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Ever since he was questioned by Chen Jianan in the bathroom that day, Wei Mingxu hadn't bothered Chen Jianan anymore, but it didn't mean he didn't care about Chen Jianan's activities.The branch office is small, and Chen Jianan's every move is under Wei Mingxu's nose, which makes Wei Mingxu feel at ease. Even if Chen Jianan ignores him, he can work with ease.

Wei Mingxu didn't know how to explain his words and deeds to Chen Jianan. In fact, there was nothing to explain. Wei Mingxu had indeed forgotten that Chen Jianan's young body was in his arms at that time.Wei Mingxu pressed his temples and smiled wryly. It seemed that it was Chen Jianan's fault. After all, he was negligent and he was lucky.His intentions are indeed not as precious as Chen Jianan's. Wei Mingxu sometimes feels that he is a mediocre and vulgar middle-aged man, and his golden heart has long since been ground into sand when he was young. It is as difficult as climbing to the sky.

But thinking of the sex incident in Xishui Village, although Wei Mingxu knew it was wrong, he never regretted it.Among younger brothers and lovers, it is obvious that he cannot be a good brother and brother, and possess Chen Jianan as a lover. Wei Mingxu thinks that if time goes back, he will still do that.

The identity of the younger brother is the catalyst for Wei Mingxu's emotions.Once, after he and Chen Jianan ended, he was not without regrets or regrets, but Wei Mingxu thought that after losing his brother, he should have gotten used to and accept other losses in his life. He is not good at redeeming, and all the regrets in life Mo Jidu devoted himself to the great cause of finding his younger brother, Chen Jianan. At that time, the name rolled between his lips and teeth several times, and finally turned into a sigh.

Wei Mingxu is selfish and restrained.Emotionally, he didn't give his sincerity, even if his heart moved more than once, he still forcibly suppressed it.

But now, Wei Mingxu knows that karma is not good, and he is paying the price.To him, this was more like a long-delayed punishment, he was alive and awake watching how he was drained of the last drop of blood bit by bit.

In fact, Chen Jianan should do anything to him.Wei Mingxu is very aware of this not only because of his younger brother's identity, he liked Chen Jianan from the very beginning, but he made this love so unbearable and rough, it is really that he has lived for more than 30 years in vain, and he is not as transparent as Chen Jianan.

When Wei Mingxu was in the provincial capital, he seldom had such a lot of time to think wildly. He pushed forward this project with an attitude of overhanging the beam and stabbing the buttocks. This is compensation for Chen Jianan, and he must do well.Only at a foundation laying ceremony like today, Wei Mingxu was free to stare at Chen Jianan standing below while the government officials made long speeches.

A good thing happened in Dongzhen, and the leaders of the town were even more excited than the secretary of the provincial party committee. They paid high respect to the two big leaders who took the time to come, and talked for half an hour before finally giving up the stage to Wei Mingxu and the Secretary of the Provincial Party Committee.The two of them each shoveled a shovel of soil as a foundation, and the silly red silk was tied on it, and there were clicks and clicks of shutters all around.

Wei Mingxu can always easily fix his eyes on Chen Jianan. When he sees Chen Jianan looking forward to this place, he feels relieved and regrets at the same time.It would have been nice if I had come a few years earlier, Wei Mingxu thought, so that all the tragedies in the future would not happen.

But how can there be regret medicine in the world that can be sold?Wei Mingxu could be beaten and scolded by his parents, and Chen Jianan's cold eyes, but the heavy responsibility on him never gave him a chance to slack off and stagnate.Moreover, if he relaxes his work because of this, Chen Jianan will be farther away from him, Wei Mingxu thought.

After the foundation laying ceremony, Chen Jianan went to the break room as a staff member to serve tea and water for the leaders. He saw people in uniforms coming in from a distance, and he went straight to the room where he was talking about just now without even alarming the sharp-eyed reporters in front of the stage. Town leaders.They acted swiftly and mercilessly. Before Chen Jianan's thermos was plugged tightly, he was taken out.

Chen Jianan had never seen this situation before, and subconsciously cast a fearful look at Wei Mingxu. Wei Mingxu seemed to know that Chen Jianan wanted to see him, and when he met his eyes, he signaled him to come out with him.

The warrant of arrest and the gleaming handcuffs were still lingering in Chen Jianan's mind. He left behind all his complicated feelings for Wei Mingxu, and followed.

Wei Mingxu found a place away from people, and seeing Chen Jianan's obviously frightened face, he wanted to reach out to touch him to comfort him, but in the end he restrained himself, and said, "Don't be afraid, this is arranged, The new leader drawn by the provincial party committee will take a few days to take office, and today’s foundation laying ceremony must have a speech from the leader of the town, otherwise it would not be delayed until now to take him away.”

Chen Jianan nodded, not feeling very relieved, he stammered, "That that... that..."

After a long time, Chen Jianan didn't come out with anything, but Wei Mingxu seemed to have guessed what Chen Jianan was thinking, and said, "Don't worry, he is a huge amount of corruption. , me and Hengrun will be fine."

What Chen Jianan wanted to ask was answered by Wei Mingxu, and his fear just now dissipated suddenly, and only then did he realize that he was hopeless again just now.Standing in front of Wei Mingxu, Chen Jianan felt a little frustrated, so he quickly said "I see" and quickly left Wei Mingxu's sight.

This incident left Chen Jianan with lingering fears when he returned home. He didn't quite understand the policies and trends above his head, but he understood the reason why a new official took office. His mind went blank, until they left, he had a terrible idea in his mind, what if Wei Mingxu was the one who took away without any warning one day?

Hengrun's business has grown so big, and the tree is so big that it attracts the wind. Chen Jianan is worried that someone will follow Hengrun, and he is even more afraid that Hengrun and Wei Mingxu will not be able to stand the investigation.

Chen Jianan's growth trajectory lacked such things as "caring", which led to him not having any outstanding qualities of caring for others after he grew up. However, the uncontrollable concern he showed for Wei Mingxu over and over again made him feel the same. Understand that this is not a strong love cultivated in the day after tomorrow, but the support of the natural blood.

Sometimes Chen Jianan himself felt a little guilty. While he hated Wei Mingxu, he actually hated himself.A slap can't be slapped, I would like to support you at that time, none of them could have imagined that it would develop into this later.

When Chen Jianan is in pain, he will feel that he is to blame. After all, he should pay the price for his absurd and ignorant rash choices. The consequences of this price are shared by him and Wei Mingxu. It seems that fate has favored him.

When Wei Hengyuan and his wife didn't come, they would call Chen Jianan. Chen Jianan was not in a good mood, and he was unhappy when he called. After a few days of tossing, Mrs. Wei finally couldn't help asking: "Is Xiaobao in a bad mood recently? Isn't it?" It’s too tiring to read while working, so if you don’t want to work, let’s not do it first, and when you finish reading, there will be plenty of opportunities to work.”

Chen Jianan subconsciously refused: "No need! Work is fine!"

In fact, there are many problems at work. Wei Mingxu is very strict with his work. This is a rare big project for a branch company. The whole company is rushing with desperate energy from top to bottom. The newcomer is completely in a state of desperation, and even his cram school has not been properly attended for a week.

Mrs. Wei heard that Chen Jianan was so determined, so she changed the phrase and asked: "Ming Xu went over there to talk about things, did you meet? Did he make you sad again?"

Wei Mingxu previously said that his parents didn't know about his coming here, but now Mrs. Wei did not hesitate to tell the story. Obviously, his whereabouts have never been hidden from the elders in the family.Thinking about it, the two of them seem to be so entangled with each other that they are inseparable, but in the eyes of their parents, it is still a child's fight.

Seeing that Chen Jianan was silent, Mrs. Wei persuaded him: "Before Ming Xu left, he was afraid that his parents would stop him, so no one dared to tell, but he has gone through such a big fight, who can he hide from him?" Mrs. Wei sighed, and persuaded him. Said: "Xiaobao, mother talks too much, you and Mingxu are both parents' children. Although the palms and backs of your hands are full of flesh, but now you are more partial to you. If Mingxu did something to make you Sad and angry things, you don’t need to say, we will deal with him. But if he just wants to ease the relationship with you, can you, for the sake of parents, don’t resist so much. "

Chen Jianan's throat tightened, he held the phone and couldn't speak for a while, and Mrs. Wei over there sighed again: "Mom and Dad are getting old, and don't want to close their eyes in the future, and keep their own flesh and blood in this state. If you can't let go of the emotional matter for a while, then Xiaobao, do you try to accept it from the perspective of family affection. After all, he is also your brother. "

Chen Jianan didn't say whether it was good or bad, but just changed the question and asked, "Has he really been looking for me all this time?"

"Yes." Mrs. Wei said without the slightest hesitation, "When you were lost, your brother frantically looked for you. It's time to go back to school, and your brother actually said that he would suspend school."

Speaking of this, Mrs. Wei paused, and said with a little emotion: "He has very good grades, and he went to university before the age of 17. During those few years, he was a genius in the Chinese circle of overseas students. Later, it was confirmed that you were really lost. He signed up to join the army and stayed there for ten years, but he never let go of looking for you. He didn't go home for ten years, but he actually contacted many similar families in the army who were looking for relatives. He has been subsidizing some public welfare organizations, and after retiring from the army, he established his own family tracing organization."

Mrs. Wei sighed, and said, "Xiaobao, if anyone in the whole family has put in the most effort to find you, it must be Mingxu."

Chen Jianan held his mobile phone and didn't know what to say. Sometimes he imagined that if he hadn't been taken care of by Wei Mingxu, the younger brother that Wei Mingxu had spent countless time and effort to find might just be a narrow-minded, dull boy from Xishui Village. He will encounter countless obstacles in the process of integrating into the family, and many small things will pierce his sensitive heart.

But both he and Wei Mingxu have seen each other in the most naked, honest and chaotic way, which makes him not so embarrassed when he returns to his family, because he suffered outside and around Wei Mingxu, so The whole family including Wei Mingxu always accommodated him.

"Mom." Chen Jianan finally said, "Actually... Actually, the matter of nurturing... was that we were willing to fight and suffer. Me, me at that time, I was also obsessed with ghosts."

After a long silence, Mrs. Wei said: "It's okay, Xiaobao, everyone has to bear the consequences of their own choices, and no one can choose to indulge their lives, just like you and Ming Xu, you seemed to be Everyone gets what they need, but none of you can bear the actual consequences. You were in so much pain before, and even though your parents were distressed, they really couldn’t do anything about it. Whether you think about it or not, put the past aside for now. , live a good life in the future, okay?"

Chen Jianan's nose was a little sour, and after a long time, he responded in a low voice: "I understand."