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Chen Jianan found it strange that he could hear other people talking, he could even hear the insects flapping their wings in the courtyard, and the sound of hot oil sizzling in the kitchen, but when Wei Mingxu opened his mouth, his mind was in chaos and buzzing , can't hear anything.

Wei Mingxu looked at Chen Jianan sadly, Chen Jianan felt strange, it was you who took care of your younger brother, and you hurt me, why are you sad?

Chen Jianan vomited until his stomach started to turn sour, then he managed to stand up straight and whispered, "I'm leaving."

As soon as he said this, Madam Wei burst into tears again, she cried and said, "Xiaobao, your home is here, where are you going?"

Chen Jianan immediately became nervous. He took two steps back, standing at a seemingly safe distance, and quickly said: "You must have made a mistake, please check carefully, I really have to leave .”

"Then mother will see you off!" Mrs. Wei stepped forward again and said eagerly.

Chen Jianan obviously couldn't accept Mrs. Wei. For him, Mrs. Wei told him the truth, as if dragging him into the dark bottom of the sea. He has been short of oxygen, and he dare not approach Mrs. Wei anymore.

"Let me see you off, I'll take you back to your home." Wei Hengyuan, who hadn't shown up until now, stood at the door at some point.

Wei Hengyuan was majestic, but also reliable. Wei Mingxu's temperament was in the same line as him. It was easy for Chen Jianan to trust such a person. He showed rare intimacy to Wei Hengyuan and nodded slowly.

Wei Mingxu breathed a sigh of relief, handed the car keys to his father, and whispered, "Be careful on the road."

After getting into the car, Chen Jianan fastened his seat belt nervously, holding the seat belt tightly with his fingers, and carefully looked at Wei Hengyuan.

Chen Jianan was confused when facing Wei Mingxu and Mrs. Wei, but he was very sober when facing others. Sitting in the co-pilot seat, recalling Mrs. Wei's words, Chen Jianan finally combined the unfamiliar word "father" with People around you draw an equal sign.

Wei Hengyuan started the car, and first said to Chen Jianan: "I haven't driven for a long time, you have to fasten your seat belt and show me the way, can you do it?"

Wei Hengyuan is over 60 years old this year, but for many of his peers who are engaged in business and politics, this age is actually a golden age, but Wei Hengyuan retired early and no longer participated in the labor-intensive company affairs. His thinking is as clear as others. Energy is more abundant than others.

In Chen Jianan's limited contact with Wei Hengyuan, he only felt that Wei Hengyuan was unsmiling, like all the patriarchs of big families, serious and dull, and once he spoke, it would be a big deal.

But Chen Jianan did not expect that Wei Hengyuan was actually very approachable. On the way to drive him home, Wei Hengyuan did not tell him about his life experience and family affairs as Chen Jianan worried, but told him anecdotes along the way.

Those who are engaged in real estate development will inevitably have some things that they have to believe, so they pay more attention and have many interesting stories.Wei Hengyuan drove past a community, and talked to Chen Jianan about the housing prices in this area, and what kind of language loopholes the developers exploited in their marketing methods in order to sell more houses.

Chen Jianan found it very interesting.It's not just that what Wei Hengyuan said is interesting, but the fact that Wei Hengyuan told him a story is already interesting.In Chen Jianan's growth experience, the old lady can barely be regarded as half of the role of mother, but the role of father has always been blank around Chen Jianan.That's why Chen Jianan fell in love with Wei Mingxu who was so much older than him. In some respects, Chen Jianan inevitably had some patriarchal complexes.

But when he really got along with Wei Hengyuan, Chen Jianan realized that this is what a real father should be like.Those deliberately distant contacts before were a kind of restrained care, but now his witty narration and his careful and appropriate care gave Chen Jianan a very fresh feeling.

The time spent with Dad became very short, and soon they arrived at the downstairs of Chen Jianan's house. Wei Hengyuan parked the car and asked him, "Can I go up?"

Chen Jianan tried to move his ankle, nodded and said, "It should be possible."

Wei Hengyuan smiled: "I think you can too, you are a man, just persevere. Get home and apply some medicine, don't move around, it will be fine tomorrow morning. Huh?"

Chen Jianan hummed, he was reluctant to get out of the car, Wei Hengyuan didn't urge him, and said: "I won't go up, I will ask my aunt at home to make delicious food for you tomorrow."

Chen Jianan hummed in a low voice. He wanted to leave just like that, but he couldn't rest assured. After dawdling for a long time, it was Wei Hengyuan who spoke first: "Don't worry, I won't let him bother you."

With this promise, Chen Jianan was finally relieved, he dawdled for a while, and choked out a sentence in a voice that was softer than a mosquito's cry: "Thank you..."

Naturally, Wei Hengyuan couldn't expect Chen Jianan to open his heart after a trip, and it would be a big improvement if he could put down his guard. Wei Hengyuan nodded and said, "Go back quickly. Remember to apply the medicine."

It wasn't until Chen Jianan's figure disappeared from sight that Wei Hengyuan pressed his temple wearily, and two lines of tears flowed down the corners of his eyes.He took out his phone and called Wei Mingxu, saying, "Come and pick me up."

Less than 5 minutes after hanging up the phone, Wei Mingxu appeared outside the car window. He knocked on the car window, and Wei Hengyuan opened the car door and sat in the co-pilot's seat.

On the way home, the father and son kept silent until halfway through, when Wei Hengyuan asked, "Will you blame me and your mother?"

Wei Mingxu shook his head, "Of course I won't, I'm just afraid... I'm afraid he will blame you."

Wei Hengyuan smiled helplessly, and said: "There is no way to blame. Nights are long and dreamy. We are old and can no longer be like you young people. If you do something wrong, you can wait to start all over again. You can understand that we are selfish, but Mingxu, your mother and I really can't think of a good way to take care of your feelings and reunite the family."

Wei Mingxu became more and more ashamed, and said, "It was I who made things deadlocked."

"If you can't break it, you can't stand it." Wei Hengyuan said. "Don't bother Xiaobao recently. This is what I mean and what he means. He needs to calm down."

The Sword of Damocles finally came down, Wei Mingxu nodded silently, and after a while he said with difficulty: "Okay."

When Chen Jianan returned home, he was a little dazed. Every corner of the room was filled with the aura of Wei Mingxu, and even the aura of Wei Mingxu's former lover.

Chen Jianan's chest began to hurt again, and he felt nauseated.Like Wei Mingxu's former lover, Chen Jianan and Wei Mingxu had wanton sex in this house, their body fluids mingled and their limbs intertwined.And Chen Jianan was different from them, what he and Wei Mingxu could fuse together was not only the white semen, but also the red blood.

They are brothers.

They are actually brothers.

Chen Jianan rushed into the bathroom again and spat out "wow".He didn't have much to throw up, but he just felt sick.Not only the incest of the brothers is disgusting, but also the other people who used to exist in this room.

Chen Jianan thought he had to leave this time.When he learned that he was bought, he imagined countless times what kind of family he would have when he returned to his family, whether he would have a loving mother and serious father, and whether he would be welcomed by them .

In the past, Chen Jianan even thought that when he saw his parents, he must ask why he had never been looked for all these years, and why he had been lost for so many years.

But now, Chen Jianan doesn't need to ask, he knows that his parents and family have never given up their search for him, and he even went to the site of the organization that was specially established for him.

But this world is really too absurd. He was born with a golden spoon in his mouth, then grew up with difficulty in the cracks, and finally he sold himself to someone like the proud son of heaven, who turned out to be his own brother.

Chen Jianan lay on the toilet to cool down for a while, and finally turned on the shower head.

He had never felt so dirty and disgusting. He had sex with his brother more than once, and even, not long ago, they were on the wooden bed where he grew up.

Wei Mingxu knew everything. At that time, even earlier, he already knew everything, but he didn't show it at all, and then he had sex with himself.

Chen Jianan even took him back to his home.

He thought it was the beginning of them opening their hearts to understand each other, and he thought it was a relationship of equality and respect, so he laid out the side of himself that he was least willing to show to others for Wei Mingxu to see.

Xishui Village is the nightmare of Chen Jianan's embarrassing childhood and tragic life experience. He thought that bringing Wei Mingxu back would mean that he finally got out of the nightmare and started a new life. Into a deeper and darker nightmare.

Chen Jianan felt that he was really going to collapse, he swept away those expensive bottles and jars on the bathroom table, the aroma soon evaporated, and countless white foams were washed out by the hot water.

He seemed to suddenly understand why Wei Mingxu suddenly changed his mind, why he responded to his requests, why he cared about his study, and why he wanted to go to Xishui Village with him.

It's not because Wei Mingxu loves him so much that he can't leave him, and it's not because he, Chen Jianan, is so charming that it's hard for Wei Mingxu to leave.Wei Mingxu did all this just because he was his younger brother.

Everyone in their family knew about it. Only Chen Jianan was kept in the dark. He thought that he could finally be loved and accepted by the family of the person he loved.God knows how happy he used to be, even Wei Mingxu's parents liked me so much, I was more powerful than Qianjin Miss Bai Jinyi, Chen Jianan was once so complacent.

He thought of Yu Ting, Bai Jinyi, Gu Ning, Xue Kuang, and even Xie Ziyi. Wei Mingxu was no different from them. He knew that they all looked down on him. Give you a helping hand when you are in trouble, and give you two supercilious eyes at any time when you are unhappy.

Just like Gu Ning, even if he has fallen down and is no longer a member of that class, the attitude of the people around Gu Ning is stronger than the attitude towards Chen Jianan, they have not even given Chen Jianan a little bit of respect that belongs to ordinary people .

The same goes for Wei Mingxu.

Until Wei Mingxu until he was his younger brother, so he changed his mind, he would be gentle and considerate, and he could also be kind and patient.But all of this is not for Chen Jianan, Chen Jianan is still that Chen Jianan, and all the tenderness is given to Wei Mingxu's precious brother.

Chen Jianan slowly soaked into the bathtub, the warm water gradually submerged his body, his heart seemed to be soaked in water, wet, heavy and heavy, he never wanted to hold such a heart handed over.