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Mu Han has a very happy family. Although they are not very rich, they can be considered as a family of small riches.Because he is an only child, he has been loved by his parents since he was a child. He eats well and wears clothes well. He has never suffered any grievances.In addition, grandparents, grandparents, and grandparents all hurt him to the bone. Even those uncles, aunts, and aunts loved him, the only boy in the two families, because they gave birth to a daughter and had no son. They bought him food when he was young. , shopping for fun, stuffing him with pocket money and buying clothes when he grows up, it cannot be said that he will respond to every request, and the elders have already done everything for him before he asks for it.

Mu Han himself is also a competitive person. He was very serious when he was in school. University is the most important university. He is handsome and cheerful. See you have to praise him a few words.In school, he has good grades, is friendly to his classmates, loves to play and make trouble, and also helps others. Naturally, teachers and classmates like him.

It can be said that Mu Han grew up smoothly.

If he hadn't met Bu Chen in his life, he thought he would be able to continue to live smoothly.

However, he met Bu Chen.

Bu Chen is his college classmate. He is handsome and has a gentle personality. He likes to discuss things with him. Although boys should be more assertive, Mu Han is an assertive person himself, and he prefers others to listen to him .As time passed, Mu Han naturally felt that the relationship between the two was closer than that of Bai Ziren, another classmate in the same dormitory, and he needed his care more.

Before he knew it, Mu Han fell in love with Bu Chen, but he didn't even know it.But one day, a female student in the same class who was a "buddy" with him left the USB flash drive on him. He didn't realize that he thought it was his and plugged it into the computer. There was a bunch of messy things in the USB flash drive. I am Mr. Neihan" folder is in a very conspicuous position, he can see it at a glance.At this time, he also knew that he had made a mistake in the USB flash drive, but out of curiosity, and with a naughty desire to discover the secret of his female classmate, he clicked on "Mr. Connotation", and found that it was full of movies.

A girl who watches pornographic movies...

Curiosity will kill the cat!

Mu Han casually clicked on a movie, ready to enjoy the eyes of female students watching the movie.Unexpectedly, when he opened it, he saw two men talking on the bed. At first he thought the heroine didn't appear, but after watching it for about 5 minutes, he realized that there was no heroine at all in this movie!

He realized that his "buddy" was a legendary rotten girl!No wonder he didn't have any feelings for him as a school girl, and he never blushed when he hooked up with him. At that time, he thought that there were girls who were immune to him, but now that girl thought about it, she belonged to other men in her heart. ——I don't know if it's Bu Chen or Bai Ziren, she gets very excited every time she sees these two people appearing, at one point he thought the girl liked one of them and used himself as a ladder.

The two men in the inner film have already rolled together, Mu Han was about to order a fork, but after a second glance, he didn't feel disgusted, but was a little strangely excited.

Mu Han moved the mouse to the fork but didn't click it. He couldn't help it when he looked at it. When he got excited, the face of the person under the pressure in the movie turned into Bu Chen's in an instant.Mu Han was excited, and immediately vented.

Bu Chen happened to come back at this time, and when he heard the sound of the door opening, Mu Han frantically turned off the movie, not even having time to hide in the toilet.

When Bu Chen came in, he saw Mu Han's stiff movements, his nose twitched, and Bu Chen naturally knew what that familiar smell was.His face was slightly red, Bu Chen went to open the window, took a tissue and put it on Mu Han's table, thought about it badly, and fled out of the bedroom as quickly as possible.

Mu Han breathed a sigh of relief, but at the same time his heart moved.

It seems that since then, Mu Han's eyes have followed Bu Chen, attending class, exercising, eating, playing games, sleeping... staring at him like a pervert.

The more I look at it, the more I feel that Bu Chen is different, as if his eyes are bound to him, and I can't leave him anymore.

The more he watched Mu Han, the more he felt dissatisfied. He not only wanted to look at him, but also wanted to touch him, possess him...wanted to do those things to him in the movie!

He always thought that it would be nice if Buchen was a girl, then he could pursue him directly, but Buchen was a boy like him, and he didn't have the courage to pursue a boy yet.

He could only suppress himself hard, but the more he suppressed, the more he rebounded. Sometimes he felt that he was driving himself crazy.

Until the first night of the May Day holiday, Bai Ziren bought a lot of beer and drank it with Buchen because his grandfather was away because of an accident. As a result, he drank too much and did something irreversible.

He drank too much and was too excited. When he woke up the next day, he couldn't believe that he would do such a thing. Looking at Bu Chen who was still asleep, Mu Han felt that he didn't feel any regrets in his heart. .

Bu Chen woke up under his gaze. When he saw him, his eyes were full of fear and disgust, and he felt a pain in his heart.How could Buchen look at him like this, he likes him, so much!

But he hurt Bu Chen after all, and Bu Chen likes girls, so it's normal that he can't accept him for a while.

Mu Han comforted himself in this way, then apologized to Bu Chen seriously, and confessed to him again, hoping that he would give him a chance to pursue him.But Bu Chen rejected him very directly, Mu Han felt that his heart was bleeding from pain, why didn't Bu Chen even give him a chance!

So, Mu Han pushed Bu Chen down on the bed again with his eyes red.

Bu Chen's character is softer if it sounds good, but he has no opinion if it is bad. He is a little timid and thinks too much. When this happened, he dared not tell anyone. Although he was afraid of Mu Han, he still had a relationship with Mu Han. Han lives in a dormitory.So Mu Han took advantage of such a good opportunity to force him again and again, and the two have been entangled for several years.

During this period, Mu Han was so focused on being nice to Bu Chen that he couldn't see anyone except Bu Chen.Bu Chen was also slowly moved by Mu Han, and gradually accepted him.

Mu Han thought that the two of them would live like this forever. After this lifetime, he even considered having a showdown with his parents and elders, and then finding a surrogate mother to give him and Bu Chen a child.

However, things don't always go as planned.

After leaving the society, each of them found a job. Although they were still in the same city, renting the same house and living in the same room, they did not work together during the day, and sometimes they needed to socialize at work. Gradually, each of them began to have different circles, and the school’s Times are always different.

However, Mu Han treated Bu Chen well as always, except for the necessary entertainment, he basically went home after get off work, cooked food and washed clothes, and took care of Bu Chen comfortably.

However, Bu Chen seems to be different. Bu Chen's performance in school was mediocre, but he was still mediocre when he left the society and entered the workplace. Mu Han's status in the company rose again and again, and his income also jumped up. But he always holds a salary of two or three thousand, doing dispensable jobs.

The increasingly obvious contrast made Bu Chen know that he would never have a chance to get rid of Mu Han in this life.On the one hand, he was touched by Mu Han's feelings for him, on the other hand, he felt more and more that he was persecuted at the beginning, the woman he liked, but because of Mu Han, he would never be able to marry a woman and have children in his whole life.He also had to face his parents and friends, and the strange eyes of his colleagues, he felt that he really couldn't bear it.Coupled with the fact that he earns little money, he basically depends on Mu Han for food, drink and housing in this big city, otherwise he would not be able to send money back to his parents every month.

Bu Chen doesn't want to go on like this forever, he wants freedom and success, he doesn't want to hate Mu Han and still depend on him at the same time.

Then, a series of things happened in the future.

First, Bu Chen purposely hooked up with a rich old man with a beer belly who likes to play with men, and then took advantage of Mu Han's trust in him to get him drunk when Mu Han brought work home and steal their company's money. Project information, and then sold to the old man's company.

One after another, the company lost a series of projects and suffered huge losses, and then the incident of information leakage broke out.Bu Chen didn't do much concealment in the first place, Mu Han didn't know about this at all, let alone cover up himself, the company found Mu Han after investigating the reason.

Mu Han had a bad luck, he couldn't explain it, and things did flow out of him, no one could deny that.Because of this incident, Mu Han's future was ruined, what's worse was that his company had a gangster background, he was threatened to pay compensation for the loss, otherwise his whole family would be cut off, Mu Han had no choice but to agree.He owed nearly tens of millions of debts at once, and there was no way to hide this matter. Mu Han's parents suddenly found out that Mu Han was messing around with men outside, and because of this, he owed a huge sum of money, and was controlled by the underworld. Well, the blood pressure soared, and both of them went. The grandparents were sent to the hospital by the continuous blows.

The money Mu Han earned in the past few years plus the family savings, the property sold, etc. were all used to repay the debts, and only a corner was filled. He also had to deal with the funeral of his parents, and he had to pay for the medical expenses of the four elderly people. Relatives are willing to help him, but no matter how hard they piece together, they can't come up with such a huge sum of money. Relatives have to live too, don't they!

When the uncle and aunt who loved him the most gave him his cousin's tuition and his cousin's dowry money, Mu Han couldn't help but ran away overnight, went to the company's boss, and asked him to take his life away. .

The boss of the company is cruel and merciless, he doesn't care if there is an extra life on his hands, but he still wants to spit out his money before Mu Han dies.

Therefore, Mu Han was spared his life, and he was going to be a ox and a horse for the boss, and when he paid off the money, he was let go.

This was the worst time in Mu Han's two lifetimes combined, and at this time Bai Ziren appeared in his life, took him in, took care of him, loved him wholeheartedly, paid for him silently, saw Mu Han being tossed to death It was miserable, and he had no money to pay off his debts. He secretly went to sell blood, and found that even if he sold his whole body blood dozens of times, he couldn't raise that much money. Then, he relied on his pretty body The face is sold, regardless of gender, as long as you have money, you can fuck him.

When Mu Han knew all this, Bai Ziren was already dead.When his birthday was approaching, he had just received bed money from a perverted old woman, and Bai Ziren bought him a palm-sized cake to celebrate his birthday in advance, but was hit and killed by a drunk driving car while crossing the road.

Mu Han felt that he was about to go crazy, there was nothing worthy of his nostalgia in this desperate world.

After dealing with Bai Ziren's funeral, it happened to be his birthday, which was also Bu Chen's birthday. Coincidentally, the two of them were born in the same year and the same month. In previous years, they lived together. I'm looking for him.

It's a pity that they didn't kill Bu Chen in the end, and Mu Han cursed unwillingly.

Maybe God made a joke for him, and he was reborn. Like the novel, he returned to the time when everything hadn't happened.

His parents are still alive, his grandparents are healthy, and Bai Ziren is still smiling by his side.

The only disgusting thing is that Bu Chen, the big enemy, is still alive.

Seeing Bu Chen living innocently and ignorantly, Mu Han couldn't control the resentment and anger in his heart, he just wanted to strangle this man to death so that he wouldn't harm others in the future!

It's just that nothing has happened yet, even Bai Ziren protects Bu Chen and doesn't get close to him.

Once or twice, not only did he fail to kill Bu Chen, but Bai Ziren misunderstood him and began to lean towards Bu Chen. Mu Han forced himself to calm down. It would be too cheap to kill Bu Chen or strangle him. Taste the pain of him and Bai Ziren for a lifetime.

Mu Han followed the development of his previous life step by step, strengthened Bu Chen, and was kind to him in every possible way, as much as he hated him in his heart, he was as good as he was, thinking about how painful he would be in the future, the more he acted Go deep.Perhaps it was due to the contradictions when he was just reborn. The development of this life is not exactly the same as the "previous life" in his memory, but basically it has not deviated from the original track.

Bu Chen fell in love with him in the end, and Mu Han carefully planned step by step, finally letting Bu Chen walk on the same path as his previous life.Watching Bu Chen call his name heartbreakingly in the company hall, he felt comfortable all over his body, smiling unscrupulously alone through the glass.

Buchen is over.

With a ruined reputation and imprisonment, there is no chance of a comeback in this lifetime.Mu Han wondered if he should find someone to bribe the people inside to help him.

Bai Ziren returned to China on his birthday, and he had paid him out before, but he didn't want him to help Bu Chen.Now that everything has been settled, he can't help if he wants to.

Bai Ziren is the one who has changed the most in this life. Mu Han originally planned to pursue Bai Ziren and satisfy his desires in his previous life, but when he was probing intentionally or unintentionally, he found that Bai Ziren had no love for him at all, and he didn't like men either. After thinking for a long time, Bai Ziren could not repay the kindness he had shown him in his previous life, but now he can do whatever he wants to do.He insisted on tying the two together, not to mention whether Bai Ziren would fall in love with him again, just himself, he knew that he was more grateful to Bai Ziren than love, and all his love had been given to that For those who shouldn't be given, now only hatred remains.If he is really with Bai Ziren like this, Bai Ziren may not be happy.

On his birthday, Bai Ziren returned home on time.

Mu Han received a call from Bai Ziren, and couldn't wait to rush to the underground garage to pick him up. He couldn't wait to tell Bai Ziren everything.

Bai Ziren arrived soon, under the dim light of the garage, Bai Ziren got out of the car and walked to Mu Han.

Mu Han felt that there was something wrong with his expression, but Bai Ziren spoke first.

"Buchen is dead."

"what?"

Mu Han suspected that he had heard wrong.

Bai Ziren looked up, only then did he realize that his eyes were bloodshot, and he looked like he had just cried.

"I said Buchen is dead, he is dead! Are you satisfied now!"

"What are you talking about, Ziren?" Mu Han didn't understand the meaning of the words for a while, "Calm down first, can you explain clearly?"

Bai Zi said: "I'm very calm. If I don't calm down now, I should kill you bastard with a knife! Mu Han, we have been classmates and friends for so many years. I thought I knew you well. It seems that I really understand you." It's so wrong, why didn't I see it, you are just a beast, you use other people to make use of it so that there is not even scum left! Bu Chen... Do you know how pitiful Bu Chen is?"

Originally, Mu Han felt that Bai Ziren, who had no memory of the "previous life", could forgive him for not understanding him about Bu Chen, but when it came to Bu Chen being pitiful, he couldn't help feeling resentment that he had held back for two lifetimes.

"He's so pitiful, he deserves it, no one can blame him!"

Bai Ziren finally couldn't control himself, the stack of papers he had been holding in his hand since getting off the car suddenly hit Mu Han's chest and fell to the ground.

"Mu Han, you are sick! You should go to the hospital to see why you have been living in your own world! You asked Buchen to steal the company's project for you, he knew it all, but for you he still didn't say anything I did it, but I didn't expect you to turn around and return it. You got the favor of the other party, but put Bu Chen to death. You want to kill Bu Chen, right, ah, it must be so! I remember when I was just in college , you had a dream for a while and then went crazy against Bu Chen, then you had that heart, right!"

After all these years, Bai Ziren suddenly realized something.

"You never came out of the dream at all, you have been acting all these years!"

Mu Han: "That's not a dream, it's real! I'm reborn, if I don't do this, Bu Chen will target us—"

"Shut up!" Bai Ziren yelled loudly, "TMD, Mu Han, you bastard, when did Buchen target us all these years!"

Mu Han closed his lips and remained silent.

Bai Ziren glared at him for a while, before finally looking like a deflated ball.He silently lowered his body and picked up the paper on the ground again, Mu Han looked at it and helped him pick it up.

After picking everything up, Bai Ziren said wearily: "Mu Han, I don't want to say anything more. I just came here today to tell you that Bu Chen is dead. He found out that he had advanced gastric cancer a year before he stole project information for you. He is afraid that you are worried and has been hiding it from you. Two days ago I received a call and rushed back. I saw him for the last time. He said let me take good care of you. He doesn’t blame you at all, and I hope I don’t blame you either. You don’t want to tell you about him. You must have your own ideas, he used his remaining life to do this last thing for you according to your wishes, he hoped that you—live happily!”

When he said the last sentence, water appeared in Bai Ziren's eyes again.

"But I really can't forgive you. I want you to know what you owe Bu Chen! Mu Han, you are my friend, and so is Bu Chen. I used to think you were very happy together, but I don't know Bu Chen now. What kind of life did I live when I was with you, if I had known... If I had known, I should have taken him away from you. I am leaving, and I will never see you again. "

Bai Ziren also handed over the papers in his hand to Mu Han, those were sorted out from Bu Chen's relics, some medical records and so on.

Mu Han listened, took the things blankly, looked down, but couldn't read a word.

Bu Chen died of stomach cancer?How is this possible, he is a bastard who can't even jump to death!

How could he just die like this!

There was a "bang" sound accompanied by the sound of brakes, Mu Han looked up and saw Bai Ziren was hit by a commercial vehicle coming around the corner, and half of his body was crushed under the car.

Endless blood spread in front of his eyes.

"Zi Ren..."

Why has everything been repeated, but the ending is still like this?

Ziren... Ziren... Buchen...

Those memories, from the previous life, from this life, sad and happy, came to him one after another. Could it be that he was wrong again?No, he can't be wrong, Bu Chen in his previous life caused them so much misery!But...has he really been reborn? Is it true that, as Bai Ziren said, he was just trapped in his own dream and regarded the dream as reality?

Buchen... who is Buchen...

Suddenly overwhelming pain came from the bottom of his heart, and the memory that he had deliberately ignored in the past appeared very clearly in front of him at this moment.Bu Chen's smile, Bu Chen's anger, and Bu Chen's gentleness, but Bu Chen didn't look sad, he was always by his side, whatever he said, he would cook for him and help him whenever he had time. He washes clothes, and when we go shopping together, he always buys a bunch of things for him. He is very picky, but when it is his turn, he always talks casually. When he is sick, Buchen will watch him non-stop and pour water to wipe his body , Feed medicine and feed, non-stop.

These years, he tried hard to treat him well and then revenge him, pampering him with a purpose, but when he thought about it, every time he gave a gift, no matter how expensive it was, what Bu Chen said the most was always the phrase "you give me a gift." Yes, I like them all", but that's all. Buchen never saw how to use those famous watches and jewelry, things that were too expensive to make people's teeth hurt. Well maintained, for so many years, blue-purple flowers will bloom every spring.

He remembered that he told Bu Chen that it was his favorite flower... Bu Chen planted it because it was his favorite...

He still remembered that Buchen in his "previous life" picked a blue-purple flower from the greenery and stuffed it into his hand, saying, "This is my favorite flower, so it should be your favorite flower too."

When Mu Han gave this flower to Bu Chen in his whole life, he could not stop the pain and ridicule in his heart. He used to think that the iris flower language was elegant and generous and secretly admiring, which represented Bu Chen and him, but after rebirth he Only then did I know that there is another interpretation of the iris flower language, which is desperate love, which represents the dissociated and broken passion in fate, exquisite beauty, fragile and perishable... He suppressed the pain and hatred in his heart, he told I have no love anymore, he must take revenge on Bu Chen, must take revenge on him!

Hatred covered his eyes, making him unable to see reality clearly.

Bu Chen loves him.

Bu Chen, he never thought of harming him in his life.

Even if it is really a rebirth, he, Bu Chen, and Bai Ziren are all different from their previous lives, aren't they?

He was wrong, he was wrong again!

Even Mu Han's fingertips were trembling, as if all the blood in his body was rushing into his heart, squeezing his heart so painfully that he couldn't breathe, his heart seemed to be crushed, how refreshing is self-righteous revenge, How painful it is now... His face was so pale that there was no trace of blood, his eyes were slack, and he could no longer hold the paper in his hand, and it fell from his fingers and floated all over the ground.

With a sound of "Puff", Mu Han spat out a mouthful of blood, and that bleak color seemed to express the master's unstoppable final sorrow.

He fell down softly and fell on the cold concrete floor, the pain was so painful that he couldn't make a sound, he felt his life was draining rapidly.

His eyes were wide open, but his pupils began to lose focus, blood was constantly bubbling out of his mouth, and there was a hoo hoo sound in his throat.

Buchen...

Buchen...Buchen...I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I love you...

When the cloak of hatred was removed and his self-righteous feelings were stripped away, it turned out that what was hidden underneath was a deep-seated love for Bu Chen, and there was as much love as there was hatred.

Unfortunately, he never had the chance to say I love you to that person again.

Bu Chen, wait for me, I will come to you soon!

When we meet again, I will only remember to love you, no matter right or wrong, no matter whether there is betrayal or not, I will only remember to love you!

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