The protagonist always says he loves me

[Gao Lei Warning]

Chen Ci was not interested in the so-called natural hot spring, so he took a thousand-page engineering book from the landlord's bookcase, and nestled it into the armchair by the fireplace like a lazy cat.

Kong Zhou waved his hands helplessly at Mr. Qin, pouted and asked him to think of a way. Mr. Qin was obviously not interested in turning the honeymoon into a threesome.It was the landlord Wilson's words that broke the deadlock, "But I'm going out to check the road conditions, Chen and the others are also out, won't it be boring for you to stay here alone?"

Chen Ci closed the book and asked, "Has he gone out?"

"Yeah." Wilson whistled, "Early in the morning, I was still baking bread, and Chen and his girlfriend went out. Oh, it's freezing and snowing...you'd better pay attention to see if anyone is there before you go to the hot spring ..."

Seeing Chen Ci's complexion, Kong Zhou hurriedly interrupted in broken English, and gestured while talking, "Did you raise a group of Alaska, big, fierce, and capable of pulling sleds?"

The nearby Alaska that Wilson raised was about the size of an adult man, fat and strong, covered with long hair, and the two white hairs on his forehead looked very divine.Kong Zhou's eyes were straightened, and he was held in Mr. Qin's arms so he didn't turn around and run away in fright.

Wilson put on the leash and urged them all to come and sit.The recumbent sled was not very spacious, and could only accommodate one or two people. Of course, Chen Ci would not compete with them for this opportunity, and stepped aside to watch Mr. Qin half-drag and half-hold Kong Zhou onto the sled.

"It's fun." Chen Ci handed two pairs of goggles to Mr. Qin, and Mr. Qin covered Kong Zhou with his head, ignoring his anxious yelling, and gestured to Wilson to set off.

The sled dogs got the command, and ran wildly with their paws, the snow, sand and stones on the ground splashed,

Chen Ci saw their figures disappear into the snow, said goodbye to Wilson, and walked slowly towards the fir forest by himself.Although seemingly aimless, in fact they have been heading in the same direction.It didn't take long to see the water vapor rising from the ground, and a small hot spring could be seen across a few tall fir trees.

There are people in the spa.Fortunately, he saw clearly that there was only one person at the moment his heart beat rapidly.

Chen Ci stepped lightly and approached slowly.The other party's lower body was immersed in the hot spring water, with his chest and neck exposed. He rested his hand on the rock and tapped it lightly from time to time in a leisurely manner.The naked back is muscular and has completely escaped the thinness of a young man. When it is tensed, water droplets can be seen rolling down the tight skin, which is the unique sexiness of adult men.

Chen Ci knew that the sound of his footsteps could not be concealed from the other party's eyes and ears. The other party didn't turn around, probably because he didn't want to take the initiative to say hello.He straightened his neckline, coughed, and walked to the hot spring, "Coincidentally, you're here too."

Chen Mi's slightly closed eyelids rolled upwards, and his unbelievably long eyelashes trembled.He tilted his head and smiled at Chen Ci, "What a coincidence, Uncle."

This was the first time Chen Ci heard him call him that after so many years.

"I didn't expect to meet him on a rare vacation." Chen Mi still smiled.

Chen Ci said, "Yeah..." He traveled across the ocean to see him on purpose, it seemed that he deliberately pretended to be miserable, and he couldn't say it.

Chen Mi withdrew his hand from the rock and dipped into the hot spring, "If uncle had told me in advance, I wouldn't have come, so as not to disappoint everyone."

"It's nothing to spoil the fun." Chen Ci lowered his head, watching his hair whirl.Chen Mi's hair is on the right side, which looks like a reverse vortex. He remembers that when the other party was a child, he joked that the road to love with such a hair is usually bumpy. "Nice to meet you."

Chen Mi snorted softly, looked past him, and looked behind him, "Are you alone?"

"Ah."

"Uncle, you are not young anymore, you should settle down as soon as possible." Chen Mi persuaded like a submissive junior, but his tone couldn't help but sound a little mocking afterwards, "He is almost forty, and he has no companion by his side. How pitiful."

"Chen Mi!" Chen Ci's chest heaved a few times, and when it gradually calmed down, he squatted down, stared into the other person's eyes, and said seriously, "I'm not here to tell you this."

"Then what else do you and I have to say?" Chen Mi lowered his eyes, looking at the layers of water waves on the surface of the hot spring, his interest faded.

"I think……"

In these years, Chen Ci has not passed a single day without thinking about what Ruguo wants to say to Chen Mi when he sees Chen Mi again.It took him so many years to figure out what Chen Mi wanted to hear, but he didn't know if Chen Mi still wanted to hear it now.

"Could it be that uncle wants to do that with me?" Chen Mi's smile was mixed with malice, he squinted at Chen Ci, and said with a smile, "Kong Zhou ran away with others, does uncle think that all"

"It has nothing to do with Kong Zhou." Chen Ci said in a low voice, "It used to have nothing to do with him, let alone now. I...I have always liked you."

As if Chen Mi heard the biggest joke in the world, he stared at Chen Ci for a few seconds, then turned his head away, shoulders trembling slightly, enduring it very hard.

Chen Ci felt as if he had been stripped naked, standing naked in front of Chen Mi.Compared with the seamless physical contact, this kind of spiritual meeting made him feel more uncomfortable and embarrassing.Back then, he rejected the boy abruptly, but now he turns around and says that he has always liked him, which is really ridiculous.

"I've always felt that you are my raised child, my descendant," Chen Ci said slowly, "I can't accept that I like you."

Chen Mi sneered without looking back, "Then you can talk to Kong Zhou well."

"I..." Chen Ci was speechless, he couldn't explain his kindness to Kong Zhou far beyond the normal limit.

"Don't lie to me again. You liked him more at the beginning, but now that he's with someone else, you'll come back to me." Chen Mi said, "The second best, isn't that the case, uncle?"

"no!"

Chen Ci fiercely expressed his disapproval, stepped on the ground, and fell into the hot spring.His mouth and nose were flooded with water in an instant. Chen Ci closed his eyes and groped to stand up straight. He raised his elbow to wipe off the water from his eyes. When he vaguely saw the scene in front of him, he realized that what he was holding on to was not a rock wall at all. It was Chen Mi's chest.

The palm was instantly scalded, but it was as if it had been stamped with a branding iron, and even the belt bones were stuck together, unwilling to separate.

Chen Mi grabbed his wrist and pushed that palm away little by little, "Stay away from me, uncle, I'm not a good person."

His eyebrows and eyes are more beautiful in the steam, like a monster that escaped from the forest, and it has nothing to do with words like ordinary and ordinary.The same good looks, some of them will make people feel close, but his like this is like a blade that has drunk enough blood, chilling the soul.

Chen Cifan held his fingertips and said, "I knew it a long time ago."

"Oh?" Chen Mi raised his eyebrows, with an expression of disbelief.

"I know you have been lying to me since I was a child." After discovering his identity as a succubus, many past events that were about to be forgotten came up again, and there were new explanations for what made sense at the beginning, "You are not autistic. You were sick, and you pretended to make me feel uncomfortable sending you away, so after I adopted you, your illness soon recovered."

"There was a relapse later. If I remember correctly, it was when some directors of the company wanted to arrange a blind date for me. The doctor who said that you can't get used to getting along with strangers was also bribed in advance, right?"

Chen Mi's expression was a little unnatural at first, but soon returned to normal.He scooped up a handful of hot spring water, poured it from the top of his head, leaned back his neck and said, "Then you still believe it."

"I didn't plan to go at all." Chen Ci said calmly, "Besides, you must be more important."

Chen Mi's eyelids were a little thin, and when he closed them, he could see thin bloodshot eyes under the skin. He stretched out his hands to cover his eyes, and sighed, "What's the point of saying this now."

Chen Ci affirmed, "Yes."

He stretched out his hands to hold Chen Mi's shoulders, leaned forward, and stuck very close to him, "I've always had nightmares all these years. When I dreamed about that time... I couldn't remember clearly at first, but then I slowly remembered it. You...you said something when you hugged me. I can tell you now, I know you are a succubus, and I am willing to tell you one by one."

"But I don't want to." Chen Mi clapped his hands away, water splashed, "I'm not anymore, I don't need your company anymore, uncle."

This was the answer Chen Ci was most afraid of hearing.His lips trembled, and his voice was difficult to keep steady, "You...you don't need me anymore."

Chen Mi said cruelly, "Yes."

Even in the hot spring, Chen Ci still felt that his body was so cold that he was about to drop scum.With his right arm around his left shoulder, he took a step back with a desolate expression.They have traveled through two worlds, probably nearly a thousand years in total, and now Chen Mi told him that he didn't need him anymore.Are they going to separate each other from now on, and each go on the road of no turning back?

Chen Ci lowered his head and looked at the clear water, feeling something was wrong, but he couldn't say it.

"Maybe you... don't want it anymore." Chen Ci choked up a bit, "But I still want you to know that the only person I like most in this world is you. If it's you... I can wait forever."

"excuse me."

Chen Ci nodded to him, turned around and walked, supporting the rock with both hands, trying to leave the hot spring.His waist was suddenly encircled, pulled back, fell into the water again, and was pushed and pushed onto the rock wall.The back was firmly pressed against the hard rock, and a layer of skin was scratched.

Chen Mi clasped his hands, pressed them over his head, and said in a cold tone, "It's too much."

"……yes?"

"What uncle said is too much." Chen Mi said slowly, "You know I will take it seriously."

Chen Ci's back was in burning pain, but his heart was very calm.Compared to the nightmare where he and Chen Mi passed each other time and time again, it is not a bad thing to meet again.

"I'm telling the truth."

Chen Mi stretched out his left hand, pressed his lower lip, and rubbed it vigorously restrainedly, until Chen Ci stretched out his tongue to lick the blood oozing from the outer lip, then he came back to his senses and put down his hand, and said indifferently, "You don't know anything at all. If you knew what I was thinking now, you would definitely leave a key and run away like you did back then. You would be afraid of me, wishing to be separated from me by mountains and seas, and you would try your best to do one by one."

"What are you thinking?" Chen Ci asked.

Chen Mi's eyes were gloomy, he stared down at his fingers, and his tone was a bit erratic, "Do you know why I haven't been back for so many years?"

"I've been to so many places, grasslands, deserts, glaciers, from the other side of the ocean to this side, all in order to be farther away from you."

Chen Ci couldn't hide his disappointment, he had been getting Chen Mi's whereabouts one after another over the years, and it was true that he was farther away from him each time.It was a coincidence that he was able to deceive himself before, and there was no room for refutation after he said it.

"If I get too close to you one by one"

Chen Mi sighed for a long time, clasping the back of Chen Ci's head with one hand, causing his handsome jaw to lift up, "I want to break your bones so that you can't go anywhere. I want to bite them off Your throat prevents you from calling other people's names. You can only stay by my side, only look at me, touch me, kiss me, and lie under me..."

"..."

Chen Mi said quietly, his eyes flickered with unknown meaning, "You will want to fuck so much that you won't be able to get out of bed."

"Then you have a try."

As soon as he finished speaking, Chen Ci was splashed all over his face by the aroused water.At the same time, he finally realized what he thought was wrong before.The bottom of the hot spring water is clear, but he has never seen Chen Mi's lower body clearly. Now he can really feel it with his skin, what Chen Mi said may be true.

The warm spring water acted as the best lubricant, or they had been separated for too long, and the heightened lust when they reunited after a long absence was even more irresistible. Chen Ci only had time to let out a low gasp before being pressed to the edge of the spring .

The pain in his back could no longer be felt. Chen Mi used his palms to place his palms between the rock and his back, and the heat from his palms rushed up to his back, making him feel numb all over his body.The violent movements were covered by the water waves, which startled many birds in the forest.

When he was re-entered in a different posture, Chen Ci saw a squirrel jumping out of the cedar forest by the spring, its hair turned gray to adapt to the harsh winter, and it held a fruit in its two paws, staring at him blankly.

Chen Ci felt hot all over his body when he saw it, he struggled awkwardly, his body was immediately penetrated deeper, and the person lying on top of him even swallowed his earlobe in one mouthful, and murmured, "I want to escape!" Is it? It's too late, Uncle."

"I didn't..." Chen Ci wrapped his arms around his neck, but he was forced to suffer another round of punishment to prove that he had no intention of running away.

After being tossed and tossed until it was almost dark, Chen Mi was willing to let him go, cleaned him and carried him to the stone.The clothes and pants that Chen Ci wore were all wet, and they wouldn't be able to dry for a while. Chen Mi picked up the clothes he had thrown aside, and couldn't help breaking up and put on him the thickest coat to keep out the cold, while he wore only a thin shirt .

Just as Chen Ci was about to say something, he was suddenly caught by a dimly lit gadget.He stretched out his hand to pick up the familiar key from the place where the clothes were stacked, hooked his fingers on the newly wrapped red string on the key, and turned his head to look at Chen Mi.

Chen Mi poked his head over, motioning for him to put it on for him, and then hugged him into his arms.

Chen Ci leaned against his arms, and was lightly pecked behind his ears and back from time to time. He persistently grabbed the bunch of keys, causing Chen Mi to say helplessly, "Don't make fun of me."

"Ah."

"I wanted to make up my mind to throw it away, but I always thought that maybe one day I would go back, open the door, and see you obediently standing in the kitchen, lying on the bed... Anyway, waiting for me." Chen Mi After speaking, he turned his head annoyedly, and pressed Chen Ci's head to his chest, preventing him from seeing his expression clearly.

He touched Chen Ci's body back and forth with his hands, and muttered, "Why have you lost so much weight..."

While the two were chatting, a cold green band of light gradually floated in the sky, lingering like a flowing stream between the horizon and the sky of the cedar forest.There are also stars dotted in the light band, like a dream, as if they have strayed into a mysterious territory by mistake.

Chen Ci stared blankly for a while before realizing, "Aurora?"

Chen Mi said in a normal tone, "There are often winters in Alaska, didn't Wilson tell you?"

"...Tell me first why you can see such a clear aurora in snowstorm weather."

"This." Chen Mi kissed his right cheek lightly, then tilted his head and pecked symmetrically on his left cheek, "because there is no snowstorm at all."

"Nonsense! I clearly heard one by one," Chen Ci reprimanded.

"Shh, don't make any noise, it won't be long, let's see."

Chen Mi circled his body, resting his chin on his shoulder as he did when he was young.Chen Ci still wanted to say something, but when he looked back, he saw that the other party's eyes were filled with starlight, and his thin lips were close to his own, like two kissing fish that met by chance in an aquarium. touched it.