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It wasn't until Donghuang appeared that he really wanted to understand the cause and effect of his falling into a dream.

He hurt Lishou, and he also suffered from a bad situation. Later, for some reason, Gao Tao appeared and sealed him in his dream.These dreams were just his memories at first, and then they became his extravagant hopes.He even distorted their original nature to satisfy himself.

Because he was dissatisfied with the past results, he even wanted to turn things around.

But in fact, whether it's the Black Snake or Da Si Ming, it's just his own fantasy.These people have their own way to go, and it will not be his way at any time.

"Qing Jue, I heard that today is the Shangyuan Festival, a very lively festival in the human world, why don't you go out and have a look?" It was the first time Donghuang took him to the human world, Ruan Qingjue sat by the window, Back to being a child again.

It is bustling outside, the beautiful river lanterns run along the water, and the Kongming lanterns rise with the wind, full of the good wishes of the world.

This festival is so beautiful, carrying the happiness of all people.And they seemed out of place.

Ruan Qingjue said in a childish voice, "Qing Jue will go wherever foster father goes, and I won't go where foster father doesn't want to go."

The stubbornness and innocence of the past may be the best example of ridiculousness in the eyes of others.

Donghuang's hand was on his shoulder, just enough to reassure him, "Qing Jue, you have to learn to be alone."

"No, foster father, I'm afraid." Ruan Qingjue turned around and hugged Donghuang violently, crying very sadly.

Because she was still in a dream, and she couldn't control the dream by herself, so she had to follow her heart, so Ruan Qingjue was crying, but her soul was watching numbly.

He still remembered the body of the black snake pierced by thousands of arrows, and fell stiffly in his arms. He looked at the dried blood on his hands. These were not enough. His face, clothes, and blood were everywhere, all black snakes The blood is all because of him.

So he is soberly aware that these are false now, but he is still willing to be confused.

He doesn't want to wake up, he just wants to sink.

Because Donghuang is still alive here, he has not lost it yet.

He couldn't bear to part.

He doesn't want to recall the hurt.

He also didn't want to lose this so-called hard-won again.

Donghuang bent down, carefully wiped his tears, as gentle as ever, "Qing Jue..."

What is a child's wish?In a small world, not many people he knows, and events that can be counted on one hand, he just wants to cling to this person who treats him well forever.

And Ruan Qingjue, in reality, is no longer a child. He has lived for too long, much longer than the Twilight God, and his fear is no longer being left behind.

There is a deserted empty city in his heart, and the dead people can make this empty city full of life even if they just happen to pass by, but he can only watch the old man approaching in his dream, embracing his past self.

"People are doomed to be alone. This is a dead end that even God can't reverse. I don't want to be remembered by you after death. I only hope that one day you have nothing to do, and you can talk to your lover and say it casually. "I have a adoptive father who is very nice. "

The hard shell wrapped around the dream is getting thicker and thicker, sealing the heart that has long been dead, and even the heartless person who wakes up will only have tears from the corners of his eyes after falling into a dream.

But where is the only fetter he can use to heal?

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