omniscient god

choose A. hesitate

Facing Shisan's question, He Le hesitated.

This person has deceived him more than once, what kind of existence does he have in Shisan's heart?

A random toy?A prop worth utilizing?In the name of a ridiculous belief, Shisan never listened to his thoughts from the beginning to the end, and ran counter to him.

The Pope, who also has dual emotions of admiration and love for Hongyue, finally regarded "killing a lover is equal to owning" as the truth.

Thirteen is actually the same as the Pope?He will also be killed by Thirteen?

He Le closed his eyes, and all the things he and Shisan had experienced are still fresh in his memory.

Under the gorgeous fireworks, the sky is full of snow, and the dance floor is noisy.

They hid in the east of Hadfield City, and the abandoned church on the outskirts played a song "The Throne of God". With his body as a shield, He Le could not go against his own heart and fell into the sea with him.

Warm bonfire talks, ordinary daily life in the mechanical field, several entangled nights, the dwarf kingdom rescued the black dragon, enjoyed the sunset on the boulder cliff, shared rides across the abyss, tailor-made gifts...

And now, Thirteen's frankness and confession.

...is he really honest?

He Le was hesitant at this moment. His adventures with Shisan were sometimes thrilling and sometimes extremely romantic. They changed from ordinary friends to enemies and then to lovers.

But He Le couldn't forgive Shisan's original intention.

Everything is false, from the very beginning when he came into this world, it was Thirteen's conspiracy.

"I..." He Le lowered his head, "I don't know."

He could only give Thirteen such an ambiguous answer.

"Why..." Thirteen couldn't understand the reason for He Le's hesitation, and he repeated in a broken voice, "Why? Why? Why?"

"You're not like this, you wouldn't make such a contradictory choice! That's not you!" Thirteen stood up and shook He Le desperately. The excessive force caused the person imprisoned on the throne to suffer unbearably.

He Le was overwhelmed, and shouted: "Because you lied to me again!" His voice sank slowly, "I can't count how many times you have lied to me."

Thirteen's eyes widened, and he took a step back involuntarily.

"Sorry, I can no longer trust you."

A sentence was thrown on Shisan like a death notice. He tried his best to suppress his emotions and his chest heaved. This feeling of being unable to control himself made him very uncomfortable. Thirteen's eyes were red and he choked up: "So? You want to leave me ?"

"No, I don't understand... Sorry, I'm confused, I really don't know." He Le explained painfully, but he couldn't dig into his true thoughts at all, or he didn't have the courage to reject Thirteen, There are endless contradictions.

The successive apologies did not get any response from the other party. He Le raised his head, and the scene in front of him shocked him - Shisan was actually crying...

Those beautiful red eyes had completely lost their luster, overwhelmed by a feeling called despair.The appearance of his tears is still beautiful, the tears are crystal clear, sliding down the cheeks, He Le even has an illusion, the tears fall to the ground, will they turn into hot pearls?

Thirteen still had a self-deprecating smile on the corner of his mouth, which was completely opposite to the crying appearance. The smile became bigger and bigger and more exaggerated, until when he burst out laughing, he tilted his head, as if he had figured it out and was ready to face the cruelty. reality.

His love for He Le comes from the bottom of his heart, this person is his hope and his light, unique.

He knows He Le.

At first, he was afraid that the other party would know his ultimate goal, and then he would hate him deeply, so he deliberately left, keeping a not too close or far distance from He Le.He secretly watched everything about He Le, on the surface he pretended not to care, and pretended to be free and easy, but as he came into contact, the surging emotions engulfed him like a tide.

Once around He Le, Shisan wants to see him blushing with fear or nervous expression, to see him restless, troubled, sad, and determined for himself.

Thirteen wanted to get close to him, tentatively at first.He comforted himself, just a little, it doesn't matter, they can still keep their distance.

Later, this "little bit" became an unrestrained request.

He likes He Le, loves to the bone marrow.When this approach reaches a critical point, if you move a little bit, the tulle layer will be pierced at any time, Thirteen thought frantically, it doesn't matter, nothing matters anymore.

Even if He Le didn't choose him in the end, rejected him, and couldn't understand him.Thirteen must also keep him by his side forever. No matter how terrible the method is, He Le only belongs to him...

"I'm at a loss." Thirteen's voice trembled.

How can it fall?I have nothing left.

"You will never leave me, that kind of thing can't happen." A momentary outburst of madness and then turned into a wonderful calmness, his face returned to the mask of a smile, moving the corners of his mouth, but he couldn't move his cold pupils.

How could you let go of the light you caught?

After leaving such a sentence, Thirteen left the central control room.

The surroundings are completely closed, and the two iron doors remain motionless.He Le was numb to the sound of machinery running in his ears, and only the cold machines and cables were in his sight.

Mechanical field, Thirteen's home, there will be no other people here, let alone other creatures, except them.

How many days?What day is today?

He Le couldn't see the sunrise and sunset. For countless days and nights, he leaned on the false throne like an idol, providing elemental energy for the control fortress.

Thirteen carefully prepared delicious meals for him, cleaned his body with his own hands, hugged him, kissed him, and became one with him.He Le turned his head and refused, Shisan would use brute force to hold him down, always causing him pain, Shisan would comfort him gently.

At first, He Le still had guilt in his eyes. He tried to communicate with Thirteen. The man smiled and listened to his request, and then said: "I love you, dear He Le, my God, you can't walk away from me leave."

Later, resentment filled his brain, and he spoke harsh words to Thirteen, but the man still repeated these words as if he had collapsed.

He tried hunger strike, nutrition syringe stuck into his arm, no need to eat anymore; he tried silent resistance, Shisan didn't mind, the man talked to himself indifferently in his ear, everything was as usual; he did the worst Self-mutilation, hit the back of the chair with the back of the head, Shisan put a soft pillow on him, he bit his tongue, Shisan stuffed something in his mouth.

Struggling is useless, resisting desperately is useless, what greets He Le is still only the sound of endless gears running.

"Do you want to eat today? Is there any discomfort in your body?" The man put his cool hand on his forehead, "Well, the body temperature is normal."

"..."

"I made your favorite barbecue, want to try it?"

"..."

"Don't want to eat? It's okay, just throw it away." The man smiled, and threw the steaming food to the mechanical puppet, saying, "Although there is no problem with the nutrient solution, I still want you to try my handicraft. Recently, I have been learning how to cook very seriously."

……

For a while, Shisan was very busy for some reason. He should have wanted to stick to He Le all the time, but he only came back every two or three days. The longest time was even a week apart.

During his absence, a housekeeping puppet takes his place, providing He Le with a few delicious meals and helping him defecate.He Le was indifferent, he was used to it.

A week later, the mechanical iron door opened automatically. He Le squinted and saw Shisan reappeared holding the door frame.Panting, he stepped into the central control room with heavy steps. The pure white trench coat was once again stained with blood, but this time the blood on the white coat no longer belonged to others, but Shisan himself.

His right arm was missing.

He Le's heart beat faster, his lips moved, and he really wanted to ask what happened, but his doubts were finally swallowed back into his stomach.The current him would only stare coldly at the betrayer who was full of lies in front of him.

Thirteen struggled to climb up the spiral staircase, and collapsed exhaustedly beside the throne, leaning against He Le's hand.

He exhausted the last of his strength walking from the door to here, the too violent movement made him spit out a mouthful of blood, he casually wiped the corner of his mouth with the remaining hand, the remaining blood left a dazzling red on his cheek.

He silently took out the potion from the space ring and poured it, bit the bandage with his teeth, and bandaged himself.Injury is a distant thing for the adjudicator, but he is skilled in how to take care of himself, and he is used to it without crying or fussing.

He didn't say a word that day, just stared at the ceiling like this, and stayed on the top of the tower for a long time.On the way, he fell into a brief coma, curled up into a ball, hugged his knees, and shivered.

After he woke up, he left with heavy steps.

A few days later, He Le saw Shisan again. His injuries had recovered, and his right hand turned into a mechanical arm.

He ordered the household puppet to step down and take care of He Le himself, the smile on his pale and bloodless face remained the same.He couldn't help touching He Le. The cold metal made He Le shiver. The subconscious dodge was obviously noticed by the careful Thirteen. He Le.

When we met again, the mechanical arm was woven with a layer of artificial skin and was given body temperature.

Since then, Thirteen never left He Le.

He would kiss him and touch him as always. He Le was imprisoned on the throne, unable to escape, unable to move, and could only endure his endless demands.

The long time has made He Le used to exist as the power source of the fortress, and he is forced to attract elements without stopping, which will no longer cause him pain.

He is a prop that has been successfully transformed, and Ren Shisan can use it at will.

He occasionally thinks about things in the original world.

Parents, friends, career.

From time to time, I think of Miranda and Harrison, the Pope and Hongyue in the world of Eland, and all race members.

How are they doing now?

He Le will never know that the world of Eland outside has long since been destroyed.

"The scenery outside today is also very good." Thirteen stroked He Le's soft black hair.

"It's a scene that belongs exclusively to us. I really hope you can take a look."

"You will be surprised."

"..." He Le stared blankly ahead, motionless.

The fortress devours the elements of the world without restraint, and there is no sun, earth, wind or water outside.In the dark and empty island, the surface is cracked, corpses are everywhere, piled up into mountains, and the brilliance of fragmented elements rises faintly, becoming the last light of this world.

The goddess Altris was killed by Thirteen, and the barren and abandoned world needs a new master.

Thirteen became the new god, he could obviously restore everything, but he didn't want to do that.

Just being with He Le forever is enough, everything else is superfluous and has no value in existence.

He gave He Le eternal life, immortality.

"We make choices all the time in our lives. Logically speaking, it is a low-probability event for you to make this choice. You have many easier paths. Why do you do that?"

One day, Thirteen chatted with He Le one-sidedly.

"Rational analysis, no matter what choice you make, it is ultimately based on your life experience and growth, which shape you, because it is you, at this stage, at this moment, facing me, that can make such a unique choose."

"For me, you are unique. No matter what you become, you are you. There is only one existence that belongs to you, and that is an unchangeable fact. This fact is a dangerous signal. It is impossible for any existence to do anything. to 'eternal' existence. Life will perish, existence will be erased by the torrent of time and space."

"I could say 'forever' to you in one sentence, but I won't do that easily because 'forever' is a paradox. After you die, you don't know if you are still alive. We believe in 'forever', Just like believers believe in God, it is just a beautiful belief."

"When I say the word 'forever' to you, please believe me. At that time, I will be absolutely sure to keep you by my side forever."

"A truly literal, indivisible 'forever.'"

There is nothing in this empty world, only me and you, and you can only belong to me.

Even if it becomes a thoughtless, speechless doll.

Thirteen and He Le can never understand each other, even if they hug each other tightly, they can't touch each other's soul.

All of us are inside our own shells, imprisoned in solitude for life. —Tennessee Williams

Normalend: The Cage World

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