If you don't get slapped in the face, you will be "slapped"

At 9 o'clock in the morning, Wang Ziling arrived at Ouyang Qian's psychological counseling studio on time. After the assistant led him into the room, he said, "Please wait a moment, Teacher Ouyang will be here soon." Then he left quickly.

Wang Ziling looked around the space of about ten square meters, and he could see that the protagonist was very careful about the decoration.Directly in front of it was a brown-red solid wood desk. Besides office supplies, there were several pots of small, cute and plump succulents on the desk.On both sides of the table next to the bookshelves, there are also pots of heart-leaf vines over 1.5 meters in length. The lush vines are almost occupying the space of the bookshelves.

The protruding white walls on both sides are of different lengths, and various green potted plants are also placed on the well-proportioned shelves.

But the most eye-catching thing is the light yellow water tank with a diameter of about 1 meter, which is next to the sofa instead of the tea table.

The high and low oval water lily lotus leaves floating in the water tank are very gratifying.But what is puzzling is that some lotus leaves look incomplete, as if they have been trampled. However, even this can't stop the morning of early August, and several closed buds have slowly bloomed Get beautiful shape.

There is also a circle around the water tank, which should be a custom-made hollow round wooden table, which should be used to put things.

Being in such a green and vibrant environment really makes people feel relaxed and relaxed.

Ten minutes later, Ouyang Qian in a white coat came into the room with two glasses of boiled water and closed the door, and said to Wang Ziling who was still standing, "I've been waiting for a long time, Mr. Wang, please sit down."

He sat down on the solid wooden sofa as promised.

"Mr. Wang, your hand?" As soon as she walked in, she saw the striking white gauze wrapped around his right hand.

"It's nothing, don't worry about it."

Although Ouyang Qian has never been in contact with Wang Ziling, but after listening to Lin Yan's confessions that have almost only been about him for so many years, she has an indirect understanding of his character.So Ouyang Qian didn't ask any more questions, but put the water glass on the round table in front of Wang Ziling and said, "Mr. Wang only drinks plain water, right?"

Wang Ziling nodded: "Thank you."

"You're welcome, I have to apologize to Mr. Wang because of my previous attitude." Ouyang Qian pinched the bridge of her nose and sat down opposite him. No matter how delicate and dignified her makeup could be, she couldn't hide the heavy fatigue in her eyes these days. "I'm sorry, Mr. Wang. I shouldn't have spoken to you emotionally on the phone earlier. As a psychiatrist, it really shouldn't be, and it's also against professional ethics to proactively disclose to Mr. Wang what the patient asked to keep confidential. So here , I would like to confirm with Mr. Wang again, do you really plan to know what we are going to talk about next? It doesn’t matter if you don’t want to, so maybe I can be relieved.”

"Tell me." Wang Ziling had already made mental preparations.

"...I understand." She nodded and got up, walked to the desk, took off her white coat and returned to her original position, "From now on, I am no longer a doctor, but a long-time friend and... admirer of Lin Yan. Tell you about him."

"You...you like Lin Yan?"

"Yeah, I fell in love with him in college, and I can't let him go for so many years." She laughed at herself bitterly, "And now, everyone is gone. From now on, I can probably start a new life of my own."

"..."

"However, compared to Lin Yan's love for Mr. Wang, my feelings are really insignificant. Let's talk about Lin Yan's mental illness." The loneliness on his face flashed, and Ouyang Qian asked, "I don't know what Mr. Wang thinks of him. How much do you know about your condition?"

Wang Ziling shook his head slowly.

"He really concealed it very well..." Ouyang Qian looked at Wang Ziling and sighed inexplicably, and then said directly, "Lin Yan suffers from extremely severe paranoid personality disorder, accompanied by aggressiveness and a strong desire to control , pathological suspiciousness and jealousy, manic anxiety and a series of symptoms. The pathogenesis is not only inherited from parents, but also includes acquired family trauma, cognitive structure disorder, emotional frustration, etc. Among them, emotional frustration is the reason why Lin Yan's condition recurs at present. The most important or even the only factor." Ouyang Qian pointed out this point bluntly.

"And... Lin Yan has an obvious difference from other paranoid patients, that is, Lin Yan has incredible self-control and camouflage ability, especially when facing Mr. Wang, you can't even notice him at all. Is there any abnormality. Even sometimes when I have face-to-face psychological counseling, I have been blinded by his calmness and self-control. I have not encountered a second case like Lin Yan this kind of performance can be said to be refuted by the disease. You must know that it is difficult for paranoid patients to achieve self-control, because they often show more sensitivity and suspicion when facing their spouses or relatives, and have a strong desire for control. Adherent and extremely harsh, I have received too many family members of this kind of patients who come to consult and complain because they cannot bear the unreasonable behavior of the patient, such as not allowing the spouse to say a word to other members of the opposite sex.

"But... Lin Yan is different. Even if he witnesses Mr. Wang saying a word to another man or woman last second, he may immediately have all kinds of negative emotions of jealousy and jealousy in his heart. You don’t see anyone’s impulsiveness when you’re locked up. However... On the surface, he did something different, probably walking to your side with a smile on his face, and then seemingly casually joined in and asked, what are you talking about? After that It will cut off all your contact opportunities without any trace, and let you not feel anything wrong."

Wang Ziling leaned forward slightly, and kept rubbing the gauze with his left hand, revealing his restless heart at this moment.The scene Ouyang Qian described was exactly the same as Lin Yan's usual appearance.He can still remember a time when he was on a business trip for a consultation. When he checked into the hotel at night, he was pestered by a drunk woman. Lin Yan, who came back after registering the information at the front desk, was very gentlemanly and polite, helped the woman to lie down on the sofa and handed it over to the lobby receptionist. The staff looked after him, and then pulled himself into the elevator door.

It's just...his hands trembled a lot, and Wang Ziling remembers it deeply, because he asked Lin Yan in doubt...what's wrong with his hands?But Lin Yan smiled and replied calmly, nothing, probably a little cramp, just wait for a massage and it will be fine.And knowing that his massage technique is very good, I never took it to heart.

Ouyang Qian picked up the water glass in front of her and drank her mouth to moisten her throat, and continued: "This kind of self-control is very cruel to paranoid patients, just like...a patient who is seriously injured and in pain is forcing himself to stay normal all the time. Cover up the pain with a smile. And it is also a big obstacle for us to help him treat. Lin Yan's disguise and self-control ability are too strong, and he can't get accurate feedback whether it is drug treatment or psychological counseling. The indistinguishable behavior of normal people gave me the wrong perception that he was on the verge of recovery. Until..." She paused, reaching out and fiddled with the fully expanded water lilies in the water tank.

"Until more than a month ago, around NO.20 in June, Lin Yan suddenly rushed to my studio and strangled my neck. He was very agitated and manic, and he was completely different from his previous gentle and self-disciplined appearance. When he fell ill The psychological state is extremely unstable and has a strong attack intent..." Ouyang Qian raised her hand and touched her neck with lingering fear, "For a moment I even felt like I was going to die, he yelled at me frantically, asking if I had leaked him The news of being sick, he said that you know you don't want him anymore, you have another lover..."

"No...I..."...No, Wang Ziling couldn't refute with trembling fingertips. That period of time was when he and Lin Yan lived apart, and at that time he was almost inseparable from Huo Long on and off work. To the suspicious paranoid patient, the fact that he has found a new love is probably already confirmed.

Ouyang Qian was immersed in her own emotions and didn't notice his hesitation: "In the end...he let me go, and my studio..." She looked up and looked around the room that had been restored to its original state, her expression stunned. "It wasn't until then that I realized that Lin Yan's condition was so serious that he developed into auditory hallucinations, hallucinations, delusions, self-mutilation and other schizophrenia. As Lin Yan's psychiatrist, this was really dereliction of duty. At that time, I regretted it very much. I blamed myself, so that in the next half a month, in order to make up for my mistakes, my mentor and I exhausted all kinds of methods to treat Lin Yan. The process was very cruel and difficult for him, but he persisted and achieved results. Also very significant. But…”

Ouyang Qian stood up abruptly, with one hand on her hips and one hand on her forehead, and walked around the room with tears in her eyes: "I was wrong, I was too self-righteous and eager for success, and didn't even consider whether Lin Yan's already scarred body and mind could bear it. During the treatment, I even invited a hypnotist to try to change Lin Yan's obsession with you at the subconscious level, and then we found that we couldn't do it at all. Mr. Wang is like a belief in Lin Yan's spiritual world A pillar-like existence that cannot be harmed, destroyed, or shaken, otherwise, once shaken, it will mean the collapse and destruction of his spiritual world. We can only take the next best thing and implant it in his subconscious through hypnosis——Wang Ziling is forever I won’t fall in love with you, so let’s give up—with this idea, Lin Yan’s various indicators are indeed getting better day by day, and he has basically returned to his usual state when he is discharged from the hospital. He didn't mention Mr. Wang once, which is quite different from the previous situation where he was almost inseparable from you. I thought our hypnosis worked, and Lin Yan really gave up. However...the facts once again proved..."

"I was wrong." She went straight to the desk, took out something from a drawer, sat back on the sofa again, and said in a slumped way, "When I saw Lin Yan's interview on TV a while ago, I felt bad. After a good premonition, Lin Yan appeared in front of me again and handed me the pen, saying that if he is still alive, he will get the pen back from me, and if he is dead, let me destroy it immediately."

Ouyang Qian put a small recording pen in front of Wang Ziling: "Lin Yan was in a very bad condition at the time. I can tell that he just fell ill, but I can't stop him. No one can stop him from saving you, even if He may have been determined to die at the time. I have to doubt it."

The day before the kidnapping, I rejected Lin Yan's request for peace, and even said about divorce.Wang Ziling realized that it might be because of him that Lin Yan became ill, but under such circumstances Lin Yan still desperately came to save himself.

It was too obvious that his hands were trembling, so he picked up the recording pen and held it tightly in his hand.

"Now I leave it to Mr. Wang. It's up to you whether you want it or not." Ouyang Qian drank the water in the glass, then wiped the corners of her mouth with her sleeve casually, "I've finished what I want to say , Mr. Wang, do you have anything to ask?"

"..." He silently clenched the recording pen in his hand.There are too many questions, but asking or not asking has lost all meaning.

She stood up: "In this case, I will leave this room to you. I have to deal with the handover of the client. I will probably not be in this city tomorrow or the day after tomorrow."

"Miss Ouyang... want to leave?"

"Well, I came here for Lin Yan back then, and now I'm leaving from wherever I am, and I've lost my qualifications to be a psychiatrist. Staying here is just a sad thing. I'd better go back to my parents and wait for marriage. Having children is the right path in life.”

"...I wish you... happiness." Wang Ziling got up and held out his hand to her.

"Thank you." Ouyang Qian shook him back.

"Goodbye." After Wang Ziling nodded, he was about to turn around and leave.

"Wait, Mr. Wang." Ouyang Qian suddenly remembered what stopped him, "Can you tell me where Lin Yan's... tomb is? I want to see him one last time before leaving this city."

Wang Ziling paused, and asked: "Since Miss Ouyang has decided to start a new life, there is no need to add sadness."

"..." Ouyang Qian's eyes gradually turned red as she watched his disappearing back.She thought in a daze, maybe judging from Wang Ziling's various performances today, he is not as Lin Yan thinks, and has no feelings for him.

but,

It's too late...

@～

Wang Ziling left Ouyang Qian's studio and took a car directly back to his and Lin Yan's home.

This was the first time he had returned to this home since Lin Yan's accident. Except for a light layer of dust on the furniture, nothing changed.

And within a few minutes after Wang Ziling returned home, the home landline on the coffee table rang automatically according to the human body induction: "You have two unread voicemails, please check them carefully, you have two unread voicemails..." Wang Ziling came over and pressed the confirmation button.

"...Link to Bluetooth transmission...Link failed...Re-link..." He directly pressed the play button on the machine, and a German sentence sounded from it.

Wang Ziling probably understood a few words, "... Mr. Lin... when... date... please as soon as possible..." He guessed that it was probably a message from the Herman Research Institute.

This was followed by a second message, and the language was changed from German to English: "Hi Mr. Wang, sorry to disturb you, I would like to express my condolences to you and your family members on behalf of the Hermann Institute regarding the unfortunate experience of your partner. Our deepest condolences. Here, we sincerely hope that Mr. Wang can go to Germany to join the Hermann heart research team..." Wang Ziling bent down and cut off his next words.

He stood silently in the living room for a few minutes, the surrounding was so quiet that he could hear his own heartbeat.

dong... dong dong...

So hasty and hesitant, it seems to have fallen into an unfathomable black hole and can no longer move forward half a step.

After an unknown amount of time, he gently sat down on the sofa chair, took out Lin Yan's recording pen and pressed the power button, and soon, the touch screen panel, which was about one finger long and two finger wide, lit up, and the narrow screens were arranged from top to bottom. There are folders named 2051, 2050, 2049... one by one.

Wang Ziling put his fingertips on 2051 and paused for a few seconds, then swipe up the screen to pull up to the last 2044, click on it, and dozens of video formats with scrolling time titles were displayed in front of him.

He tapped the first video, and the next moment Lin Yan's virtual figure was projected in mid-air through the [-]D projection module chip about two centimeters from the tip of the pen.He put the recorder on the coffee table, and stared at Lin Yan's holographic image as if in a dream.

2044

"Hi, Ziling." Lin Yan grinned and showed a slightly green smile, "Recently you are so busy with work, I am also busy with the company's affairs so I didn't take a good look at you, although you have been By my side, but why do I still feel that you are so far away from me..."

He stared straight ahead, his gaze was blank and unfocused.However, Wang Ziling seemed to feel that his gaze was falling on him through time, and he unconsciously raised his hand to touch him.

At this time, Lin Yan in the video continued to say, "Zi Ling must be very curious about why I recorded this? I will only tell you the reason here, because..." He lowered his head dejectedly, "I am sick, not physically but mentally. I can't help myself wanting to do something bad to you. Ouyang... She told me, let me record these words that I can't say to you, and maybe my mood will calm down." He sighed deeply, " I hope it works, otherwise I am really afraid that I will hurt you one day."

2044

"Why did Ziling work so hard? He didn't go home for two days in a row. But no matter how distressed I am, I can't stop you. I can only cook more delicious food for you to nourish your body, um... and let old man Zeng give it to the hospital as soon as possible. Recruit more people!"

2044

"I kissed Ziling 32 times this month, 6 times on the cheek, 4 times on the top of the hair, and 22 times on the lips!" Lin Yan smiled with a sense of accomplishment, "Of course, they all kissed secretly at night while sleeping. "

2044

"It seems that the closer the death day is, the expression on Ziling's face becomes more and more indifferent. I hope that this dangerous situation will not happen again this year."

2044

"Today, Ziling took Qiqi to visit the grave and left me alone at home." Lin Yan looked a little lonely, but he quickly said with relief, "I can understand Ziling's pain, so I will pretend that I don't care about anything. Without knowing it, I will prepare meals and wait for you to go home."

2044

"Sure enough, Ziling sleepwalked again this year. Luckily, I didn't do anything dangerous by guarding you all night. My heart can't bear it if I stand on the roof alone like in previous years..." After a pause, Lin Yan Bi said affectionately and affectionately, "Zi Ling, don't be sad, okay, I really feel bad seeing you like this. Don't be influenced by the past anymore, okay? You still have me, I will love you forever, Always by your side."

Tears fell infinitely towards the direction of gravity, and Wang Ziling silently responded with trembling lips: "Okay..."

……

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2045, 2, 16 (New Year's Eve)

"Ah...choo!" Lin Yan wrapped the quilt tightly around her body, curled up in the corner of the doorway and apologized tremblingly, "Yes...I'm sorry Ziling, it's New Year's Eve tonight and I shouldn't make you angry. Blame me for not being able to hold back the desire to make out with you..." He drooped his head in frustration, "Actually, I am also very satisfied to be able to hold the little hands and kiss the little mouth, but sometimes Ziling you always tempt me unconsciously. (jing) Brain (chong) hair (shang) heat (nao) and I pounced on it... I am ashamed..." Biting the quilt.

2045

Lin Yan, who was huddled at the door again, hugged the quilt and said sincerely: "Ziling, I swear, next time I will definitely control myself from jumping so aggressively (cough)."

2045

"Okay." Holding a quilt that was different from last time in the corner, Lin seriously nodded, "I see, Ouyang told me... a platonic marriage is very necessary for us to maintain the status quo, because once more The further you own me, the more you can’t help but want to get more and ask for more, and it may even develop to the point of restricting your freedom and behavior. If I really become like that, you will definitely hate me..." Lost state .

2045

"On the day of his death this year, Ling didn't sleepwalk around. He just wandered around the house and returned to bed. And..." Lin Yan said happily with his panda eyes, "Zi Ling took the initiative to sleep in my arms All night long, I feel that you are about to fall in love with me, really! I have never been so clear before!" Lin Yan looked excited like a chicken blood.

2045

"Well...I promise this is definitely the last time." The same corner with a different expression of Lin Yan "Zi Ling, I'm ashamed... I shouldn't be too excited to wake you up in the middle of the night... That I just want to help you vent a bit uh look You are usually so tired from work, it would be nice if you move more lightly... Cough." There was a distressed look that couldn't be concealed.

2045

"Ziling, happy fourth wedding anniversary..." A romantic and warm candlelight dinner was displayed in the phantom, but Lin Yan was the only protagonist.

2045, August 8 (Chinese Valentine's Day)

"I must record it, because today I got the first kiss in history that was not rejected!" Lin Yan's image was a bit blurred in the darkness, but he could still see how excited he was at the moment "I don't know if it is The atmosphere on Valentine’s Day was so good, that’s why Ziling didn’t push me away. But I’m already very satisfied…” Lin Yan leaned over and kissed the forehead of Wang Ziling who was sleeping soundly on the bed, “I love you, Ziling, more and more every day. Love a little. When will you fall in love with me?"

"I..." Wang Ziling raised his hand again in bewilderment, but it still penetrated an untouchable light.

2045

"Ziling, my illness seems to be getting worse. I don't like you talking close to anyone except me. Even if it's just your patient, maybe Ziling's indifference is beneficial to me, even... I am also indifferent one of the objects."

2045

"Massaging Ziling's body is simply the sweetest and unstoppable torture..." Lin Yan complained with a face full of desire and dissatisfaction, "Screaming so nicely and not allowing me to pounce, what a torturer Fairy, hum~"

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2046, 2, 5 (New Year's Eve)

"It's the beginning of a new year, and my New Year's wish is to hope that Ziling can fall in love with me soon! Please!" The background is a lively scene of fireworks.

……

2046

"The person I least want to see came to the hospital." Lin Yan frowned dissatisfied, "Fortunately, Ziling doesn't seem to remember who he is."

……

2046

"I want old man Zeng to fire him. Whenever I see him talking to Ziling, even if it's about work, I feel very anxious and anxious. I can't help but want to do something to Ziling. Is it serious?" Lin Yan's expression seemed obviously agitated, and he muttered to himself quickly with erratic eyes, "No, no, no, I've clearly controlled it very well, it's absolutely impossible" The screen suddenly showed no signs is interrupted.

2046

"Ouyang asked me to tell you about my illness. How is it possible? I will never let you know."

……

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2047

"Today is Qiqi's birthday, and Ziling stayed in the research room and didn't have time to come back. But it doesn't matter if I'm here, I will give Qiqi double compensation for Ziling's share, so go about your work with peace of mind." The background is in At a very lively birthday party.

2047

"From today onwards, it will be Ziling and I's two-person world! Oh yeah!" Lin Yan clenched his fists excitedly after he came out of Wang Ziqi's university gate.

2047

"Happy 30th birthday, Ziling... Ha, okay." He smiled helplessly, "I know you don't like the little swallow puppet I gave you, next time I will give you one that you can accept. Anyway, you want Yes, I will always love you, Prince."

……

2048

"It's just a New Year's Eve dinner at the hospital. Huo Long, you really don't want to die until the Yellow River." Lin Yan's face was gloomy, "Unfortunately, you will never have the chance to get close to Ziling in your life."

……

2048

"There has been no sleepwalking in Ziling in the past two years. Does this mean that you have stepped out of the shadow of the past? I hope so..." He gently stroked the smooth face of Wang Ziling in his sleep, "Sleep peacefully, My prince, I will always guard you."

2048

"Ziling, happy seventh wedding anniversary. I didn't go to work today and went on a date with me for a day, and I also accepted my custom-made Swallow crystal table. I...I'm so happy..." Lin Yan was flattered by his incoherent speech.

2048

"Over the years, I have done a bad thing secretly, and I am only here to tell Ziling: I have studied your whole body countless times in detail, including that cute and charming little mole on the inner thigh." He said Laughing like a cat stealing fishy.

2048

"I love you, Prince, happy birthday."

……

2049

"Zi Ling bought me a birthday cake for the first time, and I ate them all." Although Lin Yan looked a little pale, he still recorded this happily.

2049

"The Swallow Crystal seems to be missing..." He chattered with disappointment on his face, "It's been a long time since I saw it on Ziling's desk. I went to the office today to look for it while Ziling was undergoing surgery. Didn’t find it, is it…Zi Ling didn’t like it…so he put it away? Then I…Forget about the anniversary gift, let’s give it something else.” The phantom shows that Lin Yan is holding another lifelike gemstone crown in his hand The little prince crystal.

Seeing this, Wang Ziling stood up suddenly and couldn't wait to go back to the hospital office to look for the crystal table, but just as he took a step, he slumped back to the sofa with his whole body weak, holding his forehead.

He remembered that the Swallow crystal table that Lin Yan gave him had been held by a child accompanying him during a communication with the patient's family and fell all over the floor while playing, and then the glass fragments were swept away by the cleaning lady. Throw it away in the trash.

2049

"Ziling wants to go to Germany for further studies, um... Germany is a good country. Anyway, I will be there no matter where Ziling is, don't worry, I will definitely take this institute for you!" vowed.

2049

"...Well, it's much more difficult than I imagined...It's okay, I have plenty of time to spend with you foreigners..."

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2050, 1, 22 (New Year's Eve)

"Happy New Year, Ziling. It turns out that our marriage has reached the ninth year without knowing it, and it has been nine years since I trapped you in this false relationship. I know you don't love me for so long The only reason you are still with me is because Ziling, you are used to my existence. You may not love me, but you must never leave me... Absolutely not." Lin Yan's face was as dark and deep as the dark night.

2050

"Ziling, has our relationship reached a bottleneck recently? Why are you splitting up with me again? I feel like you don't want to see me more and more recently, but... no matter what" he held his hand tightly , "I will never give up and will not let you leave my side."

2050

"It's a tough day, and I'm still sharing the bed with Ziling. Fortunately, I can still get close to you quietly while Ziling is asleep, otherwise I really can't bear it all day."

2050

"Ziling, you're sleepwalking again," Lin Yan said, with a relieved smile on his lips, "but you came to look for me... you slept peacefully in my arms all night. So during this time, Ling doesn't really hate me...but...why doesn't she love me..."

Wang Ziling, who couldn't stand it anymore, stretched out his hand again and again to turn off the recording pen, but stopped again and again reluctantly.

2050

"Hey, I have a chance to completely own Ziling...I'm such a saint, I can't hold back like this." He regretted and thanked, "But if I really do it, you will hate me when you wake up, and... The longer the time passed, the more I dared not, how cowardly! Maybe I'm destined to be an old virgin in this life..." His face was full of tears, "I will never let you drink another drop of wine in the future."

……

2050

"Happy birthday, my prince."

2050

"Another year is almost over, what am I in Ziling's mind?" Lin Yan began to say sadly and sentimentally, "You seem to have become more and more indifferent in the past ten years, except Ziqi, who seems to be the same to everyone. It doesn't matter good or bad, of course it includes me." He sighed, "Well, I did it myself. In fact, apart from Ziling's own personality, my contribution to the flames over the years is really indispensable. I thought it was to prevent outsiders from approaching you. It’s a great weapon, but I didn’t expect to go around the head and get myself in, heh, it’s really a tragedy.” He finally laughed bitterly at himself.

……

2051

"Germany's application should be successful this time. Ziling will be very happy when he finds out." The smile on Lin Yan's face quickly faded as he said this, and he couldn't help but let out a long sigh, "...I don't know why I always feel that the relationship with Ziling is becoming more and more rigid, and it may be that it has really reached a bottleneck period. Perhaps, living in another place is the best choice at present."

……

2051

"What happened to you, Ziling? Why did you change so much? Why did I have a bad feeling that you were about to leave me?" Lin Yan walked up and down the room and said nervously, "Yesterday was the tenth anniversary of our wedding." On the anniversary, I shouldn't stay out all night, but she is Ziling's only sister and I can't leave her alone. No, it's not because of this, there must be other more important reasons..."

2051

"Sure enough...and Ziling are separated again."

2051

"So Ziling has changed so much in the past few days. All his indifference and impatience towards me are all because of Huo Long! Is it him?! Did you want to get rid of me a long time ago?!" Lin Yan's whole body The phantom was trembling, he could no longer control his emotions and roared, "Did you do something behind my back? Did you secretly get married??!... No, no, no," he said in agony Put your head in your hands, "What the hell am I talking about? Ziling is not such a person at all. I'm sorry, I'm sorry...don't leave me, don't leave..."

"No..." Wang Ziling shook his head unconsciously with tears streaming down his face, as if his heart was being eaten by countless poisonous insects.

2051

"Did you know about my illness? So you're afraid of me?..."

2051

"Hahaha... Ten years, I have guarded you wholeheartedly for ten years... Ziling..." Lin Yan's expression was distorted and crazy, like a wild beast on the verge of going berserk, "Why why?! I thought I finally got what I wanted I completely own you... But that's not my Ziling, my Ziling shouldn't be like this... I know all your reactions and expressions, shy, nervous and forbearing. It shouldn't be so obedient and catered to as if It’s as if it’s been through a lot of battles... No, no, it shouldn’t be like this—!? Tell me why——!” The screen went completely black at this point, and there were only bursts of 'bang bang bang' The sound of punching and kicking.

Wang Ziling, who was in a state of confusion, didn't understand the meaning of Lin Yan's words at first, but when he realized it, all the blood color suddenly faded from his face, and he was as pale as snow.

He was powerless to bow his head, no wonder Lin Yan's attitude changed drastically after going to bed that day.

Lin Yan in this life... completely misunderstood the month he experienced in his previous life.

Half an hour later, after venting, Lin Yan seemed to have calmed down, and he said blankly, "That man must be him, so you have been together for a long time." He finally squeezed these words through his teeth , "Okay, I let go. You are free, Ziling."

2051

"I can't do it at all. Hahaha. It's been five days. I haven't seen you for five days. I feel like I'm going to die. But you are already with him?! Ziling, why do you want to You are so cruel to me, don't you have no feelings for me for so many years? I really wish I could eat you, bone and flesh, so that we can never separate? !"

2051

"Ziling, I'm sorry, I shouldn't be so indifferent to you in the hospital during the day. But..." Lin Yan lowered his head and couldn't see the expression on his face, "My illness is getting worse, it's like a time bomb , once the attack is likely to do anything irreparable. I am so scared...I will hurt you. So, your choice is right. This is the last time I see you, and I did your last My favorite cod, Ziling, wait for me..."

2051

"It turns out that in the past ten years..." Lin Yan said to himself in despair, "I have been acting in a one-man show all by myself from the beginning to the end. Ziling, you don't like me at all, and you have been with me for so many years. You must bear it It’s been hard work. Heh, it’s all over now, you two live together, you have lovers... finally get married, I wish... I wish you all..." He gritted his teeth, jealousy made his face gradually become hideous, "No! No !Why are you with him?!Why do you know about my illness? Yes, I am ill. If it wasn’t for my illness, wouldn’t you