If I can't move, I lose "Interstellar"

【The third act: falling in love】

(Before the college entrance examination, I took him to go camping in the mountains. We were arguing at that time, and after that, we established a relationship.)

The two were lying on the same bed.

Chu He stiffened his body.He's not used to sleeping with people, but that's all he can do on a mountain stay.

Gu Chengchen turned over and turned his back to Chu He.The lowered voice sounded aggrieved for no reason, "Why don't you let me report to City W?"

"I know your family wants you to go abroad."

"Then you also know that as long as you tell me not to leave, I will stay!" Gu Chengchen felt so irritable when he thought of the upcoming separation that he wanted to kill.

"..." Chu He turned sideways and turned Gu Chengchen's head, "I'm not willing either."

Gu Chengchen heard a clear snap, and a string in his brain seemed to snap suddenly.

He buried his head on Chu He's neck and dawdled, approached cautiously, and kissed the corner of his mouth secretly. "Shall we try it? Ah He."

The sleepy Chu He reacted slowly, and accidentally kissed him again.

"I'll stay here and be with you forever," Gu Chengchen entangled each other like a big cat, "Let's buy a house by ourselves, and I'll cook and wash your clothes for you..."

Chu He stretched out his hand to confuse him, but unexpectedly, he was directly held by the other party, and even quietly licked his palm.

"Did you take the wrong medicine?!" Chu He shook off him, completely drowsy.

Gu Chengchen looked at him hurt, his eyes were filled with accusations of "I just like you so much that I can't help you hurting people like this...".

Chu He twitched the corner of his mouth, "You said you liked girls."

"Do you still remember?" Gu Chengchen tried hard to control the smile on his lips but couldn't suppress it.

Chu He: "..." Is this the point?Are you afraid you are not a fool?

"But I fell in love with you." Gu Chengchen cupped Chu He's face and kissed it, "You also like me... Ah He..."

"I won't let you be alone again, to be happy with you, to be sad with you, to do whatever you want with you."

Gu Chengchen coaxed Chu He, and a piece of cream cake smelled like a fragrance to seduce the children who stopped outside the window.

"You're going to marry someone else."

Gu Chengchen was stunned, and stared at him tenderly, "I swear I won't."

Chu He's slightly trembling hands rested on Gu Chengchen's back, slowly tightened with the tightest force, and closed his eyes as if resigned to fate, "Okay."

[Scene Four: Dependence]

Gu Chengchen insisted not to break up with Chu He, and finally had to break with his family.

The young Gu Chengchen gave up everything so easily and fell into the cage called love without hesitation.

The Gu family was waiting for the eldest and young master who didn't know the suffering of the people to be smashed.However, no one thought that he just gritted his teeth and survived.

It was very hard at first, but it was much easier for both of them to find part-time jobs after school.

When getting along, there are sweetness and friction, and there will be quarrels over little things.But when Gu Chengchen shyly showed his weakness the next day, the matter was just exposed.

Gu Chengchen went to work directly after graduation. He is capable, visionary, young and vigorous, and eager for quick success.

Chu He was furious when he learned that he had speculated in stocks without telling him and was in debt.

"I only borrowed a little..."

"a little?"

"50." Gu Chengchen served tea and water like a dog, with a fawning expression on his face, "The one who borrowed the money is my very good friend! He is not the one who is short of money..."

"I invested 50 yuan without knowing the depth of the stock! What a talent!" Chu He was furious, "If you still have friends, you don't have to pay back the money?"

Gu Chengchen acted coquettishly on his shoulder, "Then you sell me, how much can you sell?"

Chu He snorted coldly and ignored him.

Gu Chengchen kept his head down, "I know I'm not good...I just, just want to impress you and let you live a good life."

Without the blessing of his family, he is just an ordinary man with a salary of 2000 yuan...and Chu He is on a full scholarship and sent abroad, skipping grades all the way to study for a Ph.D....The gap between the two makes Gu Chengchen more and more panicked .

"Childish." Chu He scolded Gu Chengchen all over his face, and finally took the water that the other party handed him, and said angrily, "Say something nice."

"I...I love you..." Gu Chengchen rubbed him into his arms, "I love you so much, Ah He...just can't express...I've identified you in my whole life."

……

When Mrs. Gu came to her son's residence, Gu Chengchen had just flown out for a business trip.

Seeing the gorgeously dressed lady approaching menacingly, Chu He was neither courteous nor indifferent, his attitude was just right. "Just now I received a call from Chengchen saying that you are coming, come, drink some water."

Mrs. Gu looked unceremoniously at the young man with red lips and white teeth, "What kind of work do you do?"

"In Huaxia Academy of Sciences, research neurology."

After hearing this, Mrs. Gu's attitude improved a bit, but she still reprimanded extremely dissatisfied: "It's all because you Chengchen hasn't been home, and he didn't come to see me when I was lying in the hospital...I..."

Chu He took out the tissue paper and handed it to Mrs. Gu. After wiping away her tears, the woman continued, "I'm just such a sweetheart. Where did I go before that I was pampered? But what kind of life has he been living these past few years? Woo Huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu..."

Chu He waited until she was almost crying before explaining one by one: "Since Chengchen left home, he has called home every week, and he will definitely go home during the holidays. It's just that you are so stubborn that you refuse to answer or see. As for When you were hospitalized, Chengchen also had a minor operation, so I didn't want to see you because I didn't want you to worry."

"What operation? Does it matter?" Mrs. Gu asked anxiously.

"Benign tumors are not a big problem." Chu He dug out ice cubes from the refrigerator, wrapped them in a towel, and covered Mrs. Gu's red and swollen eyes.

"As for your saying that he didn't have any money in his hands, it was true in the past few years, but you know your son's ability best. Now he bought this apartment with the money from the company's profits this year."

"And he eats at home, doesn't smoke, doesn't drink or fool around, and doesn't need much money."

"So it was you who did it!" Mrs. Gu threw the cold towel on the table, "You have all my son's money?"

"Chengchen has no idea about spending money, so I will take care of it for him. A few hundred yuan a month is enough."

Mrs. Gu's chest rose and fell violently, and she said angrily, "Even if my son squanders all his money, he will make it again. You don't need to tell me what to do!"

Chu He smiled and said: "That's right, no matter how bad it is, you can go to the vegetable market to sell pork."

He has a good education, a good personality, looks good, and is generous...that's what comes out of his mouth...huh

Papa Gu pushed the reading glasses, "Then bring them back and have a look."

[Scene V: Separation]

"Continuous insomnia, physical dysfunction, anorexia... Is there any abnormality in the patient?" The doctor lowered his head and wrote something, then looked up at the man in suit and tie.

"He... Actually, when we first started dating, I found that his mental state was unstable and very anxious, like..." Gu Chengchen carefully chose his words, "It's like every day is the last day of life." After finishing speaking He added: "But he's very good, there's nothing wrong with anything else."

"You dated—"

"Eight years."

The doctor was a little surprised, and pushed down his glasses, "You mean, your partner's state of anxiety has lasted for eight years?"

Gu Chengchen seemed to want to say something, but he just nodded with a bad expression.

"Judging from your statement, Mr. Chu behaves very normally in his daily life, and you don't think this kind of anxiety is so serious that you need to seek medical advice." The doctor tapped on the table with a pen, and smiled to himself , "I forgot, Mr. Gu's partner was also my junior student... To be offensive, the probability of this kind of professional scientist getting sick is indeed higher than that of ordinary people."

Gu Chengchen was silent for a while, "I know."

"As the closest person to him, I hope you understand the importance of the patient's specific situation to his condition."

Gu Chengchen couldn't hold back his smile, "He is not a patient."

The doctor was taken aback by his anger, "Sorry sorry."

This time Gu Chengchen remained silent for a longer period of time, before closing his eyes slightly, and said: "Last month, NO.18 was his 24th birthday, and that night he suddenly told me...he will die in two years."

Gu Chengchen opened his eyes, with deep pain in his eyes, and continued: "He said that his brain structure is different from ordinary people, and he can... predict the future."

The doctor said: "From Mr. Chu's personal history, it may be that he lost his father in childhood and saw the psychological trauma of his mother's death when he was a teenager. So he subconsciously hopes that he has the ability to predict the future to avoid disasters."

Gu Chengchen frowned.

"Are there any other abnormalities?"

"He started to self-mutilate, with wounds on his hands and feet. I heard him discussing the possibility of brain replacement with others during a call."

"He also wrote a suicide note."

The doctor lowered his head to write down the diagnosis, and said, "From your statement, he behaves very normally in daily life. Compared with paranoia, I think Mr. Chu is more like a split personality disorder."

"You'd better send him to the hospital as soon as possible," the doctor warned. "His mental state cannot be delayed, and he has even begun to fabricate his own life."

...Chu He almost begged: "Chengchen, I really don't have a mental illness, trust me, okay?"

"Chengchen, there is something wrong with the medicine prescribed by the hospital, they want to kill me!"

"It hurts...they gave me electric shocks if I didn't take the medicine...why didn't you take me back?"

"Gu Chengchen...I hate you..."