That night Xu Tangcheng drank a lot, Yi Zhe tried to help him hold back the drink at the dinner table, but Xu Tangcheng refused to let him go. He drank cup after cup like he never refused, as if the person who couldn't drink well was not him at all.But when he got to the KTV, Xu Tangcheng refused to drink any more when someone offered him another drink.After Yu An jokingly persuaded him, Xu Tangcheng turned around and tugged at Yi Zhe.

"He drank it for me."

When he said this, Yi Zhe naturally stretched out his hand to pick up the wine.Yu Yu immediately moved his hand away, not letting him touch the wine glass: "I'll drink with you, he can't replace it."

If Xu Tangcheng was sober, he probably would never take the face of the birthday star at this time.But Yi Zhe was very glad that Xu Tangcheng was not sober now.He lowered his eyes and waited for Xu Tangcheng to speak again, but suddenly an arm was hooked around his neck, forcing him to bend slightly and get closer to the person beside him.

"I can do it." Xu Tangcheng smiled in a daze, raised his hand on Yi Zhe's shoulder, and stroked his ears twice.

Yi Zhe found that Xu Tangcheng tended to move his hands and feet when he drank too much, and it was the same last time. He remembered that he kept pinching his neck to play.

No matter what Yu Yu said, Xu Tangcheng always said "for it", so the glass of wine finally entered Yi Zhe's stomach.

But Yi Zhe drank it, but Yu Yu didn't move.He kept looking at Xu Tangcheng for a while, then tilted his head, and smiled at Yi Zhe with an inexplicable meaning: "Shall I drink?"

Yi Zhe didn't bother to pay attention to him, so he raised his eyelids and said, "You can do whatever you want."

From the first time he met Yu Yu, Yi Zhe didn't like him.There are two reasons, one is that he finds that Yu Yu is always staring at Xu Tangcheng, and the other is that he finds that he is always staring at himself for no reason.It's the same now, Yu Yu moved his body, stared at him with a half smile, and suddenly asked: "Why have I never heard you call me senior or brother?"

Unexpectedly, he suddenly pointed a finger at him, Yi Zhe didn't know how to answer, and had no intention of answering at all.He squeezed out a "hmm", which was regarded as the most polite treatment he gave in someone else's place.

Yu Yu was not annoyed, he just laughed, then patted Xu Tangcheng's knee, and said to the person who had been playing with his ears, "Your brother has quite a personality."

The wine that should have been drunk was taken back by Yu Yu without change, but when someone wanted to drink with Xu Tangcheng, he persuaded him that Tang Cheng drank too much.

No one bothered them anymore, Xu Tangxiang became completely quiet.He didn't order songs, and never took the microphone, he just sat next to Yi Zhe, leaning his back on the sofa.There was no movement, no sound, Yi Zhe even thought that the person next to him had fallen asleep several times.

But when he turned around, he realized that his eyes were always open.The images that flashed on the big screen left traces in his eyes, and Yi Zhe glanced at them in a hurry every time, then turned back hastily.

He originally thought that if Xu Tangcheng was drunk, he would take him to bed earlier.But the people around him were so quiet and seemed to have no intention of leaving, so he began to guess that maybe Xu Tangcheng's drinking capacity was better than he thought.

His shoulders sank, and soft hair touched his neck.

After realizing what happened, Yi Zhe suddenly felt a void in his heart, and then, there was a sudden surge of sourness.

He is pillowing his shoulder.So close that it seems to depend on.

There were quite a few people who could sing, the atmosphere in the box was warm, and the cheers and boos were never stingy.In the noisy chaos, Yi Zhe felt that his whole body was being beaten by various drums, and the changing lights shone in front of his eyes, making the unreal sense of chaos even stronger.

Are you really drunk?

He never thought that there would be such an unguarded posture between him and Xu Tangcheng.Even if the reason for this scene was that Xu Tangcheng drank too much, so he forgot some inappropriate things, Yi Zhe still felt as if he had received a gift suddenly, fulfilling an unrealistic dream.

And Xu Tangcheng didn't speak or move again, as if this was just a natural and comfortable movement.

Until a guitar prelude sounded in the strong reverberation sound, the head on the shoulder suddenly rubbed, Yi Zhe felt the warm breath rubbing against his skin, and his neck was itchy.

"Have you heard this song?"

Lifting his downcast eyes, Yi Zhe looked forward.

The color of the picture is not bright, but it is very pure.A man was walking by the sea, wearing an unconventional black suit.

He shook his head: "I haven't heard of it."

Xu Tangcheng raised his head just now, but after Yi Zhe said this, he felt that he had returned to the original angle, and he should continue to look at the screen again.

He didn't have any more content, but because of Xu Tangcheng's sudden question, Yi Zhe paid attention to the song.Lu Ming sang very well, but it was the lyrics that made him pay more attention.These are obviously not gorgeous words, but they seem to be written down to the bottom of people's hearts.

The music in the box was so loud that Yi Zhe couldn't even hear his own voice clearly.But when Lu Ming finished singing the first stanza and the interlude ended, Yi Zhe clearly heard another voice singing this song.

Xu Tangcheng didn't take the microphone, so the little volume was always covered by the voices from all directions, but because the voice was right next to Yi Zhe's ear, only Yi Zhe could hear it.

It's like a whisper he said to him.

This scene was extremely precious to Yi Zhe, he really wanted to turn his head to look at him, but he was afraid of disturbing him, so when he woke up, he stopped singing.So Yi Zhe didn't dare to move, and kept his original posture carefully, staring at the screen.

Amidst the sound of heavy rain, the accompaniment stopped suddenly, and the cello sound suddenly reverberated in a low voice, like the feeling that should have stopped abruptly, but could not be stripped from his heart no matter what.

Yi Zhe was stunned.After the sound of the violin, he heard Xu Tangcheng singing, "Once upon a time, there was a person who loved you for a long time."

The emotions that had been forcibly suppressed all the time began to rage wildly because of this sentence. When Yi Zhe felt that he was about to lose control of his emotions, he suddenly noticed a little bit of coolness on the back of his hand—the temperature on Xu Tangcheng's hand was always warm. Low, even in a room with warm air, his fingertips are still cold.

Yi Zhe was in a trance as the overlapping hands were constantly illuminated by various lights, and he didn't understand why such a scene would appear in real life.

As if telling him that this was not a dream, Xu Tangcheng's index finger moved slightly, once and for all, gently hooking his little finger.

The emotions in my heart could no longer be contained.

Yi Zhe raised his right hand and rubbed his eye sockets, trying to calm himself down as much as possible, but the moment he lowered his head slightly, he saw Xu Tangcheng looking at him with his chin raised.

The last violin sound just fell, as the ending, as the final chapter.And amidst the applause, their gazes met, and the vines and vines were entangled and entangled.

Xu Tangcheng only realized after listening to the first stanza sung by Lu Ming that if he fell in love with someone, he could be found in all the love songs.He had listened to "Sunny Day" so many times before, but he had never felt sore in his eyes, and his heart was sour and sweet like now.

He thought of his illness, Yi Zhe skipped class to send him to the hospital, thought of the summer in Yi Zhe's third year of high school, he waited for him in the dark heavy rain, when he turned around, he saw the drenched boy who had gone and returned.

He didn't open an umbrella and looked at him through the rain curtain.

Looking back now, in fact, this young man failed to hide his emotions well at all.

Xu Tangcheng suddenly realized that he was too dull. There were so many scenes, and Yi Zhe's eyes were telling him something.But he obviously had a deep memory, and was clearly moved in his heart, but he still couldn't figure out why he had a deep memory, and he never delved into why those eyes could make his heart go up and down.

In fact, he still doesn't know when Yi Zhe's deep liking started. He only knows that when he traces the past along the memory, he can see the waves in his eyes clearly in many scenes he touches.

After I understood it, I realized that it wasn't that I hadn't been moved.

Just like that year's New Year's Day, when he rode his bicycle to the station to pick him up, everyone else was looking at his younger brother who appeared out of nowhere, but Xu Tangcheng saw himself in his eyes.

The wind is cold, and the surroundings are noisy, but in his eyes is a narrow and quiet world, where a person is safely installed.

It turned out that the sweet feeling of pride at that time was a very gentle heartbeat.

The love song was still going on, but Xu Tangcheng smiled and said to Yi Zhe, "Let's go."

Just like the night when it was snowing, Xu Tangcheng hung on Yi Zhe's body again when they left the door of the KTV. Even when they checked in at the hotel, Xu Tangcheng still put one arm around Yi Zhe's waist and stood leaning against him. with.

There is a signature pen for guests at the front desk, which is tied to the pen holder with a rope.After Yi Zhe finished signing, Xu Tangcheng played with the pen in his hand.But because of the obstruction of the rope, the pen was grabbed after only turning more than half a turn every time, shook twice, and fell to the marble table in embarrassment.He failed all the time, but Xu Tangcheng tried tirelessly. It was not until the front desk staff handed over the room card to Yi Zhe that Yi Zhe held Xu Tangcheng's hand and tried to take the pen away.

But Xu Tang Cheng didn't let go, he held the pen tightly and looked at Yi Zhe.

Yi Zhe explained patiently and softly: "The pen is tied with a string, so it won't turn well."

Afraid that he might not understand, he tugged on the rope to show him.

Xu Tangcheng listened, as if thinking for a while, but still insisted on turning, and began to repeat the failure just now.Yi Zhe had no choice but to pull the bottom end of the elastic rope and raise it up, leaving a large margin in the rope, enough for Xu Tangcheng to turn the pen a full circle.

"Turn around."

Xu Tangcheng pinched the pen with three fingers, with his ring finger holding it slightly, then exerted force with his middle finger, moved his index finger away, and the black pen circled around his thumb.

"Okay." Yi Zhe said, "Successful."

Xu Tangcheng was a little slow to react, and it took two seconds before he smiled.Yi Zhe lifted the corner of his mouth, then took the pen away and inserted it back into the pen holder.

When they left, they could still hear the soft laughter of the two girls at the front desk.Xu Tangcheng turned his head to look, and asked Yi Zhe puzzledly, "What are they laughing at?"

Looking at his frowning eyebrows and half-closed eyes, Yi Zhe raised his hand and pressed the elevator button, and said, "I don't know."

Xu Tangcheng didn't speak any more, but when the elevator door opened with a "ding", he suddenly stuffed his fingers into Yi Zhe's.

Interlocking fingers, Yi Zhe was stunned.By the time he reacted, Xu Tangcheng had pulled him into the elevator.

The elevator started to go up, obviously it should be the feeling of being overweight, but Yi Zhe unscientifically felt the soft weightlessness under his feet.He watched Xu Tangcheng take his hand, lift it up, and put it on his chest.

The heartbeat from the back of the hand has a very high frequency, but Yi Zhe believes that it cannot beat his own.

The elevator design of this hotel turned out to be a very dark environment, with only a very faint blue light in the confined space.

"Speeding up." In the darkness and silence, Xu Tangcheng suddenly said seriously.

Yi Zhe didn't know how much effort he had to squeeze out a syllable: "Huh?"

The lights on the sixth floor go out and the elevator arrives.

Yi Zhe hadn't recovered from the sudden holding hands, and even looked in the wrong direction when he was looking for a room, dragging Xu Tang Chengbai down half a long corridor.The two of them finally found the room, but when they turned on the light, Xu Tangcheng squinted at the two beds, showing a very puzzled expression.

He leaned against the wall, while Yi Zhe stood aside and looked at him.

Xu Tangcheng tilted his head and asked him, "Why are there two beds?"

Yi Zhe didn't understand that two people, of course, had two beds.He guessed what he meant and thought, why shouldn't he sleep in the same room as him?

But before he could think of an answer, Xu Tangcheng suddenly reached out to him, pulling his arm to make him approach him.

"What about you?"

Xu Tangcheng, who drank too much, was more self-willed, unreasonable and rude than usual.

But Yi Zhe likes it.

"The two of us are sleeping." He explained softly.

"Sleeping with two..." Xu Tangcheng repeated these words as he muttered.

Yi Zhe only felt that these words floated out from between his teeth, and they all became very pleasant.Just like the darkness in the elevator, the lights in the room are not bright, it is a very warm yellow tone.He looked at Xu Tangcheng's slightly opened and slowly closed lips, and his palms suddenly began to sweat.

There is too much heat in the room.

He was about to step back a little, keeping a safe distance from Xu Tangcheng, when his lips, which had always been the target of his sight, moved suddenly.

The warmth on his lips caused something to explode in Yi Zhe's brain, and the fragments flew all the way, making him tremble all over.Taking a step back was even unsteady, and the paper bag containing the room card in his hand had been deformed to the point of exaggeration, but Yi Zhe didn't notice it at all.

He was breathing heavily, but the troublemaker had a contented smile on his face.

Xu Tangcheng was still leaning against the wall and asked him, "Why are you running?"

Yi Zhe couldn't speak, his jaw was trembling uncontrollably, until he felt ashamed.He didn't understand what kind of world it was tonight, and how much of a mistake there was in this time and space, so that such a scene would appear—a scene that he didn't even dare to dream of in his dreams.

Yi Zhe froze in panic, Xu Tangcheng kept laughing, and kept laughing, until he turned against the light and saw the eyes of the person opposite him were red, and there was something faintly shining and shining in his eyes.

Not looking at him anymore, Yi Zhe lowered his head.

"Yizhe."

In a low voice, he called out to him.But it seems that for the first time, there is no response.

When he looked down and saw his tightly clenched fist, Xu Tangcheng felt pain in his heart.

He found himself so afraid he was going to cry.He stretched out his hand in a panic, trying to grab him, but Yi Zhe took another step back.

At this moment, Xu Tangcheng truly understood Yi Zhe's patience.

Not tonight, but all these years.

He was slightly stunned for a while, then as if he had made up his mind, he suddenly smiled and took a step forward, grabbing his collar with one hand.

Yi Zhe had already lost consciousness, so he let him pull himself against the wall.

A hand came up and touched his eyes.Yi Zhe closed his eyes, not even daring to breathe.The fingertip stayed on his eyes for a long time, and the darkness brought by the closed eyes was finally dispelled by a voice, tremblingly, embraced the light into his arms.

"I'm sorry." Xu Tangcheng said.

This sentence is sorry for no reason, abrupt.Ke Yizhe understood.

Only then did he realize that Xu Tangcheng's anomalies tonight were not for nothing.He didn't know why his heart suddenly felt sour. He obviously never felt wronged, nor did he feel that Xu Tangcheng owed him anything.

The hand on the face moved all the way down, and finally landed on the corner of his mouth.Yi Zhe looked at Xu Tangcheng obsessively.

Like when he was eating dumplings a long time ago, Xu Tangcheng lifted half of his mouth with one finger, and then he tilted his head up and kissed him.

Every time he kissed, it took away his breath.When Yi Zhe's mind went blank due to lack of oxygen, the people in sight started laughing again.Yi Zhe didn't understand how someone's eyes could be so beautiful, but those smiling half-drunk eyes stared at him and asked, "Do you want to?"

A hand touched his waist and reached into his down jacket.The moment the skin touched, Yi Zhe took a deep breath.

The breaths of both of them were hot, and without any excess, they were already mixed together and lost their proportions.

Yi Zhe didn't have the strength to analyze the current situation any more, he grabbed Xu Tangcheng's wrist with trembling hands, and looked across his eyes, the bridge of his nose, and finally his mouth.

When he came up to kiss him again, Yi Zhe's Adam's apple rolled, and he said in a hoarse voice: "Are you drunk?"

He wants to make sure of some things. Even now, he doesn't want to let drunken sex happen to them.

Xu Tangcheng laughed, and moved forward again, getting closer to him.

"Yi Zhe, just today..." His breath was on the corner of his mouth, it was sweet and hot, "After this village, there will be no more shops."

Yi Zhe really couldn't tell whether Xu Tangcheng was drunk or not, but as soon as Xu Tangcheng said this, the string he had been tense broke completely.

When he kissed him, he didn't care about it, he didn't know how to do it, and even all his senses were confused——the sense of touch seemed to have turned into hearing, and all the fragments related to Xu Tangcheng were rumbling in his ears. It was a warm and beautiful moment, but it made every nerve of him ache.

In the KTV just now, after singing the line "so far away", Xu Tangcheng stopped.He didn't sing to the end, but Yi Zhe always thought that the "end of the story" in the song was probably also their end, and he would eventually become an outsider in his life.

What is loved is also the end of love.

But now, he was kissing him.

They are hugging, kissing.

The emotional changes were too drastic, like driving a racing car that sprinted hard and was difficult to turn around. He was rushing forward on the dark track alone. There was a starlight ahead, so far away that the light and shadow merged into one.

It's not that he doesn't know that there is an abyss in front of the starlight, but he also knows that there is only a world where he can hide his obsession.So, knowing that he would never reach under the stars, he still pushed the accelerator to the end.

However, without hesitation, Xu Tangcheng suddenly appeared in front of the track.He yelled something to him, it was too loud in his ear, Yi Zhe couldn't hear it clearly, but it seemed that he recognized a signal - he was telling him that the road was still there when he came.Yi Zhe then eagerly wanted to turn around, but the speed of the car was too fast and the sharp turn was too difficult, so the car derailed without any accident.Amidst the bang, the racing car and him slammed into the high wall in a tragic gesture.

The debris of the wreckage scattered in all directions, as if he had seen New Year's fireworks.

Xu Tangcheng felt Yi Zhe buried his face in his neck, and the boy's arms tightened more and more.

The room was crowded with emotions that could not be contained, he heard a suppressed sob, and couldn't believe it for a while, it turned out that Yi Zhe would really cry.

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