zimo pulled him.
Gu Zimo looked back at Lin Chen suspiciously, and said with a helpless smile, "What's wrong? Did you change your mind again?"
"No, I want to eat what you make, and I want to eat what you make in Shengjing Yaju."
Gu Zimo's heart skipped a beat, he looked at Lin Chen with some uncertainty, only to see that Lin Chen smiled like a satiated cat, and the expression on his face didn't look like he was joking at all.
Lin Chen shook his hand and said, "Stupid? Or did you sell that land?"
"No, no, not for sale," Gu Zimo said incoherently, his trembling voice couldn't tell whether it was joy or excitement, "How can I be willing, how can I be willing?"
"Then let's go!" Lin Chen said.
Although Shengjing Yaju's house was cleaned regularly, there must be no cooking materials, so the two first went to the supermarket to buy some things.
When Lin Chen stepped into the house, the memories of the past flooded back and forth, all of which were ups and downs. Sure enough, some things had always been hidden deep in his heart, and as long as he touched them a little, they would appear in his mind very clearly.
"After you left, I seldom come here. Aunt Wu will come to clean regularly." Gu Zimo said, picking up a pair of slippers and handing them to Lin Chen.
Lin Chen changed into his slippers, while Gu Zimo walked to the kitchen with the dishes first.
Lin Chen took a step and then slowly took back his steps. He looked at the house, which was exactly the same as when he left. Looking at the familiar furnishings, Lin Chen felt for a moment that he had returned to the past. What followed was an indescribable sense of heaviness...
Step by step, Lin Chen walked slowly to the kitchen, where the man inside was carefully handling the ingredients...
"Chenchen, watch TV first or take a rest, the food will be ready soon." The man said softly.
"Momo, watch TV first or take a break, the food will be ready soon." That was the gentle voice of the young man, and the memory hidden deep in his mind broke out...
Lin Chen just felt that his heart was hit hard, he quickly walked forward and hugged Gu Zimo from behind Gu Zimo, his cheek pressed against Gu Zimo's back and murmured: "Gu Zimo. "
The movements of Gu Zimo's hands quickened again, and he asked, "Are you impatient? I'll make a simple soup first, so you can fill your stomach first."
"Yes, I'm hungry, very hungry." Lin Chen said after tightening his arms.
……
Gu Zimo cooks very fast, but Lin Chen's appetite is not very good, he barely ate a bowl of rice and couldn't eat any more.
After Gu Zimo had sorted everything out, the hour hand had already pointed to ten, and Lin Chen came to the bedroom.
When I opened the door, the target was still the familiar scene. Here is a photo of him and Gu Zimo. I chose the two chairs by the French window and the lamp by the bed. ...hasn't really changed at all.
Suddenly there was a sound at the door, Lin Chen turned his head and saw Gu Zimo looking at him, his sleeves were rolled up on his arms, and he was holding the doorknob with his hands, his eyes were focused and gentle.
"I called Aunt Li and asked her to take care of An Bao. We won't be going back today and will sleep here for the night." Lin Chen said.
Gu Zimo smiled and said: "You have thought well, listen to you, sleep here today!"
"I want to take a shower, do you have any clothes?" Lin Chen asked.
Gu Zimo thought for a while and said, "Yes, I will live here sometimes, so I'm more or less prepared."
After finishing speaking, Gu Zimo opened the cabinet, but Gu Zimo closed the cabinet abruptly, with an unnatural red on his face, he said: "Chenchen, you go to wash first! I'll give you the clothes later Take it."
Lin Chen looked at the abnormal redness on Gu Zimo's face, and felt a little curious, so he seized the opportunity and opened the door of the cabinet...Looking at the things in the cabinet, Lin Chen's heart ached. Zimo's clothes actually still have her own clothes. One side is mature and the other side is childish. There is a clear distinction between them, but they are just put in a closet...
Lin Chen picked up a set of his pajamas and said, "Gu Zimo, I'm going to take a shower, you can do whatever you want."
Seeing that Lin Chen saw the clothes in the closet, Gu Zimo felt a little embarrassed. He was already so thick-skinned, so why would he be embarrassed?However, why does he feel like Lin Chen's face is also... red?
In the bathroom, Lin Chen let the hot water flow on his body. He stared blankly at the set of pajamas. The pajamas were a bit childish, and there were several rabbits on them. He still remembered that he didn't want to buy this set of pajamas because it was too much. It's too cute, but Gu Zimo couldn't hold it back. After all, people had to bow their heads under the eaves. He still remembered how excited Gu Zimo was when he wore that pajamas for the first time. The two had sex that night. many times...
Lin Chen closed his eyes and let the water wash his cheeks. Everything here reminded him of the past. There were good ones, but...more bad ones.Lin Chen didn't know why he suddenly wanted to have a good vent, wanted to express all the depression in his heart...
After taking a shower, Lin Chen opened the bathroom door and walked towards Gu Zimo who was standing by the floor-to-ceiling window. He walked up to Gu Zimo, hugged Gu Zimo and said softly, "Mo Mo."
Gu Zimo's body froze. How long has it been since he heard this name?Seven years, seven years haven't heard...
"Mo Mo, you are not allowed to turn your head, and you are not allowed to speak, let me speak alone, let me speak alone," Lin Chen closed his eyes and said, "I feel uncomfortable, from the first step I stepped here, I feel uncomfortable .”
Gu Zimo's eyes were a little dull, he didn't know what Lin Chen was about to say, but he felt the uneasiness in Lin Chen's heart, he gently held Lin Chen's hand...
"Here was the happiest period of my 18 years of life, but the later period was the most painful memory of my 24 years.
I'm not surprised that you left, because I know you never belonged to me, I think I should quit, let you be with him, at least you will be happy.But when it actually happened, do you know what happened to me that night?I waited for you all night, I thought you would come back and tell me it was a surprise, it was a prank.But no, you really left me. "
Speaking of this, Lin Chen's voice was a little hoarse, Gu Zimo closed his eyes, he felt that the saliva he swallowed was bitter.
"After I left here, I found out that I was pregnant. A man was actually pregnant."
Gu Zimo was stunned, he could even imagine Lin Chen's helplessness and fear, why wasn't he by his side at that time?
"I was scared, so I came back to look for you, but you didn't come back. I waited for you at home for a long time. However, the Meng family found me. I don't know what to do, but I know I can't stay here, you Do you know how much I needed you at that time? But when I needed you the most, you were not by my side, and you were actually with another person. "
Lin Chen's voice was the same, but Gu Zimo clearly felt that his back had been slowly soaked. Gu Zimo was saying apologies and confessions in his heart, but he couldn't change the past.
"If there is no Sister Ya, I think I would be dead! I dare not go to the hospital, and I have no money. At that time, I really couldn't hold on. Later, I got in touch with Sister Ya, and I gave birth to An Bao. After careful consideration Then we decided to go to the United States for a while, but the Meng family blocked us at the airport in the United States, and then sister Ya and I separated, and An Bao was only two months old at that time."
Gu Zimo's body couldn't help trembling. Even if this kind of experience is placed on others, it would be especially unbearable, not to mention this is his lover and child. At that time, An Bao was still so young, maybe... the root of Lin Chen's illness is so down...
"Maybe it's because of the unacceptable climate. An Bao fell ill right after he arrived in the US. I needed money, so I went to a bar to accompany me for a drink, but something bad happened to me there. It was a nightmare."
Gu Zimo felt that his heart was about to be torn apart, he naturally knew Lin Chen's charm, but at this moment he hated Lin Chen's charm, no, he hated himself even more!Gu Zimo didn't dare to imagine what Lin Chen would say next, he closed his eyes and let the tears flow.
"Fortunately, my uncle found me, so I wasn't caught by them... Do you know how much I hated you at that time? I was really on the verge of breaking down during that time. But I hated the Meng family even more, and the Meng family was in charge of everything. source."
There was a crack in Lin Chen's voice, and he could vaguely feel the suppressed pain.Gu Zimo couldn't bear it anymore, he turned around and hugged Lin Chen, and said in a trembling voice: "Chenchen, cry out! You can scold me or hit me, don't do this, my heart aches."
Lin Chen's emotions also reached a breaking point, and he finally cried, "Gu Zimo, do you know how tired I was in those years? I wanted you to accompany me but you were not here. The family is cornered and you are not here, I am really tired."
"It won't happen in the future, it won't happen in the future, I will always be by your side, I promised you." Gu Zimo patted Lin Chen's back and said, the body in his arms was trembling, and his heart was shaking. Also trembled.
"You're a liar...if you lied to me again...I...what can I do with you? What if you leave again? You always refuse to listen to my explanation sometimes, you don't love me at all .” Lin Chen grabbed Gu Zimo tightly.
Gu Zimo also knew that Lin Chen wanted to express all his dissatisfaction with himself tonight, and he said, "How can you say that I don't love you? I love you very much, and the one I love the most is you, you You can take a picture of me crying now, and if I disappear, you will sell this to a magazine, how shameful you are! I will definitely come back and find you to settle the score."
After Lin Chen cried for a while, his emotions gradually calmed down. He guessed that he felt ashamed after knowing it. He buried his head in Gu Zimo's chest and said, "If you still dare to leave, I will take you with you." The two babies went to find other men."
Gu Zimo was shocked and said: "Chenchen, no, this is too cruel, and I will not give you this chance!"
Lin Chen was also amused by Gu Zimo's exaggerated expression. Seeing Lin Chen smiling, Gu Zimo felt a little awkward in his heart. He leaned over and kissed the corner of Lin Chen's mouth, and then said: "Chenchen, I I never thought that you would suffer so much. Now I am very glad that you are still willing to accept me. I am even more fortunate that I can still meet you, and you can still stand in front of me. No matter what the reasons are But what can't be changed is that I have a part in it, even if I didn't know it, I still cooperated with them unconsciously, and I owe you a formal apology from the beginning to the end."
Gu Zimo paused for a few seconds, then looked at Lin Chen and said solemnly: "Chenchen, I'm sorry, can you forgive me?"
Lin Chen stared at Gu Zimo's face, the man's eyes were still red because he had cried, but the sincerity and love inside could not be concealed, he smiled and said: "I forgive you, after today, once Just turn over the matter, from now on, if you love me well, I will love you too, is that okay?"
Gu Zimo said: "Okay, I will love you well in the future."
What happened in the past was a lump in Lin Chen's heart. If Lin Chen didn't talk about it, Gu Zimo didn't know about it. Even before tonight, Lin Chen didn't even think about talking about these things with Gu Zimo publicly. .
Lin Chen's growth process determines that he will not easily reveal his past to others. When he is wronged, he prefers to heal his wounds alone. If one does not talk about it and the other does not understand, the conflict between the two will only deepen. Until it reaches a critical point and then explodes.
What happened tonight impacted Lin Chen's already fragile nerves. This emotional outburst was not accidental, but inevitable.In fact, it was a good thing for the two of them to go through such an outbreak, at least it untied the knot in their hearts.
"By the way, you have a problem that needs to be corrected." Gu Zimo said pretending to be angry.
Lin Chen looked at him with some doubts, and then Gu Zimo went on to say: "In the future, don't hold back anything in your heart. If you are wronged, you should tell me. By the way, I also have stinky problems that need to be corrected. I will listen to you carefully in the future." If so, there is no matter what the situation, I will take care of you."
Lin Chen hesitated slightly and said, "Okay."
The management of love requires two people to tolerate each other and grow together, just like Lin Chen and Gu Zimo, they finally grew up in such a long time...
It's just that after this night, the Meng family has another enemy, and that is the Gu family. How could Gu Zimo easily let go of the person who hurt Lin Chen?
The author has something to say: The conflict between Gu Xiaogong and Lin Xiaoshou is resolved here, and everything can be vented. Why do two people love each other and torture each other?What's more, everything is due to the deliberate planning of a third party~
This chapter is very fat, I wish you a happy meal~
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