I'm getting shorter

nine,

Lu Bo and I are very sweet, he treats me like a fish, except for the time when the memory is restored, we mix oil with each other at other times.

My fate is saved.

Gradually, the number of times I dreamed about my eldest brother became less and less, but I discovered sadly that my eldest brother was different from him.

That time I quarreled with Lu Bo, we were both very rational, so it was basically a cold war, I was a little tired, and I said something inexplicably: "Brother, he won't do this."

"Who is the eldest brother?" He was alert.

"It's nothing." I don't want to talk to him about my eldest brother.

Lu Bo's sixth sense is very accurate. He held on to this, and kept asking me tirelessly. I was so quarreled with by him that I had a headache, so I had to tell the story about me and my elder brother, but it was hidden from me. I knew him from the beginning.

"You are not allowed to mention him in the future." He ordered fiercely.

For some reason, I feel a little better, is he jealous?

"Why can't I mention it, I used to like him a lot." I said this deliberately.

Lu Bo snorted, and hugged me domineeringly, "The past is the past, the present is the present, now and the future, you are all mine."

I was startled, my heart paused, and then I nodded, "Okay, I'm yours."

He smiled, very nicely, and I couldn't help thinking, did he smile because I was Ai, or was it Lixiu?

Maybe God finally hurt me once. The child has a new pencil case and pen, and he gradually forgets us. I don’t have to worry about the shortening. Lu Bo has never recovered his memory, and we are very happy.

"Ai, your temper has improved a lot. Maybe you were right during the five years you went out, but you must have suffered a lot, didn't you?" Lu Bo gently stroked my body, and I felt a little itchy.

"It's okay." I looked at myself with all the bumps and holes. These scars couldn't be erased, and some of them were eaten by mice.

Lu Bo's head rubbed against my neck, and his voice was a little helpless: "No one will bully you again in the future."

"Really?" I looked up at him.

Lu Bo put his arms around my shoulders, "Well, I promise."

"Is it because I am Ai?" Although I was moved, I still had to be sure of the reason.

Lu Bo kissed my forehead, his eyes were full of lost and recovered pampering: "Do you want me to say Ai, or Li Xiu, huh?"

"Li Xiu."

"Okay, Lixiu, I did this because of Lixiu, good boy." He chuckled.

At this moment, I suddenly felt that my situation was not that bad, until that little spider came.

ten,

The little one came here through untold hardships.

He told me that after he learned that I was taken away by the child, he stuck to the owner and followed him home. After observing for a long time, he found that I was here. There was a gap in the pencil case, and he sneaked in.

"Big brother, is this what you said, Yuai's lover, Lu Bo?" He asked curiously with his eyes wide open.

I was startled, and quickly looked at Lu Bo behind me. Lu Bo obviously heard it too, and looked at me in disbelief.

"No, it's not..." I quickly denied it, I didn't want Lu Bo to find out about it.

The spider rolled its eyes around, tapped its mouth with its hands, and said doubtfully, "Isn't it? But he has the transparent body, gold hollows, and exquisite patterns you mentioned."

"I..." I didn't know what to say, I just stared at the spider, I didn't expect that the result of my story would be this.

But what broke me even more was that the spider brought me a piece of good news, he said: "Big brother, your big brother has been found, he has been in the garbage dump, he is not dead, I saw him, he has been waiting for you !"

I fell to the ground, eyes glazed over, not knowing what to do.

"Big brother, what's the matter with you?" The spider surrounded me, very worried.

I said it's okay, but I looked at Lu Bo who was expressionless. I had no face to see him, and I had no face to see my elder brother.

"You're not Ai, are you?" he said quietly.

"If I say, I am."

Lu Bo shook his head, he looked very calm, but I knew it was a sign of his breakdown, he said: "No, you are not."

"Well, I'm not, I'm not Ai, I've always been Li Xiu, the man you call the green hat."

The spider seemed to see a sign that the atmosphere was not right, and looked at me helplessly. My mood was very complicated, but I still pulled him behind me.

Lu Bo's voice was trembling, which made me feel uncomfortable. He said flatly, "Tell me your story, Lixiu."

So I started telling the story of the real Rishiu.

eleven,

"That's all, I didn't lie to you, not at all." I touched my nose, it didn't grow, but I certainly didn't lie.

Lu Bo looked at me with desperate eyes. I saw his eyes were very red, as if he was about to eat people. When he looked at me, he was clearly looking at his enemy.

"Lixiu, I really hate you."

My heart hurt a little, like being bitten by a mouse, I nodded: "I hate myself too."

Lu Bo came over and looked at me condescendingly, without the tenderness of the past, "Lixiu, I will always only love Yuai."

"Yes, you did a good job, and I will always only love Big Brother." I replied.

"Well, no matter whether I have amnesia or not, you don't care about me." Lu Bo said coldly.

I agreed, the spider understood everything, he looked at me apologetically, my heart is calm now, "how is your brother doing?"

"He's in the rubbish heap, he's alive and well, and he's older than you," said the spider.

"Then did he bring something with you?" I spoke a little louder, wanting someone to hear.

"He said that he has always liked you, and he is very happy to know that you are still there. He told me that if one day you can meet, he will say those three words to you."

I glanced at Lu Bo, and saw that his brows were tightly knit, and his expression was displeased, so I finally regained my balance.

He still has me in his heart, right?

I was afraid that the little spider would be pinched to death by the child, so I told him to go away, but I quietly asked him to send a message to the elder brother, telling the elder brother not to wait for me, I am sorry for him in this life.

Lu Bo still didn't talk to me. I know his character, he's going his way to the end, but I'm also sad about it. After all, I'm still not half as good as Yuai.

After all, Yuai is Lu Bo's white moonlight.

I can't be a cinnabar mole, I can at best be a rat's droppings in a pot of broth, disgusting and disgusting.

"I'll never be Yuai, will I?" I finally mustered up the courage to ask him.

Lu Bo glanced at me indifferently, "You are not Yuai, and you can't be Yui, there is only one Yui."

"There are 75 Yuai, and there are 75 Yuai in this world."

Lu Bo laughed, very sad: "But in my heart, there is only one fish."

"Then, what about me?" I looked at him in panic, and pointed to me who was only half as long as a thumb.

Lu Bo looked at me with sympathy and apology, and he said shyly, "I'm sorry, Li Xiu, I can't forget him, just like you can't forget your big brother."

I want to say to him I did it, it took me five years to do it, and you can too.But I still didn't say it.

no point.

I've got a sure answer, every place here makes me uncomfortable and depressed, I can't help thinking of those good days, I can't stay any longer, longing for the child to take me outside.

"What are you doing?" For the first time in so many days, he took the initiative to speak.

"I'm going out to work."

Lu Bo rushed over and said angrily, "Are you crazy? You are so short now, you will die in a few days!"

"I know, that's why I'm going out." I looked at his expression and felt very happy.

"Know that you are still going out?" He stared at me, as if looking at a fool.

"I'm Lixiu, not Luai. You don't have to take care of my affairs." I said angrily.

Lu Bo was taken aback when he heard this sentence, then let go of my hand, and returned to the corner in despair.

I won, and I sat in the most visible place, waiting for the baby to come.

Not long after, the child finally remembered me. He opened the pencil case and put me in his hand. I turned around and saw Lu Bo was staring at me. I suddenly felt that this decision was correct.

But I was too happy. I didn't expect that the child had so much homework. I made up the homework overnight. I burst into tears and looked at myself who was getting shorter and shorter. I was very desperate.

All I have left is a small pen, and death is at hand.

It seems that the child's mother couldn't stand it anymore and gave him a new pen. After a few days, I was stuffed into the pencil case again.

I saw Lu Bo was sitting blankly, looking very tired, and when he saw me coming, he ran over like crazy, "You're short again, you know?"

"I know, I know better than anyone else." I looked up to him, really looked up to him, he was nearly three times taller than me.

"Then why are you still going?" His voice was a little aggrieved.

I smiled, "This is my job."

He didn't answer any more, but actually I was eager for him to answer, his sentence: No one will bully you again in the future.I always remember.

I'm very disappointed, he still didn't say that Lu Bo is a long-term seed, and no one can change it.

But recently I found that Lu Bo is always spinning in the middle, as if waiting for something.

"What are you waiting for, for the kid to come?" I asked.

Lu Bo nodded, glanced down at me, his eyes flashed with tension, and he said, "I'm going out too."

"What are you doing out there?"

"Look for Ai, I don't know where Ai is, even if it's his body, I want to find it."

My voice was a little anxious: "But the world is so big, how can you find it?"

Lu Bo stared at my mottled body, and said calmly: "You can find your big brother, why can't I? There are only 75 sets of me and Yuai in the world. You are different, you have tens of billions."

I am afraid that people will bring up my worth, especially someone I care about, and I am a little tired: "Okay, you won, go tell your story, go."

Lu Bo hemmed and hawed, and continued to stand in the middle, staring at something, as if he was thinking about something.

I nestled in the corner, thinking in despair: Maybe Lu Bo still missed Yuai.

Sure enough, that position was very good. Lu Bo was held by the child. I looked up at him, and he was smiling at me. I tried to squeeze out a smile, but I couldn't.

He came back at night, I opened my eyes wide, and found that his pen case was a little broken, with a lot of indentations, and I was surprised: "What's going on?"

"It's nothing," he pushed me away, "it's just a small injury."

"But you're hurt." I pointed at his broken piece.

Lu Bo said disdainfully: "As long as a man travels to the world, as long as he can find Ai, that's nothing."

I stopped talking and stood aside, watching him grit his teeth in pain.

It turns out that there is really someone who can be so long-lasting.I hate to think.

In this way, he stood in the middle every day, waiting for the children to use it, almost 100% of the time, and I lived on for a month.

But what should come has come. Today, the child picked up me who was nestled in the corner.

I had a bad premonition, and quickly looked at Lu Bo below. Lu Bo's expression was panicked, his face was as pale as paper, and his eyes lost the confidence of the past, full of anxiety and reluctance.

Is it hallucination?I thought blankly.

twelve,

I was held in the child's hand, and I found that his handwriting was much more beautiful than before, calm and powerful, and his strength increased a little.

I have grown stronger and used more lead than before. I quietly looked at the pencil case opposite, wondering if Lu Bo would occasionally think of me after my death.

In fact, I lived a very long life, I lived almost six years, which is longer than 90.00% of pencils, even though I was alone most of the time.

Maybe it's because the closer I am to death, the more I like to recall my life. In this life, I still loved two people.

I failed my elder brother, and Lu Bo failed me. In fact, from this point of view, it is zero.

My body is getting shorter and shorter, and I can feel that my face is almost touching the table, but I am still a little unwilling, and keep staring at the pencil case.

Maybe God still took pity on me. The child opened the pencil case, and I saw Lu Bo who seemed to be looking up at the sky.

The kid randomly tossed me aside and was using Lubo because I couldn't write anymore.

Lu Bo stared straight at me, his tone was not as cold as before, "Lixiu, you are short again."

"Yes, I'm dying."

"Lixiu, maybe I don't want you to die." He said.

I looked at myself who was only a few centimeters away, and said calmly, "Why?"

Lu Bo turned his head, seemed to be looking into the distance, and said evasively, "I don't know, I've thought about it for a long time, I might really not imagine that you will die."

"Don't think about it, I'm really going to die, you see I'm getting shorter and shorter, and I'll be gone soon." I tried to liven up the atmosphere.

Lu Bo's eyes were very sad, "Lixiu, this is not funny, you are dead, it is not funny at all."

"I know, but it's true." I watched him work, the first time I'd seen him work beside him.

Lu Bo's eyes were red, he tried to break free from the child's grasp, but it was useless, he was still firmly held in his hands, "Lixiu, I believe it now, you are not Ai."

"I really am not."

"So, Lixiu, do you still miss your elder brother?" He asked suddenly, his voice trembling.

I thought for a while, then shook my head, "Big Brother will always be Big Brother."

He was very happy, his eyes lit up again, and he said anxiously, "Lixiu, if we can go back to the pencil case, can we start over?"

I was startled, looked up at him, then looked down again, my mind was confused, "I don't know, and I'm dying."

Lu Bo's expression froze, "Okay, Lixiu, I'll wait for the day you think about it."

I nodded. In fact, I didn't know what I was doing. I just watched him work. Lu Bo looks very handsome when he works hard.

At this moment, the child put down Lubo, grabbed me, and began to cut me with a pencil knife. Actually, I am most afraid of the pencil knife, because this kind of machine turns very fast, I am not only hurt, but also dizzy, and very consume my body.

I couldn't see Lu Bo, only the black machine in front of my eyes, and the transparent box below contained my flesh and blood. I watched them turn into flocs, and finally panicked.

The child is not trying to use me, but playing with me, because with my current length, I can't write at all.

He's consuming the last of my worth until I'm a floc.

I didn't want to end my life like this, I looked around and finally saw Lubo who was yelling.

Lu Bo knelt there, shouting at the child, begging the child not to play with me, but the child couldn't hear me, he stopped the pencil plane machine, and used a knife to sharpen it instead.

"Shushasha, shashasha." I clearly saw the last piece of meat being thrown into the trash can, and the pain was unbearable.

With tears in his eyes, Lu Bo choked up and said, "Lixiu, Lixiu, you only have two centimeters of lead left."

I raised my head to look at him with difficulty, I am very weak now, I have no strength, and my words are weak: "I...I know, I only have a skeleton..."

"Lixiu, don't die, okay?" Lu Bo yelled at me, I could hear his hoarse voice.

I smiled: "Fool, I don't want to either."

Lu Bo finally broke down. He yelled at the child like a madman, like a beast that had been trapped in a cage for a long time, and finally vented, but no one paid attention to him.

"Stop screaming, Lu Bo, you are hurt too." I said softly.

"But you will die... Lixiu, I found that I really can't accept this fact."

"You can accept it later, hiss, uh..." The child was cutting my core with a knife, and I watched the skeleton turn into a pile of black powder.

Lu Bo shook his head, as if he was talking to me, or talking to himself: "Lixiu, I can't seem to forget you."

I turned my head abruptly and saw Lu Bo was stunned there, and I was also stunned there, we looked at each other without saying anything.

There was only the last centimeter left, and instead of scratching me with a knife, the child put me on the ground and stepped on it with his feet, and I was instantly torn apart.

My eyes were dark, but I didn't want to waste any chance of seeing Lu Bo, but there was nothing, it was still so dark.

This should be my home.I was lingering, my mind was already in chaos.

All of a sudden there was a brush brushing over me and I was taken to a place where I looked up with all my strength and found it in a trash can.

Time passed by every minute and every second, and I felt that my consciousness was passing by. Those beautiful pictures were like movies, turning back and forth in my mind bit by bit, and I waited quietly, just like the past.

I've loved two people in my life, I think.

The author has something to say:

It’s over, it’s released at one time, this idea comes from a discussion with my friends, we were both discussing fountain pens, and then I saw the Montblanc one, I was immediately attracted, so I prepared for a few days, finished.

My friend @ Zhu Wang she is also writing, still in production, it is said that it is related to calligraphy!I am the first reminder!

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