The heroine, she does whatever she wants with her beauty

seven years old.

Qin Qianai heard the name "Qin Zhenzhen" for the first time.

Both parents feel that the child is ignorant and doesn't remember things, so even if they quarrel, they never shy away from her.

Qin Qianai still remembers that her mother yelled loudly, "What's wrong with having children? Don't we have children? How can Qian'ai be inferior to that dead girl? After all, you just can't forget that woman! Bah! You give me Get out!" After speaking, he grabbed the things around him and threw them towards Dad without looking at them.

Dad has a good temper and never gets angry. Even if he encounters such a situation, he will only dodge, and he will not even say a serious sentence.

Compared with her mother who has a fiery personality and loses her temper from time to time, Qin Qianai prefers her father who is always smiling and playing with her.

So in the middle of the night, Qin Qian'ai ran to the next room to look for her father who had been kicked out of the bedroom.The little man climbed onto the bed and rolled into the man's broad arms, blinking his big eyes and smiling at the man.

"Look, little love, this is your sister."

The man was startled at first, but then he reacted, he hugged the little girl into his arms, held a photo in his right hand and handed it to Qin Qianai, with a very soft voice, "It's your sister, Zhenzhen..."

"Sister!" Qin Qian'ai repeated crisply, stretched out her hand to grab the photo, moved her small mouth up and kissed it, then stuck the photo to her chest and hugged her, turned her head and smiled at the man again, "Sister Zhenzhen!"

The man let out an "Ah" in surprise, his eyes were bright, but they disappeared in an instant, he put his arms around the little girl and said hesitantly, "Sister...don't let mom know about my sister, or she will be angry. Xiao Ai is my sister." , to protect my sister, you know?"

Qin Qian'ai nodded heavily, and from then on buried "protecting my sister" in her heart.

***

Ten years old

Qin Qian'ai has already become a well-known child star, enjoying everyone's favor like the proudest princess.

She travels between studios and advertisers every day, has no time to study, and has dropped out of school long ago.But the agent said that people without culture can't gain a foothold in the circle, so they specially hired a private teacher for her to teach her to read.

The private teacher is a university professor. He is out of the world and very interesting.Instead of a textbook, he brought a thick dictionary, and Qin Qianai chose a word every day, and from this extended to explain various knowledge to her.

Everyone was amazed at this kind of education.The agent also promised that if Qin Qianai didn't like it, he would immediately change her teacher.But Qin Qian'ai didn't seem to feel any discomfort. When the dictionary was placed in front of her, she opened it without hesitation and found the word she wanted.

True, Zhen, Zhen, Zhen.

She only knows the pronunciation, but doesn't know which character it is, so she learns one every day, and insists on memorizing the explanation of each word by heart.

zhen

***

15 years old

QQ became popular, and Qin Qianai's screen became popular all over the country like QQ, making money every day.

It's just that no amount of income can make up for the debt owed by my mother playing mahjong.Every time Qin Qianai dragged her exhausted body back home, the only thing waiting for her was the light in the living room and the "cracking" sound of mahjong colliding.

"Yo, our little star is back."

Every time at this time, my mother will always pull her to the table, introduce her "baby daughter" to the few people on the mahjong table in a show-off tone, and then ask Qin Qianai to pour tea for the uncles and aunts and sing Song danced before letting her go back to the house.

Qin Qianai once thought that there would be no worse things.Until one day, after she went back to the house and changed her clothes, she was suddenly crushed by a huge, somewhat smelly man.

She didn't know what happened, but she only remembered the heart-piercing pain that day, and her mother's beaming face.

That stinking man gave her mother a contract. Two months later, Qin Qianai acted as the heroine for the first time in a TV drama.A year later, the TV series was broadcast, and Qin Qianai's performance was widely acclaimed. She escaped the confinement of her child star image and successfully transformed.

On the day the TV series ended, the ratings were off the charts, my mother was crying with joy, and the stinky man pretended to say blessings.Qin Qian'ai nestled in the corner alone and watched the crowd celebrate, feeling like an outsider.

Looking at the photo of her younger sister that she snatched from her father, she suddenly felt a little bored.

***

17 years old

"Miss Qin, this is the information we collected." The middle-aged man handed over a kraft paper bag, "According to your request, we recorded Miss Z's study and life records, including her various contact information and Photos, please check."

Qin Qian'ai pushed the sunglasses, and took the paper bag expressionlessly.The pouch is thin and seems to be just two sheets of paper, and a USB stick.She pulled out the paper and looked at it carefully.

Qin Zhenzhen.

Zhen.

The entries I had memorized when I was young subconsciously emerged from the bottom of my heart, and the corners of Qin Qianai's lips curled unconsciously.

The person in the photo is still childish, with a round face and a pair of big black and white eyes.But her eyes were a little careless, as if everything in the world didn't care.

Eight points similar to her.

But she lived a different life.

The private detective looked at the girl in front of him and flipped through the records. Suddenly, as if he had thought of something, he stood up abruptly from the sofa and tore the documents in his hand to shreds. The veins on his forehead bulged. In the rage, his lips were tightly pursed and he didn't say a word.

"Qin, Miss Qin!"

Shredded papers flew around, and the private detective was startled. He couldn't help but leaned back, looking at the girl in front of him in surprise.After a while, the other party let out a long sigh of relief, and his tense expression finally eased.She straightened her clothes, as if nothing had happened, she just said, "Send me another set of materials." Then she walked away lightly.

***

20 years old

Qin Qian'ai is the youngest and brightest star in the entertainment industry today.The grand awards ceremony is set up for her, and countless people are intoxicated by her, and countless people are fascinated by her. She is beautiful and gentle, and is the goddess of all men.

But only she herself knows what kind of unbearable body lies under these glamorous appearances.

Qin Qianai sat side by side with the actor and actress in the first row. The performances on the stage were wave after wave, but she just felt bored, so she took out her mobile phone to log on to INS, input a string of English letters skillfully, and then click on the account.

The account has been updated again, and several new photos have been uploaded.The girl in the photo has long black hair and a big smile, leaning on the Eiffel Tower and smiling at the camera.

It's great that the other party is living such a carefree life.

Qin Qianai thought with relief and resentment, but after all, she couldn't restrain the impulse in her heart, and for the first time in her life, she dialed the number that had always been stored in her mobile phone.

"...Qin Zhenzhen..."

***

26 years old

Qin Qianai fell down on the sofa holding the wine bottle. The news about her was being broadcast on the TV. Words such as "bullying newcomers", "slapping", and "skin and meat trading" vaguely reached her ears.She was tired of hearing it, and couldn't find the remote control, so she could only stagger towards the bedroom with the wine bottle in her hand.

Countless past events flashed through her unconscious mind, cowardly father, greedy mother, countless men who stepped on her body.

Qin Qian'ai didn't know what she did wrong, why she lived in such a mess in this life.

She fumbled on the table, then lowered her arms, unscrewed a medicine bottle vigorously, poured out a handful of white pills, slowly slid down with her back against the wall, and sat on the floor in a daze.

Only Qin Zhenzhen...

When she was young, her younger sister was her secret.When she grew up, her younger sister was her driving force, and later, her younger sister became her lingering nightmare.

She worked hard for her, and hated her deeply.

She didn't know what kind of feelings she had for her, whether she loved her or hated her, the name Qin Zhenzhen accompanied her all her life.

She was really tired, really tired.

That being the case, it might as well forget about it.

Thinking of this, Qin Qianai stuffed the pill in her hand into her mouth, and swallowed it with the wine.

The pill was large, and the mouth was full of bitter taste, which was covered up by the spicy wine taste, and the scratching of the throat brought bursts of burning pain.

Qin Qianai's face was full of tears, her arms drooped, and the wine bottle rolled down.She leaned against the wall weakly, thinking in her heart, let's end it like this. If there is a next life, she hopes to live a happier life.

Consciousness gradually became blurred, and his hands and feet became a little heavy.Qin Qianai felt the slow heartbeat in her chest, but her hearing became more sensitive.

The TV in the living room was still playing entertainment news. The female reporter occasionally mentioned the word "Qin Zhenzhen". Qin Qianai leaned against the wall and listened for a while, then suddenly propped herself up on the floor and reached not far away. mobile phone.

She suddenly missed Qin Zhenzhen a little.I'm going to die anyway, and the people I meet in this life, whether I love them or not, will never see them again in the next life.

Qin Qian'ai struggled to crawl on the floor, her limbs became extremely heavy, and it was very difficult to move every time.

The already stiff fingers finally touched the cold fuselage, Qin Qian was overjoyed, but his brain was dizzy, his eyes went dark, and there was no more movement.

Before completely losing consciousness, Qin Qianxin's thought was: If I knew that it was the last time I saw her in the elevator, I should have hugged her.

She hasn't hugged her yet, so it's better than that lawyer surnamed Zhao.

Pity.

what a pity