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When leaving City B, Chen Jianan inevitably had some nostalgia and reluctance in his heart. He had stayed in this city for three years.When he had nothing, he was full of determination to take root here and stay here, but three years later, he had a house, a car, money, and the family he had longed for, and he chose to escape.

Chen Jianan remembered what Mrs. Wei said again. In fact, Chen Jianan still couldn't accept this incident in his heart. It was too sudden. He even secretly expected that it was the Wei Mingxu family who made a mistake, or the paternity test.

What can a birthmark mean?Chen Jianan thought that he had no memory of his biological parents at all, maybe he really made a mistake.

Soon, Chen Jianan fell asleep with his own cranky thoughts accompanied by the buzzing sound of the fuselage.

In the dream, he dreamed of Wei Mingxu again. It should be that they were still in the foster relationship. Wei Mingxu lost his temper at him with a cold face. He was at a loss. He didn't know what made Wei Mingxu angry again, so he could only apologize repeatedly.

When he woke up from the dream, the plane was flying steadily above the clouds. Chen Jianan felt that this was not a dream. Such scenes had happened countless times.They have never been different, never, never a family.

After returning to his hometown in the provincial capital, life passed slowly. Chen Jianan moved into the new house where he only lived for one night, and began to really open the books to learn something.

He remembered that when Wei Mingxu made his own future plans, he was flattered, but thinking about it now, it was just Wei Mingxu's compensation.Chen Jianan no longer needed Wei Mingxu's kind of make-up, which was better than nothing, he had to make his own decision.

There are not many majors that adults can apply for in the college entrance examination. Wei Mingxu doesn't want to leave his hometown to study. He wants to study in a school in his hometown.When thinking this way, Wei Mingxu comforted himself by confirming the word hometown, yes, this is his hometown, and city B is just his distant and deep dream.

Chen Jianan hesitated for a while on the question of applying for the major. The subjects that can be selected in the adult college entrance examination are limited. Foreign languages ​​are too difficult and his foundation is too poor. The law is serious and solemn, but Chen Jianan feels that he is too contemptuous. , the Chen family men all have their own worries, they come and go, and they are always vacillating.

Chen Jianan thought that if he couldn't solve such a problem by himself, then he would be too useless. In addition to spending time reading books, he also spent a lot of time thinking about professional things.

Chen Mao contacted him once and wanted to ask him to go out to play together. Then Chen Jianan said that he had left City B and returned to his hometown. Chen Mao was very shocked. It was inconvenient to explain the reason to Chen Mao. It is to prepare for the exam and come back to review and prepare for the exam.

Chen Mao was even more shocked.

Everyone in Xishui Village is poor and short-sighted, and all the colleges admitted to the market are already outstanding students. For decades, there has not been a golden phoenix in the village. It can be seen that they do not have the soil to raise scholars. The well-behaved Chen Jianan suddenly said Chen Mao was really taken aback by the exam.

Chen Mao then asked, what should Mr. Wei do if Chen Jianan returned to his hometown like this.

After returning to his hometown, Chen Jianan deliberately let himself forget the things between him and Wei Mingxu, and also deliberately forgot the existence of Wei Mingxu. When Chen Mao mentioned it, his heart suddenly ached again, and the familiar feeling of suffocation enveloped Chen Jianan again, so he After vaguely explaining "it's broken", he hung up the phone in a hurry.

He still couldn't think about it, and felt sad when he thought about it, Chen Jianan stood on the balcony and took a few big gulps of air to suppress the discomfort just now.

In fact, Chen Jianan is not quite used to life in his hometown, the provincial capital. The climate here is drier. In the old industrial city, there are often choking particles floating in the sky.Chaotic urban planning, congested urban traffic, and being alone all made Chen Jianan feel out of place.

He felt like that, all alone, with nowhere to land.He didn't feel that he was from Xishui Village before, and after escaping there, he couldn't accept his background. He was only 21 years old, but he felt that he had been on the run for more than 20 years.

When Chen Jianan can't read the book, he will turn on the live broadcast to chat with the people in the live broadcast room. He is very lonely, his heart is empty, and he always doesn't know where to fall.

After several live broadcasts, Xie Ziyi contacted Chen Jianan and said that while watching the live broadcast, he felt that Chen Jianan's personality had changed a lot, and he was not as lively and outgoing as before.

Chen Jianan was afraid that Xie Ziyi would get to the bottom of it. Subconsciously, he had classified Xie Ziyi into the same group as Wei Mingxu and his class. They didn't understand the sorrows and joys of people like Chen Jianan, so they could only say lightly, "Why don't you eat minced meat?" .

But Xie Ziyi was considerate and considerate, and felt that Chen Jianan didn't want to continue the topic, so he quickly changed the topic and asked Chen Jianan what school and major he was preparing for the exam.

Wei Mingxu was also watching Chen Jianan's live broadcast, but he didn't dare to spend a lot of money on giving gifts. He was afraid that he would be seen by Chen Jianan, so he had to watch silently.See if Chen Jianan has lost weight recently, and whether his mental state is okay, he is always eager to use the small screen of his mobile phone to spy on Chen Jianan's current life.

Wei Mingxu missed Chen Jianan very much, but he also forcibly restrained himself not to inquire about Chen Jianan's news, and not to disturb his recent situation.

The results of the paternity test were placed in the second drawer on the left hand side of his desk, together with Chen Jianan's foster contract, and there were still lewd photos of him and Chen Jianan in his mobile phone when they were tumbling and entangled on the bed. Chen Jianan's The social account will also be updated from time to time. He has no intention of taking care of the purchasing business, and Wei Mingxu will take over for him, allowing Xiao Sun and the housekeeper abroad to support him.

Chen Jianan is not there, but everything about Chen Jianan is by Wei Mingxu's side, like a shadow, everywhere.Sometimes Wei Mingxu would wake up suddenly in the middle of the night, waking up from the empty and frightening dream. Wei Mingxu would miss Chen Jianan very, very much. Many times he wanted to drop what he was doing and go directly to Chen Jianan, but he couldn't.

He can't casually leave the family business behind, it's not only the business of his father and him, but also the business of Chen Jianan, the bricks and tiles of the Hengrun Group building, if Chen Jianan wants it, Wei Mingxu is willing to give it up.

But Wei Mingxu is also very clear that what he owes Chen Jianan cannot be compensated by money or other things.Just the ups and downs and humiliation he brought to Chen Jianan was enough for him to regret, not to mention the criticism and contempt for Chen Jianan from the outside world during the existence of their nurturing contract.

Every time Wei Mingxu thought of this, he felt that the two of them had reached a dead end, and the initiative was completely in Chen Jianan's hands. If Chen Jianan didn't let go, Wei Mingxu didn't even have the chance to beg for a comeback.

But will Chen Jianan let go?Wei Mingxu didn't dare to have too much hope.

When autumn came, Gu Ning finally decided to leave the country. He had many closed doors, and gradually realized that the development of the domestic industry was far faster than the cooling of human relations. Only then did he realize that Wei Mingxu had been tolerant and generous to him before.

Gu Ning was the same age as Wei Mingxu, and at this age he still hadn't achieved anything, so he wanted to make a last effort emotionally. He sent a message to Wei Mingxu, hoping to say goodbye.

Of course, Wei Mingxu is no longer that boy who only puts emotion first, he ignored Gu Ning at first, until Gu Ning sent a message to Wei Mingxu again: "Are you still blaming me for that little lover? That's why I refuse to come, Ming Xu, I also have my own difficulties, I hope we can meet each other."

Wei Mingxu sensitively grasped the information in Gu Ning's words that he had never understood, and then he accepted Gu Ning's invitation.

Gu Ning invited him to a restaurant near their home when he was a child. The time-honored hot-boiled mutton is actually not suitable for eating these, but Gu Ning can't care about that much anymore. He hopes to use this to evoke Wei Mingxu's thin youthful memories .

Wei Mingxu came quickly, and Gu Ning had already ordered the dishes. The thinly sliced ​​mutton was tossing in the pot. Gu Ning greeted him with a smile: "Mingxu, sit down, if you don't eat meat, you will get old."

Wei Mingxu loosened his tie, and the first thing he said after sitting down was, "What do you mean by 'little lover'?"

Gu Ning's complexion changed, he never expected that he would miss it, thinking that Chen Jianan was a coquettish idiot, after suffering such grievances, he would definitely report to Wei Mingxu with embellishment, according to Wei Mingxu's character, if he listened Seeing that the little lover complained like this would arouse his disgust, but it didn't occur to him that Chen Jianan didn't tell Wei Mingxu at all.

Right now, he doesn't tell himself. If he tells a lie, Wei Mingxu will definitely become suspicious. If he tells the truth, he can't predict Wei Mingxu's reaction.But Gu Ning quickly realized that Wei Mingxu had ignored him before, and was invited to come when he mentioned his little lover, which actually explained everything.

At this time, Wei Mingxu, who was sitting opposite him, also came to his senses. He said in a deep voice, "Bai Jinyi kidnapped him, and you also participated, right? What did you do? Send me a photo? Or did you help Bai Jinyi kidnap someone?"

The hot soup steamed into a milky white mist. Through this layer of mist, Gu Ning finally realized that he could no longer see Wei Mingxu's face clearly. In other words, he no longer knew Wei Mingxu, nor was he the irreplaceable one in Wei Mingxu's eyes. people.

He smiled dejectedly, and said, "It doesn't matter what I did. You have already guessed that I was involved in this matter. Which step I am responsible for specifically, is there anything worth investigating?"

Wei Mingxu nodded and said, "That's right." He stretched out his hand to disperse the mist, and said, "Gu Ning, there are some things I didn't say before, and I wanted to rot them in my stomach for the rest of my life. Yes, but I want us to start well and end well. I didn’t invest in your project, it’s not that I don’t miss the past, if you say you have encountered any difficulties in life, I can help you, but I am a businessman after all, I have no obligation and I will never I will use my career as a tool to support others."

Gu Ning doesn't want to listen anymore. Is there anything more painful than being exposed face to face with his inner expectations?Gu Ning began to laugh hard.

"You don't need to use the past as a bargaining chip anymore, Gu Ning, look forward to it. I lost my...brother because of the immaturity of the two of us more than ten years ago, this is already painful enough, I I can't apologize to him again and again." Wei Mingxu said.

Gu Ning's eyes were red, and he said hoarsely: "I know, I know that you have been blaming me since you lost your brother. I also blame myself, but Ming Xu..."

"No but, it's not your fault." Wei Mingxu interrupted Gu Ning, "It's the two of us who are inseparable from his loss. Whether I blame you or not, this is a fact."

Gu Ning was disheartened, and said: "Even if you and I are both responsible for this, but the tragedy has already happened, Ming Xu, shouldn't you look forward like you advised me?" He smiled to himself He said: "You have already looked forward. Ming Xu, you like your little lover, very much, don't you?"

Wei Mingxu said without thinking, "I love him."

Gu Ning felt lost, and said: "At first, I thought that at our age, after going through so many ups and downs, it would be difficult to talk about love again. I admit defeat and wish you all."

Wei Mingxu got up and was about to leave. Before leaving, he said: "You don't need to bless us. Gu Ning, whatever you have done, you should be prepared to bear the consequences. We will see you again."

Sitting in the car, Wei Mingxu loosened his tie irritably. Chen Jianan was kidnapped by Bai Jinyi, which was the trigger of his breakup with Chen Jianan. That incident made him hurt Chen Jianan's heart severely. Naturally, he hurt Chen Jianan's heart It happened more than once, but this incident made him lose Chen Jianan.

If he hadn't learned that Chen Jianan was his own younger brother, he might even have lost Chen Jianan forever.

And if, if it wasn't for his arrogance and arrogance, which hurt Chen Jianan time and time again, now, he should show his identity as a qualified lover to seek justice for Chen Jianan.Rather than say two ambiguous words, and then run away.

As the autumn wind gradually rises, Wei Mingxu always feels bleak, and he misses Chen Jianan very much.Chen Jianan is so lively and cute, even if he ignores him, he can still have fun playing alone, he is a bit silly talker.

Thinking of this, Wei Mingxu felt sad again, he thought of Chen Jianan's appearance when he left, he was so depressed, it was Wei Mingxu himself who made him become like this.