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Wei Mingxu wanted to say something more, but the door of the second bedroom opened suddenly, and Chen Mao came out of the house rubbing his eyes. He went to the kitchen first, and then stood in the living room in great disappointment and shouted: "My man, what are you doing?" You’re not loyal enough to eat alone, I only smell the food but don’t see it, are you messing with me!”

Wei Mingxu took out a few banknotes from his wallet and patted them on the tea table, saying, "He's not feeling well, I did it, you can go out and eat."

Only then did Chen Mao slowly open his eyes and communicate with his memory. He remembered that there was a demon named Wei Mingxu who was here last night. He was so overjoyed for a moment that he dared not accept Wei Mingxu's money. He quickly washed his face, brushed his teeth and changed his clothes, and then said, "Let's talk first." I’m going back to my parents’ place for a few days, see you when I’m free” and ran away.

Chen Jianan waited for Chen Mao to run away, then whispered: "Brother Mao Mao is my friend, he has helped me a lot, you should be more polite to him in the future." After a pause, Chen Jianan said: "Even if it is Because this incident made you dissatisfied with him, but I don't blame him, this is the consequence I should bear."

Wei Mingxu felt that Chen Jianan's every word was pierced in his heart, a bloody wound. After a long time, he said slowly: "I don't blame him. I just... I just saw him and remembered that I didn't protect him well." you."

Chen Jianan smiled and said, "I'm not a child anymore, and I don't need other people's protection. I already know what I should do in the future."

Wei Mingxu felt that he was slowly shut outside the city gate of Chen Jianan's heart. Chen Jianan did not stand on the high wall of his heart and speak harshly. He even closed the heavy door with some nostalgia.This small city seems to be soaked in the orange afterglow of the setting sun, emitting a light that makes people nostalgic and desperate.

Wei Mingxu finally lowered his head and said hoarsely, "I thought I was someone else."

Chen Jianan didn't speak, Wei Mingxu went one step further and asked him forcefully: "My man, I don't believe you have never thought of me."

Chen Jianan was silent for a while, then said in a low voice, "Yes."

"I've never liked others. I don't know if you have ever liked others." He looked up at Wei Mingxu and said, "Do you know what it's like to like someone for me? When I was playing, I was scared and inferior. I explained to myself that you are not my savior alone. When I saw Yu Ting, I was still very inferior. He is so good-looking and excellent. He begged you to reconcile, you Rejected him, I know I can't compare with him, I'm not as good as him, and I don't dare to dream. You always lose your temper at me, I know it's because I'm really stupid and stupid and can't understand you like others. To you For me, I am the person you spend money to buy to relieve boredom, but for me, I don’t want to treat you as the boss and employer, but I must try my best to be the role of lover. This is what I like, in my In my heart, this is the hardest and most complete love.”

"I..." Wei Mingxu wanted to say something, but Chen Jianan didn't give him a chance to speak.

He looked into Wei Mingxu's eyes and said, "But I'm not a brave person. When I was your lover, I was cowardly and humble. I didn't dare, and I kept telling myself, don't, although I still liked it in the end. , but at least I have to leave completely. Now you tell me that you are my brother, but I am still the weak me, and I dare not bear the strange eyes of the world to talk to my brother..."

He paused for a moment, and seemed to think that this word was too cruel, but in the end Chen Jianan closed his eyes and said, "Go and incest with my brother."

Wei Mingxu never knew that words were such a sharp sword that could actually make him feel the pain of blood surging in his heart. His heart suddenly tightened and throbbed very violently. Wei Mingxu stretched out his hand to hold his heart, and forced a smile: " Let's not talk about this, my man, I am here this time to solve those things on the Internet, I want to ask you what you mean, would you like to send a lawyer's letter?"

Chen Jianan shook his head.Wei Mingxu was already mentally prepared for Chen Jianan's refusal, and asked him again: "What do you need me to do for you? If necessary, we can contact the media now to disclose your identity as the youngest son of the Wei family."

Chen Jianan shook his head again: "Do you still remember that once you came to me and told me about your younger brother?" Chen Jianan laughed a little self-deprecatingly: "You told me to keep it secret at that time, saying that if someone else I know, the company will be unstable. I didn’t understand it at the time, but I watched TV as an illegitimate son who had been missing for many years and went home to fight for power. Although I have no ambitions, I just want to eat and die, but I still don’t Because I caused unnecessary trouble."

"How can you say it's unnecessary!" Wei Mingxu finally got angry. He stood up, walked around the small living room a couple of times irritably, and said, "I haven't been a star in the past few years, but at least I've been conscientious. Of course I can lie down and eat my family's foundation. As long as I don't squander it randomly, the family's foundation will not be ruined until my death or the death of our next generation, but why should I do my best to manage such a large foundation? Because I always remember, this is both of us, if one day you come home, if you want this inheritance, then you just take it, I hope this is a beautiful and solemn gift for you. This has never been It's not something unimportant!"

Wei Mingxu's eyes were very red, like a lion that had been imprisoned for a long time in the Colosseum. Chen Jianan shrank back in fear.Wei Mingxu's eyes were stabbed by such obvious fear, he covered his eyes with his hands, and he let go after a while.

"Just do what you want."

But Chen Jianan didn't answer his words. He lowered his head and said, "You really don't want to come again in the future. I haven't gone to cram school for another two days. If you come later, I won't open the door."

When Chen Jianan said this, his expression was calm but serious, not like a joke at all, Wei Mingxu showed a smile that was uglier than crying: "So I have told you so much, you just think that I have delayed you and disturbed you, right? "

Chen Jianan didn't speak, he didn't look at Wei Mingxu, he just lowered his head, as if refusing to cooperate.Wei Mingxu smiled wryly, nodded, and said, "Okay, I admit defeat, I shouldn't bother you anymore."

Wei Mingxu said this in front of Chen Jianan, but the plan always failed to keep up with the changes. Not long after, Wei Hengyuan and his wife contacted him, saying that Chen Jianan's real birthday was coming, and hoped that their family could celebrate Chen Jianan's birthday together.

Wei Mingxu clearly remembered his numb heart when he was rejected by Chen Jianan that day, but when his parents mentioned this suggestion, his heart seemed to come alive again.

Love is like this, Wei Mingxu thought, it makes people lose their IQ, their bottom line, their integrity and their ethics.

With his parents as protective umbrellas, Wei Mingxu finally stepped into the door of Chen Jianan's house, but after all he was guilty, and he was a little afraid to look directly at Chen Jianan.But Chen Jianan didn't seem to care, he sat obediently between Wei Hengyuan and his wife, and reported to them his recent life status. He didn't mention anything on the Internet, and of course he didn't mention Wei Mingxu's coming again. .

Like a real guest, Wei Mingxu sat awkwardly opposite He Meimei's family.But Chen Jianan didn't look at Wei Mingxu. Even when Wei Hengyuan and his wife said to go to the kitchen to prepare meals for him, Chen Jianan took the opportunity to ask to go to the room to write some more questions.

Parents always know their children well. Seeing Wei Mingxu sitting alone in the living room, Mrs. Wei sat beside him and asked in a low voice, "What's going on? Have you got into trouble with Xiaobao again?"

Wei Mingxu had mixed feelings in his heart and was at odds. His parents thought the relationship between their two sons was too close. Now it was Wei Mingxu who unilaterally supported Chen Jianan, but as for Chen Jianan, he was unmoved.

During the meal, Wei Hengyuan and his wife obviously hoped to draw in the relationship between the two children, and they talked a lot of good things about Wei Mingxu.Mrs. Wei peeled a shrimp for Chen Jianan, and said: "When you were born, you didn't like to eat, your body was weak, and your appetite was not good. It's very strange. As soon as my brother hugged you, you became good. Originally, my brother was studying abroad. I don’t come back often, I see that you listen to him the most, so I have to go home to coax you from time to time.”

Wei Hengyuan also echoed and said: "There are also times when you are not good in front of Mingxu. Once Mingxu didn't come home in the middle of the night, and as soon as he picked up Xiaobao, Xiaobao urinated on Mingxu. It was winter, and Mingxu's clothes I was pissed thoroughly by Xiaobao from the outside to the inside."

Chen Jianan was a little embarrassed, but he didn't say anything after all, and just concentrated on eating.Wei Mingxu knew that it would be difficult for Chen Jianan to be moved by such old memories without any memory points. For his parents, this is an unforgettable and fun thing to remember, but Chen Jianan knows nothing about it, even if he listens to his own past. It's like listening to someone else's story.

Mrs. Wei was rambling: "You always like to follow your brother, and you have to stagger after him when you just learned to walk. As long as Mingxu is at home, you ignore anyone. So after you lose, your brother I always feel regretful, thinking that I took you out but didn't take good care of you."

When Chen Jianan heard this, his head, which was about to be buried in the bowl just now, suddenly lifted up. He was a little dazed, and asked, "Is it because of this?"

Wei Mingxu's heart raised again, that's right, Chen Jianan still doesn't know why he lost himself, he doesn't know, and still has this attitude, what if he knows?

The two elders felt the sudden strange atmosphere among the children. Chen Jianan stared straight at Wei Mingxu. Wei Mingxu had never been so nervous.A good meal is destined to break up unhappy, Wei Mingxu finally spoke, he said: "Let's go to the balcony and chat."

The parents were very considerate. They got up and went back to the bedroom, leaving the entire living room to the dining room for the two children.

The restaurant is only a few steps away from the balcony. Chen Jianan followed behind Wei Mingxu, and suddenly recalled Yu Ting's beautiful and shrewd face. He remembered Yu Ting's mysterious and mysterious saying: "He never celebrates birthdays, because ah, his precious brother is Lost it on his birthday."

"Mind if I smoke?" Wei Mingxu entered the balcony, closed the floor-to-ceiling glass sliding door, and immediately cut off an independent space. Chen Jianan was a little uncomfortable staying in such a closed space with Wei Mingxu. He pushed open the window and said, "Smoke Bar."

"I didn't tell you before, it was negligence, and there were some elements of luck in it. I didn't expect that I would always be like this. I can procrastinate as long as I can. I am actually a weak person." Wei Mingxu took a deep breath of the cigarette, half a wisp of smoke ring He didn't spit it out, but sucked it all into his lungs, as if this was the only way for him to tell the difficult truth.

"I was going to celebrate my birthday that year. The birthday banquet was held in the old house. At that time, the family had moved to the house you had been to, so everything in the old house had to be prepared. I took you there in advance that day. Now, the heating in the house is too hot, you can’t stay, you want to play in the yard, I thought that there are so many people in the yard preparing things for the birthday banquet, so I let you out. Later, maybe it didn’t take long, I heard the helper say that you are missing. The old house is on the street, and surveillance was not developed at that time, so I never found it once I went out."

Chen Jianan looked out of the window from a distance. He felt that he had never been so clear-headed and rational as he is now. He asked Wei Mingxu: "This is an unintentional mistake. If you tell me, I can understand. But you have been delaying telling me, There should be something hidden." Chen Jianan turned his head to look at Wei Mingxu, and asked, "Why can't you look down on me? Haven't I always been very close to you and reluctant to part with you? What were you doing at that time?"

Wei Mingxu's hands were sweating profusely, he was extremely guilty, he hurriedly dodged Chen Jianan's gaze, and took another deep breath of a cigarette: "At that time, I had a person I liked, at that time he...he was living for me. Birthday……"

Chen Jianan is still very calm: "Is the person you like, your first love?"

Wei Mingxu was in a panic, eager to confess his heart and beg for a reprieve, and hurriedly said: "But we haven't contacted each other since you lost it. I just knew that I liked a man at that time. He was me...my first time...I really Still young, I don't know..."

Chen Jianan interrupted Wei Mingxu's unscrupulous words, and he smiled softly: "I know, he is your first love, your childhood sweethearts have a very special relationship. So what were you doing at that time? Holding hands and expressing heartfelt feelings? Kissing ? Make love?"

"I didn't!" Wei Mingxu immediately interrupted Chen Jianan: "I've never done it with him!"

Chen Jianan laughed again: "If you don't have sex, you just hold hands and kiss. The friendship of childhood sweethearts grew up together, and it's still the first love. I hide in a room where no one can see, and I feel romantic when I think about it." Chen Jianan looked yearning, He closed his eyes and said lightly, "I'm so envious."

"Do you know when was my first kiss?" Chen Jianan's closed eyelashes trembled wildly, Wei Mingxu suddenly had a very bad premonition, he suddenly didn't want to listen to Chen Jianan's next words, but Chen Jianan didn't give him this chance : "It's my benefactor who sent me to another person at the dinner table to play with. In the bathroom of the hotel, that person kissed me. You know, greasy lips sticking to my lips, it's not nice, I almost forgot about it myself, but now, I remember it again."