die for

Ruan Qingjue was really stimulated by the man's words, the dream was full of Kong Sang's little figure chasing after him when he was a child, his innocent eyes contained the principles of life and death.

Like a mortal child, he secretly went to the school at the foot of the mountain to eavesdrop, and brought back the little girl he liked to piss him off.

This little thing has never been a fuel-efficient lamp. He thought that this unlucky boy would be angry with him for a long time, but he didn't expect it to end so soon.

He, who hated children like this, would feel uncomfortable.

If he hadn't been hugged by this little thing when he first met and yelled "Mom, whose pronunciation is not so standard", maybe he would have gone home straight away.

From the moment the seal was released, the man's faith came back, but his family died.

Ruan Qingjue may never understand the belief of God in his whole life, because he is selfish.

He hooked the corners of his mouth and pulled out a smile. His throat, which had long been unable to make a sound, was already numb from the pain, and he was also numb.

It's long overdue to be numb.

Why does a killing weapon have thoughts?He should have no feelings, no beliefs, no everything.

But Donghuang pulled him out of the supposedly dark world, and the black snake made him understand what love is. He spent almost his whole life hanging around Da Si Ming, but in the end he was just a passerby by their side.

He was not as lucky as Su Wan. The reason why he poured Su Wan's soul into Shao Si Ming's reincarnated body was because he was unwilling, he was jealous.

But he is the only one who knows, so that he can hug Su Wan, even if Shao Si Ming and Su Wan become one person, at least she can live well, at least she can tell people that I am Su Wan and not Shao Si Ming, only she doesn't want to , she can still struggle.

But what chance does he have?

Going out of the door can make people become hedgehogs, and even if there is no chance to stop it, no one will be gone.

He didn't know, just as he was laughing at himself, the raindrops fell again, and the gradually transparent hand was firmly held.

The man dressed in black squatted down and looked at him coldly, his left eye was as black as a long night, and his right eye was as golden as the setting sun.

The black hair tied into a bunch by the headband was swept by the wind, and the broken sword on the mountain was instantly shattered.

"Father..." Kong Sang called softly, the voice was so ruthless that even he trembled.

He wanted to ask Ruan Qingjue, why did he forget about Ruan Qingjue after just sitting in the room for a while?Why can't he be more clear about his memory of his past lives when the seal is lifted, but only this person's position is vacant?

If he hadn't planted a demon in his heart, would this person be forgotten and died here today?

No wonder he let the seal loose...

He held the needle on Ruan Qingjue's body, and gently pushed the needle out of his body.

He didn't know why he was angry and why he was sad.He moved very slowly, as if silently aggravating the pain of the other party, but also as if he couldn't bear him to experience severe pain, and he was extra careful with every movement.

Raindrops fell on Ruan Qingjue's face, he lowered his head and let the rain collect, tears fell down like tears.

He thought, is it because he told Bai Lin not to believe in God that the Chen Dynasty was destroyed?Is it because the queen has been favored by him before going on the old road?

Kong Sang brought the hand that had held the long needle under his nose, smelled the fragrance of life, and suddenly understood why Ruan Qingjue became what he is now.

But how can he comfort this person under his body of abandoning desire?

Ruan Qingjue felt that all the support from her body was being torn off, and she was carefully hugged into her arms.He opened those absent-minded eyes, and struggled to avoid it, "Long time no see, Chief Si Ming... Please let me go."

Ruan Qingjue didn't know what he was like now, his right hand, whose palm had almost disappeared, was firmly held by Kong Sang, and his wrist was soon bruised.

Ruan Qingjue sneered and lowered her eyes, "I can't keep the seal like this now, I thought I would give you amnesia after the seal, did it fail?"

"You did it on purpose?" A large blood-red pattern quickly appeared on the side of Kongsang's face, almost covering the entire face.

The demon planted in his heart finally drew him some popularity. He looked at Ruan Qingjue's still-disappearing hand, took out four rings that were the same as those on his neck, and put them on him without hesitation.

Ruan Qingjue struggled and slapped him, the force was as light as scratching.

He suppressed his voice and said, "Get out! A bastard who doesn't even know my name, why is he acting affectionate here?"

Kong Sang suppressed his struggle, thinking of himself when he was inexplicably forgotten in the house, so dazed and powerless, nothing but regret was uncontrollable grief.

He clearly doesn't remember anything, but he knows that he has lost the most important thing in the world.

He looked at Su Wan who was pouring tea for him, he could even tell from his clear memory that they met for the first time, but that person, even his name, couldn't remember even a stroke.

Kong Sang controlled the shackles and stifled Ruan Qingjue's breathing, watching the man still lying on his back in his arms calmly, his bleeding body collapsed on the ground like a mass of rotten flesh.

Kong Sang let him go, "I remember your name, Ruan Qingjue, you forced me to be your son, but I didn't expect you to be more affectionate than me."

Ruan Qingjue's body froze inexplicably, and the hand that had disappeared gradually recovered.

His shoulders trembled slightly, and he murmured, "What nonsense... Do you still remember? No, you can't remember, you! Cough cough..."

Ruan Qingjue suddenly panicked, coughing uncontrollably from the blood.

With that appearance, he was actually thankful that Kong Sang still remembered him.

But it was only for a moment before he said, "I lost my sword nearby, please help me find it."

Ruan Qingjue is so difficult to move now, Kong Sang went to look for it according to his words, he didn't expect Ruan Qingjue to stand up when he heard his footsteps walking away. fell to the ground.

He cursed in a low voice and crawled forward.

For no reason, he just didn't want to go back with Kong Sang, he just didn't want to see this person again.Whether the other party still remembers him or not.

He almost gave all his feelings to this son who would not exist forever, even though he was just the reincarnation of the chief minister whose divine power was sealed off, he still regarded Kongsang as an independent person.

He was afraid of facing Bai Lin's ending, and he didn't want to interfere with everything related to God.

"Ruan Qingjue!"

The long bloodstains kept moving forward, and Da Si Ming grabbed his arm and pulled him up. Ruan Qingjue didn't have to guess what he wanted to do.

He glared angrily at this silent but more stubborn person than anyone else.He didn't remember Ruan Qingjue's story, but he could see what a stubborn person he was, and he wouldn't go back with him even if he crawled.

He knew how hurtful he was to call him father without emotion, but he and Kong Sang were alone, so why would Ruan Qingjue refuse to accept it?

"Let go, Da Si Ming, I can't bear it." Ruan Qingjue tried to pierce Da Si Ming's fingers, "That's it..." I don't want to see you forget that I will fall in love with Su Wan completely in the future.

I also don't want you, as a god who has given up desires, to still linger in the human world.

And I... will never return to the heaven in this life.

Da Si Ming smiled coldly, "That's it? How about it? Ruan Qingjue, it's not easy for such an awkward person like you to live to this day."

Yes, it's not easy... Let the jade ornaments collected by the demon king perform all over the erotic palace, and you don't even have to take care of a young child. Every time you kill someone and go back, you have to wash off the skin so that you won't be discovered.

What is he drawing?

Now even he himself doesn't know.

God is eternal life, life is life, death is life, no matter how they die, they will be reborn, whether it is reincarnation or sex, it seems to them the same.

But a person may only see one reincarnation of God in his life, and he may not know that such a seemingly ordinary person is the reincarnation of God in his whole life.

How short is human life, but how long is God?

A person who has never really died will not understand this...

"Yeah... how about it, do you still want me to hate myself?"

Da Si Ming realized that he had said something wrong, Ruan Qingjue looked at him with absent-minded eyes, but couldn't reflect anything.

"your eyes?"

"Blind...God thinks I'm in the way and sealed it. When I get better, I'll go and see Young Master Zhang, and see if I can drive God into a hurry and kill me directly... It's fine if you don't give up your desires. You are more angry than angry." It's easier for them to..."

Ruan Qingjue half closed her eyes and fell asleep.

Da Si Ming made him so angry that he really wanted to strangle him. Fortunately, he brought some soothing herbs with him, and Ruan Qingjue finally stopped after smelling it too much.

He rubbed his forehead and picked him up carefully.I thought to myself, I really don't know which of the two of them is more of a bastard.